Evan directs me to some sweet kindly reasons.

he doesn't point out that they use
all sorts of judgement and methods of "getting the BEST of your soul"
which unfortunately means
psychological rundowns of the interfaced kind to 'make you a hi definition of Black and White.
yet one feels the Eugenic Judgement not of Good or Bad
but should this
guy
not only be able to live "forever"
but live right now.


I have had problems with the intrusiveness of the 'studies" since day one..
and do not trust THE TEAM at all
nor do I trust the glossed up explanations of the whys and wherefores

though seeing the Dali Lama helps
I cannot help but feel
i am being tricked
to go on