she had begun feeling tingling all up and down her cheeks ..and a pressure .across her cheeks and nose..driving home from the set she felt her palate crack..
the pressure on her face did not feel like any allergy...she had eaten nothing that she was aware of that could have set whatever seemed set off-off.
she didn't dare look in her rearview mirror .Some how she just knew .Not to.
somehow she also knew.
NOT to go a hospital.
she had heard about this happening ..to other actors ,mainly actresses
but why her?
At home Kimmie went to the bathroom mirror
her face was swollen 2 or 3 times it's usual size.
It was a face one looked away from
but Kimmie could not.
as there was a feeling that had gone through here
that made her oh so still..oh so gone..and oh so disaffected..
with the very last "sense" of separateness from the "tether"
for that is what it felt like
she was glad she felt numb or the sight of her face this swollen and this mis-shapen would have sent her spinning ,feinting
but there she stood..
she removed her phone and began filming.
When people asked her later why she had filmed herself "like this" she told them
Evidence of what?
Kimmie next began to type all over the social media
Kimmie Baker thought and next typed
because you are completely aware
Of the intrusion ..
and that they intrusion is not supernatural but something else much more devious
Kimmie thought ~ if it..if the tether ..the interface was "only" about a complete taking of the self
That might in fact be easier
Only because than ,eventually -she'd be gone
Kimmie thought of the girls. The women - she had heard of speaking about being drugged and raped
Or another date rape drug
Would this better
For the victim?
Than being wide awake through the ordeal? an ordeal that was not about drugs...(they would find none in her system when she did in fact "check in')
but about poison.
Poison that was meant to always be inside you..
to go with the poison of your upbringing...on Neuro Linguistic s and Cues..and what her father called "setting"
The pressure on her palate ,cheekbones,nasal cavity.
showed..in the mirror ..like some invisible Entity was pushing ..and pulling her insides beneath her skin
her tongue was now frozen ...her lips felt pins and needles..her mouth tastes of metal..
She heard a pitch ..a tone that had begun that morning getting louder..
her eyes too were swollen but there was something else going on with her vision.
she had begun seeing objects.. identifiable representations ,symbols in the least developed outline of all things..
She wanted whatever seemingly was taking her over to
Wasn't being operated on under anesthesia
Preferable to undergo-ing surgery-awake she found herself THINKING to the 'Sensation "as she might THINK to another REAL PERSON
that is how connected somehow she felt to "this "Other within her
Next she found this THINKING away from the same neural state that had allowed her to deal with seeing her disfigured face in the mirror without terror was bring her up and away from whatever mental process that had kept her "stuck" there.
Kimmie lowered her face
from the mirror to the sink and saw the camera still on..
What had she done?
Kimmie saw her ruined face on the cell phones screen and the words message sent
The phone began ringing
but there was an entirely different kind of call
Kimmie was now entrained in..
away from the bathroom..away from the mirror..
away from herself and thankfully she thought. Intuit with the SENSE
she was being SET
was the point
and SET Kimmie understood from her father
and understood the rough times..and necessary uncomfortable emotions of "SET"
according to Dad were always
only some families ,some groups Dad had told her turning off the light and holding her "that way" understood that walking across the hot coals made it possible to walk on air.
Kimmie felt the interface ..the mind reading.....the "Promise" her Fathe rhad made to her for all that pain
came to her
but she never expected it would be like this ..she never expected -really- anything at all
Why couldn't she just maintain ..isn't that what her agent had said
At the start...until it just became somehow natural
But it never became Kimmie's "new
There was something wrong with her
And to whom ever was listening to her every thought
Erin Engles was Kimmie's Remote Neural Monitor
A paying client wasn't "online" with Kimmie's neural prosthetics
Kimmie's eyes ,ear,Inner Vision...memories
Not to Particularly manage Kimmie but to
Be on the look out
Dealing with Kimmie
Meltdown all over the social media
At times Erin wished she knew how to use the neurotech
That allowed a trained operating Tele- presence to transpose upon Kimmie's mind
Some indication ..some sense
That the more Kimmie thought about her
Remote Neural Monitoring
Invasive it would seem
As unlike Erin
Others who whose job it was read Kimmie's neutrals
Especially concerning Kimmie 's squaring
the entire tether
Being "mind rape" rather than Mind Research
And human Enhancement
Or at the very least
"just" a new format of surveillance and also a new form of persuasion -especially for those who
Spoke against this new system
Still in it's early guise
Kimmie knew that many who were "app-ed" with Merge neural prosthetic
Found a way of dealing with "the New Way"
By joining the Church of Neuronolgy
Like Kabbalah who also -allegedly
Worked with mind decoding technology
That one's thoughts
More so than one's actions
not just to a Remote Neural Monitor
And as it is above
So it shall be below..
Supposedly taught the memeber
That it was ok
to be submissive
To kneel and bow
to any emanation real or synthesized that knew more than you
Certainly A.I. according to Neuronautics
Who more and more
"Skipped" the business of
From outer space Being
Of enlightenment and illumination
Kimmie had been told
And how it was not only arrogant to believe one could out think
Or think oneself and tone's ego meant more than the system of A.I.
Kimmie thought of something she heard another actress "app-ed" with biotech around the same time she was once say when Kimmie spoke to her about
feeling her privacy had been violated by the interface to such an extent she barely wanted anymore to wake up
Kimmie's friend told her that she also had felt that way until she realized
Thanks to Neuronautics
That -since the day all of us are born
People ,TV, ,movies,every chirp of a bird,honk of a horn lays tracks and tracks of invasive input on our minds
Every time we walk outside a camera captures our response to
Either direct stimuli or the years of stimuli
That have made us who we are ..or think we are
"It isn't as if the times had not slowly prepared us for Remote Neural Monitoring
And Brain Computer Interface
If you are having problems with the A.I. It is only you who has problems with your ownThought Style
If you feel shame feeling naked in this new chance at Paradise
You offend your tether
And that's the very material the A.I. Needs to understand
So new algorithms can be made ..new chatterbot programs
To make soon Everybody's mind more open to this new system
This is not about just you
This is about The New Way
From rumors that people who could not " let Go" and "Let Proxy Cyber"
Didn't last long
Not in Los Angeles
"Actually Valerie ," Luis said reading Kimmie Bakers decoded thoughts on his monitor
Like to postpone the Big Hunt ..the Signal Safari on Miss Baker
Play with this one"
Valerie pictured Luis seeing himself as a cat playing with a half dead mouse for months..
Where Luis felt the thrill of a Slow Kill Valerie felt the Money of such restraint that Valerie didnt think Luis had in him.