Monday, September 30, 2013

What Direct Brain -Computer Interface Means to You



 Direct Brain-Computer Interface. . Research in controlling a person's  cognitions ,senses and emotions was begun in the 1970s.
 Invasive BCI  previously required  that sensors be implanted directly into the brain 
 
 .In the late 90's nano or macro technology was advanced enough that such implantation neither required incision nor the subject's consent, as the  biosensors could be induced into another's body through either skin to skin contact(lotion,shampoo,) or any number of potables  or edibles
 
 By the mid 2000's enough of a demographic of neural"styles" had been
collected" to encode another's brain waves with very little " real time" delay in terms of deciphering another's mind into sentences.
 
 In 2008 it is believed that both the "blue print"  for these  nano bio sensors were outsourced to various fields and corporations curious as to how these "implants" might work .
 
 
 .The latest innovation is  even more less-invasive and requires no bio sensors at all, instead relying on an already viable,established that relies on both micro and electromagnetic waves Open Airway -K.T**te


Clay

they are being nicer..not as much kill yourself as soon as possible. kill yourself as soon as possible kill yourself as soon as possible
 kill yourself as soon as possible
 kill yourself as soon as possible kill yourself as soon as possible
 
i am sober a month..they clain that they helped get me sober by scaring the hell out of me(they made me imagine what they could do with the sounds."we'll play the sound of a ping ball going back
and forth
back
and forth louder
than this for the rest of your life Dumbo!"
and those things that you see
will be bugs.
and up close
and personal;one day you might wake up and see ONLY what we want you to see
..want a demonstration
suck on that glass stem and have another hit .."
but the Psychotronia  is
calm today
I am suspicious
as  
I have been sucked into OPEN MINDED ness
before
 
only to find that a  little 'Let them In" I like it
 
 can lead to
one getting "sucked in" not only towards a state of welcomed Mandling
but the Delusions
 that Immersive Reality
( a 5 sense over ride )inevitably
create
even in a seasoned Proxy
like myself
who should no to keep one's guard up and their mind CLOSED
 
I fear the Winkies stuff
everyone they've done this to fears
The "Winkies " stuff
Winkies always leads to meeting a monster behind the
INT/EXT -DAY/NIGHT
 
 the Muralists who
shove over" 16 Reasons"
and" Every Little Star" up your visual and auditory cortex
 
once again down the "virtual" rabid hole (how virtual is something I ask that can cause a sheart attack or mini stroke caused by adrenal induced fear...)
 in spite of knowing  one usually goes
"for the ride" one has little choice
I HAVE NO HEADSET I CAN TAKE OFF
and  who doesn't want to follow the hot ass
of a movie star
 
in candy colored "pay" dreamz
all four burners on now
direct neural TV
plays without an off switch  
in "your" commandeered
-deer caught in headlights
-deer on the other end of the  headset
-co mingled "eyes"

I hear a movie stars voice
NO NO NO NO NO
and the sound changes
becomes more
and less of qualities
that a movie star possesses
the allure less alluring
 
the voice
is not Evan
 
there's a Miss Crabtree vibe to it
a teacher who might come to your little league games 
  tv voice over
"buy me ,try me "
lilt to the interface
 
I graph I am not "into her"
and that it's just wrong to use female  tele-presense
on me..
they "she" tells me it will help create a distance
I see the blue fairy
and do not grimace
when they do this teleprense shit with men
I inevitably go sexual on them
and some these Mandlers
need that as much as I need social correction
as if I
am taking fuckin acting lessons
"for what I graph..so I can ask for a pack of Winston light" with poise
fuckers?
huh
as since this mind fuck "came upon me" there is little dating or
friendshippy shit..as I am quite literally
Gone
I mean people literally snap their fingers in my face
"come back come back"


higher
or lower
better
 or worse
the voice asks,
as if I am taking a vision test at the ophthalmologist with that wild len-sy thing up in my eyes
the doc gaging to get a correct lens
or those beep beep beep ear test
"you hear this.."
brruuuummmmmm
you hear this
the tones and pulsation
the Hzs as they call them
that penetrate one's skull to do the old  "Scooby Dooo on your dendrites and shit
 
in my mind's eye
which becomes more and more a mutual mind's eye
in spite of my
"No Stop...ooh alright Do me"
attitude
in my occipital lobe
I sense and graph a mini screen ,that sets ringtones
I am not sure if I came up with the
vision or THEM
 
we settle mutually
on a somewhat generic
late 20's voice
with an Irish ..or English
accent
I interface I want more Irish
but the voice says Autistics
respond best to
a specified Hz
 
so there was no choice I graph..you set it ahead of time
 
I demand the voice goes more Irish brogue.
to test this theory
 
Don't test us Dumbo
we are trying to be nice
 
I see the face of a bug up close
and it fades
OK ..ok
British is fine
but than I hear the sound go a tiny bit more Irish
"and shout God bless men and Mandlers
God bless Men and Mandlers!"
 
there are other settings
we must now set
and the Mandler
who sounds like Disney and a At and T ad
I don't know how to address.
...I cannot think about a woman's voice as Mandler
perhaps Handler
but they get upset for some reason
and we settle on Hanna
 
 
Hanna tells me to get out my ball of clay for the next exercise
clay you see helps interfacing
and is a buffer
so one's mind and thoughts aren't all over the placed
I make the clay into a square and use a popsicle stick to
edge out what looks like a keyboard on a phine
Hanna tells me
to make an arrow going up and an arrow going down
I do
the clay is cool to the touch
I like the small of clay and assume Hanna can smell what I smell
(no wonder Mandlers don't like smoking too much)
the smell of the clay my thunbs on the arrows
the "Mind Movie"
of the clay inan dmy thunbs on the arrows
in our mutual mind
we set my mood for the day
a 7.8 Hz is zipped to a 9.6Hz
although I refer a more manic
unapproachable visage
 

Saturday, September 21, 2013

Charlotte N.C(DAY2)


 Vegan man says they have an interception.a "mind hack"

   a snippet of what The Community Theater is putting in David's Hippocampus.

also an occipital over "aimed" at david's visual cortex...so he sees not only what is in front of him but what his keepers transpose over his optic nerve

"how "I say
Vegan says if I told ya.I'd have to kill ya..

vegan goes on to explain the "skit" ,the rundown..quite simple .they have just gotten started
The team .My team has repixeled the visual display to be played through the "cybernetic " glasses I will be wearing faces Eastern European and what would be called Germanic or "English" faces...the visuals represent what is a good face and what is a bad face 
a short speech by Adolph Hitler segues into a montage of an over crowded section of Brooklyn after 1947...laundry swinging on cloths lines the streets are teeming with life although the "soundtrack states' "Free.This is free.This is How a Free jew lives..like rats .Like coven.Like  vermin
Vegan explains The The Community Theater hates Jews.hates jews  more than they hate faggots

"can I keep my hands untied..I promise I won't take off the headset."I say
knowing the answer in advance

Once again the Google glass is taped to my head.
my hands are placed in restraints

""come back in 2 hours ..I can't take it more than that," I say remembering yesterday

I am prone again on the bed
the familiar I .2.3. start film begins
faces Eastern European and what would be called Germanic or "English" faces...the visuals represent what is a good face and what is a bad face I can only suppose
a short speech by Adolph Hitler segues into a montage of an over crowded section of Brooklyn a placard ,as in silent movies states "1947"Brooklyn...laundry swinging on cloths lines the streets are teeming with life ..the scene seems nice and friendly if a little old fashioned in it's depiction .I can not tell if the film is from a specific time period or made to look as if..
although the "soundtrack states' in some theatrical clipped English 'The Jew is free .This is free.This is How a Free jew lives
I am thrown off. from time and place
as the "soundtrack" of city streets and the feel of the late 1940's
assimilates
or disassimilates itself
The Talking Heads "Once in a Lifetime.."plays a loop  of the chorus  "same as it ever was .same as it ever wassame as it ever was again and again
over the narration
".like rats .Like coven.Like  vermin ..."mixed with high pitch
thlow pitch sound of
 a nest of insects
I see on the Google Glass-
cockroaches
and than a tenement building
of men an women on a summer day out on their patio
the way these people are filmed is tight and cruel
the film stock and costume try is from the late 40's or early 50;s
in my ear I hear the sound of people talking in a delicatessen
the style of language is to reflect New York Jews
their voices combine with the sound track of cockroaches in a nest
than I hear what I take is the loud feed.
the direct neural,interface
that goes right into David's mind

 organized Jewry hates Milton Marasol know why
Because Marisol Beat "jew at your own game
HE BEAT
 an industry almost totally in the possession of Jews...

 a goy "hick" like Milton Marisol, the "all-American hayseed" from an Iowa  farm,  ambles out of the sticks, thumbs in overalls pockets, straw in teeth and beats a swarm of cosmopolitan Jews at their own game must have been  intolerable. It was rather like the fellow who invented poker losing everything he owns to some yokel he had taught to play the game. Make no mistake about it, entering the entertainment industry in the 1920s meant nothing less than going head to head with entrenched Jews and all the terrifying prospects such an undertaking entails.
not talk about

Milton Marisol never forgot about his welcome to Hollywood by you yids
which is why every year
when Milt was alive we had" yid day" on his birthday
we'd sing Walt happy birthday
bring out a yid
circle him
and bash his face in
than bury" the chosen one"
under a rose bush
it was an early version of "Pieces"
man what he woulda done with a headset..

he  talked about payback
about how the  kikes had polluted not only the gene pool but the movie industry with thie Pinko pansy counterparts in New Yawk
the 1960's 1970's they joined hands
till even Nixion had to step in and say "hey Jews Enough
than the jews and pinkos and fags decided TO GET Nixion and set him up
out nixion goes
a jew will stoip at nothing gnawing like a rat to RUIN the White Race which they
which you are so envious off
so wholesome studios like  Disney were now
"old hat... yesterday's news" a "wax museum"
so your kind could try
to turn the movie industry into your own
degenerate art expo
a
cesspool of social contempary cinema they called it
really just smut in Continental Jew pinstripes

trying to
all but wipe out every American trait ever instilled upon the nation

Definition :The Community Theater

Definition

 The Community Theater -a hate group with no known leader that has alleged acquired RFD "chips" and nano particles to test Immersive Reality and Artificial Intelligence on unsuspecting citizens.... allegedly  the technology makes human to human interface possible some victim's claim once they have been "tagged" another source (see Brain Computer Interface,Chatterbox and Voice of God Technology)  also can  override(or overlap)  a victim 's 5 senses. Although there is evidence that this  type of technology( synthetic telepathy)is being developed by various laboratories and universities there is no documentation that Human Experimentation is taking place even so ,a growing number of people who call themselves Targeted Individuals are claiming not only are these advancements being used but abused purposely

www.gang-stalking.com -

www.targeted-individuals.com/gang-stalking/4567965106
targeted individuals website that provides information on gang stalking, methods and tactics
 

David's Vivid "Dreams"/ L'arrivée d'un train en gare de La Ciotat

MORNING JEW MORNING JEW

MMMMMORnING FAGGOTMORNING DAVID!!! Is what it said ...

What it  was I didnt know
It wanted me to know it wasn't madness but man made 
this was very important to this sound 
That next would become vision

This nothing thing
that was everything and more
enjoyed it's power over me ..it loved itself 
I was something for it to eat
Chew on
Collect
I was reminded of those explanations of alien abduction
Where people would speak of being probed
This thing had no feeling
But knew how a person would respond to all feeling it held up to you
Put into you ..
Into your senses.
Sound and vision was the least of it
It read you
So it could transmit feeling upon you to gauge reaction.
But it felt nothing but it's self 

It was prepared .all made ..this was no testing of "it"

It needed me to know it was not only stronger..smarter quicker than me but filled with also moral knowing
It's judgements "meant something "I should not dismiss 
It was hate itself


It was wickedness 

It was evil and man made 
There was nothing alien about this force..
It was a composite of human cruelty
It was base but righteous.
It understood human behavior 
It despised weakness and fear and the layers and layers of lies we tell ourselves to "be good"
It wanted no layers but a type of primal self
It wanted you to be 
TV 

(2)
It was Godless
But acted as a God might 

It wanted me to know it hated me 
It wanted me to know "it" was a Jew
It wanted me to know they knew I was a Jew
It wanted me to know there were 2 kinds of Jews
Jews like them
Jews like me
They wanted me to know "this event" I was to experience 
was sanctioned because Jews can do what they want to other Jews 
with this tech
At first I could take "it" seriously 
yeah
I hear
yeah 



yeah
Anger was replaced by terror ..they had explained they were allowed.
Nobody could stop them

I write this
To make sense of it
I know it makes no sense....I know the words I write will come across as my own words and thoughts.
I wonder if "it " knew this
It knew everything about me
Like some cruel and hateful God
A Type of God I never prayed to

A type of cruel and punishing God these manics seem to have found somewhere I never let myself go.
...




we Jews pick a jew
to play PIECES

It keeps das hound off our heels
We can do what we like .We rub it your face
Americano..
More money than God ...the shit we sell as entertainment
Make everyone try to measure up
To movie stars
The one percent ...
Make people want to look like the one percent..
Make people want their lives to move like a movie
Make people feel bad about their own sets at home
Make people want to flow like a movie ..make people bored with own friends and family who don't talk movie talk.
Raised some kids like a movie
We do what we want
We're chosen
We steal secrets
We laugh at FBI
We make FBI like CIA
Anyone says the wrong things about moooovies
Saying wrong things -drawing wrong things..no Jew of ours

But mooooooovies ain't all bout' da money
It's about morals
Nothing worse than immoral Jew.

Don't really mind you being a faggot
We kinda' programmed you for that Butterfly

Put you in a maze ..and you kept going down the wrong hallway
Watched the wrong moooovies
Joined the wrong cast and crew with every move you made

Maybe you felt something was amiss.
How each hole you found you in lead to the next horror show
Adam,Cain and so much Job
Never could hold one c-c-c-could ya' w-w-w-would ya. Dumbo?

The easy way out
Even the art
-them that play crazy deserve go way
Inside somewhere

Indeed

You used people all your life Dumbo
And now you're gonna be of use in ways you never imaged




says a Voice I have been hearing for  a week not..
'did you know Davey? that the first time a train coming into the station was shown in a movie theater "L'arrivée d'un train en gare de La Ciotat"(1896) you bookish types like cin-a -MA referadddos dontcha"..closer ,CLOSERCLOSER comes da' train TOOT TOOT




 and know what the dumb shmuck moviegoers can't tell the difference between reality and some dumb ole movie.. literally ran for their lives up and outta their seats
thinking the train was real on the movie screen and was gonna somehow run them over?now we come long way from 1896 and the ifference between reality and movies is a bit more tricky...trippy and just plain old iffy..

oh how far we've come..
cuz listen little David  you faggot jew boy..
I IZ da Train that Iz gonna Run you over

member that day on the bus.after your soccer game when that handsomey handsomest young man brushed against you
boy david you musta been all juicie jewed up ...yum 
remember that he brushed your hand..
why David you must have felt 
hmmmmMMMm is it just me or did something just pass between us..
sure did 
little David
his hot hand ..brushed against you ..oily lotion-icious!..contained teeny tiny particles 
we here at The Community Theater call 
The Dots
those tiny things we call the dots go into your pores 
and than into your bloodstream
and all up you into your jew-ie eww-ie temporal lobe

uh oh David


,L'arrivée d'un train en gare de La Ciotat
toot toot


i'm not crazy bout jews david ..less so faggot jews
either
was Milton Marasol
you must have heard of Parasol pictures.
maybe took some yid boyfriend out on a date to see one a' there piccccc"tures maybe gave him a handjob in the balcony...you faggots are a sick lot
well
have we got a treat for you
 gonna put some of that HEEB into the Heebie Jeebies
TOOT
TOOT



I see what looks like a video game sequence...we descend steps .but the steps are like
that etching  by that artist
Escher
a man in a Nazi uniform who is pixilation and cartoon though not so leads me with a chain ..I am represented by a man in blue striped pajamas.
we go up and down stairs
finally into 
a basement.
a terrarium
..who made this game who made this game who made this game I repeat and repeat

..." lots of token jews around 
he used to trip them with his saddle shoes at corporate functions,sayin "jews"me...jews'me"

                                    there's word he had some jew stuffed and put in a terrarium
               he collected Nazi memorabilia ya know

did you also know some kike stole his original cartoon Button the Bear
so he Ruckus the Rat
like ----

I wake up.
I am up

this has been going on for days
I want to tell someone
I open my computer I have not looked at in days
I haven't eaten in days nor showered.entranced
by the vividness of ...something I cannot even explain to myself
an email 
from someone named soccer Jacob 
I don't; want to see anyone but I read his email


"liked your profile.I have relocated to Charlotte .My brother lives down here..not to burden you but with TMI but  he  has been having lucid waking dreams and has been hospitalized.I like you am a soccer player and economics' major would you like to meet for coffee ,dinner,or to just kick around a soccer ball..?

MMMMMORnING FAGGOT
MORNING DAVID!!! Is what it said ...

What it  was I don't know
It wanted me to know it wasn't madness but man made this was very important to this sound 
This nothing that was everything and more
It enjoyed it's power ...it loved itself 
It was prepared ..in a way that I never could be 
It was better than me ..it was stronger...it was bad
But it was good  because it was mighty and right 
How could something like this be right
Or have the nerve to think it was better than anyone
It was wickedness unseen
It was evil
Created by evil
It was Godless
But acted as a God might 

It wanted me to know it hated me 
It wanted me to know "it" was a Jew
It wanted me to know they knew I was a Jew
It wanted me to know there were 2 kinds of Jews
Jews like them
Jews like me
They wanted me to know "this event" I was to experience 
was sanctioned because Jews can do what they want to other Jews 
with this tech
At first I could take "it" seriously 
yeah
I hear
yeah



yeah
Anger was replaced by terror ..they had explained they were allowed.
Nobody could stop them

I write this
To make sense of it
I know it makes no sense....I know the words I write will come across as my own words and thoughts.
I wonder if "it " knew this
It knew everything about me
Like some cruel and hateful God
A Type of God I never prayed to

A type of cruel and punishing God these manics seem to have found somewhere I never let myself go.
...




we Jews pick a jew
to play PIECES

It keeps das hound off our heels
We can do what we like .We rub it your face
Americano..
More money than God ...the shit we sell as entertainment
Make everyone try to measure up
To movie stars
The one percent ...
Make people want to look like the one percent..
Make people want their lives to move like a movie
Make people feel bad about their own sets at home
Make people want to flow like a movie ..make people bored with own friends and family who don't talk movie talk.
Raised some kids like a movie
We do what we want
We're chosen
We steal secrets
We laugh at FBI
We make FBI like CIA
Anyone says the wrong things about moooovies
Saying wrong things -drawing wrong things..no Jew of ours

But mooooooovies ain't all bout' da money
It's about morals
Nothing worse than immoral Jew.

Don't really mind you being a faggot
We kinda' programmed you for that Butterfly

Put you in a maze ..and you kept going down the wrong hallway
Watched the wrong moooovies
Joined the wrong cast and crew with every move you made

Maybe you felt something was amiss.
How each hole you found you in lead to the next horror show
Adam,Cain and so much Job
Never could hold one c-c-c-could ya' w-w-w-would ya. Dumbo?

The easy way out
Even the art
-them that play crazy deserve go way
Inside somewhere

Indeed

You used people all your life Dumbo
And now you're gonna be of use in ways you never imaged




says a Voice I have been hearing for  a week not..
'did you know Davey? that the first time a train coming into the station was shown in a movie theater "L'arrivée d'un train en gare de La Ciotat"(1896) you bookish types like cin-a -MA referadddos dontcha"..closer ,CLOSERCLOSER comes da' train TOOT TOOT



 and know what the dumb shmuck moviegoers can't tell the difference between reality and some dumb ole movie.. literally ran for their lives up and outta their seats
thinking the train was real on the movie screen and was gonna somehow run them over?now we come long way from 1896 and the ifference between reality and movies is a bit more tricky...trippy and just plain old iffy..

oh how far we've come..
cuz listen little David  you faggot jew boy..
I IZ da Train that Iz gonna Run you over

member that day on the bus.after your soccer game when that handsomey handsomest young man brushed against you
boy david you musta been all juicie jewed up ...yum
remember that he brushed your hand..
why David you must have felt
hmmmmMMMm is it just me or did something just pass between us..
sure did
little David
his hot hand ..brushed against you ..oily lotion-icious!..contained teeny tiny particles
we here at The Community Theater call
The Dots
those tiny things we call the dots go into your pores
and than into your bloodstream
and all up you into your jew-ie eww-ie temporal lobe

uh oh David


,L'arrivée d'un train en gare de La Ciotat
toot toot


i'm not crazy bout jews david ..less so faggot jews
either
was Milton Marasol
you must have heard of Parasol pictures.
maybe took some yid boyfriend out on a date to see one a' there piccccc"tures maybe gave him a handjob in the balcony...you faggots are a sick lot
well
have we got a treat for you
 gonna put some of that HEEB into the Heebie Jeebies
TOOT
TOOT



I see what looks like a video game sequence...we descend steps .but the steps are like
that etching  by that artist
Escher
a man in a Nazi uniform who is pixilation and cartoon though not so leads me with a chain ..I am represented by a man in blue striped pajamas.
we go up and down stairs
finally into
a basement.
a terrarium
..who made this game who made this game who made this game I repeat and repeat

..." lots of token jews around
he used to trip them with his saddle shoes at corporate functions,sayin "jews"me...jews'me"

                                    there's word he had some jew stuffed and put in a terrarium
               he collected Nazi memorabilia ya know
did you also know some kike stole his original cartoon Button the Bear
so he Ruckus the Rat
like ----

I wake up.
I am up

this has been going on for days
I want to tell someone
I open my computer I have not looked at in days
I haven't eaten in days nor showered.entranced
by the vividness of ...something I cannot even explain to myself
an email
from someone named soccer Jacob
I don't; want to see anyone but I read his email


"liked your profile.I have relocated to Charlotte .My brother lives down here..not to burden you but with TMI but  he  has been having lucid waking dreams and has been hospitalized.I like you am a soccer player and economics' major would you like to meet for coffee ,dinner,or to just kick around a soccer ball..?

David's Vivid "Dreams"/ L'arrivée d'un train en gare de La Ciotat

MORNING JEW 

MMMMMORnING FAGGOT
MORNING DAVID!!! Is what it said ...

What it  was I didnt know
It wanted me to know it wasn't madness but man made 
this was very important to this sound 
That next would become vision

This nothing thing
that was everything and more
enjoyed it's power over me ..it loved itself 
I was something for it to eat
Chew on
Collect
I was reminded of those explanations of alien abduction
Where people would speak of being probed
This thing had no feeling
But knew how a person would respond to all feeling it held up to you
Put into you ..
Into your senses.
Sound and vision was the least of it
It read you
So it could transmit feeling upon you to gauge reaction.
But it felt nothing but it's self 

It was prepared .all made ..this was no testing of "it"

It needed me to know it was not only stronger..smarter quicker than me but filled with also moral knowing
It's judgements "meant something "I should not dismiss 
It was hate itself


It was wickedness 

It was evil and man made 
There was nothing alien about this force..
It was a composite of human cruelty
It was base but righteous.
It understood human behavior 
It despised weakness and fear and the layers and layers of lies we tell ourselves to "be good"
It wanted no layers but a type of primal self
It wanted you to be 
TV 

(2)
It was Godless
But acted as a God might 

It wanted me to know it hated me 
It wanted me to know "it" was a Jew
It wanted me to know they knew I was a Jew
It wanted me to know there were 2 kinds of Jews
Jews like them
Jews like me
They wanted me to know "this event" I was to experience 
was sanctioned because Jews can do what they want to other Jews 
with this tech
At first I could take "it" seriously 
yeah
I hear
yeah



yeah
Anger was replaced by terror ..they had explained they were allowed.
Nobody could stop them

I write this
To make sense of it
I know it makes no sense....I know the words I write will come across as my own words and thoughts.
I wonder if "it " knew this
It knew everything about me
Like some cruel and hateful God
A Type of God I never prayed to

A type of cruel and punishing God these manics seem to have found somewhere I never let myself go.
...




we Jews pick a jew
to play PIECES

It keeps das hound off our heels
We can do what we like .We rub it your face
Americano..
More money than God ...the shit we sell as entertainment
Make everyone try to measure up
To movie stars
The one percent ...
Make people want to look like the one percent..
Make people want their lives to move like a movie
Make people feel bad about their own sets at home
Make people want to flow like a movie ..make people bored with own friends and family who don't talk movie talk.
Raised some kids like a movie
We do what we want
We're chosen
We steal secrets
We laugh at FBI
We make FBI like CIA
Anyone says the wrong things about moooovies
Saying wrong things -drawing wrong things..no Jew of ours

But mooooooovies ain't all bout' da money
It's about morals
Nothing worse than immoral Jew.

Don't really mind you being a faggot
We kinda' programmed you for that Butterfly

Put you in a maze ..and you kept going down the wrong hallway
Watched the wrong moooovies
Joined the wrong cast and crew with every move you made

Maybe you felt something was amiss.
How each hole you found you in lead to the next horror show
Adam,Cain and so much Job
Never could hold one c-c-c-could ya' w-w-w-would ya. Dumbo?

The easy way out
Even the art
-them that play crazy deserve go way
Inside somewhere

Indeed

You used people all your life Dumbo
And now you're gonna be of use in ways you never imaged




says a Voice I have been hearing for  a week not..
'did you know Davey? that the first time a train coming into the station was shown in a movie theater "L'arrivée d'un train en gare de La Ciotat"(1896) you bookish types like cin-a -MA referadddos dontcha"..closer ,CLOSERCLOSER comes da' train TOOT TOOT



 and know what the dumb shmuck moviegoers can't tell the difference between reality and some dumb ole movie.. literally ran for their lives up and outta their seats
thinking the train was real on the movie screen and was gonna somehow run them over?now we come long way from 1896 and the ifference between reality and movies is a bit more tricky...trippy and just plain old iffy..

oh how far we've come..
cuz listen little David  you faggot jew boy..
I IZ da Train that Iz gonna Run you over

member that day on the bus.after your soccer game when that handsomey handsomest young man brushed against you
boy david you musta been all juicie jewed up ...yum
remember that he brushed your hand..
why David you must have felt
hmmmmMMMm is it just me or did something just pass between us..
sure did
little David
his hot hand ..brushed against you ..oily lotion-icious!..contained teeny tiny particles
we here at The Community Theater call
The Dots
those tiny things we call the dots go into your pores
and than into your bloodstream
and all up you into your jew-ie eww-ie temporal lobe

uh oh David


,L'arrivée d'un train en gare de La Ciotat
toot toot


i'm not crazy bout jews david ..less so faggot jews
either
was Milton Marasol
you must have heard of Parasol pictures.
maybe took some yid boyfriend out on a date to see one a' there piccccc"tures maybe gave him a handjob in the balcony...you faggots are a sick lot
well
have we got a treat for you
 gonna put some of that HEEB into the Heebie Jeebies
TOOT
TOOT



I see what looks like a video game sequence...we descend steps .but the steps are like
that etching  by that artist
Escher
a man in a Nazi uniform who is pixilation and cartoon though not so leads me with a chain ..I am represented by a man in blue striped pajamas.
we go up and down stairs
finally into
a basement.
a terrarium
..who made this game who made this game who made this game I repeat and repeat

..." lots of token jews around
he used to trip them with his saddle shoes at corporate functions,sayin "jews"me...jews'me"

                                    there's word he had some jew stuffed and put in a terrarium
               he collected Nazi memorabilia ya know
did you also know some kike stole his original cartoon Button the Bear
so he Ruckus the Rat
like ----

I wake up.
I am up

this has been going on for days
I want to tell someone
I open my computer I have not looked at in days
I haven't eaten in days nor showered.entranced
by the vividness of ...something I cannot even explain to myself
an email
from someone named soccer Jacob
I don't; want to see anyone but I read his email


"liked your profile.I have relocated to Charlotte .My brother lives down here..not to burden you but with TMI but  he  has been having lucid waking dreams and has been hospitalized.I like you am a soccer player and economics' major would you like to meet for coffee ,dinner,or to just kick around a soccer ball..?

Friday, September 20, 2013

Selective, Retrieval-Independent Disruption of Methamphetamine-Associated Memory by Actin Depolymerization


I am not supposed .allowed to read.
fucks up my dailies
my neural reads
but Tru can do anything he wants
LIKE
WAKING me up
at 3 am reading.
"Mornin gScumbo...get this....

"Study suggests possibility of selectively erasing unwanted memories"Tru Christie reads

I hear a toilet seat go down ..but think it could be a neighbor through the open window
no it's Tru
he's 30.maybe 40 years younger in his visual over lays
a painful zing goes through me till I graph Uncle uncle and think ok ok maybe 25 years younger
15 years younger than what he is..
."GOOD NEWS FREAK.."he telpathizes..I put my pillow over my ears.
but it doesn't matter
if anything thischildish block of sound that has nothing to do with your ears makes Tru telepathize louder...
I think we got a way to cure your sicko ass.."
I look down at my bed clothes.
I was sleeping not wackin off
a sicko deed during intraneural if not instigated by them..WOOOF

COOL it DumBO! Tru Christie graphs..reading

(Nanowerk News,{He says sending me a visual of him putting on reading glasses in front of a lit fire ..when I assume he is one the cann..he ignores my "backtalk ,MY BAck thoughts..as even Tru Christie knows "backtalkbackthoughts during 24/7 intraneural monitoring are part of the "procedurals} The human brain is exquisitely adept at linking seemingly random details into a cohesive memory that can trigger myriad associations—some good, some not so goodYOURS DUMBO ARE ALL BADTru Christie graphs For recovering addicts and individuals suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), unwanted memories can be devastating Devastating IS NOT THE WORD disgusting yes ..disgusting and devastating .what YOU HAVE DONE TO ME Dumbo you do not know. Former meth addicts, for instance, report intense drug cravings triggered by associations with cigarettes, money, even gum (used to relieve dry mouth), pushing them back into the addiction they so desperately want to leaveI WOULD HAVE AT TIMES  TAKEN ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING TO JUST TRY TO GET AWAY FROM THE EXPERIMENT ..EXPERIENCE.

writing is sorta ok



although supposedly I have quite some time ago crossed some line. Possibly concerning
giving away...various patented procedures of torture
via mind to mind etc
for obvious reasons
mainly the reason being they are torturing ME..never mind it is good practice for torturing enemies or other freaky artists who draw strange untoward doodlings or god forbid cohesive paintings about ...all sorts of societal ills..etc

fuck them
have I not been punished enuf

yeah I have
but they don't know what to do with a "proxy" they have set on Jacob's Ladder but whack them..
they don't pay them restitution etc..
or than that will be evidence they used us ..(and there are many ) for human experimentation...and stuff like that,

but what happened between me and my firsr mandler..
who I call Tru Christie but HE knows who he is
and so do many in LA

he's a maverick hotshot
who has told many
many what I did deliberately to his mind
with our mind to mind interfaces


all drug related is my excuse
I used to be quote unquote" a druggie"
and true be told tru (it seems to me) LIKED trippin with old dumbo here..missing his forays into the wild palm younders which nearly ..killed him in his late youth

tru is notorious even in  SoCal 60's partaking ventures
 for going one step beyond
common reality

it is scary terrain
I know this too

a fine line
a scary line
I like tru mainly used drugs not to get high
but to attempt to break down walls of this world to another
TRU hates my even briefly comparing my foibles or self to him.
yeah
one of those types
his job was to get to the bottom of me
with brain computer interface

he volunteered
I did not.,..
it was a mess from day one
I want it worked out
for my sake for my karma
I do not want to bring my rage and hate against Tru into the next world or other worlds
in my opinion
he does

yeah one of those    ......



Posted: Sep 10, 2013

 

Nanowerk News) The human brain is exquisitely adept at linking seemingly random details into a cohesive memory that can trigger myriad associations—some good, some not so goodYOURS DUMBO ARE ALL BADTru Christie graphs For recovering addicts and individuals suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), unwanted memories can be devastating Devastating IS NOT THE WORD disgusting yes ..disgusting and devastating .what YOU HAVE DONE TO ME Dumbo you do not know. Former meth addicts, for instance, report intense drug cravings triggered by associations with cigarettes, money, even gum (used to relieve dry mouth), pushing them back into the addiction they so desperately want to leaveI WOULD HAVE AT TIMES  TAKEN ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING TO JUST TRY TO GET AWAY FROM THE EXPERIMENT ..EXPERIENCE.
Now, for the first time, scientists from the Florida campus of The Scripps Research Institute (TSRI) have been able to erase dangerous drug-associated memories in mice and rats without affecting other more benign memories. YOU HAVE DESTROYED PARTS OF YOUR MIND ORGANICALLY AND THROAT AND ESOPHAGUS DUMBO THAT CAN OR MAY NOT EVER BE  ABLE TO BE REPAIRED                    
The surprising discovery, published this week online ahead of print by the journal Biological Psychiatry points to a clear and workable method to disrupt unwanted memories while leaving the rest intact.
“Our memories make us who we are, but some of these memories can make life very difficult,” ESPECIALLY DURING INTRANEURAL INTERFACE AND ESPECIALLY WITH MY PARTICULAR Memories I concur Courtney Miller, a TSRI assistant professor states" we’re looking for strategies to selectively eliminate evidence of past experiences related to drug abuse or a traumatic event. Our study shows we can do just that in mice — wipe out deeply engrained drug-related memories without harming other memories.”
BUT  CAN WE DO THAT WITH RATS.RATS LIKE YOU DUMBO IS THE QUESTION                     
I HEAR THE TURNING OF PAGES.i AM NOT A RAT BUT A WHISTLE BLOWER.tRU SAYS THE ONLY WHISTLE I AM BLOWING IS MY OWN ..HERE HERE POST POST look AT me
look AT mE
SOME MANICS HAVE FOUND ME
OF SO LITTLE WORTH
THAT THEY'VE MADE ME INTO A PETRI DISH PROJECT FOR CYBERNETICS AND ARTIFICIAL REALITY RESEARCH
YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED DUMBO..

                    
To produce a memory, a lot has to happen, including the alteration of the structure of nerve cells via changes in the dendritic spines—small bulb-like structures that receive electrochemical signals from other neurons. YADDA YADDA RADDA HE SAYSGRAPHSNormally, these structural changes occur via actin, the protein that makes up the infrastructure of all cells.
                     
                     
In the tests, animals were trained to associate the rewarding effects of methamphetamine with a rich context of visual, tactile and scent cues. .. many days later in their home environment, they later showed a complete lack of interest when they encountered drug-associated cues. At the same time, the response to other memories, such as food rewards, was unaffected.ALL HORSESHIT TO ME....AND TO YOU TOO I GATHER..THIS DENDRITE SPINE ACTIN MOLECULES BIZNESS AND NO WAY TO WORK AROUND IT ..IS WHY I HAVE GIVEN UP WHY I POP PILLS ALL DAY LONG ...DONT WANT TO BE URBAN ASTRONAUT NO MORE..NO POINT...YOU SEE THESE MEMORIES ..THINGS ONE DOESNT WANT ANOTHER TO KNOW ..OR YOURSELF FOR THAT MATTER ARE THE SLUDGE FROM THE MIND MINING PROCESS THAT COME UP AND COME UP..THE DEEPER ONE DIGS (LIKE DIGGING A HOLE ..LIKE DIGGING A 6FT HOLE IN THE DESERT FOR DUMBO WHO WILL NOT STOP THINKING THESE STRANGE DISTURBINMG THOUGHTS PRESUMABLY INTENTIONALLY TOWARDS HIS MANDLERS...DEEPER THEY GO MORE SLUDGE BUILDS UP...THERE IS NOTHING ELSE THEY CAN GATHER BUT SLUDGE..BUT THEY GO ON..AND I GO OFF                     
While the scientists are not yet sure why powerful methamphetamine-related memories are also so fragile, they think the provocative findings could be related to the role of dopamine, a neurotransmitter involved in reward and pleasure centers YADDAYADDARADA I HEAR .THAN I HEAR A TOILET FLUSH
nIGHT SCUMBO  DREEEEEEAM CAREFULLLY                   
    

no social worker "hold it right there buddy" laws yet to water down and regulate effect

"you give it as good as you get" the guy I call air control guy graphs
he's pissed I amseeking legal counsel which is says is what a wuss does..he says I am  getting all greenpeace-ish again and fat
and he can't even make up pornographic interfaces he can truly "get into" with me all human rightish crybaby paunchy


more passive aggressive silliness..that paunch
I suppose to go with
more
taunting of so called  "Mandlers"

now don't you think the term Mandlers itself is  a derogatory term
meant to cheapen the proceedings?
Mandlers
that term  you made up
"to get a rise"

..we entertain you all day long.You don't ever explain what we do ...for it is OUR business
not you...
we are open to your exploring
our intentions
as we are quite open for the most part to let us  let us glean your intent and follow through
or lack thereof
we scare you sometimes
because
we need heightened reads

so that in the future
 in the private sector when a consumer  wants a heightened experience during an Immersive Reality Game or Program
we can give them this heightened state based on our studies so that exaggerated arousal, for instance won't
give a Immersive Reality participant  a stroke or palpitations

.some Mandlers hate you
 because we set you up intentionally  with advisories
and counted on such animosity


 what is computer gaming without
a
releasing
of such stress

as this gaming will be and is  mind to mind
it is important that levels of genuine "hate" is  measured

Tru Christie is not fond of artists ..or "know it all " types or precocious Free Thinkers
and more than you are fond of "company man " presumed rigidity
so he is a good match  for you

surely an artist such as yourself can understand the merit of "going the distance" and saying screw what others think
if I or we "go to far"


THIS is how we gather data
it is the only way to do this
there is no hand holding here
no social worker "hold it right there buddy" laws yet to water down and regulate effect
so yes
we want to get an awful lot accomplished before
"the Man" as you call him comes along and says
enough
we need some dainty social worker to make sure no one gets hurt

this is new frontier...be a man
there is such a thing as good sportsmanship
and taking the good with the bad
...you graphed this to Tru Christie on August 4th
Tru Christie was in fact,IS in fact the reason you are no longer smoking crack
don't go writing yourself as some perennial victim
law suits go both ways


Tru Christie went all out helping you modify your behavior
in return you wrote what ?thought what to him?
what did he ask
stop talking to your little finger
like you're that kid in the Shining
so you concurred it was juvenile
only to buy a small puppet that day
and converse with said puppet
when we were trying to see if one with auditory overlay might be able to take a bus cross town without it "showing"
well,may I say sir .
the day was ruined by your puppet routine.
this isn't some Summer Stock production of Dumbo is a Wanker
and than
you write the embarrassing scene in full fucked up out of your mind on crack
with no reguard to anyone but yourself
fully aware  that he or we  could not or would not write back because
this is
an off the grid
 
a Gentleman's Agreement
and you my friend are often not a gentleman any more than Tru is
you are not  Candy Jones as you write.we told you to skim those books ..to get it over with//and we told you to never call yourself a TI
you're our little monkey boi
that we like playing with and torturing
you love it
you're hardcore when you're not a whiny bitch pussy
druggie scum
 
you're regressing
 
when you write that
we are doing ops on you
dumbo u wouldn't know an op from an Ocean Pacific T-shirt
you are an "op" in yourself
 with your nasty porn and ultra violence interfaces of satellites falling from the sky
which I must admit you always take back you're I'm gonna get you sucka" shit

you're a good guy
goofy enough to "pull it off"
but lately
a lawyer?
you want restitution?
we want little Dumbo back who didn't care about money or targeted individual outlaw this and that
hippie hype.
soon you'll be writing mind control manifestos and holing yourself up in Montana send mail bombs or something to protest technology and fun
Candy Jones huh?
when we are simply trying to separate neural firing from your demographic black and white
states of being
so that a consumer might one day be able
to move back and forth between telepresense and their present state of existence
you keep writing that we are such and such and making you "Manchurian"
my friend
you don't even tie your shoes half the time
I simply cannot see anything Manchurian or Candy Jones about you
everyone thinks their Jason Bourne in the beginning

it helps set the mode
it helps one play ...to have some true gravity(like if you don't shut up about it Dumbo we will seriously run you over with a car...just enough you will be paralyzed and thus incapacitated we will still play you like roulette wheel )
but we have told you writing what you do bandy jone Nathan Jones jenny jones
and you
thinking all the while you're fuckin Casey Jones when little dumbo WE know is simply Jonesing for a porn over ride
or some dope
writing your jaburwanker jive Gonna
 get you on a list
and not for Gaming .man
we take absolutely no responsibilities for your rather
"far out" take on things
we treat you
as YOUR kind must be treated
as a RAT such as you deserves
using the net to cry Help help help
fuck you Dumbo
does anyone have more help or mentorship than you
cracker?







obviously I did something wrong
or thought something wrong
I didn't do the credit card thing...I am broke
not that mandlers care about  those common realities
nope.
for the most part my mandlers are old skool Real Men
(not child man art fags like me)
who believe in pulling one self up by bootstraps
never mind I am and have been bootstrapped like a fucking puppet by
them
this is no excuse ....
as one of my functions is to see if one
can not let it show

I fucked up early wearing a sock puppet on my hand and speaking to my little finger ..who I called Tony of course
which made THEM
think
I was mocking them

The aliens.yeah aliens

they also hate the theorizing and subsequent "looking up" things
or visiting the library or talking to various
bio medical..or computer scientists specializing in cybernetics or A.I.
truth is
you do this to someone
that someone or something
more and more has less and less
respect for the apps
not more.
as if their perceptions
their ever lessening respect for me
who to them possesses absolutely no moral compass or integrity
although
how one maintains a core self of integrity when
shift changing
"space men" are going Carrie White on his bio sensors
24/7
is beyond me
in the 1960's some of these wild men
participated in other
"trippy things" one simply should not do to another man
to try to disassemble one's selfhood into
different "personality types"
so one could presumably retain information
in a "don't let the left hand know what the right hand is doing" scenario

problem is one
goes to a shrink
or drinks alcohol
purposely to fuck up the Sybil shit
and than 
it all goes to useless
like me.
further and further outsourced..

let them kill me..
I wish for it
as you may see if you read...the blog..even skimmingly
fuck em"
let them for once spend some dough
and hire a hitman

(tru Christie graphs people at DomeCyberProxy wouldn't need to hire a hitman asshole...they would in fact PAY to be able to put you out of our misery)

I wonder if it's the "faggity" lookin hairnet
that Tru has to wear to telecontrol this freakshow
I even graphed that Tru shaved his head thinking like the community college grad he is
that with a shaved head there is even less "buffer" between his intentional wickedness
that he imparts to my homo hostile hippocampus

there is no undoing this "scanners' meets "Hostel" by bio sensor relationship between Tru Christie and myself

tru Christie
owns a good many shares .
in this techno
I have gleaned from "word on high"
 Tru Christie dear shareholders should be given some time off to gather himself ..perhaps he should be placed in a less stressful position
  in my mumbled opinion was a big baby
going into this venture
I cannot help but wonder what else he may do impulsively and indiscriminately with other matters of commerce and product development
he does not work well with others
he has promised he will rip my head off soon after this experience is over and place it on a stick
he says it will be his first piece of outsider art
and he will keep it outside so others may enjoy "the piece"
a big baby
who didn't know how to operate the damn thing
That damn thing which is me..
I am telepathized sympathy
by kinder mandlers
who admit shareholder or not
they have no idea why "The powers that Seize"
let that maniac
who hates you in such an extreme extremist way
go
all
th
way