can't you roll with it Dumbo...let me drive...
people are always controlled by something -by someone..
and yes measured
I as your mentor
do judge you..measure you
you are being consumed Dumbo... yes
for future consumers....
that is why so much of these tests must be done..
so REAL PEOPLE
with REAL MONEY
may get a version based on our work together..
but all I am getting
and I do not like this.
WE do not like this -
WHO we ARE
and WHY we do WHAT we DO
THIS, and NOT US, will drive you crazy
drive you back to drugs and alcohol..
stop questioning and start being just a little more
easy to be with
"I want you out of my head EVAN...I want my thoughts to be my own ..I want my body, my perceptions to be as they were.."
Not gonna happen,"EVAN graphs..
"you want scientific explanations...will that satisfy this"man on mission mutinous
I am a mule.
I am nothing to these people.
I have been mind raped.
I have been abducted by an Artificial Intel company
I know you do not believe it is true.
But can you see. I am not here.
can you see that nobody writes so compulsively about a subject, certainly not a subject like science if one is
or previously has never had a whit of interest in the sciences
Does anyone write for years now if they are not writing for their lives?
or as explanation why their life force is being taken ..
Evan presents me with an occipital overlay of a green black board
and presents a cognition of a dry
state of his present mind, mood and methodology
which I sense
he expects me to appreciate.
he seems to want me to understand that what is called a "pack' is sent as
a bundle of information that is grasped
in immediate measure..
for this new skill which is impossible without the biosensors.
EVAN and my Team think I should be grateful and excited to be part of this extraordinary venture..
I am forever caught in some Stockholm-ian
with my mentors...
of being overwhelmed by the faster and more complex styles of thought and attenuation.