Post Mnemonic $tress(the twitch is the Glitch)

Cole L.Cohen (notebook 5 May 4th 2014)   I watch the bus go by with Indis O 'Say's "The Facetaker' on it from my window and wonder ..wonder if it was made for those poisoned with the Merge ..an inside joke..I watch from the window because I can't go outside like this ..it always stops ..my face always returns to it's normal size and proportions.. but until than I wait.. wait for the numbness to stop wait to look like myself again Vanessa doesn't say anything .She doesn't have to her eyes say enough She used to tell me "the looks thing ' was subtle. she doesn't say that anymore she wants me to take down all I said about Neuronautics she wants things to go back to how they were my face -most of all the problems began when in spite of the invisibility it began to show. they realized that besides the transmissions targeting the various synapses in the brain inevitably the pulsations and Mazar waves would also strike the cranial nerves some of the more aggressive mandlers decided it would be fun to not only make me "puppetized" but to make me LOOK puppetized as well deliberately zapping very sensitive nerve endings that could literally make one "smile" on demand..but also contort one's looks into all sorts of rather odd versions of "self" soon the Team realized that this "side effect" could further control a "rogue" Proxy as they could literally "fugly "one up on demand in fact they named the manipulation of the cranial nerves The Reigns" another addition to the Hit of Miss "That'll teach ya"-ness of the Singularity! nearly everyone embued with nano whether or not "The Team plays their facial muscles like a piano has some kind of movement disorder from "The Process" I was never supposed to talk about the side effects the dead give away that one has been "apped' they would never be that kind... and the loop begins again...that this is not brain computer interface nor synthetic telepathy but genuine space aliens and I had better start respecting my magical qualities and the magical beings "oh for fuck sakes,"I interface let's just call a clusterfuck a clusterfuck it works and it doesn't work.. there is no way of getting around it showing...why isn't that a good thing? why would anyone want to keep synthetic telepathy secret any way is what I never understood..

Hemifacial spasm is painless involuntary twitching of one side of the face due to malfunction of the 7th cranial nerve (facial nerve). This nerve moves the facial muscles, stimulates the salivary and tear glands, enables the front part of the tongue to detect tastes, and controls a muscle involved in hearing. Hemifacial spasm affects men and women but is more common among middle-aged and older women. The spasms may be caused by an abnormally positioned artery or loop of an artery that compresses the 7th cranial nerve where it exits the brain stem. Muscles on one side of the face twitch involuntarily, usually beginning with the eyelid, then spreading to the cheek and mouth. Twitching may be intermittent at first but may become almost continuous. The disorder is essentially painless but can be embarrassing. (2)