I move on. following my initial orders- "Frances" (1982)" proxy CY -ASSURES ME NOTHING WILL HAPPEN to Charles.... for pushing on......BECAUSE according to Tru Christie my Neural Reads indicate I am sociopathic in nature
Charlie CALLS ...AND ASKS ME ,"if EVAN told you to jump off the Brooklyn Bridge? would you?" I say ,"no" "well that's what he 's doing to you...with getting you to write "reports" on Hollywood Referentials " 'I don't understand," I tell him,"I'm just doing "what My Job is.." "according to whom exactly is THIS your job?"Charlie asks. "The same damn people that arranged for you to be my boyfriend Charles."I say. "well,these same damn people ca now DO things TO ME....if you don't stand for the RIGHT side." "this is THE WRONG side ...'I say "according to who? YOU?....you never had a thought of your own since the day you were born Wes." I begin to tell him "don't call me wes..." but it's too late ... 'your not allowed to take it down Wes,"Charlie says,"but you cannot keep going..." "let's have a drink," I say no longer caring about anything but HIM. I go to the bathroom mirror .to see if my MergeCosmo has indeed made me "Wes-like" in appearance...but.because I am thinking about MergeCosmo my "team' that control the MergeCosmo does a "quickchange" to "my" Cosmo....to demonstrate ,'YOU WANT THIS TO BE A FREAKSHOW! DUMBO!..well HERE YA'GO you might be asking dear reader how I knew the "quickchange" shift of appearance was not simply an occipital Overlay/Over Ride aimed at my Visual Cortex... well,I know it was not ..because I felt the hundred of thousands of tiny "bots" of NanoCosmo shift around...shape shift style in "my" face... I stare at the mirror having seen the Morphing at "play" and sorta' wait to see it shift again... when Proxy Cy graphs"what kind of wacko asks for SECONDS ? to show me how much control my service provider has over me body and soul,,,everynow and than they'let me see" the wild stuff they can do to me ... you know like inducing your shoulder muscles to freeze up...or zip zapping one's funny bone with das directed energy das wireless all around us.... The shapeshift stuff is horrifying but mesmerizing...I think to myself in front of the mirror...in "mid -morph" and realize that "this think" to myself is purposely graphed to Proxy Cy to explain to my Mandlers "why I am transfixed" by this blatant Punitive Appropriation.. this "Morphing "rarely done noticeably.... without words I am Imbued -with The Company Line- that proxy Cyber can GIVE a damn about Intentionalities. and the "WHYS" a Proxy "makes up" to attempt to EXPLAIN one's automatic response . as this type of thinking.... of EXCUSES is an attempt of a prox making modifications to True Signalings.. "There's NO WAY! I'm gonna MAKE you BETTER LOOKING! today DUMBO!not today at least," Proxy Cy graphs and I ,still transfixed by this "Quickchange" cannot help....(am MEANT) to see my appearance downgraded to almost monsterous formation.. "I'll meet him anyway," I think,to myself and thus to Proxy Cy "will you now?" Proxy Cy graphs....altering "my" features to levels of "Fugly" THEY have never done before...at least not when I was in front of a mirror..."Dude," proxy Cy graphs ,"you can't even go to a mini mart looking like this " before you go judging my Mandelrs too harshly for this Facet-tude adjustment ..let me explain that "the morphing" is done ,according to my Mandlers....for many reasons...Mainly because Gary Rainy wrote that human disfigurement ,moreso than losing a limb or 2 was what ancient man feared most...as even than "LOOKS" widened one choices in seeking a mate..this triat..is supposedly Ingrained into human beings even to this day...even those,like myself whose upbringing was intentionally steered to proclivities regarding sexual preferences not geared toward offspring. also according to 'word on eye" the Morphing is to "act as a variation of Scarlet Letter - a proxy 'wears" so others in "The Brotherhood of "SLAM" can see -----what a proxy's Mandlers THINK of the PROX on that day or even that minute... also "the looks thing" serves as a Reward/Punishment system...so one's outsides can match one's insides or at least what one's Mandlers believe one's brain signals "look like,read like" also the NanoCosmo lets a proxy "be"(and help he or she sense) different Formats of Self - provided ,of course- a proxy has retained enough elements of Schiz-ed Self from their Trauma Based Ritualized upbringing... so a Proxy can be - a "Wes" and "Andrew" a "Damien" a "Karl" etc etc. via one's capacity to Associate Disassociative Cybernetic Systeming either via one's BCI,A.I. TV or just some "ground bound" Team Player doing a bit of Street Theater Suggestives.."It's all for you Damien" "Claude Hoover Bukowski" "Last night I dreampt of Man to Lay ...again" and lately a wee too much "Lumin/ Ruin/Crewmen" and thus have the incapacity to FEEL for others OR I wouldn't have pressed the letters L-A-N-G-E into the Roku sociopathic.autistic...whatever Or not I am glad nonetheless that whatever they do it will be to me and not Charles neural reads aside and Tru Christie's judgment thereof The Carp Dream indicated that IT IS ME and nobody else they intend to drive to madness....with Merge not "anyone close to me" and anyone close to me ....truly close ......WOULD THINK AS I DO ----that even spending one's afterlife/second life. in format of Carp...was well worth FULL DISCLOSURE Charles warning to me about "would you jump off the Brooklyn bridge" if EVAN ,if Proxy Cyber "told" you to indicated to me especially when Charles intentionally triggered me by calling me "WES" that any tenderness beyond Tendency and automatic response instigated what is left of my Free Will Thinking ... to intuitively recatagorize Charles as "Last Night I Dreamt of Man -to Lay.Again"... a character actor ,,,placed in my life which is less and less my own I CANNOT EXPLAIN VIVIDLY ENOUGH how the visually induced IMBUE has matched the horrors of my Aural over-ride... "Francis"(Thorn Group EMI.a Brooksfilm production) is already ordered.On the "grid" on the ledger.. ... (2) proxy cy "explained" that the filmed version of the play "Normal"by Jane Anderson is about a man played by Tom Wilkenson married to a character played by Lange the character Wilkenson plays decideds to have a sex change but really Dumbo it's about for YOUR KIND Proxy Cyber being able to bean into my Biotech directed energy right at my pituitary gland that produces not just GHG over production to cause Acromegaly "a form DUMBO! of MERGECOSMO....that tis' Biological and often IRREVERSABLE in format unlike CosmoNano.... yet JUST as disturbing ...Ruiner. and the REASON we asked you to watch "Normal" was so Lange-ly Like Associations could Imbue upon Thee that Directed Energy can be aimed at Thee Pituitary Gland to cause OTHER FUN hormonal changes in a Prox gone to the Dox concerning shit like mediations of a Manchild's estrogen levels....hmmmmmmm? "do what thee will to me and me only Oh Master!" I graph .... hitting the play on Roku to sound and vision the story of Francis Farmer but-it doesn't take long even for a "Dumbo" like me -to get "the message" of what "Frances" Lange-ly style "means" to Human Guinea Pigs daring to write about Psychotronic Torture and "All That Jazz"(1979) directed by Bob Fossee with Rob Scheider,Jessica Lange and Ann Reinking.- and it occurs to me "Damn" I wasted $ 2.99 on this movie 'Frances" and the Referential was implied solely by synopsis and the previous information interfaced to me like months ago how Proxy Cy and other Mind Augment Companies could induce concussions in/on monkeys by remote beam. " Imbues upon me is a Glean that "Crimes of the Heart" ,a comedy/drama 's ONLY Referential is a jarring set of scenes concerning Lange's obsession with biological "abnormalities" in Human organisms and "KNOW THIS!DUMBO!!! If you dare watch 'Crimes of the Heart" which contains scenes that will instigate in you Visual Imagery and Thoughts of disturbing Imagery that EVEN A WEASLE piece of VERMIN like YOU can handle..." "Can I watch "Frances" I graph ," being morphed to monstrosity I can do little else but stay in until I am shifted to averge visage... "Sure Dumbo .why not watch 'Francis" cuz' WE GOTTA WATCH fucking "Frances "24/7 DON'T WE....at least until we decide exactly what form of torture to enact on Frances next!and noooooo way will it be "just a lobotomy" by Directed Energy.....Too easy...."