Frozen

U disappear..
There's so little left of u now
U hardly notice
The utter fear u once had has become replaced
By a strange apathy
I am reminded of the dogs they shoe dead eyed in small cages inASPC ads on TV
They don't move anymore they just lay still
U kid yourself u write about as documentation
But than
Than u become aware the fear is real
If only be cause the new numbness in which it's terror presents
Becomes like a glacier of frozen immobility
Of both mind and body
U backtrack
  U purposely cheapen your account
In much the same way
The never ending interface cheapens what little is left of soul,heart and cognition