what is one supposed to think when one opens the door to leave one's house
for a jaunt to the mini mart
and hears a man whistling (pitch perfect...and in such a loud manner one previously may have thought was an impossibility
except maybe.... for "Master Whistlers"
-hearing the whistler....on the red Schwinn bike who makes a rather too familiar... "these days'
of a cutting gesture ....with his one hand (removed from the bike's handle to Imbue upon anyone watching ,(hearing him...(just me I notice as it is early morning and no "just plain folk ((who as THEY say," actually WORK for a living...and are not "so lucky to be-Human Engineering Projects:-are out and about)
his finger ,gestured as a knife....slowly moving across his throat....
in tandem with his whistling
(momentarily I try to assume the dexterity of the one handed driver of the bike whistling and making a slitting gesture while whistling beautifully the song "amazing grace"
at rather the exact moment I open and close the door and begin my mini mart motivated movements
besides trying to place my Mind's Eye into a man who can gesture ...slitting a throat WHILE whistling and riding a bike quite speedily along...
my mind instead focuses on if I had ever tried to note how difficult it is too walk and chew gum at the same time
and how absurd
it is ......this phrase .....as anyone can walk and chew gum at the same time
and I reckon with practice one can learn how to time one's bike steering with
the comings and goings of a Proxy
to whistle amazing grace superbly and insinuate (or "make" the Proxy in question SEE
a gesture of "a man cutting his own throat"
while bicycling
my mind however does not REACT
anymore
as "it should"
to such "Hollywood Referentials"
and my MANDLERS seem to be grasping at straw dogs and wicker men for
SOMETHING
in the air that "movies"me
toward submission regarding my submission to you dear READER...OF MY "situation"
my mind drifts ....as I watch the bike drift out of sight and out of ear
and as the words "silkworm' for some reason
enter me mind
my eyes are
all but captured by a strange looking version of pet toy in the
pet store window
a rather sickening halloweenish version of a walrus
it's skin seemingly knitted together silence of the lambs style to be some kind of suit
yet I reckon THIS pet toy
is a wee bit less frightening than this odd pet shop's window display of voodoo doll -like dog toys
all of which wore oddly enough
versions of shirts I wore on
various " Pictures Days"
during my years at elementary school
I also noticed
when I dared peek at the dog toys
pre-walrus
their hair cuts..were also of the early to mid 1970's brand of "hair style" or "lack thereof" of the mid to early 1970's
once again each little hair cut (made of bits of fleece and yarn and string"
in collusion with the striped or button up "dress shirts'
of picture day 1st grade to 6th grade
as if sensing
as if reading my mind that I have
completely lost the "jist" of the Whistler's
CUE?
the sound "amazing grace" and vision of the bike and the man on the bike making a throat slitting gesture
returns as if
on
rewind
and here I was
thinking I was
Safe"
getting past the
lingering images
of what looked like a man incased in walrus suit"in the front window of the pet shop
silkworm
goes through my mind again hearing the Whistler" whistling amazing grace
and I think of how pleasant instead of scary the half walrus half man pet toy would have looked
if made from silk
from silkworms
I recall some documentary I had seen about silk worms silking
and than
some documentary or snippet I had seen about some whistling or yodeling type contest
in strange 4th worldish lands such as Belgium and I become obsessed KNOWING I had once seen such activities broadcast
perhaps when I was a tyke in Picture Day shirts
and cannot help but " file" through my recollectives concerning broadcast sound and image)
"you are a waste of ectoplasm,...Dumbo...."Evan Imparts
"you can no longer associate myself ." I Interface back at Evan....hiding as best I can that indeed I had "picked up" on "Street Theater " and "Window Dressing"
-for the benefit
of science
and Human Progress..
and how symbols and standard referentials might help one "app-ed" for interface
stay
on
track
for a jaunt to the mini mart
and hears a man whistling (pitch perfect...and in such a loud manner one previously may have thought was an impossibility
except maybe.... for "Master Whistlers"
-hearing the whistler....on the red Schwinn bike who makes a rather too familiar... "these days'
of a cutting gesture ....with his one hand (removed from the bike's handle to Imbue upon anyone watching ,(hearing him...(just me I notice as it is early morning and no "just plain folk ((who as THEY say," actually WORK for a living...and are not "so lucky to be-Human Engineering Projects:-are out and about)
his finger ,gestured as a knife....slowly moving across his throat....
in tandem with his whistling
(momentarily I try to assume the dexterity of the one handed driver of the bike whistling and making a slitting gesture while whistling beautifully the song "amazing grace"
at rather the exact moment I open and close the door and begin my mini mart motivated movements
besides trying to place my Mind's Eye into a man who can gesture ...slitting a throat WHILE whistling and riding a bike quite speedily along...
my mind instead focuses on if I had ever tried to note how difficult it is too walk and chew gum at the same time
and how absurd
it is ......this phrase .....as anyone can walk and chew gum at the same time
and I reckon with practice one can learn how to time one's bike steering with
the comings and goings of a Proxy
to whistle amazing grace superbly and insinuate (or "make" the Proxy in question SEE
a gesture of "a man cutting his own throat"
while bicycling
my mind however does not REACT
anymore
as "it should"
to such "Hollywood Referentials"
and my MANDLERS seem to be grasping at straw dogs and wicker men for
SOMETHING
in the air that "movies"me
toward submission regarding my submission to you dear READER...OF MY "situation"
my mind drifts ....as I watch the bike drift out of sight and out of ear
and as the words "silkworm' for some reason
enter me mind
my eyes are
all but captured by a strange looking version of pet toy in the
pet store window
a rather sickening halloweenish version of a walrus
it's skin seemingly knitted together silence of the lambs style to be some kind of suit
yet I reckon THIS pet toy
is a wee bit less frightening than this odd pet shop's window display of voodoo doll -like dog toys
all of which wore oddly enough
versions of shirts I wore on
various " Pictures Days"
during my years at elementary school
I also noticed
when I dared peek at the dog toys
pre-walrus
their hair cuts..were also of the early to mid 1970's brand of "hair style" or "lack thereof" of the mid to early 1970's
once again each little hair cut (made of bits of fleece and yarn and string"
in collusion with the striped or button up "dress shirts'
of picture day 1st grade to 6th grade
as if sensing
as if reading my mind that I have
completely lost the "jist" of the Whistler's
CUE?
the sound "amazing grace" and vision of the bike and the man on the bike making a throat slitting gesture
returns as if
on
rewind
and here I was
thinking I was
Safe"
getting past the
lingering images
of what looked like a man incased in walrus suit"in the front window of the pet shop
silkworm
goes through my mind again hearing the Whistler" whistling amazing grace
and I think of how pleasant instead of scary the half walrus half man pet toy would have looked
if made from silk
from silkworms
I recall some documentary I had seen about silk worms silking
and than
some documentary or snippet I had seen about some whistling or yodeling type contest
in strange 4th worldish lands such as Belgium and I become obsessed KNOWING I had once seen such activities broadcast
perhaps when I was a tyke in Picture Day shirts
and cannot help but " file" through my recollectives concerning broadcast sound and image)
"you are a waste of ectoplasm,...Dumbo...."Evan Imparts
"you can no longer associate myself ." I Interface back at Evan....hiding as best I can that indeed I had "picked up" on "Street Theater " and "Window Dressing"
-for the benefit
of science
and Human Progress..
and how symbols and standard referentials might help one "app-ed" for interface
stay
on
track
No comments:
Post a Comment