"you are losing" these persons" babe every time a subscriber has to hear that one again "Evan graphed to Dumbo's neural prosthetics ,Dumbo's Merge....which he reminded Dumbo wasn't really his ...is it?...that just because you seem to be sick of it..doesn't mean you can now do and say anything you want about our product ..not without repercussions"
"Real repercussions or these fake repercussions you send through my head you fuckin' Maniac?'Dumbo thinks and therefore graphs.
Evan had to remember that other "sports' paid good money to listen in to the testing...and it wasn't difficult to spin Dumbo's neural reads to make Dumbo always seem the aggressor..
Some of Dumbo's "patrons" had special requests.And it sure as shit wasn't paying the kunt a dollar a day from every person who read his Jewboy mind .
One guy had agreed to pay good money to be online in Dumbo's mind when they cut Dumbo' up alive
Of course Evan knows I can hear him think...but I am too exhausted to conjure up any self referential mental imagery of me being flayed alive
and I feel Evan's disappointment right through me as if it's my own...they still think of me as 20 something..
it's why I was brought back to LA...
why'd I go.....
why didn't I know?
Evan's job now according to word on high was to officiate a strong sense of indignation in Dumbo and get him indignant enough to forget all his little self made rules we went along with about keeping his venting fictional....of keeping everything he might need to vent about as "half baked" as we deliberately kept him.
"Nobody thinks of Proxy as people to begin with..
nobody who subscribed to any Proxy's mind needed any late Lenny Bruce civil rights and shit understand DDDDDDDDDDumbo...
fucking and sucking...and some bar room brawl stuff..YES
or you're days are numbered understand you ingrate !...mushroom of a man?" Evan graphs ..needing more and more buffer and time delay so big ears wouldn't "get the jist " of the Team's new strategy which now was all about making it very difficult to pinpoint exactly whom killed Dumbo..
".did Bryan Singer...who may or may have discovered " the human piece of trash back when little Dumbo could actually appeal to someone's needs
'what ?" I graph
Evan unhooked a plug that made sure the interface was purely one way..not needing the miscreant getting him grilled concerning his own intentions ever again
"It has been proposed that induced elements of fear into a subject's interface will help an adult autistic reformat neural pathways to focus their attentions out of themselves and into the "real world". When subjects were induced via a brain computer interface fearful aural and visual information they often turned to other people around them to help them deal with the intrusion ,thus opening the doors to more and more cohesion with the world outside of themselves ."Evan graphs making sure the timbre of his voice sounds remote, purposely computer like .
I still see the man...on the floor..
today there are not cartoons talking with the sound...together..
friendly or playing but something else is going on
I hear my own voice talking back to Evan's last graph