when one is crazy
one is no longer
responsible for themselves,Bobby had thought
whether the
crazy
that was becoming Bobby Benton
was simulated by mind modulation technology
or something organic
what did it matter
both "worked"
the same......to the same end...
a thought disorder
like schizophrenic is not deliberate and is categorized as an affliction
Synthetic Schizophrenia however is deliberate
and is catagorized as an accomplishment
" microwaves , pulsations and directed energy to induced psychic trauma
is nothing new..."the Voice explained
the voice,the Artificial Intelligence
The Torture Device
used by
Men That Manage Men.
The Handlers.The MANdlers
had become so sick of Bobby's Thoughts(on the subject)
his nagging need for explanation-
he was becoming a Book one wanted to put down
repetitious
willful
infantile
disturbed
just as the technology intended.
his mind.his emotions and his upkeep were sliding toward breakdown
Clear.
empty
NEW
to keep his thoughts from looping round and round the whys and wherefores
the TEAM gave him the equivalent of a Cybernetic Powerpoint Presentation
so
tedious and so flinty that perhaps's Bobby might just
MOVE ON
The A.I. spoke in a pedantic voice similar to old slide shows one might have seen in high school
Bobby could almost see
the scratches
and burns on the film strip
The VOICE which usually sounds like Papa Rainy"
is purposely monotone ..
words out of nowhere
appear
on a blue curtain
reading
PROJECT PAPERCLIP :ALL ABOARD !AND ALL VERY ABOVE BOARD!"
1,300 NAZI SCIENTISTS say so long Strudel
HELLO Apple Pie!
speaks over the "stock footage" that comes in 3 second intervals over the curtains
for a moment Bobby feels like C3PO
firing holograms
as real as the Voice is ..
.as Real as The Seeing IS
there is no There to THEM
to IT
no emotional connection
it's as if he 's in a lucid dream
but someone else's dream
he wishes someone was there
to see
and Hear
what he sees and hears...
Projections
all black and white
generic
serious things he has seen before but not holographically
not by some fiddlings with his occipitals nerve via energy field and mega hertz
but he tries to focus on the "story" rather than his own curious problems
if for no other reason but
to find some clue
A Boat moving past the Statue of Liberty
Ellis Island
The Scientists being checked for typhus....etc while THE VOICE
EXPLAINS
"The key Scientists who had created the methodologies of Mind Manipulation
came over by sea and aeroplane .... President Truman and the Powers that Seize decided that it would be in our best interest to open our doors and shores to Nazi Scientist who had been part of "the machine"..Some 700 Jet Propulsion experts who all but helped us WIN The Great Space Race and 600 or so Mind Control Experts that would help us understand the psychological aspects of Influence and Consciousness Conversion of a Mass Population
The Hollywood sign appears on the curtains
The Voice switches style
to Walter Winchell frenetic
A photo of the scientists picnicking at Griffith Park
Next
a photo of a scientist in a movie studio..standing next to actor Cary Grant
"There is a need to understand the "style of persuasion" that helped market Adolph Hitler and the 3rd Reich.." The Voice says,"to a mass audience that appeals to The Moguls and Change Makers especially in Hollywood,The Voice states
".By 1950 many of the scientists were "living large"as they were welcome with awe and open arms by universities ,hospitals and laboratories all over California.
*******
I wake up wondering if I missed any of the "slide show"
so much easier ,Gary had said,to be without
ego
with ego ,Gary had Imparted,one fights integration
imagine having an ego like yours Bobby if you were a fire fighter..
all going in different directions.
nothing unifying them except
a uniform
Bobby had previous worried about
The Voice
which seemed to Know all his private thoughts
not liking him
and The Voice assured him
it would "like him"
only if he never held back
one of the methods The Voice had used to ease him into
Open Mindedness
was
to encourage him to think
his most embarrassing ,private "sick' secret
and see what happened
off hand he could think of nothing
and The VOICE
began a "riff" of rhyme and resonance..
using sound
and recall of voices in his head
of his mother,his father
scaring him...
to give
to give away more private bits of himself...
but than The Voice was
angry
angry the Bobby had not even attempted to "play"
to hold back"
saying
" there must always secrets
"a better man"
does not give away
Now I have THAT IMAGE of you in my head
I see you as a 7 year old wetting your pants at a birthday party
and that is all I will ever see you as
until you can learn how to BLOCK that thought
How ,"Bobby asked.Bobby graphed,Bobby interfaced
That
I will
teach you
if you let me...The Voice said
"how are we gonna teach him that huh?"A mentor said,over"hearing with his headset,the thoughts being sent by another member of "The Team" to Bobby Benton's brain..
Rolling his eyes.The Mentor castigated Bobby for sending him juvenile imagery...
and began repeating the words
"potty Pants Potty pants Potty pants...
until Bobby curled up crying like a ball bug in the corner..
"Thats' How we teach Him."the mentor said removing the headset
*****
Dec.13 2013
last thursday my shrink says he used to think it was a good idea if i wrote about my so called "delusions"
"they're not delusions I would say and say ..have you ever bothered to read "it"I say
"I read bits of it that I can understand.It seems to be an obsession,this blog.A dangerous one at that.."he says
"if you don't belive it's true..that things were done to me...to make me like i am now..that have jack shit to do with mental Illness why is what I am writing about in anyway dangerous .." I respond
he says"contrary to what you might think ..I have in fact read quite alot of your writing,including much of the scientific references you've included as what I presume are touchstones for your readers TO PRESUME what you say IS TRUE..I have spoken to colleages who are in the sciences and they agree that much of what you write about is possible..but probably not being tested on humans at this time..Furthermore they say IF it is possible that you are a Targeted Individual for Human Experimentation by "whomever" my colleagues say that "he's probably making things worse for himself by writing about IT..and if he's not already a Targeted Individual(a test) he's sure opening himself up to BECOME ONE by his very action of writing about "things he really should stay away from..'
"it's a free country.." I say although I wonder .So much of what WE SAY,according to Gary Rainy is a AUTOMATIC RESPONSE
my shrink knows I was once in "a group" or what he says is a "cult" back when I lived in LA in the 90's and he does believe THEY put all kinds of shit in my head and perhaps gave my drugs to "move me into some kind of false belief system..but he says that does not account for my aural and visual hallucinations.He does not believe in "the dots"..he does not believe in the nano particles that literally make a man someone else's"game piece'
The Dr says "that while they are in fact working on virtual reality and A.I. and nano chips these things according to experts are at least 10 years away to functionality...if they did this to you..i have a question.Why You?
"I used to live on the street.I was a druggie.i did what I had to do to get buy.I was easy prey for human experimentation..Neuronautics got me off drugs for a time ...it's not some cult..since it's beginnings The Movement was based on Science,,that's why it's called-"
"That thing they use,"The Dr said,"to test for "lies" is not science.."
i cannot help but get angry,"They are Way past that...trust me..You are a Ruiner..no wonder they think all shrinks are idiots...you don't even have an intuitive sense to you..to Know without Knowing .I feel sorry for you..'
"Yet you keep coming here for medication .Don't you..tell me..explain to me that one please..Because I understand This Group is very much against psychiatric medication.."
"I don't want your fuckin medication..."I yell
"I thought you said it helped you be less scared of THEM.."he says
"No..you mistook me..YOU should BE SCARED of US!"I say leaving the room and the perscript ion on his desk
Motorola Mobility has filed a patent application for an electronic smart tattoo that can intercept subtle voice commands, subvocal commands, and subconscious thoughts.
Dec.13 2013
last thursday my shrink says he used to think it was a good idea if i wrote about my so called "delusions"
"they're not delusions I would say and say ..have you ever bothered to read "it"I say
"I read bits of it that I can understand.It seems to be an obsession,this blog.A dangerous one at that.."he says
"if you don't belive it's true..that things were done to me...to make me like i am now..that have jack shit to do with mental Illness why is what I am writing about in anyway dangerous .." I respond
he says"contrary to what you might think ..I have in fact read quite alot of your writing,including much of the scientific references you've included as what I presume are touchstones for your readers TO PRESUME what you say IS TRUE..I have spoken to colleages who are in the sciences and they agree that much of what you write about is possible..but probably not being tested on humans at this time..Furthermore they say IF it is possible that you are a Targeted Individual for Human Experimentation by "whomever" my colleagues say that "he's probably making things worse for himself by writing about IT..and if he's not already a Targeted Individual(a test) he's sure opening himself up to BECOME ONE by his very action of writing about "things he really should stay away from..'
"it's a free country.." I say although I wonder .So much of what WE SAY,according to Gary Rainy is a AUTOMATIC RESPONSE
my shrink knows I was once in "a group" or what he says is a "cult" back when I lived in LA in the 90's and he does believe THEY put all kinds of shit in my head and perhaps gave my drugs to "move me into some kind of false belief system..but he says that does not account for my aural and visual hallucinations.He does not believe in "the dots"..he does not believe in the nano particles that literally make a man someone else's"game piece'
The Dr says "that while they are in fact working on virtual reality and A.I. and nano chips these things according to experts are at least 10 years away to functionality...if they did this to you..i have a question.Why You?
"I used to live on the street.I was a druggie.i did what I had to do to get buy.I was easy prey for human experimentation..Neuronautics got me off drugs for a time ...it's not some cult..since it's beginnings The Movement was based on Science,,that's why it's called-"
"That thing they use,"The Dr said,"to test for "lies" is not science.."
i cannot help but get angry,"They are Way past that...trust me..You are a Ruiner..no wonder they think all shrinks are idiots...you don't even have an intuitive sense to you..to Know without Knowing .I feel sorry for you..'
"Yet you keep coming here for medication .Don't you..tell me..explain to me that one please..Because I understand This Group is very much against psychiatric medication.."
"I don't want your fuckin medication..."I yell
"I thought you said it helped you be less scared of THEM.."he says
"No..you mistook me..YOU should BE SCARED of US!"I say leaving the room and the perscript ion on his desk
Nov 14th 2013---- E Tattoo Patented by Motorola Reads and Encodes Thought by Anna Marie Kukec
It has been known for decades that when you speak to yourself in your inner voice, your brain sends neural signal to your vocal apparatus now these signals can be delivered outside yourself.....
The actual patent speaks of picking up an “auditory signal” from a tattoo, and converting it into a digital signal that can next be transmitted and encoded by others...if this is not disturbing enough recently it has been discovered the patent for the tattoo speaks of "other" benefits of "mind reading" engineering.."as the electronic skin tattoo can be imbued with a galvanic skin response detector to detect skin resistance of a user. It is contemplated that a user that may be nervous or engaging in speaking falsehoods may exhibit different galvanic skin responses than a more confident, truth telling individual."
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