i quickly glance over the last entry...
i so hate writiung ..in "blog style"...one cannot always remmebvr if one is moving forward or backward...the format itself discourages ...a linear progression...but this is good perhaps
for as long as i have been writing.
i still am too afraid to rewally write of the events first in 1994 than in 2011
i give a quick reread to what i have writtewn a bit concerned i did not state my name as Elroy or Flora...OR SET THE "PRECEDINGS ON SOME MOONBASE'''OR WROTE IN THE STYLE OF SOME CBS MINDFUCK OF IT'S OWN ALL ABS AND AMBUSHES AND LEAPING GNOMES
AND A 2 MINUTE EXPOSTION OF "THE POSSIBILITIES" TO KEEP THE VIEWER AT LEAST VAGUELY
OPEN TO
"THE POSSIBILITY"
and somepone might read...what i writ
and come
and take me somewhere..to be 'fixed'
oh they have done that
,,,shoved needles in my arms
fastened me to beds in restraints...and shoved neuroleptics into my veins for speaking
as i do ...
let me tell you about these drugsthat cause a pain and calmity of one's nervous system ...which in my case was not reversable..
tardive dyskinesia ..dystonia
one's nerve ending literally feeling as if they were on fire...one's joints as if combed with buzzing bees..an indescribable pain
because it is not a seering pain but unfathomable discomfort
as if madness is the point of their actual administartion
my name is welroy Stetson
i have not now or ever been a Neuronaut
nor have i ever been sequestered as Human DroNE or Guinie Pig bymy case-tion
i add videos and drawing to mask my
mask
a pop song helps lessen weverything to zero
doesnt it
love
happiness
misery
why think at all when a pop song can say it so much better than you
why think at all when a tv show
thinks it through in a manner so much easier to follow than your own cross sectioned mind
what was that term only years ago
for IT
(for adjusting our minds to function in smaller and smaller bits and bytes)
oh yes
MULTI managing
..
hmm
will make it easier
to not only want but actually need a bio sensor upgrade
to even "keep up' with the Droneses
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