i take a lot of pills.
prescribed
for
"the
condition'
the pills
do not help
"the condition"
but they help the fear
I am the lunatic "in the movie"
who yells about what is happening
and is placed in a asylum
unfortunately
the lunatic
not just in horror movies
turns out to be right in the end
"The Big Little Experience".
took many pills to get to
the experience
that makes everything big and beautiful about the world
little
easier to manage
it is easy to manage someone
when
HORSEHEAD AT THE FOOT OF THE BED
is a Universal Production
and Paramount
in our shared vocabulary
multi generational
cross cultural
'The B ea __s Bigger than Jesus Christ"
and
it's "Just Like Starting Over"
"Never on a Sunday"
tell me why
"I don't like Mondays"
and I will tell you why I don't like movies
because
I wish I didn't know what a dream about a Horse Head at the Foot of My bed means
but
that's what movies and TV were all about
and that's why TV that goes straightt to cortex
is not for Gaming
but Game Hunting
when a hunter raised you
to know what a horsehead at the foot of the bed means
he won the game
already
when he make s you see or dream or hear or read 'horsehead at the foot of the bed"
when one goes outside and it is not Halloween but Late September back in 63'
and sees
a man wearing a horse head on his face and is humming the first few bars of
that song that song
....
from that movie
'There's a certain girl I've been in love with a long long time!
(what's her name?")
I can't tell ya'
shake it like a polaroid picture
shake it like a polaroid picture
shakeitlike a polaroid pictureshakeit likeapolarid picture
when I think back on all the girls I kne win high school
it's wonder I graaaak et al.
when one can finish a sentence
when I can write the word NATIONWIDE
IS ON YOUR SIDE
and somehow you
hear the way the words are sung
we aren't talking no soda pop being shown every 15th frame per second
maybe I knew
that the pills
would now stop
not
stop the fear
that from now on
the fear will be always pills or not---------------------for a "Saw One "
"Saw 11
"Saw 111
Saw 1V
horse heads
in dreams..
tiptoe thru the tooooolips
tiptoe through my room
late atnight
the dream
I had .the dream
provided
--- the sleep --is not for anything
anymore
but warning
a walk
a trip
somewhere.
a ride somewhere
is made to seem dreamlike when one is targeted for human research
in this way
life is but a dream
a nightmare.
fear is either about what is what you think is waiting around the corner
but true fright which leads to true madness
(Oh dear reader do not think I write faster because I didn't see it coming)
the endless fright
worse than fear
is knowing there is something around the corner.
when I write of my experiences as a targeted individual
I try not to write much about
organized gang stalking
an organization really
of
the school bully
managed in sets of 4 here and 12 there
the Stasi
was just a organization of school bullies
the Nazis
were something else-something by now not modern
something old enough now
that it can be taken FINALLY (some say) as" a never again"
mainly because it was so long ago
and we
have grown so culturally..in our humanity
we now have a Mcdonalds in South Korea
....
(2).a dr. would say that dreams are your self
some part of your conscious trying to tell you something in the form of symbols and such
but what are dreams
when all aspects of what you think are known
but
just the easiest way
to be told
be told while prone
what happens to'
' Ruiners'
"if you keep it up"
not to not keep it up
to not write
means I may have what was promised coming
and means nothing to you
I do not know if there is a grand scheme to use everyone's
knowledge of symbols
and what the end of the phrase
"Red Sails at Night sailors delight and red skies at morning sailor take _ _ _ _ _ _ _
will be used on anyone
but scum like me
I don't kid myself that anything I write might save me
save me for
a world
where I see studies human response
become a bio cybernetic presumed action according to the 2006 brain studies on aboriginal deaf children
(3)
TIs die early
die in strange circumstances
the people who run these programs
know how important these tests are.
all I know is that human testing ...and the secret developing of neurotech
is worth die-ing for
violently
[bit will ya' think so than Denny ?" but will ya' think so Than DENNY BOI} ---"he" heard " The New Way
seeing a skull
a face FLAYED of skin
not in the sky
but on the TV
beyond the skies
there was a time we believed everything we saw on Tv
but now it doesn't matter what we believe but how we respond ...anyway........
there have been tests and Brain map studies
this
what is virtual reality besides this
EXT-THE CRAZY OLD MAN'S SHACK - NIGHT
MAN
(gun to his head..he speaks directly
to the camera..
but stops
he knows all he thinks and sees and feels
is read
NOW in way that requires no such surveillance
the MAN begins to speak ,CLOSE UP on his lips
but THE MAN remembers there is no need for words
all that he thinks
thanks to science
is decoded "The New Way"
he speaks nonetheless.
he thinks of speaking now as he does posting
he doesn't want to speak
but has been trained
to say "What's on your mind?"
i take a lot of pills.
prescribed
for
"the
condition'
the pills
do not help
"the condition"
but they help the fear
I am the lunatic "in the movie"
who yells about what is happening
and is placed in a asylum
unfortunately
the lunatic
not just in horror movies
turns out to be right in the end
"The Big Little Experience".
took many pills to get to
the experience
that makes everything big and beautiful about the world
little
easier to manage
it is easy to manage someone
when
HORSEHEAD AT THE FOOT OF THE BED
is a Universal Production
and Paramount
in our shared vocabulary
multi generational
cross cultural
'The B ea __s Bigger than Jesus Christ"
and
it's "Just Like Starting Over"
"Never on a Sunday"
tell me why
"I don't like Mondays"
and I will tell you why I don't like movies
because
I wish I didn't know what a dream about a Horse Head at the Foot of My bed means
but
that's what movies and TV were all about
and that's why TV that goes straightt to cortex
is not for Gaming
but Game Hunting
when a hunter raised you
to know what a horsehead at the foot of the bed means
he won the game
already
when he make s you see or dream or hear or read 'horsehead at the foot of the bed"
when one goes outside and it is not Halloween but Late September back in 63'
and sees
a man wearing a horse head on his face and is humming the first few bars of
that song that song
....
from that movie
'There's a certain girl I've been in love with a long long time!
(what's her name?")
I can't tell ya'
shake it like a polaroid picture
shake it like a polaroid picture
shakeitlike a polaroid pictureshakeit likeapolarid picture
when I think back on all the girls I kne win high school
it's wonder I graaaak et al.
when one can finish a sentence
when I can write the word NATIONWIDE
IS ON YOUR SIDE
and somehow you
hear the way the words are sung
we aren't talking no soda pop being shown every 15th frame per second
maybe I knew
that the pills
would now stop
not
stop the fear
that from now on
the fear will be always pills or not---------------------for a "Saw One "
"Saw 11
"Saw 111
Saw 1V
horse heads
in dreams..
tiptoe thru the tooooolips
tiptoe through my room
late atnight
the dream
I had .the dream
provided
--- the sleep --is not for anything
anymore
but warning
a walk
a trip
somewhere.
a ride somewhere
is made to seem dreamlike when one is targeted for human research
in this way
life is but a dream
a nightmare.
fear is either about what is what you think is waiting around the corner
but true fright which leads to true madness
(Oh dear reader do not think I write faster because I didn't see it coming)
the endless fright
worse than fear
is knowing there is something around the corner.
when I write of my experiences as a targeted individual
I try not to write much about
organized gang stalking
an organization really
of
the school bully
managed in sets of 4 here and 12 there
the Stasi
was just a organization of school bullies
the Nazis
were something else-something by now not modern
something old enough now
that it can be taken FINALLY (some say) as" a never again"
mainly because it was so long ago
and we
have grown so culturally..in our humanity
we now have a Mcdonalds in South Korea
....
(2).a dr. would say that dreams are your self
some part of your conscious trying to tell you something in the form of symbols and such
but what are dreams
when all aspects of what you think are known
but
just the easiest way
to be told
be told while prone
what happens to'
' Ruiners'
"if you keep it up"
not to not keep it up
to not write
means I may have what was promised coming
and means nothing to you
I do not know if there is a grand scheme to use everyone's
knowledge of symbols
and what the end of the phrase
"Red Sails at Night sailors delight and red skies at morning sailor take _ _ _ _ _ _ _
will be used on anyone
but scum like me
I don't kid myself that anything I write might save me
save me for
a world
where I see studies human response
become a bio cybernetic presumed action according to the 2006 brain studies on aboriginal deaf children
(3)
TIs die early
die in strange circumstances
the people who run these programs
know how important these tests are.
all I know is that human testing ...and the secret developing of neurotech
is worth die-ing for
violently
[bit will ya' think so than Denny ?" but will ya' think so Than DENNY BOI} ---"he" heard " The New Way
seeing a skull
a face FLAYED of skin
not in the sky
but on the TV
beyond the skies
there was a time we believed everything we saw on Tv
but now it doesn't matter what we believe but how we respond ...anyway........
there have been tests and Brain map studies
this
what is virtual reality besides this
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