2) "Wakey Wakey," Evan graphs upon my auditory cortex
and not for the first time do I consider how odd it is "My Team" calls me Dumbo during most of the interfaces when I do not even need ears to "hear" them.

"Nor eyes baby boy," Evan graphs reading my next thought as an image of some celebrity or other covering one of their eyes with their hand appears mid air ,fleetingly.

All they ask from me when it's "Wakey ,Wakey,' is that I simply sit up in bed and not try to roll over and grab some more 'winks'
By now I do as interfaced having seen ,heard and felt the repercussions otherwise.

All through my teeth brushing shaving and showering
Evan transfers  pure thought


{STORIES ARE THE PLACES WE GO TO UNDERSTAND WHERE WE FIT INTO THE STORY OF LIFE.
pictures visualizations
AT THEIR BEST DO NOT DO JUSTICE TO A  NEW TYPE OF MOVIE ,A NEW TYPE OF ENTERTAINMENT
THAT TO A LARGE DEGREE
WILL DEPEND ONLY UPON THE CONSUMER'S
OWN
 EXPERIENCE
only an emotional over lay
 can allow a brain computer interface consumer to allow New Imput
in them

Emotional or Character Overlay
 DOES NOT RELEY UPON PLOT
in the emerging field of Augmented Reality

when a future consumer will not LET themselves be augmented.
.....let themselves GO -as they say
they can't "play"

AS PLOT CONCERNS TIME
AS MUCH AS 'BEING"
ANOTHER CHARACTER

MOST OF THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE
ARE NOT PLOT DRIVEN EXCEPT
EXCEPT IN TV AND FILM
MOST OF THE BEST THINGS ..AND THUS THE BEST FEELINGS IN MIND HAPPEN
NOT JUST BECAUSE A BIRTHDAY PARTY OR PICNIC  WAS PLANNED TO INDUCE HAPPINESS
BUT STIMULI THAT IS UNPLANNED HAPPENSTANCE
USUALLY THESE JOYS PERTAIN TO SOCIAL SITUATIONS
THAT MAKE ANOTHER FEEL FOR HAPPENSTANCE .FOR OTHER PEOPLE OUTSIDE OF THEMSELVES
THE WORD EMPATHY DOES NOT GO FAR ENOUGH IN EXPLAINING THIS SENSE OF EGO LESSNESS
AND THE REWARDS OF BEAUTY AND LOVE
BEING OBSERVED IN OTHERS WITHOUT ENVY OR JEALOUSY
BUT THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE OF THIS
BUT THESE FEELINGS
THESE MOST UNIQUE FEELINGS OF A TYPE OF JOY
THAT RELIES UPON AN IN TOUCHNESS WITH SENSES ACTIVATED BY LACK OF EGO
ARE ODDLY FLEETING
THE WAY THE MIND PROCESSES TIME
BECAUSE OF PRIMAL MAN'S CONSTANT NEED TO BE HYPER AWARE OF SOMETHING OR SOME ONE
SOME ANIMAL ,SOME TRIBE
TAKING THIS SPECIFIC FEELING AWAY
LEST THEE BE EATEN OR ATTACKED
BUT DUMBO ...WHAT IF THOSE HIGH MOMENTS OF A TOO SHORT HUG ..OR THE TOO SHORT SMILE IN A LOVER'S EYES CAN BE EXPNADED
INTO TIMELESSNESS
IF MERGE BIO TECH  COULD ALTER NOT ONLY THE WAY TIME UNFOLDS BUT SWITCH OFF THE SECTION OF PRIMAL BRAIN THAT  WAITS
AND WATCHES JOY AND EGOLESSNESS AS MIGHT A OVER ANXIOUS NANNY
ON GUARD

IF ONE WENT TO THE THEATER AND WATCHED 2 PEOPLE ON THE STAGE DOING NOTHING WHATSOEVER BUT SIT THERE ON STAGE ..THE PLAY WOULD STILL HAVE A BEGINNING .A MIDDLE AND AN END...}

sound upon my mind in tune with "the Theme or Subject ' of the Day
Only in the shower are 'cool images transmitted  upon my cortex
smiling soap Disney like tiny monkeys that play and seem to move tile to tile.
Don't think "My team' does this "Bali Hi" bit in the shower for my sake but their own
a Mandler must find a way to keep a proxy's inner visions far and away from washing of one's "naughty bits ' and such..which do not make for the most wholesome nor compassionate str8 to cortex

Best if you dear reader do not think
to hard about these things yourself ...as really
these days
you never know
who is listening..

all clean
all dressed and all settled down in the Blue Chair
that faces a 6 foot by 4 ft  white canvas tacked on the wall
the canvas has been painted white
Bright white
as I was graphed to do
so I might feel as if I projecting thought toward some thing both blank filled with possibility..

PURPLE
Evan graphs
MOUNTAIN
Evan Graphs
MAJESTY
Evan Imparts

and I think towards him  what comes to mind with those 3 words written upon my mind
and in less than the time 
this "Inner Imagining"
even gets a chance to FADE from my mind

I receive feedback input from Evan that my inner Conjuration is GENERIC PICTURE POSTCARD grackle

and what is important is that I feel what

PURPLE-MOUNTAIN- MAJESTY

means
emotionally in terms of MOOD
as if together
me and my Mandler
are creating a drug ...a FEELING to lay over an audience
rather than just a painting that only appeals to the eye


A skip over the word MOUNTAIN
and focus on the color Purple
and the word Majesty

and see for some reason a middle aged man in purple velvet sport coat
feeling up some 20 year old blonde in a spectacularly lit posh elevator

Evan adds a tiny American flag to the man's lapel
and changes the 20 year old blonde to 20 year old shirtless and pant less guy
save for the 20 year old's  red ,white and blue sneakers

(3)

now Dumbo
when one watches porn
one for a time BECOMES one of the actors in pornography
certainly a straight man watching porn does not SEE nor FEEL himself
as the woman underneath him

I think back to Evan with merge bio tech
even if the straight man chooses to see himself as a damn house plant beside on a bed side table
some Mandler would know

as soon as I have the thought I feel a brunt of pain in my right arm
a "help ful haptic' from Proxy Cyber that I am "off track '
and my "aside  thinking" has no place in this interaction

when one watches porn Evan graphs- graphing upon my  Visual Cortex the man in purple velvet sports coat
now on his knees in front of the blonde woman now in completely disrobed
whom I switch to blonde young man  with a swimmer's build

much to Evan's delight

POINT OF VIEW is important in pornography
but so is age.
One is ageless  and bodiless Mind to Mind
but most people can and will only allow themselves to LOSE THEMSELVES COMPLETELY
either in dreams
or on drugs..

"Unfortunately "letting oneself go' with the aid of neurotechnology
is seen as mind control',
Evan imparts
"yet I do never hear anyone speak of losing themselves in Tv ,Gaming or Film or while watching a damn football game...do you Dumbo? I really want to know  why it is so important for you to fight us at every turn ..we purposely kept  you entrained and emotionally stifled all through your childhood so you would and could remain as might clay
for when the 'apps' you so whine about
would be easier for you to take..
we purposely keep you near destitute and frightened of the outside world with 'Street Theater" and "Organized Stalking'
so this nice little room
and your Day to Day interface
would be the only place you COULD experience life  by Telemetry
actually it's an insult to your "team' at Proxy Cyber who went out of our way since day one
to compartmentalize your mind
at a very early age
with quite nasty ,violent "all for you' incidentals
to shape you in such a way
that it would mean quite little that you would have very limited  contact with the world outside of  tele--presence ..
we helped peddle your damn artwork to instill in you "it was OK" for you to stay in a little room and do something
with your hands that presumably meant something and was legitimized didn't we?
You think anyone would have bought that shit of yours without a bit of go between you ungrateful prick ?"

I receive a quick Visual from Evan
a woman screaming
next a little boy less than 3 years old sitting in a high chair
next I see the wallpaper of the kitchen exactly the same wallpaper as the house I grew up in
NEXT
I see linoleum
the exact same as the kitchen I barely remember and don't want to.

but this kitchen is different
the size
..and the WOMAN being held by the neck by a man in a ski mask
a knife to her throat.

it is not my Real Mother
I have seen this before
I have seen this before
I have seen this before

I find myself rocking back and forth
holding myself

it is not my mother
it is not my mother
it is not my mother

it is Evan's mother
I am made to under stand
the first Mrs. Rainy.

next
 somehow I see hundreds of  MIND MOVIES.MIND PICTURES of the same kitchens ..the same linoleum and wallpaper in all sorts of same but different kitchens
 .."the same' man in the mask
but different babies strapped into high chairs..
some boys some girls
different mothers having their throats slit in front of the babies

thousands AND thousands! Evan GRAPHS

"ALL TO PROVIDE  CLAPBOARDS.IMPRINTS.SCHISM  "


PURPLE FLOWERS

AU GRAUTIN

TENDANCY

"WHATS dONE WAS dID  DUMBO...WHAT'S DONE WAS DID
IT WAS DONE TO ME
IT WAS DONE TO YOU...

IT IS SOMETHING  done that was did
that YOU MUST RESPECT. Somehow...."

I can't or
I won't
I can't tell the difference
it is too much
and thankfully
I feel the too familiar pins and needles sensation around the crown of my head
it is too much
THEY KNOW >>>
and THEY PULL ME AWAY>>>
my 'Team"
my "Team"...I love them for saving me once more !

I  feel what THEY and ONLY THEY know I must feel

drowsy
but safe.

welcome .welcome I do
the right on time appearance
Tele-Presence
.. the tiny smiling monkeys that only usually play during shower time start dancing and prancing

the word
PRANCE appears in sparkling ,glittering letters
mid air
a purposely silly and light hearted word
to help me
help me
move away from
linoleum

I trust "Mt team .My team!"
as I feel my mood -PRANCE-

my mind  adjusted to reflect
that it is OK

{A smiling yellow sunny  face emoji! appears in time with my lifted mood!}
that's says it's ok ..it's ok..it's OK
for me to focus upon the imagery ..the smiling little monkeys!
and forget
what bits of wallpaper and linoleum were
graphed upon me.
there was story with the Imbue I recall vaguely that had to do with
an elevator
a blonde
and man in purple sport coat
Evan is no longer online
a deeper voice..
a less engaging voice
continues with whatever Evan has imparted.
the monkeys disappear and all I see now is the white canvas
all I feel is my hand on the blue chair's hand rest.
I look at the clock I have only been up less than an hour but feel strangely exhausted.
My Mandler graphs  it's OK - I woke up too early
but it is good I setting a new routine
getting the shaving and showering out of the way
on a ready steady schedule
will make it easy for everyone
 especially for some new testing
that is about incremental sleep ...
rise and shine heightened brain signals
every two hours
followed by
brain signals that mimic REM sleep patterns
rise and shine brain signals 'Wakey ,wakey Dumbo!"
and next remote transmit of drowsiness
I go to the bed and fall asleep to what "my team" calls Deep Learning-
STORIES ARE THE PLACES WE GO TO UNDERSTAND WHERE WE FIT INTO THE STORY OF LIFE.
 Pictures AT THEIR BEST DO NOT DO JUSTICE TO A  NEW TYPE OF MOVIE THAT DOES NOT RELEY UPON PLOT EXCEPT AS MADE UP SECOND TO SECOND WITH A CONSUMER INDUCED WITH merge BIO TECH .
MOST OF THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE
ARE NOT PLOT DRIVEN EXCEPT CONCERNING TIME ...AND THE NATURAL WAY TIME UNFOLDS.
IF ONE WENT TO THE THEATER AND WATCHED 2 PEOPLE ON THE STAGE DOING NOTHING WHATSOEVER BUT SIT THERE ON STAGE ..THE PLAY WOULD STILL HAVE A BEGINNING .A MIDDLE AND AN END
THINK OF THE TERM "YOUR FINEST HOUR' DUMBO
AND WHAT A SHAME IT IS THAT ONE'S 'FINEST MOMENTS" ARE OF SUCH BREVITY
an hour?
just an hour ?
WHAT PEOPLE WANT CONCERNING IMBUE IS THE SUSPENSION OF TIME

FOR NOW Oh Pioneer!
THE HEIGHTS OF EMOTION AND JOY ARE LIMITED
BY SPIKES IN NEURAL FIRINGS AS REACTIONS TO STIMULI
THAT THE BRAIN
 FOR WHATEVER REASON
CANNOT SUSTAIN

and as if to prove it to me
this unsustainability
my mood
my HZs tumble

PURPLE FLOWERS

AU GRAUTIN

TENDANCY