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i take a lot of pills.
prescribed
for
"the
condition'

the pills
do not help
"the condition"

but they help the fear

I am  the lunatic "in the movie"
                                   who yells about what is happening 
                                            and is placed in a asylum
              unfortunately
            the lunatic
                not just in  horror movies
            turns out to be right in the end




"The Big Little Experience".
took many pills to get to
  the experience
      that makes everything big and beautiful about the world
                little
                   easier to manage

it is easy to manage someone
when
HORSEHEAD AT THE FOOT OF THE BED

is a Universal Production
and Paramount
in our shared vocabulary

multi generational
cross cultural

'The B ea  __s Bigger than Jesus Christ"
and
 it's "Just Like Starting Over"

"Never on a Sunday"


tell me why
"I don't like Mondays"

and I will tell you why I don't like movies
because
I wish I didn't know what a dream about a Horse Head at the Foot of My bed means
but
that's what movies and TV were all about

and that's why TV that goes straightt to cortex
is not for Gaming

but Game Hunting

when a hunter raised you
to know what a horsehead at the foot of the bed means
he won the game
already
when he make s you see or dream or hear or read 'horsehead at the foot of the bed"

when one goes outside and it is not Halloween but Late September back in 63'
and sees
a man wearing a horse head on his face and is humming the first few bars of
that song that song
....
from that movie
'There's a certain girl I've been in love with a long long time!
               (what's her name?")
 I can't tell ya'

shake it like a polaroid picture
shake it like a polaroid picture
shakeitlike a polaroid pictureshakeit likeapolarid picture

when I think back on all the girls I kne win high school
                it's wonder I graaaak et al.

when one can finish a sentence
                                                         when I can write the word NATIONWIDE
IS ON YOUR SIDE
and somehow you
hear the way the words are sung
we aren't talking no soda pop being shown every 15th frame per second




maybe I knew
that the pills
would now stop
not
stop the fear


that from now on
the fear will be always pills or not---------------------for a  "Saw One "
                                                                                             "Saw 11
                                                                                                 "Saw 111
                                                                                                       Saw 1V
horse heads

in dreams..
tiptoe thru the tooooolips
             tiptoe through my room

late atnight

the dream

I had .the dream

 provided

--- the sleep --is not for anything

anymore

but  warning

a walk

a trip

somewhere.

a ride somewhere

 is made to seem dreamlike when one is targeted for human research

 

in this way

 

life is but a dream

a nightmare.

 

fear is either about what is what you think is waiting around the corner

but true  fright
which leads to true madness
(Oh dear reader do not think I write faster because I didn't see it coming)

the endless fright
 worse than fear
        is knowing there is something around the corner.

when I write of my experiences as a targeted individual
I try not to write much about
organized gang stalking
an organization really
of
the school bully

managed in sets  of 4 here and 12 there

the Stasi
was just a organization of school bullies
the Nazis
were something else-something by now not modern
something old enough now
that it can be taken FINALLY (some say) as" a never again"
mainly because it was so long ago
and we
have grown so culturally..in our humanity
we now have a Mcdonalds in South Korea

....
(2).a dr. would say that dreams are your self
some part of your conscious trying to tell you something in the form of symbols and such

but what are dreams
when all aspects of what you think are known
but
just the easiest way
to be told
be told while prone
 what happens to'
' Ruiners'

 "if you keep it up"

not to not keep it up
to not write
                               means I may have what was promised coming
                               and means nothing to you
                              I do not know if there is a grand scheme to use everyone's
                                knowledge of symbols
                               and what the end of the phrase
"Red Sails at Night sailors delight and red skies at morning sailor take  _ _ _ _ _ _ _

                                    will be used on anyone
                                   but scum like me

I don't kid myself that anything I write might save me
save me for
a world
where I see studies  human response
become a bio cybernetic presumed action according to the 2006 brain studies on aboriginal deaf children

(3)
TIs die early
die in strange circumstances

the people who run these programs
know how important  these tests are.

all I know is that human testing ...and the secret developing of neurotech
is worth die-ing for
 violently

[bit will ya' think so than Denny ?" but will ya' think so Than DENNY BOI} ---"he" heard " The New Way

seeing a skull
a face FLAYED of skin
not in the sky
but on the TV
beyond the skies

there was a time we believed everything we saw on Tv
but now it doesn't matter what we believe but how we respond ...anyway........

there have been tests and Brain map studies
this

what is virtual reality besides this

 EXT-THE CRAZY OLD MAN'S SHACK - NIGHT

                                                                               MAN
                                                                  (gun to his head..he speaks directly
                                                                   to the camera..
                                                                   but stops
                                                                   he knows all he thinks and sees and feels
                                                                   is read
                                                                   NOW in way that requires no such surveillance
                                                                   the MAN begins to speak ,CLOSE UP on his lips
                                                                   but THE MAN remembers there is no need for words
                                                                   all that he thinks
                                                                   thanks to science
                                                                   is decoded "The New Way"
                                                                   he speaks nonetheless.
                                                                   he thinks of speaking now as he does posting
                                                                   he doesn't want to speak
                                                                   but has been trained
                                                                   to say "What's on your mind?"

i take a lot of pills.
prescribed
for
"the
condition'

the pills
do not help
"the condition"

but they help the fear

I am the  lunatic "in the movie"
                                   who yells about what is happening 
                                            and is placed in a asylum
              unfortunately
            the lunatic
                not just in  horror movies
            turns out to be right in the end




"The Big Little Experience".
took many pills to get to
  the experience
      that makes everything big and beautiful about the world
                little
                   easier to manage

it is easy to manage someone
when
HORSEHEAD AT THE FOOT OF THE BED

is a Universal Production
and Paramount
in our shared vocabulary

multi generational
cross cultural

'The B ea  __s Bigger than Jesus Christ"
and
 it's "Just Like Starting Over"

"Never on a Sunday"


tell me why
"I don't like Mondays"

and I will tell you why I don't like movies
because
I wish I didn't know what a dream about a Horse Head at the Foot of My bed means
but
that's what movies and TV were all about

and that's why TV that goes straightt to cortex
is not for Gaming

but Game Hunting

when a hunter raised you
to know what a horsehead at the foot of the bed means
he won the game
already
when he make s you see or dream or hear or read 'horsehead at the foot of the bed"

when one goes outside and it is not Halloween but Late September back in 63'
and sees
a man wearing a horse head on his face and is humming the first few bars of
that song that song
....
from that movie
'There's a certain girl I've been in love with a long long time!
               (what's her name?")
 I can't tell ya'

shake it like a polaroid picture
shake it like a polaroid picture
shakeitlike a polaroid pictureshakeit likeapolarid picture

when I think back on all the girls I kne win high school
                it's wonder I graaaak et al.

when one can finish a sentence
                                                         when I can write the word NATIONWIDE
IS ON YOUR SIDE
and somehow you
hear the way the words are sung
we aren't talking no soda pop being shown every 15th frame per second




maybe I knew
that the pills
would now stop
not
stop the fear


that from now on
the fear will be always pills or not---------------------for a  "Saw One "
                                                                                             "Saw 11
                                                                                                 "Saw 111
                                                                                                       Saw 1V
horse heads

in dreams..
tiptoe thru the tooooolips
             tiptoe through my room

late atnight

the dream

I had .the dream

 provided

--- the sleep --is not for anything

anymore

but  warning

a walk

a trip

somewhere.

a ride somewhere

 is made to seem dreamlike when one is targeted for human research

 

in this way

 

life is but a dream

a nightmare.

 

fear is either about what is what you think is waiting around the corner

but true  fright
which leads to true madness
(Oh dear reader do not think I write faster because I didn't see it coming)

the endless fright
 worse than fear
        is knowing there is something around the corner.

when I write of my experiences as a targeted individual
I try not to write much about
organized gang stalking
an organization really
of
the school bully

managed in sets  of 4 here and 12 there

the Stasi
was just a organization of school bullies
the Nazis
were something else-something by now not modern
something old enough now
that it can be taken FINALLY (some say) as" a never again"
mainly because it was so long ago
and we
have grown so culturally..in our humanity
we now have a Mcdonalds in South Korea

....
(2).a dr. would say that dreams are your self
some part of your conscious trying to tell you something in the form of symbols and such

but what are dreams
when all aspects of what you think are known
but
just the easiest way
to be told
be told while prone
 what happens to'
' Ruiners'

 "if you keep it up"

not to not keep it up
to not write
                               means I may have what was promised coming
                               and means nothing to you
                              I do not know if there is a grand scheme to use everyone's
                                knowledge of symbols
                               and what the end of the phrase
"Red Sails at Night sailors delight and red skies at morning sailor take  _ _ _ _ _ _ _

                                    will be used on anyone
                                   but scum like me

I don't kid myself that anything I write might save me
save me for
a world
where I see studies  human response
become a bio cybernetic presumed action according to the 2006 brain studies on aboriginal deaf children

(3)
TIs die early
die in strange circumstances

the people who run these programs
know how important  these tests are.

all I know is that human testing ...and the secret developing of neurotech
is worth die-ing for
 violently

[bit will ya' think so than Denny ?" but will ya' think so Than DENNY BOI} ---"he" heard " The New Way

seeing a skull
a face FLAYED of skin
not in the sky
but on the TV
beyond the skies

there was a time we believed everything we saw on Tv
but now it doesn't matter what we believe but how we respond ...anyway........

there have been tests and Brain map studies
this

what is virtual reality besides this
 

Project Blue Screen and The Big Little Experience

it was years ago when "The Big Littles ONE " came out I'm sure you must have read about the class action suit  concerning
the parents who claim the experiment mixing mind modulation and movies
wasn't properly explained
concerning
just how experimental nor modulating the film would be either on them or their children
less than 3 years old
preferably younger with little or no more than 5 or six words in their vocabulary and thus their
'inner monologues"
the class action suit was dismissed as each of the mothers claiming all matter of psychological trauma
were supposedly told well in advance of the screening that 'The Big Little " Test
was about researching the potentials of the cinema and neuro- tronic mechanisms used in tandem with narrative in fact causing  Induced Trauma upon 'the participants"
furthermore the researchers and parasol pictures claimed that the point of this initiated trauma was to
give the participants/children a  Head Start quite literally
in their development
by teasing certain neural peptides and "fight or fight ' receptors  pertaining to either dissociative emotional states (to allow the children access to areas of the brain responsible for things such as "Remote Viewing")
or to trigger excitation of a children's primal brain to expand sections of the "reptilian brain" to allow high levels of DMT to flood the child's brain stem and temporal lobe
to allow the children access to what were simple called "realms " by the Edwin McGregor College of Developmental Evolvary
According to the Department of Interior Intentions all the mothers consented in writing to be"participants"  in what was called  Project Indigo or Operation Blue Screen

The experimental film  created to attempt to cull quick change neural pathways was not than called "The Big Littles"
but only
Operation Blue Screen
there was never supposed to be a 'The Big Littles 2" or 3 or 4..
it wasn't -that kind of movie-
as many of you are aware..
most of you not involved in some of this Human Brain inquisitive "project"  only know part of the story saw in magazines
or Youtube videos or The Huffington post.

No reporters actually were ever invited to the initial screenings for security reason of some kind
thus anything  most of the public heard about  operation Blue Screen
now called "The Big Littels One" was and is of very little relevance in terms of understanding
the 'caal to arms" by many mothers who most depicted as in the media as either "litigious" or 'hysterics"
several important people in the Department of Interior Intent
made very sure the main stream media was kept-just enough- in the loop
to not be able to say
anything too derogatory
 or alarming about  what by than had begun to called simply "The Big Littles Experience"
meant to attempt to use some of the qualities of cinema
to stimulate and speed up the developmental phases of children ages  one and half to 2 and 6 months
concerning rousting areas of the child's brain responsible for 'fight or flight" alterations of adrenal a,d limbic systems as well as the area in a child's brain that produces DMT.

As if to dodge the entire ethics of the Blue Screen Project
Parasol Pictures decided to recut the film for the consumer use

 Not much is said anymore about what The Big Littles was really about
now that commerce
and branding
have made "The Big Littles" mainstream
A mainstay of popular culture

If you were not there
in the theater
you haven't a clue ...

many journalists un- sactioned by the mainstream media  claim they sat in the initial screening surrounded by children and their mothers during Project Blue Screen
but their explanations  of either the dynamics of the special technology used to create 'The Big Littles Experience"do not resonate with anyone
who was part of the actual testing .
Many "late night " talk show hosts and such  claim they have gotten hold of the technology  used to project this new type of film
in the very special way it was presented
with the original algorithms and light and sound 'tracks"

talk of diodes..and Direct Energy Beams
and 'The woodpecker signal' and Holograms
 some speculated that the entire theater was "gassed ' with some far out hallucinogen..

yet I understand  that all the original technology used to project the sensory applications to the "participants "were taken back to the Edwin  McGregor College for Experimental Evolvery and kept under lock and key

Edwin McGregor stated that "The Big Little" Experiment
was not about film
not really
and certainly "The Big Littles" was not made
not meant to make money..nor was "the test" meant to entertain"

of course  "The Big Littles One" that I and you  might have  seen  on Netflix or amazon
is the cut version
for theatrical release


(2)  Only a very  few
in very  few zip codes nationwide
actually participated in "The Big Little" experience
and those who participated.
had ,in fact consented not only not to sue but also not to disclose the details of
"The Big Littles" Experience
all agreed to sign papers that they would not discuss
the nature of The Big Little Experience
except in various follow up sessions with researchers. in brain studies and psycho cybernetics
as  the small child
seeking suit
and being
consensual subjects
it is too early to tell

as most all children chosen to participate in the project
were asked "to participate" because they could not yet properly  understand language
or use language skills they had yet acquired.


(3)It was quite a few years ago when the notion  film being used to "quick start" certain areas of the mind
that most children
in the modern age
do not access
as there are not that many tribes out there being chased by tigers and such in the brush
at least not in America or the UK
who also took part in the Blue Screen project

The use of film and Neuro technology to enhance the effect of narrative purposed to be terrifying
and virtually
as dangerous as "being there"
 was proposed to certain foundation and clinical research groups in the early 1990's
and than  quite a few years after that
In the first week of January 2002
 Parasol Pictures  with the backing of Proxy Cybernetics and The New Way Movement  decided to begin the Project post haste
choosing to use as it's platform  'The Big Littles" books written by a unknown writer  at the time who was living either in or out of half way houses or behind a tent set up behind a mini mart in Memphis, Ohio

"it could have been any book we chose as a template "Edwin McGregor claimed

(4)
But I do not think this is true
but than again
 I was merely on the sidelines when Proxy Cyber joined the team
and developed 'The Big Littles"
into a move -like no other -
and supposedly - so no other movie like this  would ever be made again-

it was all just so - very risky
and to this day ,as I have written
nobody is quite sure IF the children exposed to the original " Big Littles Experience "
are different than those who did not see,hear, and feel
The Test-

 the film ,as I have said was about reactions
and trauma
and terror being purposely shown to very young children
in a theater
with only their caregiver ,preferably a mother
to be part of the trauma..
a description of the movie ..concerning plot...by it's very
theme ...
of course makes one stop and consider 'this type of material" certainly is not for children under 3 years old
yet each color ...each sequence ...each musical interlude
was scientifically based on both the limits and also the acuity of certain pre -language
sections of the infant brain
as the film, according to the Department of Interior Intent and the Trugenic Trust Foundation
was made specifically (the angles, the lighting, the pitch of sound, heightening and dimming of radiant light ,the pace of  film speed  ...) to over whelm a child's psychological and physiology threshold
before a single word or shot was filmed
a Team of neuro scientist at Edwin Cameron College of Experimental Developmental Evolvery
in Southern California
graphed out the film
from a mixture of harmonic pulses and microwave based "silent sound hearing" algorithms
a symphony, Edwin Cameron called it, of neural spikes and  gradient p300s signals

the texture of frequency ebbed and flowed ,started  and stopped  .banged  and boomed
with  Frey Effect Direct Indirect sound  systems
meant to evoke potentials in the neural synapse
and to  send emotional and microwave signals of extreme low frequency not into "just"  audience's eyes and ears except as after thought  but straight to cortex.
first and foremost "The Big Littles" wanted to place a narrative directly into it's audiences head.
not with old  wives' tale sublimations but literally upon the audience's mind and nervous system with  frequency , pulse and wavelet.

sea monkeys as seamonkeys were supposed to be

The commercial for 'The Big Littles 5"came on the screen and Layla made a face.
Kate knew Layla hated "The Big Littles" and hated Layla for it
To Kate Layla 's dislike of "The Big Littles" was part of Layla's "Uppity" -ness ...Or what Neuronautics would call Layla's Constructed Quantifiers...something "someone like Layla" needed to build in herself to define herself with what Gary Rainy called Definitive Dialectics people like Layla especially used to keep themselves "away" from community.
Anything ,according to certain Ruiners that reeked of conformity or the herding effect of Mass Media
disturbed "this type " to the root .
"If someone .If a lot of people were LOOKING at something besides 'them" there was obviously something WRONG with what THEY were watching.
If a lot of people LIKED something The Ruiner will assume this THING that is liked is "only for those too common " to know any better. Many people who do not like Neuronautics ,Gary Rainy said "know WE have something GOING ON -so positive ,so overwhelmingly progressive ,right and bright" they recoil from The New Way as does a coachroach when the light is turned on.
"Why do you hate "The Big Littles " so much Layla? " Kate asked, aware ahead of time she would not care about one word that came out of Layla's mouth
.But Layla's ex husband Patrick had told Kate that" how people responded to TV" was very important for a number of co -companies involved in several Brain Map and Brain Inquisition Projects .
Kate figured she'd do Patrick a favor asking Layla about "The Big Littles" not really understanding what Patrick had said about several media companies and entertainment companies needing only Real Time Reactives to the second to second ,shot for shot of the broadcast program
ONLY in terms of physiological response to the broadcast stimuli ,concerning how TV effected areas of the brain that had nothing to do with understanding narrative but how segments "of mind" absorbed certain cross cultural themes
"mainly Patrck Pace had said "so TV could better understand understand how cued emotion effected the areas of the mind responsible for memory . So that tv could learn how to best trigger certain memories.
Kate wasn't sure if "it counted" to those who counted the number of times one's blinks during a Compo Cola ad
as meaningful neural data what exactly Layla thought about Parasol Picture's 'The Big Little's 5" that didn't concern reflexive automatic response .
According to Patrick a great deal of money concerning nano neural bio tech concerned reflexive response rather than one's inner monologue.
"I just don't understand "The Big Littles" " Layla said " literally i do not understand what is going on with these characters...I mean ," Layla ,said emphasized the word," AFTER " The Big Littles One ...NOTHING happens...Damien reads Adrien's mind
...and just stands there saying what Adrien is thinking
...but all Adrien is thinking
is what this man in jail who put chips in their heads places in Adrien's head right
..I mean are we to presume that Adrien has not had one thought of his own ever
...or does any thought Adrien has get over ridden by Ham..? both Damien and Adrien are ELFs right? Or Gnomes or some thing..but they don't really look like elves or gnomes do they? " Layla said
'Oh tell me Layla what DO elves and gnomes look like " Kate felt like saying ..as if Layla had SEEN elves and gnomes before in real life and therefore was some authority on the subject"
"They're basically Elves who don't live in the snow ," Kate said,"AND Damien doesn't just read whatever is in Adrian's mind
he sings songs and dances the stories that he reads from Adrien's mind
...all to entertain Monroe Pettison . the boy whose tree they live in
Poor Monroe who is flat because he was rolled over by a steam truck.."
"No Monroe is flat because his mother forgot to put her seat belt on
and got in a car crash
and fell atop of her son
also not in a seat belt thus making Monroe only two inches wide because the paramedics were stalled when some terrorists blew up a bridge.."Layla said,drunk now ,"
" One elf is named Damian and the other elf that lives with Damian is named Adrian. "
Kate ,drunk as well said"for the moment forgetting any ill will she had or assumed she will have again begins to explain to Layla
as she might her own son Harper
----
the story
of THE BIG LITTLES----
Damian is the alpha elf or something in the relationship between he and Adrien because only Damien can telepathically listen in on Adrian's brain signals which is why Adrien doesn't speak.
Each Tv show or each movie about the Big Littles begins with Damian tuning into Adrien's brain waves.
The stories and information inside Adrian's brain is placed inside Adrien's mind by a man named Ham.
Ham as you know is the creator of both Damien and Adrian as Ham used to work at a Genetic Factory..making new forms of organisms out of DNA and stuff...
.Ham made all sorts of organisms that didn't exist in the real world but Ham thought should -for the sake of the children- for instance ,Ham made ,Giant talking Rabbits and of course real sea monkeys that looked and behaved just like the Sea Monkeys were supposed to according to the box.
"Kate said,"Well,
as you know from "The Big Littles 1"
Ham started going a bit out of control
making so many new organic life forms that children would say they wanted to have
according to his e-mail account and phone
..Some the children asked for very scary genetically modified life forms
like pig spiders and octopus birds.
Well Ham couldn't just be Father Christmas or whatever he was
to one and not all.
.and began making whatever the children asked for.
.But when Ham made the Tiger Rhinos and the Tiger Rhinos began eating up many of the children's parents the authorities stepped in..
.and said "Slow Down" and think what you are doing .
"Yes Ham," the authorities said " we can write off the deaths of some of the parents as collateral damage for the greater Good of Science and such but "Ham they said
...you have been warned .
.NO MORE genetically modified organisms except Gnomes and Elves.
But there was one request on Ham's phone that Ham could not resist making EVEN THOUGH he had been warned NOT TO.
.and as you know Layla from "The Big Littles 1
"that was sea monkeys mixed with the giant 4 foot locusts".
.well --we all saw that coming ..what happened with the sea monkey locusts swarms
..and how Ham ,now it BIG BIG trouble had to create this super large magna ray that changed the electromagnetic force of the atmosphere of the entire world.
..to send enough direct energy toward the swarm of Sea monkey Locust Hybrids to send them crashing off course
in their hive like formation
into the very deepest pit of the ocean.
Ham of course was sent to jail
but the jailer was very nice .And the mayors from all over the world said "What Ham has done is horrible indeed! but Ham is the most fantastic amazing scientist in the world -and although he has shown he cannot control himself
we will allow Ham to have 6 organically modified organisms
that he can control telepathically from his jail cell.
Of course Damien and Adrian are the two of the 6 organically modified life forms that Ham can operate with Synthetic Telepathy from his jail cell.
The four half finished elves are I guess the equivalent of Damien and Adrien having children.
 

Ham

we do not speak much about gink,link ,cnik and roe
the 4 pieces
of ectoplasm
made by Ham
before Ham was put away
somewhere


often the narrator will get their names wrong

'writing of link  as mick and cnik as zik
or Cush, , Phut and Canaan and Roe
but there's a reason for this .a reason quite reasonable
I get their names wrong

.                                                  the 4 big littles  named gink,link ,cnik and roe
                  are always in the background
in not just the movies posters for the Big Littles movies ..and in the  tv cartons
they play
 much smaller roles in the all
 but one of the Big Little's films
The Big Little's 4

I get their names wrong not because like- some critics say-
THAT cush .phut canaan  and roe
are only used as  artifice to keep the Big Littles franchise going
I read
books and magazine meant for
real people like you


I get their names wrong
because the four Big Littles( besides Damien and Adrien
the "stars" of The Big Littles Movies )
" being-ness" changes all through the movies

because Ham makes this so with his majik powers
Ham said in  Big Little one that  gink,link ,cnik and roe were a present to Damien and Adrien
so they would have a sense of family in the Oak tree they lived in behind Monroe Pettison's house
Ham says that gink,link ,cnik and roe
are "un finished genetically modified life forms' unlike Damien and Adrian
that Ham wanted to see
what  gink,link ,cnik and roe  might become concerning evolution
being
unfinished
Ham admits he would often use gink,link ,cnik and roe to get a response from Damien and Adrian
by subtly changing their "beingness' through majic  remote means
BUT Ham said do not think of gink,link ,cnik and roe as drones
but more as The Eminations that flicker through all time and all space and all-ness of everything all at once
and watch how Damien and Adrien CHANGE in repose and all fancy words
when "these seemingly meaningless " characters
get happy
sad
upset
or
something unsaid
therefore
something there are no words for
THERE ARE NO WORDS FOR PEOPLE OR ECTOPLASM OR MODIFIED ORGANIC LIFE FORMS placed in and around another life form's
environment
to cause Evoked Potentials in another.
BUT DEMONS!
I swear!
because NO ANGEL would participate in human evolve in such a prurient manner
would they!

NO .they would not!

maybe all actors on TV are in some ways demons ?
maybe all singers are demons /
because they perform ONLY to gage a response
to create emotions in another
to "play them" to play their mind like a piano
NOW I want you to laugh! Now I want you to CRY
Now I want you to BUY this.

no...actors on tv and movies and singers are not demons
because we turn on the tv and radio to be played with

but one's who hide amongst us playing a part
without revealing their motives are demons

but are they?
If THEY are controlled by Eminations that over ride their senses..
and will..

certainly Ham made it very clear in The Big Littles ONE! that gink,link ,cnik and roe were placed before Damien and Adrien to see how
small adjustments to"The Enway" (or neural highway) effected another organism's thinking

Ham ,a scientist
like most scientist
has reasons for everything
people with reasons for everything are always un accountable

at least to themselves

I would like to know what Damien thinks about all this
but Damien at least in The Big Little's 5 movie trailer
still does not know or won't know exactly what Ham 's reasons for gink,link ,cnik and roe
were
are
and always were

Ham
with telepathy
 makes the 4 Big Littles change the way they appear and posture themselves and groan (I have never heard any big little besides Damien or Adrien speak)
not just to get
a laugh
but to get a 'read" from Damien with Ham's tele-pathy 
and neural reads from Damien
to see
how Damien responds
to even the slightest change in Emination

of course Damien and Adrien ..don't seem to know that they are reacting to the 4 Big Littles
almost imperceptible changes in mood and mode

to Damien and Adrien and even Monroe Pettsion
gink,link ,cnik and roe
the 4 pieces
of ectoplasm
 the 4genetically modified life forms
controlled by Ham


Damien  believes he has control of these unformed 'extras"
absolutely
but  actually
in way
they  have more control over Damien than
maybe Damien has on them

their very silence through most of the films
is deafening
is the phrase people use

and this deafening -ism  in my opinion
has effected Damien
in ways only Damien's Mandler understands

and I doubt very much that Ham, Damien and Adrien's Mandler reveal
any of this
 to Damien or Adrien
least of all (probably) to  unformed 4 Big Littles
always in the background .never foreground of the Big Littles movies
and always
considered "the ones you don't want to be" in The Big Little's video game
or don't care if you miss
at the Big Littles on Ice.
or care if you miss
at the Big Littles Amusement Park
the Little  Big Littles rides that only have krink.hink,drik and roe
characters
to ride on
always has the shortest line .

so of course I get their name wrong

their names change
in the movies too
and movies should know better
don't you think ?
in The big Littles 3
 the yellow one is named rink. in the big littles 2 was named Link
if I get their names wrong it is not  my  fault really at all

not entirely
nor is it my fault maybe more than entirely I am who I am
I
i who write this
because
I have had my share of bit part players
shifting modes and methods and mood
in my life
who were as 'man-ed" as I was
to make me
the man I am not today

I am grown but will always ,always be Big Little
why give you reason
for anything I say
when I am  have been given none
and also every reason you can think of
 sometimes  so much reason
I become reasonable to a fault and pliable enough to  bow down
or reasonless enough to a fault to  pliable  enough to bow down
to
what?

to a new madness
that is all the rage in Paris
Berlin and Sweden
to my own "Ham" Operator


who has not yet
been put away

some where

but as you must know dear reader..I have been

many times

 I show you rather than tell you
in the manner I write

that I am but a madman
 writing rantings
if I did not
I could not write
of it

at all
or this much...let's be honest-

I am as deliberate
now
as they were than
and are now
in their deliberations
and

poses
I have been exposed  to
 since the day I was born

once I gleaned a think from them
that even my 
mummas belly  was piped and pinched   signals and waves and pulse
to make my cells beat to a different drum- pre natal-

mummas was unaware of the silent sound
"Her Team"placed all in and around the house of lies
for Life Science
and
research
 for the greater good.

but don't believe me
please

if
they might "catch you" Knowing -it is all true

 they might do to you
and your family what they did to some many
back than and into the Now
once one is "in on the experiments. The experiments keep coming"
some based on the one's before
some just continue with whatever is left of you

there is nothing left of me
and therefore I just might attain the right to be a killer
rather than just a wacko
it was a role I was born to play
and the reason I must write every day
so when my time at bat comes
there will be such a mish mash of meandering mush left online

people will know it was my delusional state that \"mad ehim dood it"


 random killings
create just very much the same kind of changes to society
(and it's protection from  terror
 and I hope more surveillance FOR ALL)
that gink,link ,cnik and roe
do upon The Big Little's   Damien and Adrien
in The Big Littles movies


besides this bog of blog
I have many records of my un sane qualities
recorded in many data files
concerning my mental state
and the various state hospitals I have been in

so when the time comes for me to "do my part " in this "collateral damage " like
"event"
to lead to
ultra sensitive mind scanning on 'TYPEs like ME"
as according to some
"this terrorism" reasoning is not enough
to promote more invasive "Mind scanning" technology

DAS MENTAL PATIENT
is a different story
we iz everywhere
and you bet
some of us be violent as
as a Big Little on a Bug Juice Binge!


         put away
              and played with
                 they drove me mad to make me sane


WWWWWWWWWWoood house
Dollhouse
mouse house !
   
but
now they just want these tests over
and me to WAIT to commit my "act"
and leave this story be
as evidence of A tYPE
a madness
we must
(a_ remove from das internet!

it was to be so
I be das crazy one in this play
and if I ever slip away
and so NO NO NO
I will type and draw no more
for YOU
to be
the KIND
that must be

made an example


no doubt
some one is always there for me to set me back
to the sack

a drug
a pulse
a wave
a cue
a boyfriend  YYYYYYYYYYYuuuuM!

it was decided
and written
and mapped and graphed
I would be this
son of Ham
son of Flubber
son of a bitch
son of Rosemary
 and Moby's Porcelain
and a Brim Full of  Asha on da' 45

each few days
a new maze
I was placed in but not the type one thinks of when one sees a maze in one's mind's eye

more like the maze Damien doesn't know he is in
in that hole in the oak tree
behind the Pattison's  Home
he treats the unformed ones
as
unwanted guests in their own home
for they do not move much or blink much or say much except to get a rise or reaction out of Damien
when Ham
wants Damien to get interactive

most of the time The 4 Big Littles one green one orange one yellow one white
stay still as sculpture against the wall
they do not move or make a sound

except when they do

I am given more reason ..
and no reasons at all simultaneously
the better to make me
less and more
black and white for better transmit .
I was raised  only one Hzs .
a drug
we called wired before it was named  wireless

my keepers my makers we worried and concerned than poking wireless radiation all about the house
through walls
into and through the bodies and minds of all who took part in the puppet theater that was home
funny
it is now to think and know
those who agreed to play moomas and  pupa to me
as would stage actors might
were also turned into play things by those they trusted with
only asked them to harm the baybus
for science
and world piece
and because some knew
some would go for it
for reasons
'that reel of
the primal primousities in certain "types"
that enjoy tearing at their young
to see if they can find any of themselves inside the torn tissue and end trails

 when the wireless is set to act as on and off
bubble or burst to one's gate and un gate this neural pathway and than this one
I am many characters
because I
like Adrien and gik,sik,wik and roe
have been made only to be made this way that way and than who knows
but the algorythem
that decides which man I am to be ..(not pretend to be but be by remote0 toward other men and woman and children and such
born to
in this extraordinary test of act /react
on and off
you say tomato I was tomato
you say stingo and I say dingo
the dingo ate my baby leads to black hair dye
and the hair cut I was made to wear from 1981 to 9/5/ 82
867 5-309
my FOUR OH NINE!
the one after 909
the 411 ...the wah wah wah tusi
I am off and ruining
and running
out of time
an entire day spent stretched out like dink,kink .jink and roe
who stand heba-phrenically still
in the small dug out hole in the tree behind Monroe Pattison's house
where Damien and Adrien live
a life made up for them
out of not so thin air but the stuff of airways
nowadays
that is a virus and a valentine
they say...on tv and they say on tv ...and the tv never stops ..
it used to stop
it did I tell you
sometime around 2 am a flag of some nation that used to be .
or still is
but never really was what it used to be anyway
would appear and a song would sing
and than a noise .a horrible noise if you weren't prepared
would sound
and a horrible but beautiful new form of gray
white white black black little dots ..and lines and lines ..but dots  more than lines busting and burping
not quite in time with the music of white noise
and off air
this is when I tuned in
because in the house I grew up in
not some different than The Big Littles
house
an experimental house
on a haunted hill
this noise of TV as loud sound played into our ears...NO
it skipped our ears...
and went right into our minds ..silent sound
it was  a voice of dots and black and white screams ..
straight to skull

 

radar
frip frop frey effect to cause affect ...
and alterations in neural pathways ...
that went with the pulse the wavelength that bypassed sight
and tickled and pickled our visual cortex..
to adjust what the me becoming we.
thought and also saw
it was a time of needing to know how a person ticked
it was a time when certain homes
raised children like ticking time bombs
for future futurists to
study and clock. And detonate at will
in 1982 I had a haircut that went with the kind of killer one sees as mental
it was something I had to wear to school and to sleep in
I was asked to bring
that look back
for "the event"

back than 'the look" was
something to cause evoked potentials and mocking  and teasing
to make me strong enough
cruel enough to kill without
killosity
or that is
what I am told
 to write
right now  now

I HEAR THINGS AND SEE THINGS WON'T BE ENOUGH!  I heard the doctor say HE MUST HEAR AND SEE THINGS to really WRITE like HE DOES
so it will 'read" as the type of crazy we need.

I am a big boy .
I can also become super small
small enough to crawl into Damien and Adrien's house
and mean enough to kill anyone
with the right
set of
makers
to my markers.
I am ultra man

touch of a button

 

Kate assumed correctly (according to some of neural reads Layla's  ex
 let her see,let her hear )
that Layla only presumed herself to be found an' Oppressive Depressive 'by Patrick
and not by others in the  Neuronautics Group
as Kate had never joined the group.

'You know the type,' Kate thought 'too much the" individual" too "special" to "just be" one of many.

Layla ,so self involved never bothered reading Gary Rainy's "Inway to the Enways"
and thus didn't know( according to what Kate knew) that Layla's condescending remarks about Neuronuatics were duly noted by many
and Layla's standing or lack there of in the Neuronautic's community
was a full on - Ruiner.

Ruiners projected their Ruinerous thinking into the atmosphere ,into  rooms .The Ruiner's energy seeped itself into plants  and animals alike..
A Ruiners Emanations latched onto neurons  as much as they settled into creases of curtains and groundwater.

Seeing Layla's  neural spikes present on Patrick Pace's computer
which was specially geared to garner Layla 's thoughts
only confirmed to Kate that Gary Rainy and Neuronautics were absolutely correct that
a person's feelings, concerns, loves and (with Layla) her hates
were not just intangible 'thoughts' inside one's mind
but measurable energy-

and energy  released as energy must.

Kate could imagine Layla looking at her own encoded moods ,perceptions,  little voice in her head on Patrick Pace's computer
and telling her that-" it was only the bio tech
they had spiked her tanning lotion with
that allowed for a person's private signals -emotions-feeling-
to actually transmit into the atmosphere.


Kate watched Layla touch the cross around her neck
Kate knew from Patrick's recall of Layla's private thoughts   that Layla used the cross as a sort of delete button for "bad thoughts'

Layla. who claimed that Neuronautics was nonsense
 and one  's thinking doesn't Emanate into the air? Thought Kate

'Than who are you praying to?' Kate wanted to ask Layla
----Who is it
Up There
you wish to absolve your bad thinking...

A hypocrite, thought Kate of Layla
presuming there  was a Lord billions of miles away
unseen
 who could somehow collect and read her thoughts
yet
      
thought itself

Right Here Right Now
 on this plane
does  not
COULD NOT travel around and effect the" Electromagnatics of it All"
as Gary Rainy said .

Kate told Layla that the next round of drinks was on her, expecting Layla to tell her she had had enough
 and was worried about Denny and wanted to go home
but Layla simply said thanks-
as if Layla knew- how much of her "Emit" Kate felt latching upon every molecule of her Being..
eating away at her much earned de- patterning
of the decades
 and eons of Emit and Enrot
that Ruiners spread like disease.
with their every waking and dreaming thought

Kate was asked by Neuronautics to 'chum up ' to Layla
and keep her ears open for any talk about "what Layla  believed "was done to her son"
allegedly
by the group
 to
help Denny Pace help science
by showing science
 how a mind can break into one hundred little pieces
when exposed to Induced trauma
to be eventually put back together
in one hundred different ways

Layla kept 'that subject' close to the vest.

Kate watched Layla raise her glass of vodka and cranberry-a toast-
and Kate followed suit.

Kate than removed herself to ladies room and took out her phone
 and set it
the phone
 to an "app' that Neuronauts used ,as well as many researchers at Proxy Cyber -
 that altered the phone's  built in features 
to silently ,invisibly release a small "dose' of extreme low frequency"
an ELF wave
that Neuronautics had taught Kate  could "attack" the Enrot that Layla (or any Ruiner) emitted at least until she could get to a Neuronautic's Annex in time
for a "full de-patterning ' Census Session with an accredited Mentor
for a small tithe.

Kate used her phone as one might a fumigation device
running it up and down her legs and arms ,her head ,hair ..everything.

Supposedly at upper levels in the Neuronautic's program
there were phones that  were premade to
release focus  ELF waves to laser precision  to stop a Ruiner's Emit at it's source

the Ruiner's actual brain could be beamed  with enough frequency
to alter a Ruiner's emotions..make them suddenly suicidal sad or suddenly ecstatically happy.
literally with just a touch a button

Patrick Pace had told her that the bio  tech in Layla's mind could be "tapped" to
alter Layla any which way he wanted
According to Patrick  there were algorithms created at  Proxy Cyber that could to mimic the exact
on and off and sequence
of neuron fluctuations
to induce in effect
any number of drugs

Patrick explained that all drugs used for mood and "to get high" or "less anxious" or "happy " or "to sleep"
 were  chemical vehicles that created different neural peptides and synapse centers to light up
with bio tech attached to your dendrite and in your neurons
you
get to 'skip" the need for a chemical to cause a chain reaction
as "the interface " to the neuro tech" does the same trick

according to Patrick Pace who worked at Proxy Pharmaceutical
all the "fun drugs" they were working on
were now based only on wireless and bio tech that went with Brain Computer Interface

When Kate asked Patrick why he couldn't
do anything but read Layla's mind rather than "play with it"and therefore "play with her"
Patrick said he wasn't trained for such 'services"
and there were many tests being done  that required the "Proxy" to "do as they would" without
any inducement
The initial studies are mainly based on the human organism in their own  habitat
working with whatever past "just happened" to happen to "make them' what they were

One reason we needed Denny and kids like Denny 'raised NOT on Happen stance
was to control the experiments
better knowing 'what past" creates 'what present" concerning personality and so much more...

Kate ,always got bored with Patrick when a lousy explanation of something he did at Proxy Cyber turned into a damn lecture hall
and snapped Patrick out of himself
with a tight grab of his backside

"...it might change  after  we can get  her to take Denny to the "Trugenic Rational Laboratory'Patrick had said before her lips cut him off.

Finished using her phone to "de -latch" her self from Layla's "Emittance " Ingrains Kate rejoined Layla at the bar.

 

bluer than blue

Layla always thought she was above it all , Kate thought -above her ex -husband ,above herself and certainly above Neuronautics.

Only once did Kate ask Layla what her Mentors asked her at the Neuronautic's Annex. Kate sensed Layla not wanting to reveal that "even she" found Neuronautics of "at least some interest". It was what Kate would call a "Give Away"on Layla's part.
Kate sensing some genuine curiosity and perhaps" just alittle "interest in joining the Group
Kate tol...d Layla about her Mentor at the Annex gleaning an "Inadvertent Hidden '
concerning Kate's 'Attentuation" toward a tenant of Neuronautics .
her Mentor asked her - simply 'WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?"
concerning this Affrontive
and Kate couldn't answer.
"Of course'" Kate told Layla I muttered something "I am woman ,I am a wife ,I am a mother ,I am.."

Kate's Mentor raised her index  finger and than lowered  and raised  her index finger close to Kate's eyes  - asking her  "How many "I's" have you just said
one-two three -four
I- I- I -I
You said who I am " The Mentor yelled, pointing  at herself ' You said who I am four times .But who are you and on point  - WHO DO "YOU THINK" YOU ARE ?"

"I don't know who I am" Kate said .

"Exactly ,' Kate's Mentor said ,"and that is exactly WHY you are here and exactly what you are supposed to be learning from Neuronautics.
Think of the color BLUE" the Mentor said next to Kate
"See the color Blue in your mind with your eyes first shut than wide open."

Kate saw the color blue in her" minds eye "first with her eyes closed than wide open.

Her Mentor said "Now divide that color Blue  to the smallest fraction of size you can imagine in your mind.  Now Something smaller . Now the color Blue smaller than a speck of dust..."

Kate did as she was asked.
As well as she could

'Is that speck .This speck so small you can't see it Blue anymore  ..although it was divided from that huge swath of Blue....is this tiny speck separated from it's Blue-ness really  blue anymore?" The Mentor asked

"No" Kate said

" That is what the term "I" means in Neuronautics " Kate's Mentor said," Do you want to be an" I "nobody can see..who  may as well not exist at all...
or
 do you want to be a "we"?

The Mentor asked Kate to close her eyes and-

"See that tiny speck of blue again
first as ten or so specks of dust
now one hundre
now one millions specks of blue dust all together ..see how much bluer than blue is?"
Now ,I ask once more  'WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?' and you say-"

"Nothing,: Kate said.

"Except as WE" her Mentor said  "I am nothing"

putrik patopuss and Methodist Mendacity

Kate watched Layla watching the TV. The 12 or so TVs all around the bar. Kate remembered Layla "going on" about the amount of TVs there were in Layla's"  Oppressive Repressive ' way, that Kate knew ,being a Level 3 Neuronaut was not unique to just Layla, but Layla's type.
 Although Layla was not a Jew according to the first addition of Gary Rainy's "Inway to the Enway" Layla had what Gary called"Jew-ie Thinking" that had nothing whatsoever to do with 'Being Jewish" .
Gary Rainy ,back when he did mainstream media interviews and was  called to task for categorizing "Thinking Styles" based often on the Cursor -ailty Tests he had begun doing with the than new "latest thing" called the personal computer. (Gary had bought about 160 Commodore 64s that he asked a Level 7 Neuronaut to "rig" to combination EEG cap and revamped version of pinky sized Wheatstone Bridge the typist  wore on their pinky when asked during a Census Session to type a few paragraphs from "Inway to the Enways" on the keyboard).
Because the keyboard 's was rigged to what Gary Rainy called a "Rumination Station", a computer program that measured hesitancy between cursor movements .And because the Pinky Ring/See Meter recorded"thermal response " to KEYWORDS a client ruminated over while  typing (and the EEG machine pre neural spikes)  thus indicating  GIVE AWAYS in relation to what was written on the pages the clients were asked to type  .Gary Rainy stated in 1983 -that from just studying a few charts and time tables concerning how long the cursor rested between finger pecks at the computer keyboard Gary  stated he could  very create a reliable  Personality Profile  on whomever he was 'working with".

When some of the words used to categorize a client of "The New Way " were leaked to the Memphis Ohio Meteor  some more well known news papers picked up the story including the descriptions a Mentor made of a client "On the Road to Human Bettor -ness"through Science  .
"Jewie Thinking"
was just one term that journalists found fault with but also "Protestant Praecox" 'Methodist Mendacity" 'Catholic Compliant" ...

"The words I use don't mean anything .It is the words I don't use of say that mean everything" Gary had said to a note worthy journalist

"But what does that mean ? "The journalist asked ."What you have just said means nothing at all"

"That's exactly what we're getting at here. Finally you are beginning to put your Putrik where your Patopuss should be " Gary said

"Are those even real words Gary?" the journalist asked

" Are the words you just asked me "real words" or some words someone told you were sounds that meant things back when you were just in short pants" Gary Said

'Words ARE sounds that we are told mean things..Yes that is  what words are" the journalist replied

"Words created by whom ..? By you? By Me ? Gary said, at one of his last interviews ,removing his shirt ,than his pants.as he was known to do when he had decided the interview should end.

The Policeman's other Maul

 

 1992-Studies are under way examining the viability of using acoustics as a less-lethal weapon. Acoustic technology devices. The inner ear regulates spatial orientation; thus, saturation by high-intensity sound can cause disorientation in people..In the early 1990s, the Russian government developed a highpowered, very-low-frequency (VLF) modulator could cause general physical discomfort, and increasing the power could induce nausea, vomiting, and abdominal pains . The Long Range Acoustic Device (or LRAD) is a crowd-control and deterrent sonic weapon developed by the American Technology Corporation.The device.The LRAD is capable of transmitting spoken words as well as a shrill high-pitched warning tones. It has been effectively deployed in Iraq, in Afghanistan,and by some large police departments in the United States for use during mass demonstrations and other public disorder situations.

Active-Denial Devices Active-denial technology uses electromagnetic energy to rapidly heat up an approaching subject’s skin and ultimately deter the subject from advancing on a particular position. Active-denial technology uses a transmitter to send a narrow beam of 95-GHz millimeter waves toward a specific subject or group. Traveling at the speed of light, the energy reaches the subject and penetrates less than 1/64 of an inch into the skin, heating it to 130 degrees in less than two seconds. This produces an intense burning sensation that stops when the transmitter is switched off or when the individual backs away
Critical Issues in Policing Forum brought together police executives who had introduced this new technology. Chief James Corwin, Kansas City (MO) Police Department; Chief Harold Hurtt, Houston Police Department; Chief Albert Najera, Sacramento Police Department; and Chief Darrel Stephens, Charlotte-Mecklenburg (NC) Police Department, all offered their perspectives of other more exotic acoustic deterrents that aim voices directly at an individual 's auditory cortex .The voice only the target can hear causes  disorientation and panic as the  disembodied voice that bypasses the ear is meant to mimic schizophrenia and is often enough to incapacitate the most hostile criminal with no use of possibly lethal force   -Janet Reno

Heath goes mising

"Heath is missing again,' XXXX says through my door.

"How can Heath be missing he was in your room" I say, closing the laptop opening the door on XXXX who says ,

Pace Maker (what is Remote Neural Monitoring )

Remote Neural Monitoring is a form of functional neuroimaging developed by  many inside outside the private sector that is capable of extracting EEG data from the human brain at a distance with no contacts or electrodes required. Remote Neural Monitoring is purportedly a tool to Non Lethally detain dissidents . America in particular believed the perceived "loss" concerning Vietnam was directly caused not 'over there' but "over here". Because of this 'loss" many gains were made concerning covert strategies to "take care' of dissidents in a manner that would "leave no marks". The very mention of the effects of Remote Neural Monitoring and in more recent years advances in what is referred to as "Synthetic Telepathy" easily discredit's the so called "dissident's "claims of being hurt with Neuroweapons that are classified as Active Denial Weapons openly. RNM was created to extract and  decode brain signals (i.e.visual and auditory data) of a human organism. In effect it allows access to a person's thoughts without their knowledge or permission. Synthetic Telepathy or  what some call Brain Computer Interface thanks to new high speed computers allows either  artificial intelligence systems or persons trained in Operating Telemetry to "talk back" to extracted thoughts both aural and visual   It has been alleged that various organizations have been using Remote Neural Monitoring on US and other citizens for surveillance and harassment purposes.

Remote Neural Monitoring has its roots in the infamous MKULTRA project of the 1950s which, although it focussed on drugs for mind control, also included neurological research into "radiation" (non-ionizing EMF) and bioelectric research and development. The earliest non-classified references to this type of technology appear in a 1976 patent by R.G. Malech Patent #3951134 “Apparatus and method for remotely monitoring and altering brain waves” USPTO granted 4/20/76. The patent describes a technique using the transmission of 100 and 210 MHz signals to the brain yielding a 110 MHz signal which is modulated by the brain waves and can be detected by a receiver for further processing
In the early 1980s it is claimed that the NSA began extensive use of Remote Neural Monitoring claiming that funds were being used for Remote Viewing .
Peaceful applications

 Much of what is known about it stems from evidence presented as part of a 1992 court case brought by former NSA employee John St.Claire Akwei against the NSA. It describes an extensive array of advanced technology and resources dedicated to remotely monitoring hundreds of thousands of people in the US and abroad. Capabilities include access to an individual's subvocalizations as well as images from the visual cortex and sounds from the auditory cortex.
While use of this technology by organizations like the NSA is difficult to validate, recent advances in non-classified areas are already demonstrating what is possible:
* Subvocal recognition using attached electrodes has already been achieved by NASA[4].
* BCIs for gaming consoles from companies like NeuroSky perform primitive "thought reading" in that they can be controlled with a helmet on the player's head, where the player can execute a few commands just by thinking about them.
* Ambient has demonstrated a motorized wheelchair that is controlled by thought[5].
A brain-computer interface (BCI), sometimes called a direct neural interface or a brain-machine interface, is a direct communication pathway between a human or animal brain (or brain cell culture) and an external device. ...
See also
* NSA warrantless surveillance controversy
* NSA electronic surveillance program
* subvocal recognition
* neuroethics
The NSA warrantless surveillance controversy concerns surveillance of persons within the United States incident to the collection of foreign intelligence by the U.S. National Security Agency (NSA) as part of the war on terror. ... An NSA electronic surveillance program that operated without judicial oversight mandated by Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Act (FISA) was named the Terrorist Surveillance Program by the George W. Bush administration[1] in response to the NSA warrantless surveillance controversy which followed the disclosure of the program. ... Neuroethics is most commonly understood to be the bioethics subcategory concerned with neuroscience and neurotechnology. ...
References
1. ^ Lawsuit - John St. Clair Akwei vs. NSA, Ft. Meade, MD, USA.
2. ^ Hamilton, Joan. If They Could Read Your Mind. Stanford Magazine.
3. ^ Butler, Declan (1998-01-22). "Advances in neuroscience may threaten human rights". Nature 391: 316.
4. ^ Bluck, John. NASA DEVELOPS SYSTEM TO COMPUTERIZE SILENT, 'SUBVOCAL SPEECH'.
5. ^ Simonite, Tom. "Thinking of words can guide your wheelchair". New Scientist.

Patrick Pace

Patrick watched the computer screen and saw the TV screen at MILF Bar. The TV screen Layla ,his ex-wife was watching.
It, the TV screen inside his computer screen as seen through Layla's eyes.or more so (seen, beamed ,re convened ) by the bio tech inside Layla's occipital lobe. Layla ,in this way was all his again on Patrick's desktop. It, the tv screen Layla was watching at the bar diverted Patrick's mind temporarily from the words that appeared on a second screen which typed the output of Layla's interior monologue verbatim .
Patrick every now and than placed upon his skull the headset that also allowed him to feel Layla through him.
COLD BITCH...is what he felt.
and to think, Patrick thought- he once did anything, said anything to keep that bit of tail so warm-
.How much he would have liked to send Layla's Aberrant thoughts directly into Kate's mind.
But Kate knew what she was working with here .
Didn't she? Patrick thought
Neuronautics had taught Patrick AND Kate that with or without "apps"
one Emanates their "Being-ness"all through the Enway
Of course Layla was too good for Neuronautics
even when their marriage was going downhill,
even when Patrick explained how Neuronautics could teach her how to "Think-" A New Way"
that would allow "the right Emanations" to latch onto her
rather than the wrong ones
'He's a nut Gary Rainy is," Layla said to Patrick".He gets off on making others as nuts as he is. If he really believed in what he was talking about do you think he'd charge people for his Divine wisdom".
And Patrick had no choice to repeat what his wife had said about Neuronautics and it's founder Gary Rainy to his Mentor at the Neuronautic's Annex.
Aware that once he told his Mentor what Layla had said she'd been branded a Ruiner.
Patrick had no idea at the time that his son too
would be branded a Oppressive Depressive
and thus could "be used"
-the potential preverbal 'Bad Seed"
to help pay for some of the tally of keeping
Layla's Enrot from entering the Enway and for extra courses to de -pattern all of Layla's "Imprints" she had Emit onto Patrick's very core self.
(2) Layla wouldn't let it go of it -
The Babysitter's Boyfriend thing.
"It" was something she never even saw,something she couldn't have possible known about .
Let alone understood..
.but still "it" played through Layla's mind that Patrick was required now to monitor
Over and Over
Layla's recorded decoded loops thoughts of their son Denny -never quite the same-
after
ever
--
several times a day .
At least ,thought Patrick ,the bitch wasn't talking about "what she thought she knew" aloud anymore.
Neuronautics and Proxy Cyber only provided him with the softwear for a one-way hook up.
Soon ,Patrick hoped ,when he finsihed his level 4 Operating Tele-Presence courses
he could send Layla via the biotech "a fellow Neuronaut" had slipped into her sunscreen over 4 months ago a bit of re-conditioning
a bit of "The New Way" of handling Ruiners like Layla
who couldn't even see a TV screen without mulling over
it's implications
"Jewie Thinking " is what Gary Rainy originally called 'Intra -rectional Thought Styles" that bled into the atmosphere. regardless of this "Intra- Rectional " type often trying to brainwash others into their Aberrant Thinking Styles through art and literature and music and film.
Patrick watched Layla watch Kate having a good time at MILF
and read the "endless knowing" that seemed to be "the soul" of Layla Pace.
All the while Patrick thinking "Miss Know It All" doesn't even know every damn thought she has had over the last three months is on disk.
Soon Patrick would be trained to provide Layla with
input on her output
First the input would "seem " to be her own. Mimicking her brain signals to the bone of her own "tone"
New thoughts....yes...
Patrick imagined Layla patting herself on the back for her mind having new plasticity since "getting rid of Patrick"
A change in outlook
an awakening...
Than
Than
would he alter the input in such a way he had been taught to drive the bitch either completely insane
or to the Church Of Neuronautics
who else to help remove
these demons...this Enrot...these Entities that Layla had laughed at when she read Gary Rainy's books.
- but more likely.Patrick sighed - they would just outsource her feed to another A.I. firm...that is IF she could keep her mind off of Denny's imposed mental split .
A gift
they had told Patrick to denny so he could best think 2 ways
Patrick had no choice but to 'app" his ex -wife after she began "talking about "what- he had warned her are- 'Things people just don't talk about....Things," Patrick said ,"a NORMAL person wouldn't even consider a possibility.."
Thinking of possibilities
Patrick remembered to make a note of "the actor" Layla had seen on TV that
she seemed to "go for" respond to -
-who a "character " to bring into her dreams
when the time came
to
entice her down the rabbit hole
Patrick switched off Layla's inner monologue
and next the screen that displayed all that Layla saw and heard not associated with "inner thought"
and all the rest of the "bio metric" data that Proxy Cyber "sold for science "and "research"
Patrick brought up a program that had
lists of "look a like " types
based on whomever's parenthetical lobe seemed to prefer
intuitively-
many of the "street performers" and potential "love interests" Proxy Cyber used were involved in some way with Neuronautics and it's subsidiary Parasol Pictures who by subsidiary had also acquired all the right contracts
concerning "Homeland"
to test this mind tech
with as big a net as needed
for
the greater
good.