the tests
the "breaking in..the "breaking through"
was serious not some hollywood horseshit
the hate
of
someone against it
is and was
real..but THEY move on..they forget
than not now
but maybe
I got lost in the "stories"...the rundowns...the lies..
the Muralists they called themselves
I've since read particularly in "Project Soul Catcher" the "go to" book for all Target Individuals(Urban Astronauts)
based on Psychological Experiments from the 1950 and 60's
they were in my shoes but
no they were not
"empathy and The Process" don't exactly work.."was the jist...
Urban Astronaut the excuse..
maverick
scumbag
sicko
why you think like that
why you ruin everything
you're a ruiner
a pig
one must be clear before He appears one must be clear before HE appears..!one must be clear before He appears one must be clear before HE appears..!one must be clear before He appears one must be clear before HE appears..!one must be clear before He appears one must be clear before HE appears..!
every myth
is used
every urban legend..every fear.
every supposed "bad guy"(one must be clear before he appears they threatened to repeat for hours,for days ,for ever if one did not Think RIGHT)..every fear...who could be doing this..the devil..the angels..the aliens..
every film one has seen
every book one has paused and thought hmmm
every myth
is used
every urban legend..every fear.
every supposed "bad guy"(one must be clear before he appears they threatened to repeat for hours,for days ,for ever if one did not Think RIGHT)..every fear...who could be doing this..the devil..the angels..the aliens..
every film one has seen
every book one has paused and thought hmmm
.the vivisection of a soul is possible..i skim through the blog to look for the original story of Cole...of adam and kaleb it was
before I knew about Targeted individuals or Remote Neural Monitoring or voice to skull technology or A.I experiments I didn't think i was mad
or mystical
they explained everything "in their " wayin LA and Cathedral City
but the jist was "shut up " about it but how.
now it's being written WHY?
for Money? for a fuckin movie?to add to the machine and try to better myself through "filth"?
a degenerate...
on the TruGenic scale
Saturday, June 9, 2012
"MACY SAID I COULD mAYBE ,JUST MAYBE WRITE OF SOME OF MY ...UH DEALINGS WITH .....THE......with let's call them space aliens SHE SAYS..you see jimbis one should never reveal one's sourse when writng a screenplay
one must keep it to oneself
she had been treating me nicer since i've been reduced,givning me an enamal pen with refillable cartridges
"dont write directly on line is all i'm saying.from now on no computer since youve been reduced you're no longer capable of taking care of yourself. Rainy's original teachings were alot more strict on matters of the UNRESOLVABLE problem.he of course believed that unresolvables even when they pass away return with ENROT..that was before more modern times jimbis before we had the Beam.it's good to be a boy again isnt it jimbis.you were never really a man anyway.you said you were a puppet jimbis thats why youre going to wear shortpants and suspenders.like pinochio.at least when you're on the ward."
and it is true, as punishemnt for what i had said to evan at the Forum i have to wear brown shoes and little shorts with big buttons and a bow tie.in the colors of disney.i look like a fool but macy said it's good i know that i look a fool cuz i made everyone around me feel the same way putting everyone into jepardy becasue =i didnt care about anyone but myself ,"not about proxy or the Proxeteers or the shareholders or anyone but jimbis jimbis jimbis thru the entire training period
ïs that what you call it you cunt a training period ?a tiny wedge of thought all but smothered by my reduction is snuffed out by a sharp pain to my left arm.another less sharp vibration goes to my mouth .a Beam induced trigger of my 2nd facial nerve causes me to smile.and it is frozen.the beam is a new thing that proxy is using and testing.it is for control i think but also ..
"REDUCTIVES shouldnt think about things they dont understand.it's a small form of leverage of reward.you see little man. A face should be in tandum with what a person is really like inside.if a person is ugly inside.we will make him ugly outisde.if a person is beautiful inside we will make him so on the outside as well.one day it wont be facial nerves and compressors it will be something else,this is the beginning,there are so many things we can do.some things nobody knows.Pappa Rainy has thought of all this before and now it's all slowly coming through.one day IT WILL BE just like the real real pinochio everyone will live forever and ever.Not everyone .the right ones.You jimbis will never be a right one but we have plans for you too.
i feel a pinch ,a tingle ,on the back of my head and a small pinch.suddenly my face contourts
into a tight mask
even my eyes are frozen
should i get out the mirror Jimbis.oh you dont want to see.,she laughs ,oh you don't want to see.
stop stop i say although it is difficult to say anything
there is a cracking in my palate and the sides of my cheeks hurt.
she threatens to bring the mirror up to me but instead just snaps a picture.
another tingle through the back of my head and my facial muscles relax.
i feel another wave pass through me .i dont so much feel the wave as i feel the change in my mind .I am suddenly for no reason happy ,i feel younger than i am ,I like my short pants and suspenders
"am good.am i good at all"Hugging myself ,rocking back and forth fishing for kisses from my New Mother
No.,she says kissing me,ÿou are not good at all.you are unresolvable.
we are working day and night day and night to do all sorts of wonderful things to people or non people just like you.thats why we like and we dont like you writing on the computer all those things..showing your hate to mankind .and your arrogance and coldness at the same time.also your horrible thoughts towards Proxy Corp and the world and nation
..but you know what little Jimbis we also love love love it.for we are making you more famous each day for being the most horrible type of man that no one should ever know ever again in the world"
I am smiling and clapping hoping she goes on with her story
"änd when we finally can turn you into a hologram ,and get all the pain levels at their peak,we can do all sorts of algebraic things to you to increase your pain to almost infinity.people can come and pay and watch you split and divide into a million pieces,and will know each division is as painful as a bite of a sandwhich you will be screaming like the screams of a million suns"
there will be charts and tv screens .and moniters with reading .and there you will be .Living TV,you will look like just random dots and plasma spinning and breaking apart.but no.
your whole dreadful personality will be stored and reassimilated into those dividing equations.you will be fullconscious thrrough out,we will make sure of it
That you voluntary wrote all those terrible thoughts on the computer was just a party favor for the main show,while we were reading your sick mind with The Beam as you like to call it.this interneural nonsense youve been writing about online even when we told you to stop.all the while we were making you into ...,but you won't fly or sing .or just be light and sound.a ghost.You will be even more alive than you are now.with higher pain thresholds and
AND YOU KNOW WHAT WE WILL UNREDUCE YOU TOO AND MAKE YOU SO SO SMART SO NOT ONLY WILL YOU FEEL THE PAIN BUT YOU WILL BE SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW YOU DESERVED EACH AND EVERYBIT OF IT ALL THROUGH TIME.like i said we can make you into anything,a n insect,a dog,a woman,and in each and every so called carnation of yourself you will be the same miserable son of a bitch who single handedly tried destroying this project
Evan walked in and grabbed macy by the arm
Jesus Macy why are you telling HIM this.he'll write it online
good.he will be an example for the all of all time as what not to be..
Macy pushes me onto the bed ,"That,little man is How WE do it in dixie""
she pinches hard the afixed smile to my face caused by the BEAM striking the 6th facial nerve towards the back of my head.
a beep had gone off on her phone",she reads,ïs that what you call it you cunt"
hmm jimbis.I sure hope we dont need to do another reduction.
one more reduction and i dont even think you'll be allowed to even be considered grown enough for intercourse.and those nasty hands still cant seem to get enough of touching that filthy thing of yours.
she reaches her hand don my pants.Little boy.little boy indeed.now sit up straight and let's bring you into the playroom
we'll set up a nice chair and some crayons and some pens and you can write your stories
you like writing your stories dont you jimbis
.my apartment on Prox corp grounds is part of Prox's New horizons facility.it's seperate rooms ,we're still locke din at night .i have no access to a computer.nor do any haprings.but nobody else has to wear supenders or short pants,I thought the reduction was bad enough but It seems i will never be punished enough for "telling
ÿou should be happy jimbis that we are encouraging you to still be creative,to still "give it a go"with your writing maybe some nice children's books.or comics.maybe how being a little less intellectual has helped and not hurt your emotional outlook"
she knows i am confused.
How about a nice adventure story she says giving me a cookie,no boring sad stories of hollywood or baddies at scientific laboratories.or companies.
they took the bed out of my room and put in an oversized crib,making me dress like pinochio,and other things i cant let myself remember
ÿou wantëd to act out ?
.you wanted to write infantile disgusting lies on the computer
.you want to be a big baby you'll be treated as such.
you must be kidding i said
the goons made damn sure i understood they werent
placing me forcibly in the crib
all the while the beam ""pressing my mouth into a full smile.
evan heard me say something about the beam""
ÿou asshole.the beam "">you dont know anything.do you understand.the beam.it's a bit more complicated than that asshole.billions were put into this and you think douchebag like you gonna go calling out the authorities on your idiot blog.WE ARE THE AUTHORITIES
try calling a cop Jimbis
try it
trust me.
trust me
i have little to keep me busy in that room besides holograms and fingerpaints.i dont know anymore whta is more infantile
my paintings they have made sure cant sell.for UNRESOLVABLES are known to put secret ENROT into their paintings whether they mean to or not
one must keep it to oneself
she had been treating me nicer since i've been reduced,givning me an enamal pen with refillable cartridges
"dont write directly on line is all i'm saying.from now on no computer since youve been reduced you're no longer capable of taking care of yourself. Rainy's original teachings were alot more strict on matters of the UNRESOLVABLE problem.he of course believed that unresolvables even when they pass away return with ENROT..that was before more modern times jimbis before we had the Beam.it's good to be a boy again isnt it jimbis.you were never really a man anyway.you said you were a puppet jimbis thats why youre going to wear shortpants and suspenders.like pinochio.at least when you're on the ward."
and it is true, as punishemnt for what i had said to evan at the Forum i have to wear brown shoes and little shorts with big buttons and a bow tie.in the colors of disney.i look like a fool but macy said it's good i know that i look a fool cuz i made everyone around me feel the same way putting everyone into jepardy becasue =i didnt care about anyone but myself ,"not about proxy or the Proxeteers or the shareholders or anyone but jimbis jimbis jimbis thru the entire training period
ïs that what you call it you cunt a training period ?a tiny wedge of thought all but smothered by my reduction is snuffed out by a sharp pain to my left arm.another less sharp vibration goes to my mouth .a Beam induced trigger of my 2nd facial nerve causes me to smile.and it is frozen.the beam is a new thing that proxy is using and testing.it is for control i think but also ..
"REDUCTIVES shouldnt think about things they dont understand.it's a small form of leverage of reward.you see little man. A face should be in tandum with what a person is really like inside.if a person is ugly inside.we will make him ugly outisde.if a person is beautiful inside we will make him so on the outside as well.one day it wont be facial nerves and compressors it will be something else,this is the beginning,there are so many things we can do.some things nobody knows.Pappa Rainy has thought of all this before and now it's all slowly coming through.one day IT WILL BE just like the real real pinochio everyone will live forever and ever.Not everyone .the right ones.You jimbis will never be a right one but we have plans for you too.
i feel a pinch ,a tingle ,on the back of my head and a small pinch.suddenly my face contourts
into a tight mask
even my eyes are frozen
should i get out the mirror Jimbis.oh you dont want to see.,she laughs ,oh you don't want to see.
stop stop i say although it is difficult to say anything
there is a cracking in my palate and the sides of my cheeks hurt.
she threatens to bring the mirror up to me but instead just snaps a picture.
another tingle through the back of my head and my facial muscles relax.
i feel another wave pass through me .i dont so much feel the wave as i feel the change in my mind .I am suddenly for no reason happy ,i feel younger than i am ,I like my short pants and suspenders
"am good.am i good at all"Hugging myself ,rocking back and forth fishing for kisses from my New Mother
No.,she says kissing me,ÿou are not good at all.you are unresolvable.
we are working day and night day and night to do all sorts of wonderful things to people or non people just like you.thats why we like and we dont like you writing on the computer all those things..showing your hate to mankind .and your arrogance and coldness at the same time.also your horrible thoughts towards Proxy Corp and the world and nation
..but you know what little Jimbis we also love love love it.for we are making you more famous each day for being the most horrible type of man that no one should ever know ever again in the world"
I am smiling and clapping hoping she goes on with her story
"änd when we finally can turn you into a hologram ,and get all the pain levels at their peak,we can do all sorts of algebraic things to you to increase your pain to almost infinity.people can come and pay and watch you split and divide into a million pieces,and will know each division is as painful as a bite of a sandwhich you will be screaming like the screams of a million suns"
there will be charts and tv screens .and moniters with reading .and there you will be .Living TV,you will look like just random dots and plasma spinning and breaking apart.but no.
your whole dreadful personality will be stored and reassimilated into those dividing equations.you will be fullconscious thrrough out,we will make sure of it
That you voluntary wrote all those terrible thoughts on the computer was just a party favor for the main show,while we were reading your sick mind with The Beam as you like to call it.this interneural nonsense youve been writing about online even when we told you to stop.all the while we were making you into ...,but you won't fly or sing .or just be light and sound.a ghost.You will be even more alive than you are now.with higher pain thresholds and
AND YOU KNOW WHAT WE WILL UNREDUCE YOU TOO AND MAKE YOU SO SO SMART SO NOT ONLY WILL YOU FEEL THE PAIN BUT YOU WILL BE SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW YOU DESERVED EACH AND EVERYBIT OF IT ALL THROUGH TIME.like i said we can make you into anything,a n insect,a dog,a woman,and in each and every so called carnation of yourself you will be the same miserable son of a bitch who single handedly tried destroying this project
Evan walked in and grabbed macy by the arm
Jesus Macy why are you telling HIM this.he'll write it online
good.he will be an example for the all of all time as what not to be..
Macy pushes me onto the bed ,"That,little man is How WE do it in dixie""
she pinches hard the afixed smile to my face caused by the BEAM striking the 6th facial nerve towards the back of my head.
a beep had gone off on her phone",she reads,ïs that what you call it you cunt"
hmm jimbis.I sure hope we dont need to do another reduction.
one more reduction and i dont even think you'll be allowed to even be considered grown enough for intercourse.and those nasty hands still cant seem to get enough of touching that filthy thing of yours.
she reaches her hand don my pants.Little boy.little boy indeed.now sit up straight and let's bring you into the playroom
we'll set up a nice chair and some crayons and some pens and you can write your stories
you like writing your stories dont you jimbis
ÿou should be happy jimbis that we are encouraging you to still be creative,to still "give it a go"with your writing maybe some nice children's books.or comics.maybe how being a little less intellectual has helped and not hurt your emotional outlook"
she knows i am confused.
How about a nice adventure story she says giving me a cookie,no boring sad stories of hollywood or baddies at scientific laboratories.or companies.
they took the bed out of my room and put in an oversized crib,making me dress like pinochio,and other things i cant let myself remember
ÿou wantëd to act out ?
.you wanted to write infantile disgusting lies on the computer
.you want to be a big baby you'll be treated as such.
you must be kidding i said
the goons made damn sure i understood they werent
placing me forcibly in the crib
all the while the beam ""pressing my mouth into a full smile.
evan heard me say something about the beam""
ÿou asshole.the beam "">you dont know anything.do you understand.the beam.it's a bit more complicated than that asshole.billions were put into this and you think douchebag like you gonna go calling out the authorities on your idiot blog.WE ARE THE AUTHORITIES
try calling a cop Jimbis
try it
trust me.
trust me
i have little to keep me busy in that room besides holograms and fingerpaints.i dont know anymore whta is more infantile
my paintings they have made sure cant sell.for UNRESOLVABLES are known to put secret ENROT into their paintings whether they mean to or not
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