No ..Mandler WE are not trying to -researcher legal-ease - whatever narrator this and that ..I am trying to say as best i can exactly what you did to me .Understand.?

it sounds good.
what you say ..but it also makes what I say sound like some nothing .That I went along with it to discover something.

You did.We did .You want to sound like you were tortured we get it.Ok? But there was and is more taking place then meets the eye.Than as well as now. What made you want to think about the past in fact means we're not doing something right . Your point has been made. Please let us not let you get in any more trouble then you are.