don't for one moment believe I am writing this as a cautionary tale
or to leave a trail of evidence
one person's idea of cautionary tale is utopia
one person's pain (the hero?) making the best of being on the bottom rung - raising their flag and storming to their death at the big wheel but nevertheless.....you know how it goes
and so do the folks who 'commission" another to write such tales over and over and over again
if only so the "little guy; at least during a "good read' or TV show can FEEL and thus relieve their sense of ..

I write it like THIS now only
because I have been trained to
write in a style that inspires "Oh big ideas  from..a what..ewww..his face.."
something like that..
something exactly like that...