i lay in bed..

i don't usually do this

i am wiped out

i can't THINK to EVAN 

like he wants

he thinks of me he has graphed as Frogger 

and there's more 

Proxy

out there

and I am doing all this cereal box reading and water spot considering to 

do some "Scanners' shot on his head

which he claims is

A CRIME...

by the way

you eat up our imagery and 

send us nothing but 

thiamine and CLOSE UPS of patterns in your sheets

by the way what sort of grown man 

HAS sheets with 

speed racer cartoon on them

no wonder you can't keep a boyfriend

so Now Evan is going to give me 

interior design lessons

"OH YES DUMBO! .I'm gonna give you 

some INTEROR DEEEEEESIGN LESSONS you will never forget

    now wait kind reader

           for a moment

                I need you to use your Mind's Eye Vision

                    provided

                       you are not forced to use it

                           for a 24/7 BCI rundown

imagine all i have written

   imagine 

      me ,me dumbo

           in a room

                hearing and seeing and feeling

                     things nobody can notice

                        or so far detect is occurring 

if you do not believe 

in 

human experimentation

or 

Progress

          attempt visualizing 

              a mentally ill man (you may .if you like picture me in a shoddy T-shirt with mustard stains on it

and unkept hair)

if it makes 

it easier...

hallucinating both visually and aurally

my delusion if you have not guessed

is that 

my insanity 

is induced

by psychotronic means

if it makes it easier 

visualize DUMBO

(which I am called by my Mentor)

in a white room

in a 

underground bunker

there are tons of doors and doors and 

security systems in this 

white room located ..let's say in some desert

yes 

the opening shot 

for your comprehension

of my predicament

must be a CRANE SHOT(how else can you imagine the unimaginable if not from familiar movies?)

of a 

secret facility

the room is white 

even the sheets are white

everything is deliberately clean lines

and empty spaces

so DUMBO

our hero

in this semi fictional tale

can think in pictures 

towards his 

Takers

the folks who have made 

DUMBO a captive 

in his own body and mind

if you wish make DUMBO a movie actor

one who plays 

"CRay Cray"

well

there you go 

I almost see what you see

you're doing excellent

now

let's do a JUMP CUT

please do not get lost in the technicalities

it ruins the 

altered state of suspended reality necessary for Immersive Reality 5 sense 

communion

yes

yes 

u get it

we JUMP CUT

here let me take you in my arms and fly you

to 

the 

room where the Mandlers

covered head to toe

in 

sensors

and 

there face all but hidden by a helmet and goggles

that connect

that which should never be connected

to begin with

uh oh

i sense you have re-formatted me 

into that CHILD MAN "mental Patient" 

with a mustard stain on his T-shirt

laying on his Speed Racer sheets

YOU RUINED IT!dear reader !

in a blink of Mind 's Eye!