Dixie's mentor ,said "she could already SEE The Emanations they had worked so hard on ridding her of swarming in on her Arbitrary Effacements

Dixie said she wanted out
..that's all...
and was already gathering her coat
when her mentor
asked her to
"at least " part the program
with some form of integrity
Dixie reseated herself
as her mentor
removed

and began reading off her most intimate secrets
with as much emotion
as one might read off a shopping list

Dixie knew vaguely of members who had decided to exit the Organization
but
knew little
of
the exiting process
as those who had
left
the Ruiners
were off limits
to engage with
as their traitor-ous ,mutin-ous, ways were said to be  contagious

"I wonder if Proxy Cyber would
like to know their golden girl had an abortion at 17 ,
and was convicted of shoplifting 3 times and.."