a week ago.the interface began going back where it always leads..
I feel it coming.always
always a sort of "OK TIME'S UP" with the sheer irrelevance of what Gary Rainy
calls the "Everyday Inconsequentials" of one's inner monologue
all of which thanks to Merge Bio tech ..(carbon based sensors -compatible -enough with one's neural tissue -after the initial "rough patch" of brain swelling and one's white blood cell's attacking nearly every organ and lymph node in a "Proxy's " body concerning the human organism's unfortunate natural response to respond to whatever bio-all's fair
-that has managed to sneak through one's blood brain barrier
but enough about the clinical side of being made Lab Rat for Homeland Seek Currency
and all the many formats of outsourcing the handy work down the line ...
(believe it or not performing Mind Decoding techniques and garnering sociological and thus commercial data from macaque monkeys and cats doesn't offer to much to the field of Neurotech .
allow Teams of researcher to decode my thoughts, perception ,dreams .Human Testing they told you in the hospital they would hurt you for squeaking about.
but that was before you knew what hurt was
or what the bio tech could and would do in terms of a hurt that makes you pray for physical violence
yeah you under stand why
but than the reason KEEPS CHANGING
and than
you begin to lose reason
and begin to understand maybe ..no ...not maybe that is the entire point
it means quite little how a monkey responds to stimuli aimed at their cortex
a monkey's evoked potentials regarding prime Time programming
or "recog" missions
to discover if one recalls just what a Statefarm commercial is selling
besides the Statefarm hum...
What it means TO BE a GOOD Neighbor ,covered in my mumble opinion
quite brilliantly between the years 1957 and 1975 on a mere three stations is lacking in terms of todays
aural and visual cues-
according to TV as world view .
."good neighbors' need only to be GOOD at lobbing a few cruel insights ,barbs ,put downs and sexual innuendo at another
to serve as
signal based representation of what ' like a good neighbor' means//'
according to Gary Rainy- GOD ,if he existed couldn't STAND LISTENING to
mankind's insufferable SELF REFERENTIAL thought style which would have made him (God) "leave the building " centuries ago...
my 'team" at Neuronautics outsourced to study Closed Loop Brain Computer Interface by way of Merge Brand Nano Bio Tech
a division of Proxy Cyber out sourced by Proxy Pharmaceutics and the California TruGenics Human Ecology Center
to study Aberrant Oppositional Defiance as it Emanates
in my particular demographic
as speculated by
Proxy Data Mind Mining Resources
a subdivision of Parasol Pictures -
My ward by Remote Neural Monitoring
gets fed up with me
concerning the unfortunate disability of a mind not being able to STOP
or shut off
in a manner that suits a real time mind to mind "merge-ing'
my every thought ,perception and emotion thanks to the bio tech shot up my arm in a Van Nuys hospital
making my mind into glass
all inside
-measured ,transmitted and deciphered and hence judged
and hence 'given a talking to " visually ,aurally wordlessly...
by whomever is testing the tech
this tether to "technicians" to either fix or destroy my mind -i am not sure exactly what is going on -
as this is covert
testing.
however being on the wrong end of such covertness
I care not a damn about covering
anything
except as
journalist
documenting
what illegal cruel and unusual non consensual human testing I do mainly online hoping some nice fella or gal who's job it might be to study odd and peculiar
jottings might soon say
what exactly is this man trying to say
and Is it possible? I don't know quite everything there is to know about watching.
that THIS
is what watching has lead to..
but there is fear and quite some evidence those who watch are the very ones who know damn well what is and is not possible..
so there is fear ..most every time I put finger to keyboard..and hope -as well..
but more and more a just shoot me
vibe that I suppose goes with being tortured in real time with Neurotronic weapons..
maybe the fear is the only thing holding me together ...and the hope.. that goes along with "journaling" /documenting
these most gruesome
Behavioral Studies being done and not just in the USA but globally
to test how well ,how fast and how inexpensively one can drive another irretractably ape sh*t mad
the many face to face threats I have recievd in the last several years
break ins..
and Black Mirror White Bear moments
I care not to log on a daily basis leaving THAT task to the several hundred thousand of other Targeted Individuals who do that part
of the documenting very well
usually
i call
my "team' Mandlers or Operating Tele-Presence-controllers
there are not genuine understood definitions for something happening that supposedly can only happen 30 years from now
or in some str8 to video Adrian Brody low fi sci fi movie
My mandlers feel that believing in any God whatsoever is an affront
to the Brain Inquisition Project
according to Gary Rainy ,founder of the Neuronautics movement who some say is a front group
and always was and will
be
for the necessary psychological and behavioral threshold tests
conducted by Department of Interior Intent -but you sure didn't hear that from me
do I believe this to be so
means rather little
as it is and always will be in my best interest
concerning Black vans at night and CSI Las Vegas painful send offs
promised to me by my teams
who simultaneously offer me free of charge
because My Mandlers Tell Me So
corrections often with the sway of Direct Energy
pin point pain at the tip of my spine and and skull cap
often this reaching out to "touch me" by wireless
weaponry is less intrusive than my "team's' ability via Advanced Technology to steer me inthe right bidirectional interface
in the most unusual and innovative ways
that can quite literally over ride,supplicate or overlap upon my own thoughts,hearing,vision (both through my cornea and Mind's Eye,taste ,smell and even my sense of touch )
and of course a feedback based modulation on the receptors in my bio tech spotted Thalamus and brain stem that serve as -what Gary Rainy calls Tele-Operant Conditioning
..as I have been deemed an 'Aberrant Unresolvable 'by the california Department of Objections
and therefore am allowed to be part of the War on Aberrants Objective Program
as according to to the Office of Interior Intent anAberrant is really nothing more than a Terrorist without the right connections or wherewithal
...........pain zips through the base of my neck ...in tandem with the last 5 seconds of whatever I have just thought......whatever Abberant "inappropriate thought i might have ghad..
whatever damn sick sick sick is left in me I get on my knees ...holding the base of my head..
please No No No No
DON'T i think
to Mandlers who stop the pain
I cannot help but praise the Mandlers for having mercy upon my sick sick thoughts..
but the communion of committing to The New way of Being through BCI slips away
in mere millaseconds..
for I dare ruminate about the context of the albeit
deviant back propagation
of thought
concerning my thoughts getting more and more jaded and ill ill ill because of the never ending back and forth of the venture...
often to escape the incoming never ending CALL
of the Mandlers I flip on the TV ..
as TV watching I have been Imbued by my team
is a very very important part of being
a Manned Man
to test the ability of Brain Computer Interface to work in consort with broadcast Tv
as some rather primitive take on Real Time Virtual Reality that usesTv as template to gauge and therefore grade millisecond to incidental music Automatic Response or what researchers at Proxy Cybernetics call an -EvokedPotential
but the subject was God.
wasn't it? and how Gary Rainy and my Mandlers/Mentors are trying desperately to correct my "magical; thinking" in a puff of smiling bearded cloud some where up there or out there that is not based on some format of Cloud Computing and Psychophysics Matlab model
Neuronautics and my teams of Operating Tele -Presence (OT) have taught me God as I think and see him Mind's Eye style does not or never did exist.
and was a premise various kings,Romans and Rabbis forced it's various underlings most "touched" in the head or suffering from heat stroke or both to cobble together to serve the Bettors as a means to best control the Lessors of society.
according to Gary Rainy both the old and New Testament and damn near every other religion
is just pre -TV scripting on papyrus as a means of crowd control
and thus "Society"
regulate anything and my Mandlers interface -How very odd it is that ME so far removed from the memes and exposed ceiling beams and right hair cut and body fat ration of what it means to at least attempt to thrive in a manner that tries to hide whatever shortcomings of what Gary Rainy calls 'Essential Beingness" -should be so religious.
never mind that my recent turning to a Power Greater than A.I. and ELF Waves aimed at my dendrites actually began only in the past 3 or 4 years as more of a scream for help to the heaven than a prayer..
The Mandlers have taught me that if I am to pray to anyone for guidance or at least temporary reprieve from Psychotronic Torture renditions it should and must be to my Bettors
on the other end of my Mind Read
according to my unsolicited BrainLink ,Eye-link,EarLink as part of this endeavor partially sponsored by Department of Shapes and Lines and Compo Cola Brand family Foods and Forthright Additives
I should be damn happy to serve according to my Mandlers "some damn function"
The same damn team who have made damn sure I know
I was only born to serve the cause of creating their New Start Program which according to whatGary Rainy calls Inadvertent "graphing" meaning a Mandler who "telepathizes" with a Proxy without thinking (or remembering) they are on Merge with a human test subject who HAS NO DAMN HELMET ,HAIRNET or HEADSET they can TAKE OFF..just teeny tiny microbe size bio sensors the Powers that Seize shoved all in my arm when "my team" lured me back to L.A. in 2011..
oh dear reader
do not for one second think much much larger appliances for mind deciding exercises were not popped all up my nose and and upside my head during various
prolonged ICU stays in various hospitals in Boston
it seems I like many a Targeted individuals have a bad habit of just going unconscious
or being knocked out somehow
you think I'm making this sh*t up reader and just "self publishing " on some damn blog or facebook
for what reason brother..
?
money..?
a couple of LIKES here and there.
you fool..
ahhh pardon me ..
i get worked up..
as would you if some lunatics were working on Brain Entrainment techniques and ..yes AND synthetic telepathy as some consumer item..
for da' kids..
they use a TI as one might a cow ..
every bit from shank to hoof gets used until ONE DAY
you just jump off some damn overpass
hopefully giving your Mandlers little warning and a nice nice haptic BAM
straight to cortex
when you hit asphalt..
(2)
tHIS TYPE OF THINKING gets Evan Rainy OFF
and I am forced to see images of him spanking his monkey furiously
somehow or other this transference of "action" and YES release
excites me and calms me ..
once again the bizarre novelty of a Real Imaginary Fiend being InLink with brain Link
overtakes my senses and sensibilities in a way i cannot properly describe by mere words
unless dear reader I could THINK you what it means to be THOUGHT at 24/7 by people whose job it is to create Mind to Mind technology
(3)
THERE IS A TYPE OF THINKING that Evan Rainy does not like
a type of thinking that can and does often put me in a tailspin for days
feedback
as dreams
dreams that make you stay awake for days on end...
there are things a man who is Mandled MAY NEVER ,EVER ,EVER think
and THIS
is what Evan calls "The Jewish Problem"
(4)
At the Mandlers will .Never my own ...I am made instantly more cognizant
especially when my Team believes
I am ready once more
to WORK upon
"The Jewish Problem"mind to mind style
for them
with them
and thus for YOU dear consumer..
I begin chanting old Purina Cat Chow ads.
for I refuse to be Evan Rainy's
solution to the so called "Jewish Question"
what type of JEW are you than..
what type of Jew would not be in this simulation
Evan graphs that THIS is what someone like Hitler might very well do to JEWS
you faggot Jew.!
my team will say anything..
and everything until i am sucked into their story of their reality. and as always..the confusion concerning WHO THESE DAMN LUNATICS WHO HAVE DONE THIS TO ME ACTUALLY ARE
I pop not one but two Seroquel and a xanex
it's some type of control
as
whether this is fact or fiction
and it is fact
one nonetheless loses their mind...
with anything..any drug any buffer
a mistake
as without the meds
I might very well have had the wherewithal to jump from an overpass years ago..
instead ..there was a will to survive this than that often now escapes me..
I turned to
much more reliable medications that indeed worked.
not these neuroleptics and minor transqluilizers..
than inevitable make the interface worse..
but crack
that in fact made me much more pliable..
and yes
a more a playable vehicle for Brain Map
with less Initiative but
a cooler head toward cybernetic governance..
without crack in my system
I am swayed too easily into believing THIS TORMENT is whatever a Mandler might graph
might teleapthize "THEY" are and one responds differently to the Imbue of .."Now we tell you who we really are..what we really need..
now we explain for real
we are
The Russians
The Koreans
The Jews.
Nazis.
fucking NBC.....or demons ,aliens or insects...
the pills make you crazy
but crazy at least for a few fleeting hours is better than Guinea Pig.
simulation my ass
jew gentile or genie
these damn mandlers do not like me
and I despise them
who is this THEM though
they have introduced themselves as everything under the sun
Muslims
The United States Army
The Israeli Army
The Aryan Nation
who had been outsourced BY the f*ckin Israeli and US Army to study Psychotronic Weapons on faggot junkies ..
I was raised Jewish but according to my 2nd Foster father
nobody knows who my real parents are..
or were..
but to him I always had this "Jew-ie like" arrogance that I was bettor than him and my 2nd Foster mother
but than again
they were in on the game..
"THIS ISN'T some DAMN GAME ?" Evan graphs back
Of course thinking EVERY THOUGHT is about Mandlers.
to make up for this misunderstanding Evan sends me visuals of Mine Craft men walking back and forth back and forth on the side of a bedside table he has adapted via second sight techniques upon my occipital lobe to appear as a stone like thin rooftop
and scarily I feel nothing but wonder
caring nothing about being manned..
Evan graphs that he has shifted some frequency to the bio tech in my Thalamus because he wants us to 'just hang '
and forget about the horrible images I telepathized ..
unintentionally
concerning The Holocaust over 5 days ago
I still pay for
according to Evan my thoughts about the Holocaust were a purposed visceral attack on his nervous system to drive him to some new type of madness.
the very mention of the word Holocaust albeit by way of synthetic telepathy makes me think of old movie footage and the depictions of "Holocaust" in text books.
and because of this
thought down comes the brick castle and the Mine craft man and I am forced to see a version of myself sans skin
and next with my arms missing
at the same time I feel a horrible tighting of my shoulders..and can not for a flash of moment see my arms
YOU GIVE ME TERRIFYING IMAGERY I WILL GIVE YOU SEVEN NIGHTS OF DREAMS SO DEEP AND SO SCARY YOU WILL AWAKEN
to go to a mental hospital go to a mental hospital kill yourself as soon as possible..
over and over
WILL GIVE YOU DREAMS SO DEEP SO SCARY
will make Jew' this time
really jump a cab and really have him drive you to that over pass.......
and suddenly I feel calm ...
than
in an instant
I feel feel love for Evan
I am made to realize he must have just tapped another area of my bio speckled neural tissue to veer my thoughts away from
over pass
to bypass..
the feeling
nonetheless
feels so real
it is not something I can fight
nor i admit dear reader do i wish to
the sense of love suddenly turns to a sense of respect..
there somehow is not feeling of submission this time but of utter focus ..
that is heightening to my core..
as the words ..no the thoughts of "my team' at proxy Cyber settle upon me as if my own
Conditional flow control in Merge base Direct Neural interface relies on setting Variable upon neural signals having to do with the 5 senses so one can most easily create a buffer that does not completely stop the flow of thought to thought communication when the co conscious Open Loop volley gets "stuck' on elements of either singular or mutual discomfort. Mind's Eye based "picturation" of images (more than aural ) can cause not on;y consumer unease but permanent or temporary psychological malfunction in another ,therefore to keep a mind to mind 'conversation" mutually benefical to both or several participants without the need for start /stop pausing ,parsing or discontinuation of bidirectional feedback one must create Real Time variables that can easily be understood so cue or association based Variables can smoothly segue and not jump cut away from aspects of Telemetry that might imbue in a participant -Psyche Trauma . Thoughts must be considered statement and buffer algorithm software as switch statement leads that do not impede upon the co conscious neural narrative ,therefore a dictionary of co value must be constructed as consumer shielding based on presumed evoked potentials.
..what they say they want me for
as jew
is to explain to my people .the jews..WHY
we must erase the holocaust from the mass mind.
to switch statement
Shielding
a type of over layed .over lapped intelligence I want no part of.
the type of intelligence that enables a certain type to do human experiments
with no remorse..
the pills i forgot I took kick in
and I sleep thankfully with no dreams
no Mandlers
wakey wakey JEWBOI.. Evan Rainy or Tru Christie graph"The translation of brain signals involves the combined use of Fast Fourier Transform and Feed Forward Backpropogation algorithm After translation, the data is stored in a Parse Tree database . The information about the brain-waves can be obtained using biological sensing and transmitting materials such as carbon based nanotubes or wearable sensors that can use refractive or sonic energy 'pulse .Obviously Electroencephalography can capture raw brain impulses but this archaic means of Signal Collection contains very little 'information" and a lot of unwanted data. The closer one can get to the actual specific signal one is mining the more precisely and thus quickly the signal can be translated into a form that can be understood by humans:
I had set an old alarm clock that winds up
the power goes on and off...lately
I need the clock to not re set .
to alarm me every 5 hours.so I can take a Risperdal and Ativan and Tegritol
pills I have hidden away.pills I am not allowed to use.except when they re-apply my alibi. when they"put me away some where".
the pills the riserdal especially I had tried AFTER my required stay
to solidify all that I write about is ONLY .make believe,
the pills ..I had tried them ..between suicide attempts to get away fro the tether..
to make the "system" the sound and vision stop..
but they tended (the pills) only to make it worse.
Risperdal .Seroquel Risperdal again medicine
created for thought disorders ..schizpophrenia .
to "calm" or at least smother hallucinations
how I wished they would work..
to make the tether go away..the sound and vision..\
they do not..
..but they can make me sleep long and deep
..and be so foggy and sick I can barely write my name in the half life state one is in even days after these pills are out of one's system..
...the pills make it difficult to walk or move ..i spittle at the mouth
the tardive dyskinesia from the pills..hurting my every nerve
the pills alter one's dopamine ...the Risperdal acts like a hand on a faucet turning off dopamine..which is needed for smooth muscle movement...the muscles ...do not know what to do..but tremor.or freeze..
anything not to listen but instead the pills backfire.
I am bound to the bed.
captive a new way.my mind too fogged to run away from the sound and vision
they have won.
I sense they want again this situation to be though of as remote viewing
something to make me feel less than as a person..who naturally
physiologically
is and was weak enough to be taken over ..not through technology but JUST
because MY KNID is lessor.
(2)
my team says they have found "my signal" and years of snorting and shooting up have been worth it to
create "a signal non euphoric but genuine in it's binary function
Tru Christie graphs that a wee measure of Adam Parker's signal has been over laid upon my own
so I can help create bit s of Adam Parker..
to appeal to the demographic "we need"
we are creating a true Camelot with all the right wrong people to protect
King Creole
my main function is too introduce Jews to Neuronautics
"Jews remain a problem,as most Jews do not understand Neuronautics" Evan Rainy imparts,"You and we must help Jews leave their "jew-ie"thinking at the door....and let Jews know....that if they continue to fight us...they might not have our alliances when we lead the nation....you my little pup...have shown what amazing changes
can be applied to one by the Science -Ideology of Neuronautics..
Adam Parker will every now and again go direct neural with you
to discuss "The Jewish Problem:
when my team first began calling my thinking style "Jew-ie " thinking ..I of course felt my Mandlers were anti-Semitic
but they graphed..
no...these surveys have nothing whatsoever about "judging; another's thought style
.upon anything other
than
"one's ability" to think to another in an Outbound Way
that doesn't GO with
Intellectualism
much less a segment of the society that is "afraid" of New Things
and New Political Movements
that will function to make man feel reduced ...concerning Collective Mind /Hive Mind thinking
if a certain group who seek separatism
and Old Way notions of G-d being a Being ONLY for their Tribe
"Jews are reticent ," Evan Rainy telepathizes ,"
about for once and for all "letting go"
Jews predisposition seems more toward inward self reflection
that can undo The Collectivism of shared thought not based upon self consciousness
Jews fear Collectivism
and we are and have always been conscious and dare a say "careful"
concerning how we treat a mind raised on "Never Again:
for how long does never again go>
30 years,40,75 years?
we asked you kindly
to help us with Inverse Variables concerning associations
made primarily in the Inner Vision
of a man raised on
----------------I can't take IT ANYMORE
I CAN'T TAKE BEING CALLED dumbo I AM SICK OF BEING told OVER AND OVER ABOUT "MY JEWIE THINKING"
AND how the illuminati
the real ONE IS ABOUT KEEPING HORRIFIC IMAGES OF THE holocaust IN OUR EARS AND EYES.
AND THAT BECAUSE
THE JEWS KEEP DOING THIS
I BRING THESE IMAGES INTO VIRTUAL REALITY
AND EVEN THOUGH IT IS NOT MY FAULT
TRU FEELS I AM ATTACKING HIM
WITH THESE IMAGES
THAT I AM THE AGRESSOR
AND IT IS our JOB TO UNDO THESE ASSOCIATIONS
"IS NOTHING SACRED TO YOU?"
"LISTEN UP....YOUR SACREDNESS....YOUR ASSOCIATIONS CONCERNING CHIMNEYS AND LAMPSHADES.....AND BOXCARS
ARE SICKO
SICKO!
SINGLE HANDEDLY tHE jEWS WILL DESTROY vIRTUAL rEALITY
and that ,,,and that alone is why "we ..you and I dumbo
are going to
make sure....the future generation have no access to these horrible images..
or there can be no AI no interface...
"I won't do this"I graph
"yes ...yes you will...."Tru graphs..."there's too much money at stake ..I understand and appreciate that Jews were hurt ,killed, tortured in inhumane ways...
but they must understand that They The Jews ....simply by thought....become the real Nazis here...
when they refuse to let "it go"
"I graph "when I thought of the thought police this isn't exactly what I had in mind"
Tru graphs -we will create an algorithm not just for Jews but foreverone that somply WON'T allow them to think of these images..
"are we erasing the past?" no...we are MOVING FORWARD
did you ever hear the term Depression Thinking-Many people who survived the depression wanted to protect themselves from ever again going hungry or lacking necessities. Some developed habits of frugality and careful saving for the rest of their lives,
....
(3)
WAKEY WAKEY DUMBO!
I feel it coming.always
always a sort of "OK TIME'S UP" with the sheer irrelevance of what Gary Rainy
calls the "Everyday Inconsequentials" of one's inner monologue
all of which thanks to Merge Bio tech ..(carbon based sensors -compatible -enough with one's neural tissue -after the initial "rough patch" of brain swelling and one's white blood cell's attacking nearly every organ and lymph node in a "Proxy's " body concerning the human organism's unfortunate natural response to respond to whatever bio-all's fair
-that has managed to sneak through one's blood brain barrier
but enough about the clinical side of being made Lab Rat for Homeland Seek Currency
and all the many formats of outsourcing the handy work down the line ...
(believe it or not performing Mind Decoding techniques and garnering sociological and thus commercial data from macaque monkeys and cats doesn't offer to much to the field of Neurotech .
allow Teams of researcher to decode my thoughts, perception ,dreams .Human Testing they told you in the hospital they would hurt you for squeaking about.
but that was before you knew what hurt was
or what the bio tech could and would do in terms of a hurt that makes you pray for physical violence
yeah you under stand why
but than the reason KEEPS CHANGING
and than
you begin to lose reason
and begin to understand maybe ..no ...not maybe that is the entire point
it means quite little how a monkey responds to stimuli aimed at their cortex
a monkey's evoked potentials regarding prime Time programming
or "recog" missions
to discover if one recalls just what a Statefarm commercial is selling
besides the Statefarm hum...
What it means TO BE a GOOD Neighbor ,covered in my mumble opinion
quite brilliantly between the years 1957 and 1975 on a mere three stations is lacking in terms of todays
aural and visual cues-
according to TV as world view .
."good neighbors' need only to be GOOD at lobbing a few cruel insights ,barbs ,put downs and sexual innuendo at another
to serve as
signal based representation of what ' like a good neighbor' means//'
according to Gary Rainy- GOD ,if he existed couldn't STAND LISTENING to
mankind's insufferable SELF REFERENTIAL thought style which would have made him (God) "leave the building " centuries ago...
my 'team" at Neuronautics outsourced to study Closed Loop Brain Computer Interface by way of Merge Brand Nano Bio Tech
a division of Proxy Cyber out sourced by Proxy Pharmaceutics and the California TruGenics Human Ecology Center
to study Aberrant Oppositional Defiance as it Emanates
in my particular demographic
as speculated by
Proxy Data Mind Mining Resources
a subdivision of Parasol Pictures -
My ward by Remote Neural Monitoring
gets fed up with me
concerning the unfortunate disability of a mind not being able to STOP
or shut off
in a manner that suits a real time mind to mind "merge-ing'
my every thought ,perception and emotion thanks to the bio tech shot up my arm in a Van Nuys hospital
making my mind into glass
all inside
-measured ,transmitted and deciphered and hence judged
and hence 'given a talking to " visually ,aurally wordlessly...
by whomever is testing the tech
this tether to "technicians" to either fix or destroy my mind -i am not sure exactly what is going on -
as this is covert
testing.
however being on the wrong end of such covertness
I care not a damn about covering
anything
except as
journalist
documenting
what illegal cruel and unusual non consensual human testing I do mainly online hoping some nice fella or gal who's job it might be to study odd and peculiar
jottings might soon say
what exactly is this man trying to say
and Is it possible? I don't know quite everything there is to know about watching.
that THIS
is what watching has lead to..
but there is fear and quite some evidence those who watch are the very ones who know damn well what is and is not possible..
so there is fear ..most every time I put finger to keyboard..and hope -as well..
but more and more a just shoot me
vibe that I suppose goes with being tortured in real time with Neurotronic weapons..
maybe the fear is the only thing holding me together ...and the hope.. that goes along with "journaling" /documenting
these most gruesome
Behavioral Studies being done and not just in the USA but globally
to test how well ,how fast and how inexpensively one can drive another irretractably ape sh*t mad
the many face to face threats I have recievd in the last several years
break ins..
and Black Mirror White Bear moments
I care not to log on a daily basis leaving THAT task to the several hundred thousand of other Targeted Individuals who do that part
of the documenting very well
usually
i call
my "team' Mandlers or Operating Tele-Presence-controllers
there are not genuine understood definitions for something happening that supposedly can only happen 30 years from now
or in some str8 to video Adrian Brody low fi sci fi movie
My mandlers feel that believing in any God whatsoever is an affront
to the Brain Inquisition Project
according to Gary Rainy ,founder of the Neuronautics movement who some say is a front group
and always was and will
be
for the necessary psychological and behavioral threshold tests
conducted by Department of Interior Intent -but you sure didn't hear that from me
do I believe this to be so
means rather little
as it is and always will be in my best interest
concerning Black vans at night and CSI Las Vegas painful send offs
promised to me by my teams
who simultaneously offer me free of charge
because My Mandlers Tell Me So
corrections often with the sway of Direct Energy
pin point pain at the tip of my spine and and skull cap
often this reaching out to "touch me" by wireless
weaponry is less intrusive than my "team's' ability via Advanced Technology to steer me inthe right bidirectional interface
in the most unusual and innovative ways
that can quite literally over ride,supplicate or overlap upon my own thoughts,hearing,vision (both through my cornea and Mind's Eye,taste ,smell and even my sense of touch )
and of course a feedback based modulation on the receptors in my bio tech spotted Thalamus and brain stem that serve as -what Gary Rainy calls Tele-Operant Conditioning
..as I have been deemed an 'Aberrant Unresolvable 'by the california Department of Objections
and therefore am allowed to be part of the War on Aberrants Objective Program
as according to to the Office of Interior Intent anAberrant is really nothing more than a Terrorist without the right connections or wherewithal
...........pain zips through the base of my neck ...in tandem with the last 5 seconds of whatever I have just thought......whatever Abberant "inappropriate thought i might have ghad..
whatever damn sick sick sick is left in me I get on my knees ...holding the base of my head..
please No No No No
DON'T i think
to Mandlers who stop the pain
I cannot help but praise the Mandlers for having mercy upon my sick sick thoughts..
but the communion of committing to The New way of Being through BCI slips away
in mere millaseconds..
for I dare ruminate about the context of the albeit
deviant back propagation
of thought
concerning my thoughts getting more and more jaded and ill ill ill because of the never ending back and forth of the venture...
often to escape the incoming never ending CALL
of the Mandlers I flip on the TV ..
as TV watching I have been Imbued by my team
is a very very important part of being
a Manned Man
to test the ability of Brain Computer Interface to work in consort with broadcast Tv
as some rather primitive take on Real Time Virtual Reality that usesTv as template to gauge and therefore grade millisecond to incidental music Automatic Response or what researchers at Proxy Cybernetics call an -EvokedPotential
but the subject was God.
wasn't it? and how Gary Rainy and my Mandlers/Mentors are trying desperately to correct my "magical; thinking" in a puff of smiling bearded cloud some where up there or out there that is not based on some format of Cloud Computing and Psychophysics Matlab model
Neuronautics and my teams of Operating Tele -Presence (OT) have taught me God as I think and see him Mind's Eye style does not or never did exist.
and was a premise various kings,Romans and Rabbis forced it's various underlings most "touched" in the head or suffering from heat stroke or both to cobble together to serve the Bettors as a means to best control the Lessors of society.
according to Gary Rainy both the old and New Testament and damn near every other religion
is just pre -TV scripting on papyrus as a means of crowd control
and thus "Society"
regulate anything and my Mandlers interface -How very odd it is that ME so far removed from the memes and exposed ceiling beams and right hair cut and body fat ration of what it means to at least attempt to thrive in a manner that tries to hide whatever shortcomings of what Gary Rainy calls 'Essential Beingness" -should be so religious.
never mind that my recent turning to a Power Greater than A.I. and ELF Waves aimed at my dendrites actually began only in the past 3 or 4 years as more of a scream for help to the heaven than a prayer..
The Mandlers have taught me that if I am to pray to anyone for guidance or at least temporary reprieve from Psychotronic Torture renditions it should and must be to my Bettors
on the other end of my Mind Read
according to my unsolicited BrainLink ,Eye-link,EarLink as part of this endeavor partially sponsored by Department of Shapes and Lines and Compo Cola Brand family Foods and Forthright Additives
I should be damn happy to serve according to my Mandlers "some damn function"
The same damn team who have made damn sure I know
I was only born to serve the cause of creating their New Start Program which according to whatGary Rainy calls Inadvertent "graphing" meaning a Mandler who "telepathizes" with a Proxy without thinking (or remembering) they are on Merge with a human test subject who HAS NO DAMN HELMET ,HAIRNET or HEADSET they can TAKE OFF..just teeny tiny microbe size bio sensors the Powers that Seize shoved all in my arm when "my team" lured me back to L.A. in 2011..
oh dear reader
do not for one second think much much larger appliances for mind deciding exercises were not popped all up my nose and and upside my head during various
prolonged ICU stays in various hospitals in Boston
it seems I like many a Targeted individuals have a bad habit of just going unconscious
or being knocked out somehow
you think I'm making this sh*t up reader and just "self publishing " on some damn blog or facebook
for what reason brother..
?
money..?
a couple of LIKES here and there.
you fool..
ahhh pardon me ..
i get worked up..
as would you if some lunatics were working on Brain Entrainment techniques and ..yes AND synthetic telepathy as some consumer item..
for da' kids..
they use a TI as one might a cow ..
every bit from shank to hoof gets used until ONE DAY
you just jump off some damn overpass
hopefully giving your Mandlers little warning and a nice nice haptic BAM
straight to cortex
when you hit asphalt..
(2)
tHIS TYPE OF THINKING gets Evan Rainy OFF
and I am forced to see images of him spanking his monkey furiously
somehow or other this transference of "action" and YES release
excites me and calms me ..
once again the bizarre novelty of a Real Imaginary Fiend being InLink with brain Link
overtakes my senses and sensibilities in a way i cannot properly describe by mere words
unless dear reader I could THINK you what it means to be THOUGHT at 24/7 by people whose job it is to create Mind to Mind technology
(3)
THERE IS A TYPE OF THINKING that Evan Rainy does not like
a type of thinking that can and does often put me in a tailspin for days
feedback
as dreams
dreams that make you stay awake for days on end...
there are things a man who is Mandled MAY NEVER ,EVER ,EVER think
and THIS
is what Evan calls "The Jewish Problem"
(4)
At the Mandlers will .Never my own ...I am made instantly more cognizant
especially when my Team believes
I am ready once more
to WORK upon
"The Jewish Problem"mind to mind style
for them
with them
and thus for YOU dear consumer..
I begin chanting old Purina Cat Chow ads.
for I refuse to be Evan Rainy's
solution to the so called "Jewish Question"
what type of JEW are you than..
what type of Jew would not be in this simulation
Evan graphs that THIS is what someone like Hitler might very well do to JEWS
you faggot Jew.!
my team will say anything..
and everything until i am sucked into their story of their reality. and as always..the confusion concerning WHO THESE DAMN LUNATICS WHO HAVE DONE THIS TO ME ACTUALLY ARE
I pop not one but two Seroquel and a xanex
it's some type of control
as
whether this is fact or fiction
and it is fact
one nonetheless loses their mind...
with anything..any drug any buffer
a mistake
as without the meds
I might very well have had the wherewithal to jump from an overpass years ago..
instead ..there was a will to survive this than that often now escapes me..
I turned to
much more reliable medications that indeed worked.
not these neuroleptics and minor transqluilizers..
than inevitable make the interface worse..
but crack
that in fact made me much more pliable..
and yes
a more a playable vehicle for Brain Map
with less Initiative but
a cooler head toward cybernetic governance..
without crack in my system
I am swayed too easily into believing THIS TORMENT is whatever a Mandler might graph
might teleapthize "THEY" are and one responds differently to the Imbue of .."Now we tell you who we really are..what we really need..
now we explain for real
we are
The Russians
The Koreans
The Jews.
Nazis.
fucking NBC.....or demons ,aliens or insects...
the pills make you crazy
but crazy at least for a few fleeting hours is better than Guinea Pig.
simulation my ass
jew gentile or genie
these damn mandlers do not like me
and I despise them
who is this THEM though
they have introduced themselves as everything under the sun
Muslims
The United States Army
The Israeli Army
The Aryan Nation
who had been outsourced BY the f*ckin Israeli and US Army to study Psychotronic Weapons on faggot junkies ..
I was raised Jewish but according to my 2nd Foster father
nobody knows who my real parents are..
or were..
but to him I always had this "Jew-ie like" arrogance that I was bettor than him and my 2nd Foster mother
but than again
they were in on the game..
"THIS ISN'T some DAMN GAME ?" Evan graphs back
Of course thinking EVERY THOUGHT is about Mandlers.
to make up for this misunderstanding Evan sends me visuals of Mine Craft men walking back and forth back and forth on the side of a bedside table he has adapted via second sight techniques upon my occipital lobe to appear as a stone like thin rooftop
and scarily I feel nothing but wonder
caring nothing about being manned..
Evan graphs that he has shifted some frequency to the bio tech in my Thalamus because he wants us to 'just hang '
and forget about the horrible images I telepathized ..
unintentionally
concerning The Holocaust over 5 days ago
I still pay for
according to Evan my thoughts about the Holocaust were a purposed visceral attack on his nervous system to drive him to some new type of madness.
the very mention of the word Holocaust albeit by way of synthetic telepathy makes me think of old movie footage and the depictions of "Holocaust" in text books.
and because of this
thought down comes the brick castle and the Mine craft man and I am forced to see a version of myself sans skin
and next with my arms missing
at the same time I feel a horrible tighting of my shoulders..and can not for a flash of moment see my arms
YOU GIVE ME TERRIFYING IMAGERY I WILL GIVE YOU SEVEN NIGHTS OF DREAMS SO DEEP AND SO SCARY YOU WILL AWAKEN
to go to a mental hospital go to a mental hospital kill yourself as soon as possible..
over and over
WILL GIVE YOU DREAMS SO DEEP SO SCARY
will make Jew' this time
really jump a cab and really have him drive you to that over pass.......
and suddenly I feel calm ...
than
in an instant
I feel feel love for Evan
I am made to realize he must have just tapped another area of my bio speckled neural tissue to veer my thoughts away from
over pass
to bypass..
the feeling
nonetheless
feels so real
it is not something I can fight
nor i admit dear reader do i wish to
the sense of love suddenly turns to a sense of respect..
there somehow is not feeling of submission this time but of utter focus ..
that is heightening to my core..
as the words ..no the thoughts of "my team' at proxy Cyber settle upon me as if my own
Conditional flow control in Merge base Direct Neural interface relies on setting Variable upon neural signals having to do with the 5 senses so one can most easily create a buffer that does not completely stop the flow of thought to thought communication when the co conscious Open Loop volley gets "stuck' on elements of either singular or mutual discomfort. Mind's Eye based "picturation" of images (more than aural ) can cause not on;y consumer unease but permanent or temporary psychological malfunction in another ,therefore to keep a mind to mind 'conversation" mutually benefical to both or several participants without the need for start /stop pausing ,parsing or discontinuation of bidirectional feedback one must create Real Time variables that can easily be understood so cue or association based Variables can smoothly segue and not jump cut away from aspects of Telemetry that might imbue in a participant -Psyche Trauma . Thoughts must be considered statement and buffer algorithm software as switch statement leads that do not impede upon the co conscious neural narrative ,therefore a dictionary of co value must be constructed as consumer shielding based on presumed evoked potentials.
..what they say they want me for
as jew
is to explain to my people .the jews..WHY
we must erase the holocaust from the mass mind.
to switch statement
Shielding
a type of over layed .over lapped intelligence I want no part of.
the type of intelligence that enables a certain type to do human experiments
with no remorse..
the pills i forgot I took kick in
and I sleep thankfully with no dreams
no Mandlers
wakey wakey JEWBOI.. Evan Rainy or Tru Christie graph"The translation of brain signals involves the combined use of Fast Fourier Transform and Feed Forward Backpropogation algorithm After translation, the data is stored in a Parse Tree database . The information about the brain-waves can be obtained using biological sensing and transmitting materials such as carbon based nanotubes or wearable sensors that can use refractive or sonic energy 'pulse .Obviously Electroencephalography can capture raw brain impulses but this archaic means of Signal Collection contains very little 'information" and a lot of unwanted data. The closer one can get to the actual specific signal one is mining the more precisely and thus quickly the signal can be translated into a form that can be understood by humans:
I had set an old alarm clock that winds up
the power goes on and off...lately
I need the clock to not re set .
to alarm me every 5 hours.so I can take a Risperdal and Ativan and Tegritol
pills I have hidden away.pills I am not allowed to use.except when they re-apply my alibi. when they"put me away some where".
the pills the riserdal especially I had tried AFTER my required stay
to solidify all that I write about is ONLY .make believe,
the pills ..I had tried them ..between suicide attempts to get away fro the tether..
to make the "system" the sound and vision stop..
but they tended (the pills) only to make it worse.
Risperdal .Seroquel Risperdal again medicine
created for thought disorders ..schizpophrenia .
to "calm" or at least smother hallucinations
how I wished they would work..
to make the tether go away..the sound and vision..\
they do not..
..but they can make me sleep long and deep
..and be so foggy and sick I can barely write my name in the half life state one is in even days after these pills are out of one's system..
...the pills make it difficult to walk or move ..i spittle at the mouth
the tardive dyskinesia from the pills..hurting my every nerve
the pills alter one's dopamine ...the Risperdal acts like a hand on a faucet turning off dopamine..which is needed for smooth muscle movement...the muscles ...do not know what to do..but tremor.or freeze..
anything not to listen but instead the pills backfire.
I am bound to the bed.
captive a new way.my mind too fogged to run away from the sound and vision
they have won.
I sense they want again this situation to be though of as remote viewing
something to make me feel less than as a person..who naturally
physiologically
is and was weak enough to be taken over ..not through technology but JUST
because MY KNID is lessor.
(2)
my team says they have found "my signal" and years of snorting and shooting up have been worth it to
create "a signal non euphoric but genuine in it's binary function
Tru Christie graphs that a wee measure of Adam Parker's signal has been over laid upon my own
so I can help create bit s of Adam Parker..
to appeal to the demographic "we need"
we are creating a true Camelot with all the right wrong people to protect
King Creole
my main function is too introduce Jews to Neuronautics
"Jews remain a problem,as most Jews do not understand Neuronautics" Evan Rainy imparts,"You and we must help Jews leave their "jew-ie"thinking at the door....and let Jews know....that if they continue to fight us...they might not have our alliances when we lead the nation....you my little pup...have shown what amazing changes
can be applied to one by the Science -Ideology of Neuronautics..
Adam Parker will every now and again go direct neural with you
to discuss "The Jewish Problem:
when my team first began calling my thinking style "Jew-ie " thinking ..I of course felt my Mandlers were anti-Semitic
but they graphed..
no...these surveys have nothing whatsoever about "judging; another's thought style
.upon anything other
than
"one's ability" to think to another in an Outbound Way
that doesn't GO with
Intellectualism
much less a segment of the society that is "afraid" of New Things
and New Political Movements
that will function to make man feel reduced ...concerning Collective Mind /Hive Mind thinking
if a certain group who seek separatism
and Old Way notions of G-d being a Being ONLY for their Tribe
"Jews are reticent ," Evan Rainy telepathizes ,"
about for once and for all "letting go"
Jews predisposition seems more toward inward self reflection
that can undo The Collectivism of shared thought not based upon self consciousness
Jews fear Collectivism
and we are and have always been conscious and dare a say "careful"
concerning how we treat a mind raised on "Never Again:
for how long does never again go>
30 years,40,75 years?
we asked you kindly
to help us with Inverse Variables concerning associations
made primarily in the Inner Vision
of a man raised on
----------------I can't take IT ANYMORE
I CAN'T TAKE BEING CALLED dumbo I AM SICK OF BEING told OVER AND OVER ABOUT "MY JEWIE THINKING"
AND how the illuminati
the real ONE IS ABOUT KEEPING HORRIFIC IMAGES OF THE holocaust IN OUR EARS AND EYES.
AND THAT BECAUSE
THE JEWS KEEP DOING THIS
I BRING THESE IMAGES INTO VIRTUAL REALITY
AND EVEN THOUGH IT IS NOT MY FAULT
TRU FEELS I AM ATTACKING HIM
WITH THESE IMAGES
THAT I AM THE AGRESSOR
AND IT IS our JOB TO UNDO THESE ASSOCIATIONS
"IS NOTHING SACRED TO YOU?"
"LISTEN UP....YOUR SACREDNESS....YOUR ASSOCIATIONS CONCERNING CHIMNEYS AND LAMPSHADES.....AND BOXCARS
ARE SICKO
SICKO!
SINGLE HANDEDLY tHE jEWS WILL DESTROY vIRTUAL rEALITY
and that ,,,and that alone is why "we ..you and I dumbo
are going to
make sure....the future generation have no access to these horrible images..
or there can be no AI no interface...
"I won't do this"I graph
"yes ...yes you will...."Tru graphs..."there's too much money at stake ..I understand and appreciate that Jews were hurt ,killed, tortured in inhumane ways...
but they must understand that They The Jews ....simply by thought....become the real Nazis here...
when they refuse to let "it go"
"I graph "when I thought of the thought police this isn't exactly what I had in mind"
Tru graphs -we will create an algorithm not just for Jews but foreverone that somply WON'T allow them to think of these images..
"are we erasing the past?" no...we are MOVING FORWARD
did you ever hear the term Depression Thinking-Many people who survived the depression wanted to protect themselves from ever again going hungry or lacking necessities. Some developed habits of frugality and careful saving for the rest of their lives,
....
(3)
WAKEY WAKEY DUMBO!
and Evan brings up the question he's been asking me for years,"How many seconds should pass between an image of Anne Frank on a TV and a Dunkin' Donuts ad..why you think I keep calling you jew this and Jew that idiot..because with A.I. there can be NO Anne Frank ...or no imagery from the Holocaust...as during a Direct Neural Interface IMAGERY becomes weapon..."
Evan explains that that's "THE JEWISH PROBLEM"
I try to blank out my mind....I know what he wants me to start wrting ...it's in the notebooks they sent me .The one's Denny Pace was interfaced to write before he killed himself....one's about altering all symbols involved with the holocaust to ....1966 occultism red ,white and black...
I graph to him what about OTHER human atrocities ...are people really supposed to think only of unicorns and rainbows..
YES!Evan graphs
and you ARE going to write about Substitutional Represetation
concerning the Holocaust...or you will dead like Denny Pace...
"How long should a person WAIT before jerking off? after one sees a broadcast of the Twin Towers going down...4 minutes? 8 minutes?
I pass out...or what Evan calls Fugue state...
"can't you make a buffer that swings mental imagery....from atrocities to..."
"Sex",Evan graphs. and I feel a change in my libido .I reach for another pills.,even though I to a Rispedal only a few minutes ago..I had once ended up in the ER with Neuroleptics syndrome unable to swallow or breath well...but iT seems worth it.....
"...I want no part of this I never did "
"you owe us"Evan saphs ,"nobody rides for free..;
"nor gets over -rides they NEVER WANTED! huh?"
I graph ,that I will visit a Rabbi...and discuss this matter
and Evan graphs sarcastically ,' oh hello rabbi .I communicate with a research lab that placed biochips in my blood stream for A.I. studies and to investigate Brain Computer Interface...which as you may or may not know ...involved visual imagery moreso than words...and the Holocaust is a problem...and anything that "makes one think of the Holocaust" a lampshade,a chimney with smoke coming out of it..box cars..grainy black and white footage..of...this or that...and my 'Mandler" wants to create a computer program that "buffers" these associations 'The New Way"wants to slowly...I mean rapidly ERASE from the public's collective mind...as this disturbing visual accumulated data
disturbs the pleasures of a Mind to Mind Interface...so rabbi can you help me help proxyCyber ,a mind augment agency that quite literally OWNS me...and has threatened to torture me physically and physically until I can "Help them: find a way of making a computer program to "work" with an Intra-cerebral interface that shifts 1938-1945 to a New York Night Club 1966..,"Evan pauses," yeah...I can imagine first the rabbi slapping you in the face next throwing you out the door...."
"you're a disgusting man Evan," I graph
""and you Dumbo are a childish man....I presumed was sophisticated enough to understand IMAGERY and CONTEXT and REFERENTIAL ASSOCIATIONS
based on CUES!..Your Holocaust!Dumbo! will destroy A.I. and Brain Computer Interface ! before it even gets off the ground!"
"MY Holocaust?." I graph
"Yes ..yours..when those images are in your mind or something makes your THINK of those Images....as far as I am concerned YOU are attacking me with this imagery..YOU are placing these images in MY MIND...and we must TOGETHER find a way...to get around certain aspects ingrained on the collective consciousness...and we need a Jew to find a reasonable and respectful way of introducing this topic..."
"well,it won't be me,' I graph
"OK..than YOU will be responsible for us having to USE another Jew who will inevitably kill himself going through years of "Training"Evan graphs
"training?is that what you call this...it's psychotronic torture ...it's holding another hostage with invisible bars..,I graph back
"you are going to help us develop it ...further...with 1966
thinking to replace 1936 symbols...with equivoicals based on mathematic principles of inverse
variables...I will help you Dumbo...I will help you NOT THINK ..and just DO ,just WRITE what we say.....
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