"a little trick with nick" (2)

one of the rules of being made a proxy is not to read.

https://targetedindividualseurope.wordpress.com/category/experimentation-without-consent/


to train yourself not to even "try diversionary tactics" upon one's Mandler by reading a billboard.
but every now and than Luke slips...
or finds himself drawn to some magazine
article he might find left inside or  the mess hall by a unit untethered..unattentuated by Merge biotech toward interface.
Luke finds a magazine describing some suburban family in Memphis Ohio hoarding lighters and cans of tomato sauce for "some Armageddon like "financial catastrophe.
Luke skims the magazine ..convinced that he is not directly Beheld
by any Mind to Mind interface that had not stopped him from "going introspect" with self referential
thought concerning the sleep tests..
Luke laughs at the article and wishes he could graph to the family "prep-ping' for "men reverting to animalistic" urge
if the "something happens"
Luke wishes the "prep-ped" family understood that IF society fell apart in fell swoop of financial collapse  or pandemic snap all the cell towers would be switched to 'meltdown mode" and
squash whatever primal "urges" any human or organism somehow managed to locate in our collectively un 'primal-ed" primpings..
and the pain that Luke sough only an hour ago searing through his arm and spine is welcomed by Luke
who understands that there are some things one must never think about
even skimming-ly..

to test the tether..to feel affinity with his Mandlers.
Luke directs his attenuations of thought back his once  private fears...
that  Lucid Dreams will be insinuated upon the Unit while they were placed in hibernating slumber.

the deepest trance of rapid eye movement that disallows one to think their way AWOL from a Mandler's headset...
or a neural recording of data filled to brimming with accumulated sound and vision ...and the emotions tied to Inner Vision aural and visual think
                        the deepest trance ...REM...
                                               slumber where Imaginings of Friend morph into enemy
                                                       where a prolonged kiss of to girlfriend might morph
                                                                   into 'Mum"
Luke tries to graph toward his tether some emotion that does not reek of the type of  self seeking SAVE ME
PITY ME
that the Dr. said only Ruiners try to emit...
that he needs some kind of comfort that the sleep testing will be dream free..
that he "cannot take" another lawnmower cutting and splicing of what is left of
his diced memories of youth
                       intentionally it seemed the dreams would begin sweet enough
                       maybe only so the souring of the sweetness would seem and be
                       all the more pointed.    WHOOPS that's an error
                              

here's what you can do

http://memphisohio.blogspot.com/2014/04/cloud-thinking.the facetaker html

or


http://schizophreniasecondarysymtoms.oxfordjournals.org/content/33/4/1013.full

or
http://www.rnceus.com/meth/methamphetaminehallucinations psych.html

and with that Luke sees up close and personal

the Mask  Luke and the other subjects  are sent

the mask  of blankness fitted with spikes

the mask

the Facetaker places into the faces of those whose masks ,whose faces he has severed

to free them of self regard

usually the images of : Facetaker" appear to Luke ONLY in the dreams

or fleetingly "mind's eye " style

 when he is spending too much time in front of the mirror.

why this symbol

is being presented

when he is only Ruin-min-ating

is at taken by Luke as a glitch ,,,he is not preening ...over combing a cowlick into place

upon further flicker  Luke sees that the slots for eyes

in the mask

from the inside out are where the spikes now are

...the cheeks of the mask extended

so the mask can only remains in place on face  with spikes also n directly into one's ear canal

Only his eyes and ears   poked out

 not his visage

and not his essence....which  Luke gleans

must somehow remain wordlessly in him .. and imagelessly in him

 .....this Imbue is

laid upon him as thought.....

wordless image-less thought

 not his own...

the answered prayers of his Ruinatious worry answered as if by G-d himself

the feeling laid upon synthetic.no matter

is greater than him

and is information beyond him

 and of comfort..

that what ever He is

has nothing to do with...CAN have nothing to do with Inner Vision and Inner Monologue

but "that spirit" the Dr told him had.

and that dreams be they induced or subconscious

  are only mind movies trying to make sense of years ,days seconds and blink and you'll miss em' input..

Blink and you'll miss em' words and noise...

that all this words this noise and sights and sights is only meant to make you

pure

empty of

Imput except of the heart and emotions

that the Merge impresses on you of fearlessness and sacrifice .

O Pioneer.

Only his inner vision and inner monologue  must be gutted  and dervish-ed

wordlessly

for the interface to be less cluttered with memories of no use to the team ,the troupe' ,the troop...

images and thoughts of "Mum" and "Friend"

removed by these dreams ONLY so no enemy can "use ' memory against him

so He will be Clear.

                                          the "Him" inside   .....erased the "Him"

                                          that came before service

                                          that "society" falsely taught him meant so much

                                          and could cost so much on the battlefield

          and throw off his tether....his tele-present link

                                                                   IF

                                                                  for instance the enemy

                                                                  placed the word "mum"

                                                                  or "love"

                                                                          or "friend"

in sight's way

 

Tru Christie wrote way into the night

for week 8 of "A Little Trick with Nick" well after the Matrix Mirage of 'Shark Week"

Boot camp

began

the

 holography  now not just coming from Nick Nico's Praxis

but from the Praxis satellite

in tandem of with Nick's now "app-ed"

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