curious..now..I feel like the squid lately..the squid .the rube whose nervous system has been commandeered.. I am the writer whose been commandeered is this not so is not nearly every MOOD I feel introduced knowingly upon me to all but swing what I type toward Kevin McCarthy type scenery chewing and back again to the damn truth the truth can come out but ONLY if we swing your mood and mode toward this now and next toward that I am a Tool.. have they not always said this but only when I am "at my best/worst" which I now know almost certainly is only via the signal what happens when one becomes aware that one is a Kayak ad come to life? I had no impetous to wake but writing .documenting.. but now after what I can only explain as a long pause a fostered mauever "crash"of sorts.. for my "team" to regroup as I was going the wrong direction .. writing about "some of the action" taking place on a base rather than "In my face" .. the stakes were never that high for me all I want is out all I want is them to make due on their promise of "taking care of the problem" but thie rpromise was always that IT would nOT be fast..but as slow kill as the this direct energy. this over load of micro and scalr waves.. I now feel taking a brand new toll .. I almost feel metallic..in my mouth..meaning I taste the current MORE>> fry me from the inside out like you do to "the enemy" the enemy you hit with direct energy so hard their bodies literally shrink to less than a meter DIG the DIRT place new dirt...where "it" happened. SHOW IT OFF!!! be proud of your new toys!!! USA USA USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .this is not working..on so many levels.. there is a new level....when one starts being aware...and ..at the same time ..it is the same ...lack of awareness one receives..it is not only in human ,un holy..but also..a ....something new Targeted Individuals California Everett R 2013
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