the  PROGRAM
was based on
what they called
Referential Rearing

a Group predicted correctly that in just 3 decades
technology would catch up
to the initiated CUES that could only be produced
with Stylized Parenting

Gary Rainy had come up with the concept that the human mind was basically nothing more than a computational device
and
he either convinced or prodded members of The Group
to raise their children
to
test his theories

he predicted that
a electronic interface between mind and machine would be possible
but could only
work
if the subjects were "primed" for it

created for it..born for it..into it..

he foresaw a New Breed of Men and Women

a New Race of men and women who would mark the New Era...

basically he wanted
to see if he could
if We could
program the children ,now in their 30's ,40's to "take to a co conscious" connection

based of course on his philosophies outlined in "Inway to the Enway"

I'm not sure if he meant well
I'm not sure if the parents who agreed to have children
to basically be
part of
some grand plan

nor does anyone outside of Neuronautics quite know what this "Grand Plan"is or for..
His son Evan Rainy who presumed he would takeover the Group
found that this was not to be..
that Gary Rainy
had essentially sold Neuronautics to
various corporations...
who could care less about "The New Way"
but only the technology and of course "the Children" raised" Rainy"
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based
on Evoked Potentials

                  based up
my
Inner Monologue
and my
an exacting replication

of
the Tone of Voice
cadence
and
pitch

of
specific
people ...family members,employers,teachers....


the point of the
                    Voice was
              to
make me feel small..

helpless

...
The Voice began telling me

that my childhood was scripted
for this project and I had better
start showing it respect

but .....how does one respect a Voice ...a Mentor that can read one's every thought


---------------every day
was pre planned in advance

ALOT OF TIME
and AN AWFUL LOT OF MONEY
was SPENT on this Program and "i can give a flying fuck if you appreciate it or not...it's a gift..

it's The New Way shmucko

and it's the only fuckin reason you were had..

it's not so unique ,nor are you <" the voice said

In the Beginning and for most of recorded time children were only had
to be "had"..to be of some use on the reservation, the cave...the farm


were brought up

only to be

a lab rat

 born for a purpose
and that purpose
was
  reverse brain engineering

which required " teams"to lay down  tracks
notations
referentials and associations
so we would understand
how Mind works

to us
to them
 you were
a camera
a tape recorder

that's all
nothing more...

the voice explained that my childhood was based on


memorable "moments" that produced
emotional trauma's
that could be re-triggered.....

we Own you...
and we demand some g-d damn respect ...
or we'll drive you so fucking crazy
you'll stick a fuckin fork in your ears and eyeballs

get it....d-d-d dooooooooooooooooo ya?

the sound of the voice becomes kinder,gentler but I felt
it "coming"
a new more brutal corner had been turned ...

  "scripted upbringing was based in part on rings in side redwood trees that provided a botanist to identify environmental timeline"


another voice
another thought patterns was laid on me

2 different thought patterns
2 different messages going at once
(it was the first time I really considering shooting my self)

I now knew that
there only objective was  to completely destroy my mind

what was being said
-it didn't matter anymore
was the jist

that I ruined
IT

but still
the
"teachings " would continue
even if

they had to play hundreds of programs on me at once

it no longer mattered

I no longer mattered

 the one or two percent

of

people who

become actors,the voice said

who are graced with not only

LOOKS

but a

CHARISMATIC PRESENSE

are

primarily used

to make

the masses

feel

insignificant

to remind THEM

of

their place

on the

"food chain"

to take advantage of the

EGO and ID

that

consciously and unconsciously

made comparisons

to

FALSE REALITY

and

FALSE REPRESENTATION

of

basic Identity

 

but MOVIES.some MOVIES were made for an entirely different reason the Voice said

                                                                     do you understand.do you understand

                                                                     do you understand    do you understand.do you understand

                                                                     do you understand   do you understand.do you understand

                                                                     do you understand   do you understand.do you understand

                                                                     do you understand

I understand

I want

to smash you now...I thought back

like you smashed ME

and how many

more

like he

were

raised

to see ....and be

The New Way

just count the fuckin" rings...I think...just chop me down

and count the rings