"a penny for your thoughts?Not one thin dime actually
if they paid him
that would be an admission that
they were actually
doing Human Experiments
and would he be impelled to take their money?
he didn't think so
and he was quite sure he would never be placed in a situation
of this sort..
Rafael Yuste, and several prominent nanoscientists explain that the human brain has eluded the kind of detailed understanding that exists for the heart, lungs and other organs because of the brain's complexity . 80 billion neurons, 100 trillion synapses that interconnect those cells into networks and 100 neurotransmitters that carry signals across those synapses. Until now, scientists have only been able to study the activities of only a handful of neurons at the same time — leaving gaps in knowledge as to how they interact to make thoughts and memories, or malfunction in brain diseases.
Since the parts of the brain work at the nanoscale, only nano technology is ideally suited for probing the pieces, but must be put together to understand thought, perception, consciousness, and health and disease — which result from networking among thousands or hundreds of thousands of neurons. "We hope that the BAM Project will bring the last decade's national and international investments in science, technology, and people in nanoscience and nanotechnology to bear on important and challenging problems in brain science," the scientists and engineers say.
Alan Jasanoff, an MIT associate professor of biological engineering. “There’s a general recognition that in order to understand the brain’s processes in comprehensive detail, we need ways to monitor neural function deep in the brain with spatial, temporal, and functional precision,” he says to track neural communication in the brain over time,,,,this is the first time anyone has been able to map neural signals with high precision over large brain regions in living animals, offering a new window on brain function, says Jasanoff, who is also an associate member of MIT’s McGovern Institute for Brain Research.
Programmable nanoparticles 80,000 times smaller than the width of a human hair.
Under development since 1995 these electronic “smart particles” are said to be the size of a single molecule
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he did not know what he would do if he was confronted by those that "knew him"
Mind to Mind
what they had done was unforgivable.
the threats of what they
will do to him
if he keeps resisting
is something out of a horror movie.
he no longer walks over high bridges afraid he will
find some true core in himself
some state of grace in himself that says
"only a monster himself would continue to live
a life for ....
them.....he could not really put his mind around the interface
what on earth was this being developed for....what type of earth will it be when they perfect
might not be a "way Out"
consciousness on file....
"Hey let's get that fucker who thought about the queen like he did who thought so hard,fought so hard against Gerald that Gerald had to take a trip to Spain to settle down"
he made up stories about his "operators"
sometimes he pictured them
on the moon
his fantasy life had become his only tool
reconcile himself to
he had made a living will
and a last will and testament that he wanted his brain studied by a private medical firm
included 40,000 dollars
simply to pay for a
could he prove it?
he had read up on how very small
the particles were
only an electron proton or some-ton microscope could reveal
he'd read articles
about how nano could literally rain from the skies..
would fall in on it's own
The New World Order....pyramids..atlantis.GMFsGMO.DNA,secret orders,...the aluminum in deodorants
and than he would remember
just how unimportant
his situation was
to anyone but himself
"who cares" would become his "take" on
the unsolicited interface
and a rage that
someone had dared
diminish Mind Technologies with
pyramids with eyes in them
he began to narrow his research
and established periodical that wrote of
the technology in
such a way...
that seemed to make it purposely indecipherable
a mere mortal like himself
their job was to
throw everything but the kitchen sink at him
and anything to provoke a specific chain of neural response
so much of
it was to induce fear
or interrogation based upon
non disclosure about
.....the time his cousin panicked when her womanhood-presented itself
and this memory
to make him
the memory .the secret. The fear in his cousin's eyes ....
he felt was holding her secret...
he felt they were not only violating him
use associations and linguistics to
bring him back
to that brief scene
and soon his mind began dwelling on it.
he had acquired Obsessive Compulsion Disorder in the spate of 4 hours
he should have
he should have on music,the disposal. The TV, the fan anything
he felt it was his fault for
he could care less what the study was for after that....
after that it was never the same
he began going to rallies
11 people and thermos of juice and a casserole
11 people who
may or may not have been
he couldn't tell....
he felt horrible the way he was thinking about
other Targeted Individuals
he felt ashamed for them
as if they deserved it.....
that they must have done something to
.because of this..
and other memories of this kind
began coming up
to block or "match" the emotion of shame
soon shame became
he could not watch Tv any longer
for an ad ,or a 10 second scene
might send his mind
to memories that equivocated themselves toward ....
he could not explain it..
he talked now
his new language was interface
secret places in his conscious and unconscious mind
the Telemetric operators
he was in synch and enthralled
he had to admit
that some of them
could conduct his neural pathways
to beauty and
states of mitigated ecstasy
with the push
that did not seem the point of
just as IT was not the point of The World at Large
he was glad now that he primarily thought about
pennies for a thought
think of elaborate court sessions
toward those who
but soon realized whether he liked it or not
he was in a relationship
"not go there" for too long
as if he was allotted
only "so much"
of this type of thought
or there would be repercussions
concerning future interfaces
correctly represented in literature
they kept him reeling
so much so
he was hospitalized on several occasions
in a daze
unaware of his own name
would he really want to get close to the ones who watched,who knew...He considered for a moment if he would be a Reader.a Watcher.
the word seems so 'nice"somehow..
'what do you do for a living?"
"oh I 'm a Telemetric operator"
"what is that?"
"it's a mixture of Brain Computer Interface ,A.I. and Virtual Reality techniques...it 's being developed primarily for people with Locked in syndrome like that editor of Elle magazine who had an aneurism.and had to communicate with his eyes...for people like Stephen Hawkings...people who've lost use of their ability to speak...with Mind to Machine interface one does not need anything but their mind..."
"what an exciting field..do you use volunteers? "
'actually ,we found that limited studies... on volunteers don't give us naturalistic brain maps..as the thought transcription becomes partialized disingenuous 2 hours of "gee I hate hospitals" and .if we use grad students or associates we get information pertaining to academic biotechnology..we need a data base of standardized thought styles...a mind is like a snowflake.So we use ...oh ...I really shouldn't be talking about this .Can I get you a drink?"
were they forced into this like him?maybe they too had no choice
were they profiled liked him
in this Milgram Test
not a day went by when he did not feel for them.
feel he could not Be "less grotesque"
and what a shame it was
that his body
was attached to his mind...
how absolutely repulsive his body had become to him
how it "got in the way"
and how his
embarrassing memories inevitably came up
when he became too aware
of their awareness..
the close study seemed to bring about a self repulsion
and not a self propulsion...
less and less did he leave his apartment.
less and less did he engage with the world
ever aware of being "camera"
he found himself
the billions of dollars being sunk into the project and
(that would never happen)
would all but
the evidence ever came to light
a judge could be bought off.
a barrister ,on both sides
the parliament as well
everyone was scared
but no one considered how scary ,how humiliating it was
to be nothing but
a game, a project
he assumed that
people who knew about
this new type of slavery
did not think it was
or did they simply
of it at all
his wife called it compartmentalizing.
she did not believe in evil
she believed people obeyed
whatever global event
"ruled the day"
he was aware
get rid of him
they had to
it was prudent ....
it was necessary to hide
the canary in the coal mine
especially a dying canary
about the hidden mine
he understood why they "took"
whores and thieves.
mental patients and
that ONE drunken night after Doreen kicked him out ..no coat no shoes
just more garbage on the street.
He never looked at the homeless as he once did.And he found himself searching their faces
for "the look" that went with
He was Frankenstein wasn't he? Why wouldn't he search for "his bride"
traffic of derelict,prostitute,junkie?
that's who they used.
and used up...
when would the car come "out of nowhere" or "the bullet"
to get him
he had made the mistake of
they had made the mistake of conceit
or one taken for such
risk their career and marriage and social standing
I SEE THINGS
I HEAR THINGS
he found the worst part of himself
he found the same part of himself that his ex wife
would not seek joy
much less share joy
she had said he held onto his happiness
like it was limited
had to be hidden
he grew up in house that
was cerebral not emotive..
signs of "silliness" or childishness or happiness
were looked upon
foolish and embarrassing
his father's father had survived
but had lost a limb
he married a woman whose parents had survived a concentration camp
now he understood how his mother's parents felt.
he too was
in a concentration camp
but nobody could see the camp
nobody heard his
but they who
let his mind truly comprehend that
"a team" had watched ,listened and recorded his provoked,precipitated financial, spiritual and psychological loses Mind to Mind
he was indeed grateful that he had at least STILL had a shadow of a doubt that he was not simply
losing his mind."-JG.Jared (Targeted Individuals UK)