they,we
couldn't stop trying to fix him
I left the group
when they turned on the
frequencies not to say something to him
but to simply hurt him
physically with pain
I had my doubts all along
iif THEY had given us denny
to save
or if they suspected there would be a clash of will
between denny and
we..the outside electronic spirits sent to him to "snap him out of it"
someone
must have realized the inevitable outcome
of nonstop
"tests"and Synthetic Communion with "a synthetic entity one could not stop
or plead to
someone must have forseen it becoming the milgram test
or that Stanford prison experiment where one is assigned to guard
and one is assigned to be guarded or in this case electronically managed ,monitored and mentored
I was one of the initial teachers
i was there when the screaming was at it's worsts
both the screaming Denny did on the outside
and the silent screams inside him
that only we on head set heard
he was 5 when he enetered The Program
he was about 9 when Tru Christie
one of my bosses said dont be fooled
that an autistic always
wants attention
and always will scream that someone is hurting them
he reminded us we were voices to him...
we were visuals.. ghosts
we weren't physically even in the same room with him
words can never hurt me(or him) was the company line with virtual over ride systems
but you didn't see..we had cameras every where..the fear in him
you didn't experience what his mind was like when the tests were at their max
we sort of experienced his perspective but we weren't him
in a way we were "in him" in his mind but in a way
we didn't get thewhole picture
just whatever his mind was racing to or from at any given time
people simply do not think
in the way books tell us they do..
a mind doesn't read like a first person account .,..like in a novel
first I thought this ...which lead me to do this...for this reason ..and next did or said this because of my last 2 or 3 thoughts..
that's what we expected...something like that
it wasn't all our fault what happened
and how it snowballed when Tru Christie was at bat
having decided that denny was purposely "playing games" with the interface
and with him..
thinking in a random fashion
"to get back at us" for "chipping him"for trying to help the son of a bitch
I kept telling Tru that denny had good reason to be petrified and defiant
he doesn't know what's going on or for what reason
maybe if we sat down and explained..
Tru said
what kind of read would that be
I may as well ask you who created this program to
have your mind mapped.
it doesn't work like that
the subject MUST be un aware..
could you deal with voices that were not your own
baiting you...
interrogating you.
restraining you while trying to 'remake you"
all of us were Neuronauts
we all practiced mind auditing in the same way
who else could they find
who specialized in the services we were known ..and sometimes hated for?
Neuronautics had their hand in a lot of pots...
spreading the word of "how to be" where it needed to be heard and employed the most
prisons,drug programs,politics
we procured some of the technology but I have a feeling THEY needed us..
to test it without the usual
social worker approach
oh we can't do this ..oh no...let me check with my civil rights attorney and all that...
there was none of that
there should have been in retrospect
we felt like cowboys.
we thought of Denny as indestructible
as he got older and used to it ..the 24/7 interface
I think he liked it
he sure could give as well as he could take
it was 'tough Love"what tru Christir brought to the brain computer interface
but Denny
never changed
he was always the same denny we began with
and tru Christie couldn't take it
Denny's language
may as well have been our own by now
you imagine reading
someone's mind
for 10 years and you tell me
if you could stand
so much as hearing or reading in them a single pronoun
at a certain point
Denny's thinking style
had become our
he made us like this one couldn't help thinking
The Mentors felt Denny had put sickness inside them ...deliberately
ME >ME>ME
I,
I
I
every thought he had for himself
he became aware as he grew up and trolled the net
that he wasn't "communing" with space aliens as he was taught to think of the interface
and all of it began hitting the fan from there in
you call it Autism I call it weirdo
freak -O tru would say
as denny now aware
he was a test subject naturally assumed he was
thinking towards people
whom he began berating
oh the nasty language
Morning Pigwoman. morning Dr Mengel...any new tests...you fucking sick swine whore!
if i had the privilege of showing you
Denny's neural reads
pick a day any way
and you read them or worse
heard them in real time via headset and microphone
i promise you
that you too would
come to some rather
dubious conclusions
about the nature of man
HIm in particular
that yes there are good men who think Good Thoughts
and inherently BAD people like Denny
who think in a manner that
was not just anti social but anti normal
there is now proof that a mind 's frequency
travels outside of his physical shell
and not simply from the work done by Gary Rainy,founder of Neuronautics
TruGenics is about
selectivism
and how a certain type of human
not only taints the gene pool
but the unseen pool all around us
in the air
a Ruiner .a sicko sickens all around him you see...the sky the plants ..the moods of the people he or she comes in contact with
a Ruiner according to Neuronautics
isone who thinks badly and therefore IS bad no matter what corrections or falsities come out of their mouths ..which are usually lies.censored to appear normal..once one's mind is decoded into language ...there are no secrets or no lies
of course it occurred to us that much if not all of the readkings we got were influenced and provoked by the experiment itself
and Denny's growing resentment of being a Human Guinea pig..
while WE could stop the interface
Denny could not
we could remove their headset when the interface got too intense
Denny could not
he begged and cried...
but tru said no...it 's all the time
until he learned to first apologize for all the time he had wasted...
denny did apologize ...over and over for his thoughts being "sick-o and weird"
but than
BING
out of nowhere
AGAIN some weird
thought..
Tru tried to teach him how to breathe a certain way and STOP thinking sick bad thoughts..
the thought could be ..for instance Denny staring at a bug...or at a long piece of hair found in his French fries
that would come out of nowhere ....perhaps while we were eating..
with our link ,our headsets still on
than he'd begin thinking of hair in general or suddenly some mole he had seen on his kindergarden's teacher's next
suddenly we would all be in kidergarden
and some awful embarrassing "event" would present via the interface that Denny wanted to withhold.
like if he shat his pants.
and suddenly Tru Christie would have a "light bulb" moment that THIS is where all Denny's problems began...
and he'd make Denny re experience the memory
again and again
till denny was visualizing himself as monkey in a cage throwing his feces at tru and Kip Kinyon
next
out of nowhere
he would picture that scene from silence of the lambs
he'd become Miggs throwing you know what
that was the day things changed
did denny think this at us on purpose or was he just letting off steam
or doing anything to
make the interface stop?
stop his thoughts
but to stop
would have meant
Denny won
it would have meant we had failed
it would have meant
that they didn't know what they were doing
"so Tru
decided
that Denny didn't have autism anyway"
"that Denny was just sick!
a freak
a
sickO
probably the sickest man in the world!"that thank god we have caught!
that's the first time Tru used the frequency to make Denny feel physical paint
denny in turn
fought back with whatever he had left
every time he
he defecated
or washed.
or blew his nose
it was like he was "aiming it at us"
as time went on he focused more and more and not less and less on his
toilet
he often would think
deliberately
repetitive
nonsense at us
for days he would think baby thoughts
"did you say I should POOH? or should I pooh pooh pooh..
sure is a nice Pooh out to day.isn't it Mista Kinyon
I think i will go get a cup of pooh and some nice scrambled pooh with toast
maybe pooh some pooh on the pooh...
OR he'd sing nursery rhymes as "a way" of stopping the mind reads and
trying to buffer the mind "writing'
'braincomputers falling down falling down falling down
brain computer interface falling down
low stock options....
brain computer interface falling down falling down falling down
brain computer interface falling down
because interface causes madness
he eventually thought only about "The technology" and not what we were trying to do with it...
"you are nothing more than Potty Police ," he would think at them
while wiping himself..these are things he never used to do..he stopped washing...or brushing his teeth
he would ask his mentors
if the neural read indicated that he had wiped his behind enough times...and than go "goo goo goo..goo goo goo..daddy daddy I poohed in the toilet all by myself!"
I love you daddy ...
you are my daddy aren't you I love you daddy.." he would interface ....at Tru...
eat me pooh daddy "
and Tru absolutely lost it.
the project was now all about killing Denny Pace.
nothing else.
couldn't stop trying to fix him
I left the group
when they turned on the
frequencies not to say something to him
but to simply hurt him
physically with pain
I had my doubts all along
iif THEY had given us denny
to save
or if they suspected there would be a clash of will
between denny and
we..the outside electronic spirits sent to him to "snap him out of it"
someone
must have realized the inevitable outcome
of nonstop
"tests"and Synthetic Communion with "a synthetic entity one could not stop
or plead to
someone must have forseen it becoming the milgram test
or that Stanford prison experiment where one is assigned to guard
and one is assigned to be guarded or in this case electronically managed ,monitored and mentored
I was one of the initial teachers
i was there when the screaming was at it's worsts
both the screaming Denny did on the outside
and the silent screams inside him
that only we on head set heard
he was 5 when he enetered The Program
he was about 9 when Tru Christie
one of my bosses said dont be fooled
that an autistic always
wants attention
and always will scream that someone is hurting them
he reminded us we were voices to him...
we were visuals.. ghosts
we weren't physically even in the same room with him
words can never hurt me(or him) was the company line with virtual over ride systems
but you didn't see..we had cameras every where..the fear in him
you didn't experience what his mind was like when the tests were at their max
we sort of experienced his perspective but we weren't him
in a way we were "in him" in his mind but in a way
we didn't get thewhole picture
just whatever his mind was racing to or from at any given time
people simply do not think
in the way books tell us they do..
a mind doesn't read like a first person account .,..like in a novel
first I thought this ...which lead me to do this...for this reason ..and next did or said this because of my last 2 or 3 thoughts..
that's what we expected...something like that
it wasn't all our fault what happened
and how it snowballed when Tru Christie was at bat
having decided that denny was purposely "playing games" with the interface
and with him..
thinking in a random fashion
"to get back at us" for "chipping him"for trying to help the son of a bitch
I kept telling Tru that denny had good reason to be petrified and defiant
he doesn't know what's going on or for what reason
maybe if we sat down and explained..
Tru said
what kind of read would that be
I may as well ask you who created this program to
have your mind mapped.
it doesn't work like that
the subject MUST be un aware..
could you deal with voices that were not your own
baiting you...
interrogating you.
restraining you while trying to 'remake you"
all of us were Neuronauts
we all practiced mind auditing in the same way
who else could they find
who specialized in the services we were known ..and sometimes hated for?
Neuronautics had their hand in a lot of pots...
spreading the word of "how to be" where it needed to be heard and employed the most
prisons,drug programs,politics
we procured some of the technology but I have a feeling THEY needed us..
to test it without the usual
social worker approach
oh we can't do this ..oh no...let me check with my civil rights attorney and all that...
there was none of that
there should have been in retrospect
we felt like cowboys.
we thought of Denny as indestructible
as he got older and used to it ..the 24/7 interface
I think he liked it
he sure could give as well as he could take
it was 'tough Love"what tru Christir brought to the brain computer interface
but Denny
never changed
he was always the same denny we began with
and tru Christie couldn't take it
Denny's language
may as well have been our own by now
you imagine reading
someone's mind
for 10 years and you tell me
if you could stand
so much as hearing or reading in them a single pronoun
at a certain point
Denny's thinking style
had become our
he made us like this one couldn't help thinking
The Mentors felt Denny had put sickness inside them ...deliberately
ME >ME>ME
I,
I
I
every thought he had for himself
he became aware as he grew up and trolled the net
that he wasn't "communing" with space aliens as he was taught to think of the interface
and all of it began hitting the fan from there in
you call it Autism I call it weirdo
freak -O tru would say
as denny now aware
he was a test subject naturally assumed he was
thinking towards people
whom he began berating
oh the nasty language
Morning Pigwoman. morning Dr Mengel...any new tests...you fucking sick swine whore!
if i had the privilege of showing you
Denny's neural reads
pick a day any way
and you read them or worse
heard them in real time via headset and microphone
i promise you
that you too would
come to some rather
dubious conclusions
about the nature of man
HIm in particular
that yes there are good men who think Good Thoughts
and inherently BAD people like Denny
who think in a manner that
was not just anti social but anti normal
there is now proof that a mind 's frequency
travels outside of his physical shell
and not simply from the work done by Gary Rainy,founder of Neuronautics
TruGenics is about
selectivism
and how a certain type of human
not only taints the gene pool
but the unseen pool all around us
in the air
a Ruiner .a sicko sickens all around him you see...the sky the plants ..the moods of the people he or she comes in contact with
a Ruiner according to Neuronautics
isone who thinks badly and therefore IS bad no matter what corrections or falsities come out of their mouths ..which are usually lies.censored to appear normal..once one's mind is decoded into language ...there are no secrets or no lies
of course it occurred to us that much if not all of the readkings we got were influenced and provoked by the experiment itself
and Denny's growing resentment of being a Human Guinea pig..
while WE could stop the interface
Denny could not
we could remove their headset when the interface got too intense
Denny could not
he begged and cried...
but tru said no...it 's all the time
until he learned to first apologize for all the time he had wasted...
denny did apologize ...over and over for his thoughts being "sick-o and weird"
but than
BING
out of nowhere
AGAIN some weird
thought..
Tru tried to teach him how to breathe a certain way and STOP thinking sick bad thoughts..
the thought could be ..for instance Denny staring at a bug...or at a long piece of hair found in his French fries
that would come out of nowhere ....perhaps while we were eating..
with our link ,our headsets still on
than he'd begin thinking of hair in general or suddenly some mole he had seen on his kindergarden's teacher's next
suddenly we would all be in kidergarden
and some awful embarrassing "event" would present via the interface that Denny wanted to withhold.
like if he shat his pants.
and suddenly Tru Christie would have a "light bulb" moment that THIS is where all Denny's problems began...
and he'd make Denny re experience the memory
again and again
till denny was visualizing himself as monkey in a cage throwing his feces at tru and Kip Kinyon
next
out of nowhere
he would picture that scene from silence of the lambs
he'd become Miggs throwing you know what
that was the day things changed
did denny think this at us on purpose or was he just letting off steam
or doing anything to
make the interface stop?
stop his thoughts
but to stop
would have meant
Denny won
it would have meant we had failed
it would have meant
that they didn't know what they were doing
"so Tru
decided
that Denny didn't have autism anyway"
"that Denny was just sick!
a freak
a
sickO
probably the sickest man in the world!"that thank god we have caught!
that's the first time Tru used the frequency to make Denny feel physical paint
denny in turn
fought back with whatever he had left
every time he
he defecated
or washed.
or blew his nose
it was like he was "aiming it at us"
as time went on he focused more and more and not less and less on his
toilet
he often would think
deliberately
repetitive
nonsense at us
for days he would think baby thoughts
"did you say I should POOH? or should I pooh pooh pooh..
sure is a nice Pooh out to day.isn't it Mista Kinyon
I think i will go get a cup of pooh and some nice scrambled pooh with toast
maybe pooh some pooh on the pooh...
OR he'd sing nursery rhymes as "a way" of stopping the mind reads and
trying to buffer the mind "writing'
'braincomputers falling down falling down falling down
brain computer interface falling down
low stock options....
brain computer interface falling down falling down falling down
brain computer interface falling down
because interface causes madness
he eventually thought only about "The technology" and not what we were trying to do with it...
"you are nothing more than Potty Police ," he would think at them
while wiping himself..these are things he never used to do..he stopped washing...or brushing his teeth
he would ask his mentors
if the neural read indicated that he had wiped his behind enough times...and than go "goo goo goo..goo goo goo..daddy daddy I poohed in the toilet all by myself!"
I love you daddy ...
eat me pooh daddy "
and Tru absolutely lost it.
the project was now all about killing Denny Pace.
nothing else.
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