Tuesday, March 4, 2014

engaged emmitance


In an experiment in 1969, Herbert Krugman monitored a person through many trials and found that in less than one minute of television viewing, the person's brainwaves switched from Beta waves-- brainwaves associated with active, logical thought-- to primarily Alpha waves. When the subject stopped watching television and began reading a magazine, the brainwaves reverted to Beta waves.
One thing this indicates is that most parts of the brain, parts responsible for logical thought, tune out during television viewing.There is no need for an advertiser to use subliminal messages. The brain is already in a receptive state.It is the radiant light from a television set that is believed to induce the slower brainwaves 
Valerie's brain waves are on "speaker"
I should consider this a treat...
never mind
my own
brainwaves

'we don't Valerie interfaces..."
proxy cyber is careful to keepValerie's
sound-a tions to a minimum
this is
a slow kill

you see..
and they temper the interfaces ...
in terms of my having a woman's "voice"
over riding my own
inner monolog which they follow
not because they find me interesting
but because
some painting or something i said
some time ago
got me
Got

under the Freedom costs freedom act of something or other...
can i explain IT better than this
i keep trying
but
currently i seem to be
at a "wrap up "party
in brentwood..
Valerie Prentis
is mid way
through
a Direct Neural Interface
about
Gary Rainy and The Neuronautics Movement...

but all thinking is
and thus all interface this evening is  freeform
drunken and slurry
a buffer is up
between valerie's nervous system and my own
so
there is a basically a DJ
for this TRUE Brain Computer Interface...
supposedly being developed
to induce a type of instant learning
upon a future paying client's mind...
i being a piece of human vermin
am not a paying client
simply "A Pig" graphs
the mediator
"not a Guinea Pig Dumbo...simply a PIG.."

who be it for me to inteface otherwise..
one simply stops trying to think
one's merits to another who sees literally right through you
and has long ago
proved scientifically
"one such as yourself" has NO Merit"

in a better world
in The New Way

ectoplasm like you will no longer "be with us"
so in the mean time
"be against us as much as you like"
nobody gives a shit dumbo..
your style
of humanhood
is being weeded out by
exposure ...
write  what you like
your sensibilities or lack thereof only help
cement our case
"that some are simply born to be both a burden to others...and a bore...

why i am
allowed to listen in on the way
'real people"
engage in public discourse..
the beautiful people
the right people
is only
being introduced to me not
for Gleaning
but

for
some technical modifications to the buffering system
that  supposedly regulates
Real Time encoding decoding of pure thought
that is wordless

but parceled to another
in an format of
first person singular
"as if.as if there...telepresense...
in this way
it is I who
"sees" the world
from Valerie Prentis's Point of View.
whether i care to or not..

the virtual;l reality
is built in to my nano particles

i reckon when you
buy this service
you will have some Human Right ,Civil liberties.. and some kind of "off switch'
but think about it?,,,how you gonna know
it's really ever Off?

imagine having Google Glass
embedded

directly into your temporal lobe

supposedly
everyone' whose anybody
is gonna go nano
if only not to wear those

fashion faux pas un user friendly eye-frames...

no one is telling me
interfacing me
shut up shuttin up dumbo...
my thoughts almost feel unmonitored
...
"never <" My moderator interfaces

your kind must always be
"online'

they treat me
my thought style
as criminal

they treat  me like I guilty
of "some crime"...
some awful...unspeakable act .
i am "capable of'
as if I belong on a list like a child molester

what i am guilty of
is
being Off the scale of normalcy
in terms of

aggression and "outward" mis appropriation

supposedly I do not "act" like i think...
it makes no sense to me either

i have attempted suicide several times
to end the tether

to exit the interface

clearly i did not succeed
except in convincing my "team"
that I am
more 'bad" than theyED..
as i did not give them
ample notice
of my Intentionals

oh
not so they could stop me
but so that they might set up
proper barrier /buffer
to distance themselves from the
self removal

and also "set up' a proper recording of the brain waves and Neural spikes
that occur doing

suicide
so that they may have a
"good read" to perhaps place over another's
baseline synaptic sequentials

'shut up shuttin up DUMBO! i incept
and find myself at a long mahogany table
with a drink in my hand..


speaking.as if.
i am
what i am not

a functional
essential memeber of society

"the main thing people naturally focus upon is themselves ...G-d made his"made in his image" NEED ,NEED ,NEED
food shelter
water ,,,
i cannot imagine any g-d i would want to be associated with
being
so
powerless.

and lacking...

because man is made to constantly toil for survival
or at least was...before
Some people
came along and
and decided to make those that could not toil or survive...
gifted a living ...gifted a life...that they otherwise
could not or would not be able to sustain...

i hear a buzzing in my ears
and assume they are simply doing "sound tests'
also the tone and texture
of "the terms of  trugenic intracranial"
pivot point
procedurals

what's a "pivot Point procedural?"
well

it has to do with ....automatic thoughts..upon presentation of

and induction of bombardment superlatives..
if you were ever a science-ideolgy based Neuronauts
you would know exactly what i mean
even if the neuronautic "audit" was not being condoned and conducted
withBrain Computer interface
based in room 302

in the old hollywood annex..
which has since moved to closer to Koreatown

in room 302 ...an auditor/mentor /teacher
might ask you to
say the first thing that 'comes to mind" with a barrage of seemingly silly
rapid
neuro lingusitic
reactives

gunnysackGergen garter girth
your mentor might say
and you would be impelled to
speaknonsensicals
without hindrance or thought negotiona
golden gertrude godalier gick

pundit pun puck periscope prick
your mentor would say
the tape recorder going,,,the camera filming

gongo mongo summerset tip,,,you ..I
might say
and suddenly the mentor might
throw a pencil at you or throw water in your face
and leave the room
you would sit there
confused.
the camera still filming you
the tape recorder still going
you do not know if you should get up and go look for your mentor.
or say something to the camera
or tape recorder
but you just know
you shouldn't turn it off.
you just know you should not "try to hide" from the "your courseload" and move away from the recording devices

...since you were speaking nonsense words
you can't really remember what you've said to so offended your mentor
and maybe you panic .
maybe you start crying.
maybe you start laughing
you are afraid your response will not be normal
that it'll be wrong
abnormal
,,,and that 'the team " might study the footage
and decide that you must repeat Level One..
or spend a day
having my pinky finger encased in the silver thimble attached to the gauge of "Engaged Emmitance"
that can "tell' all my "tells" and whether I am
on High Abatement or Low Negatement
laughing inside at the Process,the Program and The New Way...
or i might have to
do a
Ruiner Rendition
and have to scrub gunk off the tiles in the hotel /dormitory..
you share with other  neuronauts
I stare at the camera..
I stare at it hard.
for all i know someone is watching it in REal Time


.I ..
and pick up the water glass that is still half full and throw the rest of the water on my face
'there that'll teach me I say."

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