Thursday, March 6, 2014

inserts,clients and innovations

a leg up on other Mind Augment Companies by skipping the primates
and going right 
to human testing
shhhhh


whatever trash their goon squad.'apped" up
on their jaunts to San Francisco and L.A> to find specimens
to 'app up" for transmission
on thus 
endless 
neurotronic  "mind fucks"
via insert

they don't call them "chips" honey
so neither will i .
in fact
if any of the "Team" 
at Proxy Cyber call the nanp particles  'chips"
they gotta put 
5 dollars in a large coffee can..
if they call their 'subjects' subjects or specimens.
instead of "clients'
it's 10 bucks in coffer..

as much of the testing is ABOUT neuro linguistics...in a way this makes sense
that They should know how much 
WORDS matter
once when calls a chip an insert
and a subject a client

everyone workin at Proxy cyber don't gotta feel 
that bad bout themselves
or the fact that
some of their
"work"
makes good old dr Joseph Mengel's work with "clients 'at "the dorms"
look like ....
hmmm
well some things are sacred...yet i find myself forgetting ..this
as i seem to have developed a split sensibility toward my mentorship..
at times finding their 'work"
so mesmerizing that 
i lose 'sight" (often quite literally) how stomach inducing it is that 
someone actually
contracted 
this "team" 
to DO THIS

(EVAN my "Hal" ,my "master of ceremonies",my DJ  my "goto Guy...
interfaces that instead of continuing to think of this as something repulsive IT might be a good idea to think of US as innovators rather than...

I graph,i interface thatpresently 
i prefer to think of you as what you seem to be EVAN
plain old MENTAL ILLNESS
it keeps me sane 

if i really think too hard about this all being true.
possible and profitable...i would have gotten a real mental disorder years ago...
it helps believe it or not  to 
think of the testing 
as madness
as schizophrenia..and not just to "cover it up"for "The Team'
but as a way 
to 
place "the situation" of being the fuckin lawnmowerman into some kind of 
paradigm
that
the so called "collective consciousness and present culture "understand

i was writing of the sounds that by pass my ears..
and how that's nothing compared to the 
things they can do 
with one's other senses..
with
'the inserts'

right now i am seeing in split screen
like brian depalma movie 
what is in front of me ...the keyboard 
and in back of me..
as if i truly have eyes in the back of my head..
the eye tests
are the few times
my mentors are nice to me
as this is being developed for 
Real People like you dear reader.
who might appreciate thus pay good money for 
the ability to see 
this way..
"is this too disorienting ?" a generic voice asks ...sounding like the optomitrist asking "beter.or worse.better or worse.'
no fuckhead i interface 
it isn't disorienting at all 

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