Thursday, May 26, 2016

Tucker : A Man and His Dream

Marcus goes on about Tim Tucker like he himself was were some Mandler in Tim' s mind -trying to get Tim to "think right' and 'Be right' or at least hurt him enough Inside Out to make sure not a shred of his soul can come back to latch upon unborn children or hover in the Great Enway itself- as to influence others as disembodied Enrot. 
The way Marcus becomes so angry speaking of a Ruiner like Tim Tucker it's as if some Latch Upon Emanation has seen Marcus as some kind of suitable vessel to entrain and augment to it's will. 

According to Neuonautics the Emanations are everywhere around us -unseen and hungry for embodiment that seems like -minded enough to receive it's compatible frequency.

Latch Upons-disembodied essence

silent -oh not so silent !
invisible -but not once Latch Upons get inside 
(and make you see ,see,see,)
see and hear and feel 
 the Latch Upon 
still potent 'left behind' mindings
of the departed -
re-in -carnate 
essence of  THEY 
too sick in their Beinghood - to go elsewhere -after what we call passing away
they pass away 
to pass through us if we're lucky
and stay in us 
if we are not

the Eminations 
to filled with self self self 
as they were too much too much 
always always in their bodily vessels 
those especially 
this kind 
this kind who feinged kindness 
but possessed only take take take 
takes everything after passing 

this kind never passes through
in life without taking and does so even less hereafter 
this kind 
this Emination
this Latch Upon 
of course skulks too close to the ground, waiting for  that chance 
to bind with like 
like mindedness 
waiting waiting waiting for even a second or so of fleeting unfocused synapse 
that matches their own -
and in it goes
and in it stays 
just a momnetaru lapse of Bettor Being-ment ,an open door to 'Latch Upon'  infestation.

Neuronautics  promises to help you combat these Latch  Upons 
seek...comfront ...destroy
Neuronautics hopes to seek those amongst us 
filled ton brimming with celestial enrot
who walk and talk amongst us taking taking taking

a neural read
and science does not lie 

run run Ruiner from the neural read
but you cannot hide 

 Certainly Marcus is thinking too much like the Tim Tuckers of the world to get so riled up abot Tim . I cannot understand why Marcus cannot distance himself from any feeling good or bad that perceives Tim Tucker as anything more than organism. There is a reason that Neuronautic's insists we think of the test subjects as vermin- not human at all.
Mandlers  and neuro engineers alike understand that to empathize with a human subject they are monitoring and studying is dangerous . To empathize with these objects means thinking like a Ruiner . And anyone is ruined after being used for brain computer interface in no time at all.I cannot help think Marcus' hate of Tim Tucker reveals Marcus' ability to think as a Tim Tucker does.According to Caroline Macy the worst thing a person can do is think of the subjects as anything but organisms.

 Marcus' being so emotional in his reaction to a mere object of study is a give away that Marcus  can "think like the enemy' -meaning there must be parts of himself with similar Ruiner thinking style .
At the Neuronautics compound they make films and Tv shows for Parasol Pictures  that are meant to evoke physiological  responses to stories that can be tracked  with special pupil scanning technology to see what character  one relates to in the film .
An awful lot of things one might try to withhold form others given away one responds to TV and this response can be measured.
 The fact that Marcus reacts so angrily to Tim Tucker means -if you ask me-that he has an awful lot of Tim Tucker in him or he could not  put himself in Tim Tucker's  shoes.
Supposedly those being mandled are judged harshly on their TV viewing during the brain computer interface .
Eventually Gary Rainy hopes to make all TV programming able to elicit and next  quickly gauge another's real time response to story- to efficiently and inexpensively best discover the Ruiners amongst us with no need for remote neural monitoring  I hear a production of "Building 17" is in the works to test how people 'really' feel  about the collapse of the Memfis Ohio Bridge with pupil scanning.

Gary Rainy writes a lot about TV in his books and how what the  input we receive from televised image  becomes part of our Inner Beinghood ,our Mind's Eye as much as any parent,friend,lover and therefore one must be very ,very careful what one sees and hears.
He discussed a night in bed addled with a bad summer flu watching the television and finding himself feeling he was being asked by the makers of some insipid romantic comedy to think about life from some women's point of view.Over and over the camera was an over the shoulder shot from the actresses point of reference -as if the film maker wanted to make me a queer.

Since beginning  my Neuronautics classes I  have  begun watching a lot of westerns and war movies on TV .Programs without women in them . Gary Rainy said if a man relates to women too much especially on screen and thus the mind's eye 'women -like qualities begin to overtake a man's mind. In Gary Rainy 'Beyond the Enway" book he discusses the way Hollywood uses point of view and over the shoulder shots to feminize young boys who mind's eye style must constantly leap in and out and in and out of a female's set of eyes .Gary Rainy says this phenomena can be even worse for boys and easily swayed young male adults who read books with strong female leads. Gary Rainy said it was in a male's best interest to before reading a book take a black marker and cross out all female   characters . 

Caroline Macy the worst thing a person can do is think of the subjects as anything but organisms.
Marcus acting and talking the way he does about Tim Tucker as if he himself were reading and steering Tim's mind and nervous system seems to have nothing at all to do with his aspiration to be a Mandler of men . Nothing to with the decoding of the subject's thinking as  to make the subject be  "right " for things that mean alot to the brain research financially in terms of big data. Big Data  accrued from a neural read  from one "app-ed'  with sub-dermal  sensors as  -Wireless Body Network .
Accrued neural data -or what  Caroline Macy calls the shorn hair and gold fillings of the operation  .
Neural spikes  ,dendritic cascades ,pre-neural firing protein release -important "artifacts' the Mandlers  often need to hospitalize the subject  for .So many of the subjects smoke .So many of the subjects stop moving about as free moving animals.The threat of hospitalization as if a stick poking the Proxy a guinea pig now -fat and web eyed close against the glass of the cage .The threat of neuroleptics ...and group home sweet home gets the subject moving ever so slightly away from the glass and on the wheel spinning ..but it's always back to the  various universities  hospitals  for  readings that require variable concerning  an institutional's reaction (again)  to confinement and humiliation 
"Graham Crackers and Grape Juice ! in the Day Room !'

These monsters have stolen your life
your sanity
your dignity 

the universityhospital   involved  -

how'd I get here again?

the ....tether

.. getting the subject to do outrageous ,bizarre things to place them under observation to get the subject committed against their will.It's amazing how much will some of the subjects hold onto regarding self in spite of their tether to Mandlers. There is great fun for Mnadlers in getting the ward committed in terms of induced signal to drive the object insane .

There is also money in getting a subject committed and one kills two birds with one stone as the commitment  re-affirms the human subject  as having mental issues rather than being fodder for brain research .Furthermore the hospitalization also serves as good clap board like marker in the subject's 'dailies'  concerning reverse brain engineering .The premeditated "time outs" for the Mandler's wards also  allow researchers interested in the sociology of human ecology to work out paradigms concerning 'What Would You Do ?" like scenarios concerning evoked response to a plethora of situations regarding universal aspects of "Beinghood' that often require a lot of emphasis be placed on insinuating manufactured 'happenstance' into the Proxy's environment. A love interest, a financial crisis or opportunity ,ethical and moral quandries based on staged events  in and around the subject's home ,workplace and community .
If for instance the subject has substance issues a "windfall" of cash might fall into the subject's hand to see if the subject "learned their lesson" . If a woman is attracted to abusive men an attractive  "bad boy" has just happened to move in next door.

"Are you with me Biff?" Marcus asks,"Sometimes you're like a Proxy in a  Synthesized Beta State with this drifting off"

Sometimes Marcus seems like a "placed person" in my periphery as to evoke a response. Pamphlets or no pamphlets from the Neuronautic's annex . A pay hike for taking care of Tim Tucker sans Hand's Off and Hand's On I remind myself this is my apartment he's in speaking to me as might a Mandler to a Proxy intra- neutrally.I let it go curious to survey Marcus ' attenuations toward Tim Tucker .

  "At first Tim was doing all the right things when he was released form the mental hospital ..He was fearful and next angry and this anger of course made him focus on revealing the testing ...of clearing his name as mentally of course making himself seem as crazy as a bedbug online by claiming he was a Targeted Individual expected he begins posting like madman ..obsessively making him lose 'friends' not only off line but on..He doesn't care -of course!- what he has to say about what is going on takes precedent over all things..he's at that phase in the targeting we call the "Sermon on the mount " spending every waking hour finding the rag tag of placed declassified evidence that Tim believes will find him restitution and justice..ten ,twelve,twenty posts a day -as if it doesn't occur to him anything online about neuroweapons is supposed to be online about neuroweapons to human test subjects to chew on and post so researchers can study how a mind reacts to social media ,desperation,the EMF the very computer emits . Reach studies concerning hand eye coordination..keystrokes..the subject's reaction to colors and the amount of pixels in a person with genuine "secrets' might try to disperse information online ..

All during this of the Operating Tele-Presence(OT) is  telling him everything he thinks ,does,says  is sick...crazy..
it's crazy times two Biff because Tim Tucker knows he's not crazy
because they made a point of explaining it to him real, real serious "Bitch you wish you just be crazy ..THIS is what we do to people who write 'Building 17"....
they tell him all this in the spin bin
in 'that way' way THEY have of talking

----people who latch upon the Voice to Skull script "Building 17" are intrinsically in terms of idea-ology
 science  of mind style 
 sick to the very last metered synapse  

every damn subject goes through the same damn 'Sermon on the Mount" sh*t concerning 
The Internet..the social media being their 
'words are mightier than the sword" thing

unaware their words are indeed of much.much interest to only those trying to understand neural narrative
daily their SOS message in cobble
is dissected by others trying to understand things like how the letter "P" or "G" is used in terms of declarative
while words beginning with a "F" or "H" are used when a human organism, is deflated .."

I know Marcus likes impressing me with his 'inside man" stuff concerning Mandlers because he used to date Eileen a Mandler who was sent back to floor 3 to only interact with the human subjects as  faux Targeted Individual online because she -according to break room gossip had a habit of going "Mrs. Danvers" on the Proxy before enough data could be gathered form them for medical and consumer use. 4 suicides in 7 months with Eileen on headset to the subject's brain pans.

"So sorry if I am boring you sorry if our mission to get to the bottom of Ruiner for once and all in the gene pool means so little to you..I guess you like a world full of Ruiners hiding their sick,sick thoughts behind false airs suits you..I guess the actions of Tim Tucker trying to destroy the TI Program means nothing to you."

'Go on Marcus ," I say

"In the beginning of his targeting Tim did just fine displaying himself as what he was enemy dosed with accoutrements to be psychotronically managed from afar... used for neural reads..used for 'parts' to serve some function in society he tried so hard to malign with talk of false flags and rich man wars.. sounding injured and tortured online to show others what we think of type such as him..
read sometime Biff how the TIs write of their targeting  in the first 6 months so careful..all metaphor and 'shhh shhh'
than they get embolden every 'find' about synthetic telepathy and voice to skull rushed up upon the net

like someone is reading their damn posts with some bated breath

these people might as well be insane
what arrogance on their part thinking anybody gives a rat's ass
about some nutter talking human testing

when was the last time you saw a post or a Tweet stop the world?
unless your some Kardashian
who gives a flying fuk what you say online
and 2 feeds later who gives a fuk about that

isn't that what the damn net was made for Biff/
to make everything mean nothing

well Timmy boy be going through the paces none the less
Mandlers listening in on his every burp,cough and scratch
really Biff it be that intrusive

guy can't wipe his own ass without a Mandler saying saying something about it

but this Tim deserves this type of remote neural monitoring
know why
because people like Tim are so wrong in the head that if someone doesn't totally clear them out than their souls come back and latch onto little babies

'Is that true?" I ask Marcus," that the Mandlers are in them when they wipe their ass?"

"The Mandlers aren't IN THEM Biff " Marcus shouts like I insulted the Mandler's creed or something

"...they just see through their eyes
 and hear their thoughts ..BUT SOMETIMES a Mandler will take advantage of the Mind to Mind and make them FEEL they are - to give the human vermin some rounded out secondary symptoms of schizophrenia. to keep the human testing on the down low this "too close' feeling concerning the Mind to Mind makes the Proxy hyper conscious of their own to make them hopefully groom themselves they might have that schizo -affective cast to them for the most casual observer"

"Why.." I ask Marcus

"WHY? Biff?-to keep the testing going..It's important to really work to keep up the subject's mental illness cred..they're not doing anything wrong Biff..their researchers..maybe bathroom habits have to be understood for medical reasons...can I go on Biff ?or do you want to talk scatological the rest of the evening  "

"No," I tell Marcus worried he has  seen me flinch .I can't help thinking how skeevy it would be to be a Mandler...and also a Proxy.

"I know what you're thinking Biff," Marcus says

And for a moment I think someone slipped nano tech in my drink and talking to Marcus through a ear piece

'The Proxy aren't really human..if they were they'd have killed themselves
rather than let men Mandle  them..I would..wouldn't you?"

'Yes" I say ,,and I would 

'Can I go on without you interrupting like some Mandler who demands  I only eat soft food ?"

"Soft food?' I say

"Yogurt,pudding,noodles,ice cream ...Mandlers don't like crunchy food being eaten by their Proxy it 's hard on the ears of Mandlers ..they also don't like Proxy looking in the mirror too much .hard on the Proxy's eyes and sense of self when their Mind to Mind  .that's why so many Proxy get told that they're faces will be cut off if they over preen  ..and this Face Taker thing is  not just to be transmitted a potent  pain reading  ..but because the Mandler feels the Proxy went Facey Face on them deliberately a psychological attack ...the Proxy brandishing his face as a weapon to disturb the testing..fully aware their face is seen through the Mandler's eyes or inner vision if "linked' in such a manner ..that's why often the Direct Energy is sent to the peripheral nerves of the subject...the facial make the sick freak stop looking at themselves but it backfires..and a game of face-tag begins..all the while the Mandler warning the Proxy if he or she keeps it up the  Mandler  has grounds and authority to cut off the Proxy's face "

"That's a Mandler myth' I say ,'The Facetaker story"

"Certainly it is no myth to Proxy who over preen is it?..and isn't as much a myth as you think "Marcus says ,'Remember that guy got his face bitten off in Georgia or something..and that guy got his head cut off in Canada .."

I know about the pain readings of the subjects being vitally important in the brain research studies so researchers might discover how to replicate these pain receptor signals so they might be able to aim them at people Hand's Off 's style but "The Facetaker " is just a movie made by Parasol Pictures..Or is it something more I start thinking . At least to Proxy. Do Proxy see hidden meaning in movies like "The Facetaker'I can't help but wonder.And was this the point .
I stop myself from thinking as best I can wondering how Proxy feel unable to hide their thoughts let alone stop them form the Mandler's all knowing mind tech.
I stop myself from thinking about 'The Facetaker' movie and the implications of it's 'hidden meaning".I sound just like a damn TI online going on about "Illumin-..."

'You with me Biff ? Or are you looking going all Self Referential on me .Preening in the mind's Eye mirror of self thought..?' Marcus snaps his fingers in front of my eyes.
"If you're not careful Biff one day these snapping fingers with be snapping free floating emoji snapping fingers only you see by way of "apps" if you keep looking like you're thinking odd thoughts. Tell me 'what's on your mind?' You won't because that look indicated the type of crazy self involved thinking cascade of stream of consciousness sh*t that drives a Mandler crazy..FOCUS on Tim Tucker OK..or at least pretend you care about the Tim Tucker situation.."

One of my jobs at The 8th Floor Social Media is to peruse vieo data of people waling around,standing in front of money machines,in front of computers ,in super market find people looking like they might have Interior Intentions that that seem sneaky or curious. Without thinking I find my hand up to my face ,as if I am trying to cover something . Marcus freaks out .

"Oh Biff you are so lucky I am not a Proxy 'app-ed' to interface or someone would see you displaying a "tell" like that . A mind that hides is a mind that lies.You're lucky I am not with mergers and acquisitions Biff or I would have  been impelled to  to spike your drink with nano bio"

I put my drink down without thinking

'I'm kidding Biff..I know a like mind when I see one ..' Marcus says

I am grateful when he continues on with the story of Tim Tucker

" every body at the loony bin ..all the mind Drs.  working on these brain map studies of course know  Tim Tucker tuned into  the Voice to Skull that would become the play  'Building 17"
and this  is  of course grounds for dosing him  with stuff that makes his mind open to be decoded , modulated and written upon  ...they give the Proxy a lot of time to get used to the interface in the mental hospital
they convince them  they're these Pioneers
in for a load of Jonny Mnemonic adventure
if they can "stick with it"
the intrusion
the only adventure they get  is semiotic vision
and an auditory cortex full of Mandler Pavlov Tuff Love

the vision all fingers snapping
occipital over ride of whatever scares you the most
some adventure

your  thoughts read as "girlish  " to the Mandlers
little dollies are shown to you
you be spending too much time in front of the mirror Boy
and ain't that a clip from 'The Facetaker' I see in that shadow

funny isn't it they create something like this
and can't or won't legalize euthanasia..

slow kill and human testing..electronic torture
but a painless death
no way

too many Tis would go "drink me" too soon
and no more gold teeth and shorn hair as neural data

The Operating Tele Presence of course has to spend lots of time amusing the Proxy 
with a good deal of chatter
this is all for his or her benefit
a free ride on the Transhuman train
enhanced living by neural prosthetic
a sneak peak O PIONEER to "Cool World Roger Rabbit' virtual reality and Deep learning 
 tell the fukker anything to keep the son of a bitch from offing himself too quickly
there be data to collect ..concerning his responses
 sunlight ,humidity ,sugar,pollen, ...fear,sex,hunger, sleep..the dude is nothing but a gauge now that  he's been "app-ed' for two way brain interface
they can make him see things,feel things,make him cry -on demand - push of a' button  
..some folks in some agency did the same damn thing with a squid's nervous system....this dude ..this Tim Tucker fukker be squiddy
like he deserves ... they got no life ahead of them no more
everything is now for the "team"
including their "Calling All Cars " sh*t online
to get help,help,help

one of the things they also need Squiddy  to do is write...
why you think they send stories through his noggin
like he be some player piano..
they want to see how story effect's -das human organism-

he be all things to big data...
...but mainly he be target pwactice to folks want to learn how to drive a dud ecw -cw -cw -azzzy

...well as you know Biff playing a faux TI online he main thing they want the little Husks to do
 is write about how damn hurt they is...screeeeeeeeem scream screeam online..
so people all over  can  see..BOY what a nutter.
..and also so people 'in the know " can get off watching the dude go to pieces...
the stupid targets think some congressman or reporter gonna see their posts and put a stop to dis
the only people who read their posts are those keeping track of them..
.nobody gives a damn if they use a few people for this tech long as it ain't them .
.well Tim is doing his 'Calling all cars' for the various corporations and Big Arma who need such promotionals as well as those 
who very much want people like Tim Tucker to become poster boys for Truther meaning crazy talk
but than Tim starts saying
all the wrong things
he realizes the "alt media" is but a pre-mediated Mind fuk in itself
he realizes nobody gives no god damn about no traditional posting
all that matters is what the mainstream media tells people matters

he hatches this scheme to see if he can make the topic of Targeted Individuals 'in the real news' not the mindfuk alternative media set there mainly to be -just that- He wants to somehow get the term Targeted Individuals out in the mainstream with shooting up a or school...

"Suddenly Biff . Tim begins inferring he isn't a target at all..according to his posting beginning like September .." Marcus says as if I don't know what Tim began to do with posts .As if I don't understand the worst thing a TI can do is stop screaming online .

Cora peaked into the kitchen ,giving the new marble countertop a quick knock knowing I had to focus to stay in character as presumably some nut typing from his mother's basement or some derelict motel room somewhere

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