The patenting of left over boiled water from hot dog cooking as a diet aid by Liam lead to me and XXXX going patent writing wild for few weeks-as might actors in a typical sitcom -in which one event leads to another..stimuli /response .very often living in a home bombarded with micro and milliwaves meant  it's inhabitants felt like little more than puppet theater....to Mandlers

Liam's big rush to patent Hot Dog Water caused XXXX to rack his brain trying to think up things he believed nobody ever thought of that could make us rich ..

XXXX having seen many ads on TV about new kinds of pillows asked for my help experimenting  with  new types of filler to put in  pillow casings..and next sleeping on these pillows so he could discover if i slept more soundly on a pillow filled with leaves,a pillow filled with sand,a pillow filled with Chia seeds and also a pillow filled with Play Dough

simultaneously XXXX worked on blueprints and diagrams for a new type of mitten

that only covered the fingers and thumbs not the actual hand

XXXX encouraged me to also try to think up patent ideas saying very dumb people

have a habit of thinking outside the box before they were never within the box to begin with

i spent days and nights 

racking my brain about how to come up with ideas for patents  

and was about to give up when one day while sitting in the common room the idea i thought  that would save me and XXXX from financial servitude struck me like  an apple falling on my head  

 the TV that was on in the main room of the house where i don't often go because this is where allthe roommates   are allowed to go 
for some reason they try to engage you in their conversations all though they know you are working very hard to pretend you care about what they say with eye contact and posture
they know this because XXXX told them this 
and told them not to try to screw with me by making me have to be fake with them because it is him that has to deal with the aftermath 

"treat him with kit gloves" Is what XXXX said to the roomates
but many of them refuse to listen
Sometimes I don't mind..but than i remember how all the Drs would say the same thing as XXXX that i cannot really socialize with others in a normal way and when I remember this suddenly it is like this is the case.


nobody is in the common room but me sitting on a chair XXXX told all the roommates was MY chair and MY CHAIR alone ...and Dumbo very much needs to feel everything is just so or he will act out 

when i told some of the other roommates I don't care if they sit in "my chair" XXXX got very angry and said I was trying to purposely jeopardize my mental health by instigating things I know will trigger me
and why am I always trying to undo all the precautions he has carefully taken to make life easier for me 

my 3rd foster mother told all these things to XXXX  way back when I met him at a Neuronautic's retreat
and XXXX told me he was "the one" I was waiting for 
to be his Long Time Companion to save me from having to spend the rest of my life being placed in some Home 

"you're not equipped to take care of yourself but of course you must know that already"

Having spent years being told this over and over -of course I knew this-

My 3rd stepmother became easy friends with XXXX on the retreat like she couldn't wait to get rid of me

........

on the screen

some actress beautiful as beauty can be was climbing up some rope...

some drape like in a circus

actress spokeswoman is not dressed circus-ie but in a gown

somehow be it inspired by Mandler interface

or not.

I get angry at this woman this actress on the TV showing off how easily she can climb some damn rope some piece of cloth

and angrier still about her attitude towards the people she walked past in the othe rroom to get to the chandelier room

the very wealth and having of stuff

of the entire scene is sickening to me

here I am trying to come up with ideas about patents so me and XXXX can somehow pay some old bills ..and here this rich woman is putting on airs

why is this rich beautiful actress climbing up cloth?

briefly i think maybe at the end of the ad she falls from the cloth

because she was showing off

and maybe thats what the ad is about

what the ad is against

but somehow I know this won't happen

it would be a strange world if it did ..

and stranger still if suddenly everything on TV didnt happen like we somehow expect.

i bet in one or two days if all the frames of TV were somehow manipulated to show what we don't think TV has trained us to think 
should happen next 
would people would feel anxious and scared

the Mandlers make me see and hear things that make no sense

to test these theories i think

with this new and bad kind of tv that makes u see and hear str8 to cortex

and here i am having to think of ways to make money YOU ACTRESS SHOWINGOFF!

with Mandlers twisting me around like a puppet YOU!

before we see the woman/actress climbing up the rope ..up the cloth

this chick comes waltzing in some wide,wide room full of people all dressed up

she comes in not so much like she owns the place

but that nobody but her exists

this makes no difference to the crowd

staring at her like she's some kind of better being than they all are

she looks good very good like most anyone on TV and movies often does

the way they're looking at her all mouths agape it's like she cast some damn spell upon them

well

next thing you know

this chick walks past the crowd

like the entire scene is beneath her

well..she goes into this other room..through a door...and that's when there's this rope like drape like Circus Ole 'thing

and next thing you know she's climbing up the damn thing

climbing up to this amazing light and ceiling in this amazing room

toward some great chandelier and next I'm looked at the light on the ceiling in our living room

a small light on the ceiling of low ceiling

Than I'm thinking hmmm what would this actress do if she came into this room

but this kind don't come into houses like this unless it's a duplicate of this house on a movie set

or if she was having photos takin of her being nice to a poor person or sick person

or at least that is what XXXX says sometimes

it's funny how someone else's thinking gets in one's head

their Emanations

and wouldn't you know I feel myself sense XXXX's and not my own type of feelings about this actress

FAKER LIER

XXXX would say anytime he saw 'one of them" on TV saying they care about the environment and sick people and babies who are sick

XXXX knew supposedly 'the dirt" on a lot of these FAKER LIERSin Hollywood

because it was Neuronautics job to root out what he called Billdibunk

from the Enway

it's odd how much over time the words out of XXXX's mouth became my own thoughts over the tears i lived with him

and how his words and sentences about how according to XXXX ,"Things are in the world that luckily you're to dumb and autistic to understand .."

I remember thinking looking at the TV and this Billdibunk actress climbing up and up and up towards the fancy chandelier I wish I could show XXXX I am so fooled by what he called ART-IF -FIS

by thinking as might XXXX

what would this Billdibunk actress say and think if she walked into the common room in this house and saw me with pen in hand trying to think of what types of encased meats might make another upchuck better than Hot Dog water...and what type of encased filler (dried leaves,sand ,play dough) might help another sleep restfully by supporting their neck and head

and it occurs to me by quickly putting myself in the actress's place like one is expected to do according to XXXX when we see another person on TV from what he calls an over the should point of view

"so DO YOU SEE DUMBO? the TV makes  us all have to think and be women when they show you an over the should shot ...do you understand why I can't let you watch certain things because you have the mind of a sponge ?"

XXXX says that people like me raised on The New Way 
people The New Way needs people like him to Mentor and Monitor 
risk something  more than most receiving input not scrutinized in advance 
 I know in my brain chemistry forcing myself to think point of view wise as this actress coming into our house

but I do for the sake of knowing at that moment I am conceiving the roots of some idea somehow that will make me and XXXX rich

she'd make a mean ,mean face this actress if she came upon me in the room

a room not good enough for actresses

even if I gawked at her and swooned at her like the crowd she walks past in the commercial

even if i had a super high ceiling she wouldnt be climbing it

i'd need a gun in my hand to say 'CLIMB! NOW"

to get her to do this trick

i look at the light fixture

she wouldn't even need a stool to climb up to it let alone some rope

and than thought of how many people have low ceilings with certainlyno chandelier

and than I thought how many women look like this chick?

and thought of the women (and men ) always having to look at these rich people who look like only movie stars do climbing up chandeliers 20 feet high

next comes some commercial of some shirtless guy being all shirtless in a locker room

and I'm like -hmmm

I know I am supposed to feel in awe of this guy ...or less than this guy so I can have what ever he's having in the ad..and somehow at least see myself as him (?) a male model /actor?

or athlete?

...and I'm like OK

now what you want me to feel TV

cause you never stop TV sending me all these damn faces and people and nicer homes than I live in

and cars i can have and people jumping from mountains with Mountain Dew in their hands

and sometimes it just make you feel like you are missing all these TV things ..and you had better be 27 years old with abs and the right haircut and jeans and car and you start going MAN this TV been spewing this shit in our eyes and ears since TV began every second every minute every day

and the patent come s to you that XXXX says will make Liam's patent look like fool's gold to patent "officers' or whatever they're called

ABSTRACT ;-I write like Liam did on his patent for potable hot dog water to make you lose weight

I herein propose a method and apparatus to create -a computer algorithm to alter the TV image

I herein wish to propose a method of automated re pixelation

AS TO manipulate the appearance of actor's looks -they're faces and bodies to less intimidating visage

WHITE OUT OR BLACK OUT any and all furniture ,cars , rugs, accessories out of my price range

form the real time televising of broadcast media

I try writing the rest of the patent like Liam did but decide whom is ever reading the patent proposal will understand what I say with out the "legalese" of everything that ALSO should be removed form all things..

I herein describe my invention of what I call THE MORPH MAN CROP-ACY

as a HEREAS YET not fully devised DEVICE to use in CONJUNCTION with a TV

- myproposed invention would rely on Adobe like morphing of images to alter the bodies and faces of the actors just enough so viewer of said image doesn't feel they should constantly being saying 'Gee I wish I looked like that ..or Gee I wish I went to the gym or had the genetic jawline of a model. etc...

The same

Sometimes you just want to see a story this happens than this than that and not be thrown of by seemingly triggered thoughts of "Hey ,I do not look like this"

I write in the patent

the MECHANISM of APPARATUS of the MORPH MAN CROP-ACY DEVISE can be turned off or turned on .OFF when you don't really care about tits and ass and abs all in your eyeballs

and ON when-it is just damn annoying to see all these people who don't really look like anyone but actors in the stories ,commercial et al.

with the MORPH MAN devise proposed in this patent the images can be adjusted

subtle-ie or extremely

in their "volume' of looking Movie Star like or just regular looking or even monstrous

in SUMMATION- especially if you're sick or something or haven't worked out in a while et al.

or just not in the mood and all it can be sometimes intimidating to see again and again and again people in the 1 percentile of APPEARANCE on the TV screen unless you're watching porn

sometimes you just want to see what happens next without the bother of people who are too attractive as the mind make constant self comparisons whether one wants it to or not and THIS DEVICE will help work around some of these problems .. thank you Patent Office for your time ,I am sorry Sirs if this Patent is not written in Patent like form ..consider this a Patent Draft..submitted 11/14

I write this rough draft of the patent thinking I will and can ask Liam how to make it as he says sound Legalese enough to sound good enough and make the mistake of showing the draft of the patent to XXXXX

XXXX who was trying to figure out if he should place elastic in the finger mittens to keep them from falling off reads the patent and says the Morph Man Cropacy idea is the Dumbo dumbest idea he ever heard in his life and I should clean up the sand in the bed that had fallen out of the sand pillows .I go up to mini vac the sand from the sheet thinking I should invent a special cleaner one sprays on the mouth of the mini vac that anti bacterials the mouth of the vacuum that is built into the vacuum and laid after this quick think on the pillow XXXX has stuffed with dried leaves kind of liking the crushcrunch crunch of the pillow .I stare up at the ceiling seeing wicked Mandler visions...all mean clowns and skull faces...the air conditioner and 3 white noise machines are on...so I don't really hear the 'YOU'RE DEAD FOR REAL THIS TIME" yippity yap that always goes with these mean visuals..I doze off and come downstair and see XXXX licking an envelope when he sees me he drops the envelope..and says 'Damn Dumbo why you sneaking up on me"

"What you doing ?'i ask 'what are you mailing?"

"The Leaf Pillow Patent " he says

but I see the word MIGHTY MORPHING CROP APPARATUS

MORPHOLOGY CROPPING DEVISE

CROP ,MORPH and MANIPULATION of TELEVISED IMAGE APPARATUS

MIGHTY MORPHING MANIPULATOR MACHINE

scribbled in XXXX's handwriting all over the back of a notebook

I look over at the printer and see the words MORPH MAN CROPACY Patent

and not with my name on it but his