pate

Amira
wrote as fast as she could.Professor Gordon seemed only to be chattering about Chatterbox Technology for himself ,not the class of graduate Students studying Human to Computer Nano Medicine and the possibilities of this advanced technology solving a host of Neurological Problems, as Neural Prosthetics were and would be the future of most if not all organic or acquired brain trauma..
Professor Charly Gordon using a slide projector presented both charts and algorithms based upon all sorts of neural data samples.According to Professor Gordon several cross population
According to Professor Goren all matter of Encoded Brain "maps" had been fed into a super computer now quick enough to "think" in many "Thought Styles"as this would be beneficial to understanding not just how one type of mind "worked" but how many ,many Thought Styles responded to various input for therapeutic ,consumer , sociological and of course "domestic "reasons...
Amira began to put up her hand-something bout the acquired data did "not add up"..IF these were based on human studies..it did not make sense how certain neural spikes were gathered ...if they had only been collected in a lab setting...usually a lab setting ..contained similar p300 signals indicative of the volunteers -well- being bored.. primed with  innocuous "broadcast" stimuli-tended to "do that" to even the MOST-eager participant because most if not all of the data was attained "in lab" settings..for the most part the data extracting during mind mining exercises was very much the same ..not at all as "rich" and varied as the data displayed in the slides..which indicated that far beyond fMRI or Eccog samplings. Whatever bio sensors used ..had to be almost touching the neural tissue..the dendrites .
Amira had raised her hand high but found herself stopping herself
to Amira
It was clear- from the various graphs and FMRI photostats etc that the minds that were being "Read" and translated were not the minds of primates nor volunteers willing to lend their "spheres' for 30 dollars and a commuter allowance
She stared at the clock...the words Merge Proxy Cyber written so prominently over it's face she could barely figure out the correct time
the clock , just another "endowment" from Compo Cola to go with the mugs ,the pads ,the pens ..
Amiria stared at the Neural Reads ,one after another on the slide screen, which according to Professors Gordon
were obtained from Primates or 'in house" volunteers.
But Amira knew through her studies that our less evolved "cousins" on the evolutionary plain did not "read" or "map"in such a way indicated
as well as she knew that an fMRI did not get close enough to brain signal to indicate neural variations of this profound detal
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Amira could not help but picture some mad scientists in a lab somewhere placing bio sensors in unsuspecting humans.
Mid thought,professor Charly Gordon stared directly at Amiria,as if she had raised her hand or said -excuse me..
"what are you trying to say Amira? "Professor Gordon asked her
For a moment Amira wished her head scarf not only covered her features but her eyes as well,Amira could not recall saying anything or raising her hand again,
The Professor stared into her eyes,touching the Merge Proxy Cyber headset he always wore on his head..It was the equivalent of a scarf for him.."Ok,maybe it 's a gimmick something to make me stand out in the crowd..or something I wear to try to impress upon my student s just how soon everyone will being wearing like this ,the professor had said of the headset dotted with bio sensors in key places that" in theory" would correspond to bio sensored lodged in a primate subject who's brain had been requisitioned for both the college and the Compo Cola Companies studies ..
The students outside of class and outside Professor Gordon's earshot just thought it was weird Professor Gordon wearing the headset and thought and said , maybe he simply wore it to cover a patch of bald spot ..or to further don the classroom with the Compo Cola logo which could be seen on the headset from every possible angle...
"what were you trying to say?" Amiria?Would you like to share it with the class?"
Amira looked both in and away from the Professor's eyes and said she had not said a word.
As she had not.Still the Professor ,seemed to gather much of her quandary concerning the "test" results the class was being presented with
as if defending the data, against a question nobody asked Professor Gordon espoused
"It is illegal to test either Immersive Reality or Direct Neural Interface on humans at this time..What are you trying to imply Amira..?"
The chairs of the other students squealed and cut against the dirty linoleum.
Without having to look Amira was aware that the entire class had turned toward her.
She supposed,she thought to herself,this was better than the class turning against her.
As they had
back in middle school
after the attacks..
The head scarf she wore
that the other girls had previously found enviable
was now something for the girls and boys to rip at and laugh at during recess
The Professor was still looking at her.
He was rubbing at a beard he did not have..his eyes seemed both on her and in her.
Amira recalled her last memory
.
Middle School.Her head scarf being thrown back and forth .Monkey in the middle
For whatever reason she imagined Professor Gordon had "read her humiliation"
and was taken further back when he saw the Professor roll up some paper and
toss it to a boy in the back of the class,indicating he should throw it back..
he next threw the wadded up paper to another girl ..
Before Amira could process this odd behavior
Professor Gordon had already turned his back to the class and to the chalk board explaining as he wrote of macro sized components that"one day" might be able to "stop crime before a criminal's synapses even got from "intent" to "plan"
The first day of class Professor Gorden
seemed
or tried to seem different
.and genial...
Instead of the typical speeches about lateness and syllabus rundowns
Professor Charly Gordon had a pizza party.
Stacks of Pizza Boxes
Stacks of Compo Cola
Amira passed on the pizza
As she did not eat food processed with either pork or other miscellaneous animal by products
And She did not drink Compo Cola simply because
she did not care for soda.
"Oh come on now ,"Professor Gordon said,"standing ,close,too close,"the last thing this class needs is a part pooper"
The Professor rather aggressively placed a can of Compo Cola on her desk.
"They do drink soda where YOU come from," Professor Gordon said ,indicating the headscarf she was wearing.
She did not bother telling him that "where she came from" was Albany ,New York
Professor Gordon pulled open the tab on the beverage
and Amira feeling that she did not want to either offend him or bring unwanted attention to her preferences took a small sip of the Cola..
The professor seemed pleased "why you almost look American with that soda in your hand.
Gorden stood behind her now ,his face almost touching the back of her headscarf and than he stood in front of her,tapping the headset on his temple. saying "You see,we're really not that different,you and me .We both wear things on our heads to protect us from
evil"


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Amira never returned to class again.
The Absence, to Gordon- only Justified the reason for "her type" to be "app-ed" for  Remote Neural Monitor..
she responded as her "Neural Profile" indicated she might  by hiding,
after all to Professor Gordon "this kind" hid  well
it was as if "hiding ' or camouflaging themselves and also their interior intent was somehow intrinsic to their natures as a culture  

by not returning to class
Amira all but exposed herself as someone who was afraid of being "found out"
"measured"
KNOWN .studied
Professor Gordon later found out the smart girl with the headscarf had switched her major from technology and biology to education
Silly girl
thought the professor .Thinking someone like her should or could ever be allowed to teach America's children.


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1975-1981 Los Angeles

The Neuronauts ,they began to call themselves
Those that believed in Gary Rainy and his TruGenic Scale of Being
and the Science based facts that one's neurological emittance,what one's mind emoted whether one wanted it too or not into the air and all around themselves
Gathered where they could
(Gary joked that the fold  were like wandering jews in the desert..)
in storefronts,basements,pavilions in public parks
and this afternoon
in an old church
All but 2 or 3 stained glass windows left in the abandoned place of prior worship and want
the windows broken either by neighborhood children or hoisted away by some movie studio

Gary Rainy laughed
from the  dais
scratching his head
"And THEY call me a Heathen.And they Call Neuronautics a pseudo religion...
when THEY rip out Stained Glass  Windows
 to be put aside as set decorations"

This city used to be something
mean something
just as this country once did
look around you,Gary said...He called IT a time of The Great Unification of Collective Enrot.They want to hurt our eyes
and our ears
with bad architecture
and bad music
Look at this supposed rejuvenation of Los Angeles
..yes yes
Now

now Los Angeles looks just about like any city in the USA.
The Between years
a period of adjustment ...later he wrote.."It was deliberate...a Ruiner's job is after all to Ruin..Malls ,shopping centers ...remodeled  with artifice AND CEMENT ..fake roofs placed over perfectly fine roof"s. ...fake facades  placed directly over perfectly fine structures..like the false roof they put on us to make us seem somehow stunted or mundane
or if they do not call our.
my philosophy mundane or "insane"
they call it
they call Neuronautics a cult.

"A note able "magazine called me possibly the Most Dangerous Man in California .On the next page this "author" calls "We" a Buffoon.
This latest legal debunking
of course
The Lunatics are not only taking over The Asylum
and taking over the role of Teacher and Spiritual Guide to our children
who are running afoul doing drugs
doing nothing
The Lunatics who have provided FREE SERVICES to Their Children
not only OUR OWN
Well The Lunatics
are now Taking Over TV
or haven't you heard!"

The Neuronauts
Gary Rainy is placing "implication" they say
and "sublimated "Mind Control"  ,"Cues' ,"References" in Motion Pictures..
and Parasol Pictures let's them..
The Film Board in all it's majesty has pulled the movie "Safety in Umber"from the film bins

Mind Control?Sublimations?"My god People,"Gary said in an interview," I never even finished High School..I wouldn't know a sublimation from a carnation."