after a few weeks a meeting was held in what used to be the banquet room
of the King's Cross but now served as housing for either those in the "org' itself or those who were taking classes with either mentors at the annex or working off their debts for this mentoring .the Org member basically told us what to do ,as they were our Bettors and reported back to our mentors "we served in quiet" not daring to "buck the system' without quite serious ramifications.Paddling.a good smack on the face and hours of repainting the rooms of the hotel with only a watercolor brush..
I am still confused about the renovations.
as the latex paint quickly destroyed the tiny brushes.
I was putting a primary coat of white paint on the wall facing the boarded up window with a watercolor brush the size of a thin pencil when I was told to join The Team in the banquet room.The gist of the meeting was that ,"we were shifting gears" and that some of us were not very good bead bracelet makers or wicker weavers and that we were to "do something else,"rather than waste every body's time"..Names were called of those told to get in the van for yet a second meeting in an annex in the San Fernando Valley...The meeting "in the valley" was about selling services instead of merchandise"
about Escorting and "Hosting" gentlemen (both in and outside The Group" who wanted "to have fun"..
we were told our mentors were told about "this switching of gears" and of course this gear shift was sanctioned by Gary Rainy
who had even made a video tape lecture especially for those that had Ruinerous thoughts about what he called The Oldest Profession...
GR looked much older than he did in the videos we watched in Level One and Two...but he still had the same way of speaking .
the same smile.He spoke of how in Ancient Greece the younger members of the "clan: were expected to offer themselves sexually to their Bettors...as "a younger person really has very little to offer the world but their physical attributes and youth do they?They don't...how could they offer anything else.They Know nothing about the world.He spoke about the Bible and that some of the most exciting characters in The scriptures were about wonderful wonderful spiritual people serving God by not closing themselves off from Earthly delights that might bring heaven closer to earth.Yes ,"GR said.Of course this people who "went all the way" were more spirited than most.More adventurous and for you men who we request "perhaps a more open mind than you might have at this juncture,MORE MANLY...
Later that night I met with Kurt and Jessica who had me over for dinner to discuss "the shift in gear"..Jessica actually held my hand explaining that "it was a compliment' being chosen and she wished she was young enough to "have fun" like that."
"Me too " Kurt yelp . I had heard Jessica kick him under the table.
i suppose you expect me to be embarrassed discussing this,i am not...half the stars in this town got started doing just what The New Way is asking you to do...but not to be in some lousy Ruinerous movie but for Neuronautics.
"How exciting is that she asked...think of the adventures you'll have?"
"adventures!" I said.."they want us to have sex with guys.Men for money?I'm straight by the way..I like women ..what makes you think I'm a Homo..?
"nobody thinks anything like that...Jessica do you think Dumbo is a homo...?"
"Don't you see? "Jessica said tousling my hair,"maybe that's why they want you to do this,to make this sacrifice, which makes it even more sacred?.A homosexual in earlier versions of "Inway to the Enway " was a deviant minus 8 on the TruGenic Scale of Normalcy .In later editions the homosexual was only a deviant minus 1...and the most recent edition homosexuality is simply seen ,according to GR ,as an anomaly.
"I won't do it..I hear the way people at The Rainy Ranch talk about homos...as something a bit more than an anomaly..i tell you that.."
Both Kurt and Jessica looked at each other and said almost simultaneously,"They probably have older editions of "Inway to the Enway"
and probably haven't seen GR's latest lecture.The lecture I had watched with the other "chosen" ones in"the Valley" I had to watch all over again with Kurt and Jessica in their small apartment.The Tape was called "Why Matters of The Carnal Nature Matter to The New Way"
"i won't do it."I said,suddenly hoping i was back at the Motel painting a wall with a watercolor brush...hoping I had never joined Neuronautics or took their stupid classes ..i wished i had never come to LA.
"you won't do it," Jessica snapped,"OK .I didn't think you had the guts....
I started to say something but she put her hand up ,wanting to hear none of it...instead taking out a notebook,a notebook which logged mine and some of her other mentor's progress.I saw her write in big letters TRAITOR INCONCLUSIVE.She say me staring at the notebook .and scribble out the words INCONCLUSIVE and wrote TRAITOR CONCLUSIVE...
Kurt seeing Jessica write that i was probably the worse thing someone in Neuronautics could possibly be folded his napkin and said "Oh Boy.I wouldn't want to be you Dumbo"
Cut the Dumbo shit I felt like saying.
who the Fuck are You calling me fucking Dumbo.
But I knew who he was.
He was one of My Bettors
He had taken a good bit of his time Re PARENTING ME and getting me further and further up the TruGenic scale.
Jessica looked at me like she had never seen me before .
without saying a word Kurt followed suit.removing my plate
and very quietly putting it in the sink.
"Let me explain what's happening here,"Jessica said,"you are in big trouble.All of your training is now seen as STILTED CONTENTION
meaning not only is your Level One and Two now meaningless.
We also now wonder why you joined Neuronautics to begin with.And if you joined for reasons only a RUINER understands to ...Did you join The New Way for any other reason than you once claimed.I now have my suspicions..which was followed by a long list of questions that i had been asked at the very beginning.Are you an enemy of GR.Do you talk about GR behind his back.Are you using The New Way to further Groups outside of The New Way that wish to harness the energy of GR's teachings?....How they were speaking to me in this way when only a few minutes before they were patting my head and holding my hand I couldn't believe,I got up to go..when I realized there was really no place
TO GO
I couldn't go back to the King's Cross.I had all but told my family and my friends to go to hell back home..Kurt and some other members had gotten me my other jobs at the hardware store and the supermarket ,the bosses at both practicing Neuronauts who were sure to fire me NOT if BUT WHEN word of my STILTED CONTENTIONS and TRAITOR status got around,as big as LA might be..it 's very small place when one is in a very tight group.
"..and don't kid yourself kiddo,"Kurt said,turning away from the sink,"if you try leaving town and go running home to Mommy and the rest of your Ruinerous family and friends...that you can runaway from your debts Mister..your LIFE FAMILY will make sure we get our investment back..every penny..and this isn't only about money Dumbo! WE went out of our way for you..we trusted you with something very important to us...We will get our Psychic Investment and Evolutionary CARRY THROUGH back.if not in this life time than FAR WORSE in another FAR WORSE!After all we fucking DID for YOU! and we're not gonna have a "HALF MADE or in your case QUARTER MADE Neuronaut GOING OUT and GOD knows Where with OUR sacred teachings .Your New Abilities to think A NEW WAY are being loaned to you .You don't OWN them."
I was frozen.Half way out of my chair .not knowing if I should race to the door or sit back down.Jessica said "stop yelling Kurt.Please stop yelling...everybody just let's sit down...
I sat.glad .glad that everything was calm again..
Jessica looked at me like I was There again...but was still withdrawn
"It's really a shame .We were thinking you would one day Be Org material .An organizational man.An asset.But if you can't get off your High Horse and .."
"Be a whore?"I said,still not believing this was The New Way of bringing in money
"I" a whore ,"Jessica said ,speaking like GR in the tapes,"You're a whore .This table "she said ,pounding it,"is a whore.This pen I'm holding is a whore.Do you get what I am saying?
"no,"i said
"what I'm saying is words .words words.SO WHAT.whore .
door .
floor.
bore .
"Roar .
More .
Soar." Kurt says coming back from the kitchen,smiling
I know I'm expected to say words that sound like the initial word so the word no longer means anything any("more,core,gore" I shout )so we can move away,as GR says ,from the "scariness "of the word and thus it's meaning
I feel less afraid ..smiling like my mentors are.
.
we have coffee.Jessica rips up her report..
and Kurt puts his arm around me,"so..what's it gonna be sport ...?"
"but I'm straight,"I say
and without missing a beat Jessica says"I'm Straight,Your straight,This table is straight,This coffee I'm drinking is straight .Do you know what i mean? Straight .Gay. Cup of coffee.Whore.Table.Linoleum.It all means nothing...
without me saying yes or no
Jessica hands me a gym membership with my name on it and a coupon for some kind of waxing place,she says pointing to my eyebrows and making a face.Pick yourself up a Norelco Body trimmer .A Norelco 3 not a cheap one,she says handing me 70 dollars.
"lots of nice apples,some b-12 vitamins and in a month or so I guarantee you'll have paid off your entire courseload and for your loyalty we'll see about skipping Level 4 and fast tracking you "straight "to
level 5
of the King's Cross but now served as housing for either those in the "org' itself or those who were taking classes with either mentors at the annex or working off their debts for this mentoring .the Org member basically told us what to do ,as they were our Bettors and reported back to our mentors "we served in quiet" not daring to "buck the system' without quite serious ramifications.Paddling.a good smack on the face and hours of repainting the rooms of the hotel with only a watercolor brush..
I am still confused about the renovations.
as the latex paint quickly destroyed the tiny brushes.
I was putting a primary coat of white paint on the wall facing the boarded up window with a watercolor brush the size of a thin pencil when I was told to join The Team in the banquet room.The gist of the meeting was that ,"we were shifting gears" and that some of us were not very good bead bracelet makers or wicker weavers and that we were to "do something else,"rather than waste every body's time"..Names were called of those told to get in the van for yet a second meeting in an annex in the San Fernando Valley...The meeting "in the valley" was about selling services instead of merchandise"
about Escorting and "Hosting" gentlemen (both in and outside The Group" who wanted "to have fun"..
we were told our mentors were told about "this switching of gears" and of course this gear shift was sanctioned by Gary Rainy
who had even made a video tape lecture especially for those that had Ruinerous thoughts about what he called The Oldest Profession...
GR looked much older than he did in the videos we watched in Level One and Two...but he still had the same way of speaking .
the same smile.He spoke of how in Ancient Greece the younger members of the "clan: were expected to offer themselves sexually to their Bettors...as "a younger person really has very little to offer the world but their physical attributes and youth do they?They don't...how could they offer anything else.They Know nothing about the world.He spoke about the Bible and that some of the most exciting characters in The scriptures were about wonderful wonderful spiritual people serving God by not closing themselves off from Earthly delights that might bring heaven closer to earth.Yes ,"GR said.Of course this people who "went all the way" were more spirited than most.More adventurous and for you men who we request "perhaps a more open mind than you might have at this juncture,MORE MANLY...
Later that night I met with Kurt and Jessica who had me over for dinner to discuss "the shift in gear"..Jessica actually held my hand explaining that "it was a compliment' being chosen and she wished she was young enough to "have fun" like that."
"Me too " Kurt yelp . I had heard Jessica kick him under the table.
"How exciting is that she asked...think of the adventures you'll have?"
"adventures!" I said.."they want us to have sex with guys.Men for money?I'm straight by the way..I like women ..what makes you think I'm a Homo..?
"nobody thinks anything like that...Jessica do you think Dumbo is a homo...?"
"Don't you see? "Jessica said tousling my hair,"maybe that's why they want you to do this,to make this sacrifice, which makes it even more sacred?.A homosexual in earlier versions of "Inway to the Enway " was a deviant minus 8 on the TruGenic Scale of Normalcy .In later editions the homosexual was only a deviant minus 1...and the most recent edition homosexuality is simply seen ,according to GR ,as an anomaly.
"I won't do it..I hear the way people at The Rainy Ranch talk about homos...as something a bit more than an anomaly..i tell you that.."
Both Kurt and Jessica looked at each other and said almost simultaneously,"They probably have older editions of "Inway to the Enway"
and probably haven't seen GR's latest lecture.The lecture I had watched with the other "chosen" ones in"the Valley" I had to watch all over again with Kurt and Jessica in their small apartment.The Tape was called "Why Matters of The Carnal Nature Matter to The New Way"
"i won't do it."I said,suddenly hoping i was back at the Motel painting a wall with a watercolor brush...hoping I had never joined Neuronautics or took their stupid classes ..i wished i had never come to LA.
"you won't do it," Jessica snapped,"OK .I didn't think you had the guts....
I started to say something but she put her hand up ,wanting to hear none of it...instead taking out a notebook,a notebook which logged mine and some of her other mentor's progress.I saw her write in big letters TRAITOR INCONCLUSIVE.She say me staring at the notebook .and scribble out the words INCONCLUSIVE and wrote TRAITOR CONCLUSIVE...
Kurt seeing Jessica write that i was probably the worse thing someone in Neuronautics could possibly be folded his napkin and said "Oh Boy.I wouldn't want to be you Dumbo"
Cut the Dumbo shit I felt like saying.
who the Fuck are You calling me fucking Dumbo.
But I knew who he was.
He was one of My Bettors
He had taken a good bit of his time Re PARENTING ME and getting me further and further up the TruGenic scale.
Jessica looked at me like she had never seen me before .
without saying a word Kurt followed suit.removing my plate
and very quietly putting it in the sink.
"Let me explain what's happening here,"Jessica said,"you are in big trouble.All of your training is now seen as STILTED CONTENTION
meaning not only is your Level One and Two now meaningless.
We also now wonder why you joined Neuronautics to begin with.And if you joined for reasons only a RUINER understands to ...Did you join The New Way for any other reason than you once claimed.I now have my suspicions..which was followed by a long list of questions that i had been asked at the very beginning.Are you an enemy of GR.Do you talk about GR behind his back.Are you using The New Way to further Groups outside of The New Way that wish to harness the energy of GR's teachings?....How they were speaking to me in this way when only a few minutes before they were patting my head and holding my hand I couldn't believe,I got up to go..when I realized there was really no place
TO GO
I couldn't go back to the King's Cross.I had all but told my family and my friends to go to hell back home..Kurt and some other members had gotten me my other jobs at the hardware store and the supermarket ,the bosses at both practicing Neuronauts who were sure to fire me NOT if BUT WHEN word of my STILTED CONTENTIONS and TRAITOR status got around,as big as LA might be..it 's very small place when one is in a very tight group.
I was frozen.Half way out of my chair .not knowing if I should race to the door or sit back down.Jessica said "stop yelling Kurt.Please stop yelling...everybody just let's sit down...
I sat.glad .glad that everything was calm again..
Jessica looked at me like I was There again...but was still withdrawn
"It's really a shame .We were thinking you would one day Be Org material .An organizational man.An asset.But if you can't get off your High Horse and .."
"Be a whore?"I said,still not believing this was The New Way of bringing in money
"I" a whore ,"Jessica said ,speaking like GR in the tapes,"You're a whore .This table "she said ,pounding it,"is a whore.This pen I'm holding is a whore.Do you get what I am saying?
"no,"i said
"what I'm saying is words .words words.SO WHAT.whore .
door .
floor.
bore .
"Roar .
More .
Soar." Kurt says coming back from the kitchen,smiling
I know I'm expected to say words that sound like the initial word so the word no longer means anything any("more,core,gore" I shout )so we can move away,as GR says ,from the "scariness "of the word and thus it's meaning
I feel less afraid ..smiling like my mentors are.
.
we have coffee.Jessica rips up her report..
and Kurt puts his arm around me,"so..what's it gonna be sport ...?"
"but I'm straight,"I say
and without missing a beat Jessica says"I'm Straight,Your straight,This table is straight,This coffee I'm drinking is straight .Do you know what i mean? Straight .Gay. Cup of coffee.Whore.Table.Linoleum.It all means nothing...
without me saying yes or no
Jessica hands me a gym membership with my name on it and a coupon for some kind of waxing place,she says pointing to my eyebrows and making a face.Pick yourself up a Norelco Body trimmer .A Norelco 3 not a cheap one,she says handing me 70 dollars.
"lots of nice apples,some b-12 vitamins and in a month or so I guarantee you'll have paid off your entire courseload and for your loyalty we'll see about skipping Level 4 and fast tracking you "straight "to
level 5
The monitoring was just the beginning of the next version of this group,
called the MK Ultra program in 2003-2012.
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MK Ultra linked to sex reversals. The number of people this group has threaded is plentiful. First we need to understand how the brain works. You might think the brain of a male is built differently, but that's not the case says professor Miesenbock. Instead, it appears there is a largely bisexual (or unisex) brain with a few critical switches that make the difference between male and female behavior. The MK Ultra thread (if injected into a male) activates a switch that sends impulses to the thread that turns a perfectly straight male into a gay male. This is highly beneficial for MK Ultra projects that run male-for-male escort services in a number of cities across the USA.
Shooting energy directly at the thread daily will produce what scientists and informed public call "sex reversals". Within a month, a perfectly straight all american male starts to react to impulses in his brain that attract him to the same sex. In a short time (we think 90 days or less) this male, now turned gay, is compelled to seek out intimate relationships with members of the same sex.
There's more...much more. This once perfectly straight male is now fully programmed to be a MK Ultra gay thinking/acting male that can now be used as what is referred to as a "sex zombie". This is pure mind control. Adriana and her associates must keep shooting the directed energy at his thread until the programmed victim is partnered with a male buyer who already pre-paid for a sexual encounter with a male escort. The programmed male, now turned gay and forced to work for Adriana's male escort service program thinks that it's the "voices" in his head telling him to follow through on the sex act because it's his duty to do so.
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