I spend one fourth of my income on buying people's memories*....
Only their worst ones, only things they would want nobody (not their husband, wife, psychiatrist, priest, rabbi) to know.
All I ask is that these
memories and points of view
are specific enough in their "vivid-ousity on paper and on tape recordings
that I can Inner Vision
humiliations ,quirks and secrets
instead of my own
I write in the various ads I post in newspapers and electronic listings in over 40 different countries
that for me to
all aspects of induced memory
so I might conjure up(and therefore interface)
NOT MY OWN
thoughts to another
All I insist on is that :
a. I only pay them only
their mise-en-scene is honest in it's integrity of
one wishes NO ONE else to know
b. once I have studied the memory thoroughly I will destroy the tape and the in-depth written description of such
of secrets ...and "WITH HOLDS"
are all I have in terms of BUFFER
I do not share
the reason I need to add and ADD memories that are not my own that are humiliating, personal, and disturbing enough
hide my own such
first I wanted these memories
one would never tell a partner.
only to feel less peculiar about my own such memories
soon enough I realized
I could USE OTHER"S
but only if
The Secret was Clear enough to be "read and reimagined" as Synaptic Sheet music
I began to realize it made no difference . if the memory was a recollection of a male or female.
nor what tax bracket or social backround
"the giver of introspect
I am "apped"
to an agency
that practices thought transcription
and I have no way to stop them
I was tag-ed..
\and thus rendered.
volley back to me
the very worst of me
back to me
my only option
now is to
back to them
but this nonsense
part and parcel
one's inner monologue....and what is left of a subject's
or be too scared to sleep..
but if I write this too much ...as a "tale"
and not the unholy terror that it is
if I were writing about
hallucinogenic tests conducting on unaware civilians in 1965
and this was 1968 or 1972
or attempt to account or document
very much as fiction or delusion..
all that I have written may at first seem
some "wannabe" something or other's
way of framing "his High Concept/Low Concept" jottings and ravings
in "the style of hand held" hollywood
to explain an ACCOUNT of what might come across as a man caught up in his own mental delusions..at first it seemed ...no.it was.
a safer way to go...but it occurred to me that
anyone who knowingly adds grist to the entertainment business(concerning A.I. and Brain Computer Interface) without including the right here right now true horrific acts being done against man with this product ...is as duplicitous as those who hired he or she to do so
the thought of trying to make fiction out of genuine atrocities being committed again innocent victims of these off grid tests .
would in many ways be akin to those who knowingly created false facades upon the physical plant of Auschwitz.
those who procured musicians of Jews and Gypsies to strike up the band ..while their brothers,wives and children marched to their deaths.
Hollywood does this with the lie that is Singularity
Hollywood has acquired many bids from the Psychotronics and Artificial Reality Specialists...concerning Homeland Security
as Interfacing 'false reality,askew -ed senses of reality "besides being what Hollywood was after all created for.
It is what Hollywood's script writers are primarily needed for concerning using narrative to hurt another.
If one thinks about it..all insanity is ..all madness is..
is having a story..pictures ,sounds ,narrative in one's mind that is of such altered imbue he or she "stuck" with these narrative in their mind ...becomes terrified..trapped ..Those imbued with the 'virtual reality" that IS madness.eventually de-compensate to the point they cannot take care of them selves ...some go so far as ending their life to escape the nightmare.
If Madness HAD a POINT a REASON for BEING it 's aim would be this.
If Synthetic Telepathy meant to be first and foremost WEAPON again enemies either within or outside of Homeland..
the PRIMARY goal of such endeavor would be to mimic and simulate mADNESS upon another
I might mask some of my narrative as "script" as "semi novel:..but my point ..in doing this is not to pervert the actuality of real human experiments with psychotronic weapons MEANT and TRILLIONS spend ONLY to alter a human organism's perceptions.
I will intentionally frame my "story" in methods familiar to most people..
and "risk?" coming off as mad..
by trying to show the progressive nature of a slow kill operation
but do not think I seek to engage or titillate the reader..to
gain entre' in the motion picture or publishing industry who's ONE focus (aside from many) is to package A.I. brain human interface an virtual reality as something it is NOT...
the notion ,for one that one needs to wear a mask ,goggles..etc to SEE or HEAR..is an affront to the general population's intelligence
but this is what happens when ONLY Intelligence agencies control covert advanced technologies
Hollywood ,who has amassed several lucrative bids from the military to create weapons ONLY focused on deviated ,con-vexing,destroying another
sense of reality via Neurotronic unseen imbue -straight to one's temporal lobe and cerebral cortex goes out of it's way to mask the technology into
'high octane" summer fair ...with just enough dystopian subtext (set in the near ,far future) to satisfy the more discriminant audience .
.this "gimmick' is already tread out.
yet many of these film makers were trying "to say something"
that many people in "the Industry of Mind Exploration"
do not want explained too thoroughly..
There is so much money in this relatively unknown
that "reads"as science fiction...this industry is allowed to
stymie the public because
much of the research is "off grid"
the only inside TRAITORS besides those "in the know"
that they test it upon
look up the term Targeted Individuals
how many are typing for their lives.
typing either to end their lives.
or save them
we don't know..
so much of the "interface" has to do with self removal
one very much loses their footing
more and more one
finds they can not be "loyal" to
any unseen "change agent" that goes out of their way
and destroy you
whatever mesmerizing rapport one initially felt to the "novelty'
5 sense "enhancement" and "Co Minded" thinking and perception
followed but a shuddering
rage and most of all horror
cannot SHUT IT OFFF
that this monstrosity has already been turn ON
we watch and read of this technology as "fun" or watch "thoughtfully" some intellectual round table discussion
"the concept " of Mind to Mind Augment and Derailment
there are tests being done on people with it
much less that
the tech is being developed first and foremost to hurt another
(and from their end "hopefully")
induced altered perceptions and cognitions...
yet the main thing that
madness concerning Direct Neural interface
is not the induction of sound and image into one's mind
the Transcription of Thought
another can Hear ,read and record...
Artificial Intelligence and back and forth Brain Computer Interface and Mutual Virtual Reality
begins (and ends) with
Mind Transcription(thoughts into words..broadcast either to a computer or another's "Mindset"
people forget about that..
when they discuss "what fun " it will be
meeting either fictitious or real "characters'
or "common place"
just as flat screens were invented
some 30 or more years ago
and other advances..
as a population
mind to mind
and brain computer interface
that we can remove
when it gets TOO SKEEVY
never mind that progress has been made to
record brain signal
and impart signals that correspond to Sound and Vision
this tech as transparent as IT MUST BE
never mind advances in
has created bio sensors
smaller than a white blood cell
and please NEVER MIND
that endless tests are being conducted in real time.on real people.
all over the world..in ways perhaps you should only imagine as fictional
those" Targeted "to be tethered
I can only write so much of the practices
of human experimentation
people who can "practice" human experiments...very much have a stake
and thus much of the interface has to do with
of therefore burying
the fear I feel does not come across.
there are no words
but I have nothing else
and I disappear