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it was this weakness inside of me that made me seek out Neuronautics to begin with
before
..
before I knew.
that weakness ...
was what Neuronautics was built upon.
Not Gary Rainy''s weakness.
but his uncanny ability to sense a weakness in other people
and perhaps even more.
an ability to teach this ability to
zero in upon another's frailties
to others ..

people are aware
of Gary's .Of Neuronautics use of  primitive, almost absurd
technologies available
and thus sale-able
to
early Mentors
but than .
way back than
it
was more about how
"a joiner"
a member
responded to
the
"possibility"
of not only being
studied
but literally "read"
their mask...the "put -on" ...THE LIES that Gary Wrote about
in so many of his early books
that we not only
told others  and ourselves to
to set about and thrive in our jobs,our marriages our relationships..
but the lies ,the "Secret Self"...we hid
so well
that even our prayers....heard ...listened to ,"read" by strange angels.."strange entities"
meant
nothing.
"No...." Gary said ," even prayer meant nothing anymore to whatever so called G-d...who ,"Gary Rainy Wrote about In "Inway to the Enway","could not untangle or decipher WHO ,WHY,WHAT in out THOUGHTS was TRUE
and just some gossamer.
gauze
wrapped so tight around
...........................................Scars...
                                                       Injuries..
                                                                    Wounds/....
                                                                 never meant to be "treated" or at least .treated
                                                         according to Gary in the manner that never allowed the
"so called sickness" of mind and soul
to breathe...and bend..
............................................Psych meds. He wrote in 1974 not only splinted the initials traumas
                                            in such a manner that stifled....Spiritual Growth
                                            that often came from these traumas
                                            but were specifically created {these "so called " medications, these nerve tonics}
to permanently...destroy
                                          one's
                                                   Emanations... that could ONLY be Resolved by Mentorship
                                           and "technology" that forced one to remove their mask....that one is not only taught to wear on "the outside"
but
inside
ONESELF as well