would you rather be selling flowers at the airport dumbo?

M ost friends I had have kept a nine feet pole from me..as would I I suppose if they were going on and on about unseen mentors and brain computer interfacr and seeing thing The New Way

about what Evan expects from his charge.His proxy

that Evan wants me to set up “house” once a week at truck stops and put my big mouth to use.on people truck drivers thatmight know how to drive the disrespect out of me.

Once a week now I take a train to the end of the line toward high way hitch a ride to the truckstop...in the special clothing EVAN demands I wear .a white golf shirt a red hat ,black baggy basketball shorts and last week a flower in my hair

“no I graph,not the flower,i won't do it..:

a zinging sound zings through my hippocampus ,,and I place a pink carnation behind my left ear.

Which Evan says goes nicely with the black spiked dogcollar around my neck..

people give me strange looks on the train .a man i've seen before makes a barking ,howling sound..he is one of them.

A ground bound mentor.

He spreads his legs.

Through his slacks I see...

from afar what I am now getting used to seeing up close and personal

in cars and bathrooms.

And on the side of roads.

EVAN says it's the price a Ruiner like me pays sometimes the truckers and drivers give us money

sometimes checks made out to Neuronautics

“would you rather be selling flowers at the airport “ a driver said ,explaining that the flower behind my ear represents

something other than feminiety but a visual to ground bound mentors and Neuronauts that I will do anything ,even appear as The Lessor I am for the cause of spreading the word and styling of the New Way

the trucker is gentle and hands me a wad of Hardees napkins to wipe what is left of him from my mouth before kissing me hard and biting my lip and throwing me down on the asphalkt from the passenger side ..

during our doings he wore his headset

so that he could experience being on “both ends” of the experience.

He says it was almost as if he was pleasuring himself and I wasnt there at all

pumped up kicks.

By Dome Cyber Proxy

they own us.

They must clear us and make us more docile.

Which to them means greatful

freedom is a running joke to them as much as freedom is a running obsession to proxy

“could you imagine bees having freedom dumbo.

There would be no flowers no grain no corn no harvest if all the bees had free will and no colective mind

like people today running around doing their own thing

not connected.not really to any source

society is in ruins

dome will change all that..

making people more like bees.

A collective mind based upon the teachings

of the Knowing .

And the knowin g without knowing who received special powers from

the great ones

somewhere beyond the See

gary rainy

good will toward all men and mind your mandlers is all you must remember.

It can be that simple if you let go let go of that ego.

That self will and will of self and simply fold into us.

Fold into us.

Fold into our love and buzz .

during the more difficult rundowns

if it were not for them

i would not be sane

and yes what you have just read is simply the new sanity .of the new way.

Service is the least we can do to bring in money

 a mouth or a hand or anything else we can do be or offer the cause.

The hive .

The new way
the collective which I am learning
to bow if not to
 but towards
 without hesitation or a synaptic smirk

which they know all about

they know by now every thought and intent ..every pre neural firing..

and they love me ..no not love .but retain me still

have not done away with me

if only because as EVAN has jostled and joked my big mouth really does do more than betray and boast.

..BUT MY FRIENDS SMILE AND LISTEN AND IN THE END  SAY WHO CARES.IT HASNT HAPPENED TO ME I CANT IDENTIFY WITH A WORD YOU SAY

WHAT YOURE SAYING IS YOU'RE LITERALLY POSSESSED BY SOMETHIN GNOT SUPERNATURAL BUT BY A SUPER COMPUTER THAT READS MIND AND CAN SPEAK TO MINDS
YES  YES YOU GOT IT AND  AND I SAY CONTROL THE OTHER PERSONS 5 SENSES...
AND DREAMS
OH YES OH YES

THEY PURUSE THE SUBJECTG TRY TO WRAP THEIR MIND AROUN DIT..SEE MY NOTEBOOKS OF RESEARC HED STUDIES ..OF DOCUMENTED EVIDENCE OF THIS AND THAN SAY

OK BUT WHAT DO YOU WANT TO EAT TONIGHT..

aRE you cRAZZZY i yell talking about what do i want to eat tonight who cares! MAn,,,arent you hearing what i am saying

yeah yeah
i get it in fact for over a year now thats all that comes outta your mouth and still know what
it matters more to me what i eat  tonight
and it better start mattering more to you stuff like what do i eat  toniught ...or how am i gonna pay the rent this month...than this real or imagines other world you're in whether they put you there or nor..

ok
ok i'll ask your mentor what he wants you to eat tonight
my friend grabs my ear
and whispers intop it .."Hey EVAN you sexy stud kidnapper by proxy asshole what should dumbo eat tonight

I yank my ear away from my friend
only EVAN can call me dumbo ..and thats not a very good idea mocking EVAN
he knows who you are...in fact there are many things he has said to me in private about you that i now am beginning to see are truer than i thought..

oh really my friend asks what does EVAN say about me..

it's between me and my mentors..
but if i were you i'd watch it with the testing of him ok

he might decide to do something to you
he might in face MAKE ME do something to you

oh really my friend laughs
this EVAN characvtyer con trols you soo much that he can make you do things

I resist usually these pronouncements

but I feel an urge to smack my friend ...as Evan has this thought ..and evan's thoughts are mine when i am those over riddin..

luckiliy i tell my friend ..raising my hand i have learned to control my temporal lobe enough and my hippocampus to such a degree that i can over ride Evan's  passing wish that i take off my glove and slap yhou 3 times with my glove ..

what glove dumbo my friend says
you arent wearing any gloves

i tell him evan has sent me a visualization of himself ,for some reason Evan is dressed in clothes from another age ...and carries a riding crop ,as if he is a jockey.

while collecting this visualization i suppose i am looking loco  eyed
as my rude friend
snaps his fingers in my eyes and says ground control to  major dork  ground control to magor dork

EVAN IS LIVID ...nobody but he and my other mentors may speak to me in such a way
i feel evan's rage ...which i fear will over ride my  will not to strike my friend

i take a deep breath and send a visualization of my self removing my glove ,i too am dresssed as a jockey ..and  evan recieves the 3 smacks i have Pre Neural firing intent of releasing on this insufferal being Non Being  "Other" possibly "unresolvable"piece of protoplasm that Dome or Neuron autics would not tag or Dome or imbue with nano particles even if he paid them to

depends how much he might pay Evan graphs ,the visual of him self is now eveninjg clothes..but he still is wearing gloves...I am beside him though blurred in a crisp white shirt.carring a a puppy
get out of the car
what 
i said get out of the car...my friend ,says
if i hear one more word about the singualrity Mentors or direct neural interfaced i will drive into a tree.on purpose.
just YOUR side my friend says
you cant be serious i say
 and you do realize that your behaviour you tossing me out the car is being processed by my mentors WHO AlREADY HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MY ASSOCIATING WITH YOU OR YOUR TYPE IN GENERAL
\get out before i throw you out AND TELL THAT FUCKIN MENTOR YOUR SCHIZOPHRFENIC IDENTITY CRISDIS I\OR WHAT EVER WEIRDO REALLY DOES PUT NANO PARTICLES IN SOMEOPNES HEAD i have a few PROBLEMS WITH him AS WELL AND WHAT HE HAS DONE TO SOME ONE WHO PREVIOUSLY WAS MY FRIEND..WHO PREVIPOUSLY DIDNT LOOK AROUND OR SEEDM DAZED OR WAITING FOR REPLIES FROM THIS CULTISH MENTOshit!

YOU'D BETTER WATCH YOUR MOUTH ...WHATEV ER I HEAR OR SEE

  HE HEARS AND SEES.
good MY FRIEND SAYS MAYBE HE CAN FIND YOU A RIDE HOME...TELL Evan AND THE nEURONAUTS THAT THEY WANT TO RIDE IN YOU LIKE A CAR
YOUR FRIEND HOPES THEY CAN GIVE ME A SET A WHEELS TO GO WITH THIS VISIOR OF MIND CONTROL ..
HE BEGINS DRIVING THE CAR AWAY
AND I WATCH...APOLOGIZING TO MY MENTORS FOR "THE INCIDENT" AND THAT I'M SURE IF HE UNDERSTOOOD HOW IT WORKS ...HE WOULDNT BE SO AGAINST ..THE GROUP AND THAT THEY SHOULD NT do ANYTHING TO HIM

OH WE WONT DO ANYTHING TO HIM..EVAN SAYS.YOURE THE ONE DOING THIS TO YOUR SELF.
DID WE TELL YOU TO TALK ABOUT THIS OPENLY
DID WE..
OR DID YOU MAKE A FISACO OF A VERY PRIVATE VERY SENSATIVE SITUATION BY YAKKING ABOUT IT ALL OVER TOWN