draw .do something else.
take these pills.they may make you stop..
you gotta stop
the mentors want me to stop
of course
take these pills.they may make you stop..
you gotta stop
the mentors want me to stop
of course
my monitors
why wouldn't they.
this isn't happening
why wouldn't they.
this isn't happening
this isnt real.there is no such thing as mind augmentation..no billion dollar biusiness involved with the coming Singularity
and other things that mind mashing might be used for ..shout out Gitmo.! Don't say a word dumbo.
But I cannot stop.
When one is linked to a Hive Mind.
Speaking teaching .putzin around with neuro linguistics to “clear” one's mind enough to be open to Open Mind Technology
to push one's mind to the Edge.”to the Edge-mont of possibilitites.
100 thousand or so people opening writing about their “close encounters with the monitoring kind.”
All of them with their own version of EVAN or HAL if you like
what did I do to be tethered .monitored ,...
they ask themselves?...and friends of mine...have the nerve to ask..”how can I get Domed” cuz it sounds exciting..
friends I told to fuck off.
M ost friends I had have kept a nine feet pole from me..as would I I suppose if they were going on and on about unseen mentors and brain computer interfacr and seeing thing The New Way
about what Evan expects from his charge.His proxy
that Evan wants me to set up “house” once a week at truck stops and put my big mouth to use.on people truck drivers thatmight know how to drive the disrespect out of me.
Once a week now I take a train to the end of the line toward high 76 hitch a ride ...in the special clothing EVAN demands I wear .a white golf shirt a red hat ,black baggy basketball shorts and last week a flower in my hair
“no I graph,not the flower,i won't do it..:
a zinging sound zings through my hippocampus ,,and I place a pink carnation behind my left ear.
Which Evan says goes nicely with the black spiked dogcollar around my neck..
people give me strange looks on the train .a man i've seen before makes a barking ,howling sound..he is one of them.
A ground bound mentor.
He spreads his legs.
Through his slacks I see...
from afar what I am now getting used to seeing up close and personal
in cars and bathrooms.
And on the side of roads.
EVAN says it's the price a Ruiner like me pays for writing about “it” for smoking cigarettes while online with mentors.thatg I will pay for each cigarette if they have to download my neurals into a newborn,or hologram “one day” and keep me alive ,my mind ,my ruinerous claptrap of dissent from my Brothers,my mentors,my fathers, ..”to pay back my teachers..to pay them back for self referential graphs during interface...to be of some use ...any use at all...”nobody Dumbo,nobody rides or slides for free..so we hope you enjoy every cigarette and every posting..every betrayl of the only people who have ever tried to save you,guide you..
I see other's like me at the truck stop..in similar garb...women,men,”In the Program”
urban astronauts.
Proxy's for Dome
paying back the charges of Processing ..and learning respect.
what are they teaching me.teaching us?
We seem to teach ourselves
how to survive these altered states of reality
how to survive these altered states of reality
the sound and vision .the new way of collective .
Of group thought
based on the teachings and reachings of Gary Rainy
the founder of neuronautics
sometimes the truckers and drivers give us money
sometimes checks made out to Neuronautics
“would you rather be selling flowers at the airport “ a driver said ,explaining that the flower behind my ear represents
something other than feminiety but a visual to ground bound mentors and Neuronauts that I will do anything ,even appear as The Lessor I am for the cause of spreading the word and styling of the New Way
the trucker is gentle and hands me a wad of Hardees napkins to wipe what is left of him from my mouth before kissing me hard and biting my lip and throwing me down on the asphalkt from the passenger side ..
during our doings he wore his headset
so that he could experience being on “both ends” of the experience.
He says it was almost as if he was pleasuring himself and I wasnt there at all
I am in my 40s I met my brothers,my mentors when I was in my 20s,nanorobotics are in my blood.each nano bot smaller than a white blood cell.self replicating .250 components on a piece of machinery the size of I millionth or so of a human hair..
these nanobots these nano particles keep the proxy young..they alter out appearance .they swarm around our faces and change one's appearance sometimes quite obviously sometimes hideously...
other apps of the more bio- genetic kind can be added..or taken away..apps that make us stronger ..give us musculature while we sleep..
pumped up kicks.
By Dome Cyber Proxy
they own us.
They must clear us and make us more docile.
Which to them means greatful
freedom is a running joke to them as much as freedom is a running obsession to proxy
“could you imagine bees having freedom dumbo.
There would be no flowers no grain no corn no harvest if all the bees had free will and no colective mind
like people today running around doing their own thing
not connected.not really to any source
society is in ruins
dome will change all that..
making people more like bees.
A collective mind based upon the teachings
of the Knowing .
And the knowin gwithout knowing who received special powers from
the great ones
somewhere beyond the See
gary rainy
good will toward all men and mind your mandlers is all you must remember.
It can be that simple if you let go let go of that ego.
That self will and will of self and simply fold into us.
Fold into us.
Fold into our love and buzz .
during the more difficult rundowns
if it were not for them
i would not be sane
and yes what you have just read is simply the new sanity .of the new way.
Service
is what we new starts .sprout ..proxy are in the chain of command
service.
Until they say we are more advanced ..cerrbrally to offer more to the group than a mouth or a hand or anything else we can do be or offer the cause.
The hive .
The new way
they promised and did ...the hive the collective which I am learning to bow if not to but towards without hesitation or a synaptic smirk
they promised and did ...the hive the collective which I am learning to bow if not to but towards without hesitation or a synaptic smirk
which they know all about
they know by now every thought and intent ..every pre neural firing..
and they love me ..no not love .but retain me still
have not done away with me
if only because as EVAN has jostled and jokes my big mouth really does do more than betray and boast.
they bring me back from the run downs
i dont know if they would a true enemy
but it seems somewhere along the line i became the enemy the real enemy as one's thoughts must remain monitored after one is dispatched for these "plays"
and one's thoughts either to THEM or others or especially toward oneslef ...are not always to mentors liking
and let me make this plain
there is nothing more personal than mind to mind communication
to them this pratice this "seeing how it works" is dead serious...
to me
it is nothing but me being used.
i am nothin gmore to them than a lab rat
to me they are dr franken stein
joseph mengelle.
but some times i want them to like me
sometimes they play with me in a nice way
like a warden fratenizing with the charges..
and sometime s this is a game
a fun world they are trying to make..
a virtual world that in time people will pay for ...will switch back and forth between brain computer interface immersive reality
thing is while in developement there is no off switch
because there are rights and patentes and i suppose especially because now things being what they are with "the enemies over seas etc..
this stuff is used also for,,,,,you know
and fun is sometimes the least thing they are testing
as there are people i suppose alot more frankesteinish then them thinking and developing mind to mind intrusion a fuck of lot more scary than ...
well
i doubt it..
cuz ..
this typing this typing
..of things no body wants to hear about that nobody reads..
the friends i have lost
speaking about mentors that interface with your mind directly..
my mind ..not there's not yet.
one day
i am ahead of my time see.
cuz they found me on the street back in the 90's and thought me a non person .
you know a junkie.a hustler,vagrant type that california has like special rights to "play with"
..like cuz monkeys are of no use doing mind augment tests ..gotta be people..
or how else you gonna learn how to do it.
they call us urban astronuats.
you probably call us schizophrenics..cuz in a way we have that same thing goin"
only us..we junkies ,whores and vagrants they were kind enough to invite into the future prematurely to develop this wild shit so your kid in the next decade can be apped and learn Spanish in three days and see things only the wealthy can see.
we
ya see
see it now for free,
cuz we're test subjects
and we're not supposed to talk about it ,,but than i went online and see every body's all the targeted individuals are yapping and chatting and whining about bein taken over by "The Tests"
so i'm like well...not alot of them have been killed for talking about it..some yes
but not all...and if it ever gets down brass tacxks or brass knuckles i will do what ive been taught and say ...and claim Nonono no Im just schizophrenic ..not body DID anything to lawnmower man me up...
here see ..i have documentgs to prove i am just talking gibberish and no such big bizness like mind augment ation or the singualrity is being developed ..
well
a guy has to have an alibi.
a back up plan
so dear reader like at it two ways
i have been apped
or if i get in trouble.
i havent been apped to the gills.
nor do i have mandlers but ...just a mental problem,,
moving on.
moving on
i have a tendancy to yap about my dealing with my charges..my mandlers..
the group that took me under their wing and does wireless tricky try out with me to get the fuckin thing to work
so when you buy your nice APPS for her bat mitvah and shit it will work right
oh Pioneer. oh Mentors
oh missing link to just how this shit will be ready in 2024 out of nowhere you see.
oh they will say we just tgested AI and virtual reality on thesed 17 volunteers at stanford
plllleeez
my mnetors and i are getting along pretty well these days
i am notg terrified of them today or right now cuz i popped some benzodiazapine..
and evan is sick of me smoking crack....
thu so i am...he sorta forgot its destroying my mind and my lungs ..
i dont know if they would a true enemy
but it seems somewhere along the line i became the enemy the real enemy as one's thoughts must remain monitored after one is dispatched for these "plays"
and one's thoughts either to THEM or others or especially toward oneslef ...are not always to mentors liking
and let me make this plain
there is nothing more personal than mind to mind communication
to them this pratice this "seeing how it works" is dead serious...
to me
it is nothing but me being used.
i am nothin gmore to them than a lab rat
to me they are dr franken stein
joseph mengelle.
but some times i want them to like me
sometimes they play with me in a nice way
like a warden fratenizing with the charges..
and sometime s this is a game
a fun world they are trying to make..
a virtual world that in time people will pay for ...will switch back and forth between brain computer interface immersive reality
thing is while in developement there is no off switch
because there are rights and patentes and i suppose especially because now things being what they are with "the enemies over seas etc..
this stuff is used also for,,,,,you know
and fun is sometimes the least thing they are testing
as there are people i suppose alot more frankesteinish then them thinking and developing mind to mind intrusion a fuck of lot more scary than ...
well
i doubt it..
cuz ..
this typing this typing
..of things no body wants to hear about that nobody reads..
the friends i have lost
speaking about mentors that interface with your mind directly..
my mind ..not there's not yet.
one day
i am ahead of my time see.
cuz they found me on the street back in the 90's and thought me a non person .
you know a junkie.a hustler,vagrant type that california has like special rights to "play with"
..like cuz monkeys are of no use doing mind augment tests ..gotta be people..
or how else you gonna learn how to do it.
they call us urban astronuats.
you probably call us schizophrenics..cuz in a way we have that same thing goin"
only us..we junkies ,whores and vagrants they were kind enough to invite into the future prematurely to develop this wild shit so your kid in the next decade can be apped and learn Spanish in three days and see things only the wealthy can see.
we
ya see
see it now for free,
cuz we're test subjects
and we're not supposed to talk about it ,,but than i went online and see every body's all the targeted individuals are yapping and chatting and whining about bein taken over by "The Tests"
so i'm like well...not alot of them have been killed for talking about it..some yes
but not all...and if it ever gets down brass tacxks or brass knuckles i will do what ive been taught and say ...and claim Nonono no Im just schizophrenic ..not body DID anything to lawnmower man me up...
here see ..i have documentgs to prove i am just talking gibberish and no such big bizness like mind augment ation or the singualrity is being developed ..
well
a guy has to have an alibi.
a back up plan
so dear reader like at it two ways
i have been apped
or if i get in trouble.
i havent been apped to the gills.
nor do i have mandlers but ...just a mental problem,,
moving on.
moving on
i have a tendancy to yap about my dealing with my charges..my mandlers..
the group that took me under their wing and does wireless tricky try out with me to get the fuckin thing to work
so when you buy your nice APPS for her bat mitvah and shit it will work right
oh Pioneer. oh Mentors
oh missing link to just how this shit will be ready in 2024 out of nowhere you see.
oh they will say we just tgested AI and virtual reality on thesed 17 volunteers at stanford
plllleeez
my mnetors and i are getting along pretty well these days
i am notg terrified of them today or right now cuz i popped some benzodiazapine..
and evan is sick of me smoking crack....
thu so i am...he sorta forgot its destroying my mind and my lungs ..
in spite of the pleasure it gives him
a ground bound mentor reported to Dome that my teeth seem green and I am thin in a bad way...my skin yellowish
and it's not that easy finding new bodies to snatch as it was in the 90's they stick with us old skool types cuz we know the drill..
it's a hate hate relationship with tiny pockets of love
or something like that..
mainly it's the days to day working out how to reverse engineer the brain
and deal with the intrusivenesss of direct neural interface especially the odd chain of command process.expected..
and rejected by me ..
to such an extent that they ..the "grpound bound" mentors and mandlers sometimes nip with their cars ,threaten to do things to me or simply choke me..
it's big bizness..and if one goes to stray
they have to punch you in the face ,half strangle you with a neck tie or run you off the road to make sure you understand who is boss. and this should be thought of as a gift not a burden especially now that we're basically finished the run doiwn to scasre the bad guys to near death neuro bore dare wise..and shit such as that.
man.
they can convince peeps they got no arms and stuff...the nanobots that have latched on to dendrites in the visual cortext so fun in the beginning turn on you...just as the voices that cuddled and coddled you and loved you at the start in the 1990s turned and turned subtly into
and it's not that easy finding new bodies to snatch as it was in the 90's they stick with us old skool types cuz we know the drill..
it's a hate hate relationship with tiny pockets of love
or something like that..
mainly it's the days to day working out how to reverse engineer the brain
and deal with the intrusivenesss of direct neural interface especially the odd chain of command process.expected..
and rejected by me ..
to such an extent that they ..the "grpound bound" mentors and mandlers sometimes nip with their cars ,threaten to do things to me or simply choke me..
it's big bizness..and if one goes to stray
they have to punch you in the face ,half strangle you with a neck tie or run you off the road to make sure you understand who is boss. and this should be thought of as a gift not a burden especially now that we're basically finished the run doiwn to scasre the bad guys to near death neuro bore dare wise..and shit such as that.
man.
they can convince peeps they got no arms and stuff...the nanobots that have latched on to dendrites in the visual cortext so fun in the beginning turn on you...just as the voices that cuddled and coddled you and loved you at the start in the 1990s turned and turned subtly into
into what I cannot explain nor should to an outside
like you
not lujcky enuf to be imbued and loved and mentored and taught by Gary Rainy ,,and the neuronauts that have and always will continue his call to bear charms ...but lets not get into that..
nope nope
nope dont wanna get a nother car nipping my backside..
why so serious ...lady driver on the tv...
no no no stop stop water board me water board me anything but this..
sorry sorry sucka
theyd say this shit we're allowed to do cuz it's hands off.
sides sucka.
it's all in your fuckin head.
pray to that allah guy that guy or that guy or santa or jesus
ha
ha ha
know why ha ha ha
cuz when they've taken your 5 senses and shit
your cant really pray man
you are now
simply "owned" bitches...so you'd better be good
cuz let me explain the shit they're doing to just monkey men like me..
people they think of as non persons cuz maybe you
used to hustle or steal slim jim's or said or drew something weidrd and posted it ...
...they dont care if urban astronauts like me live or die bad guy thinkin bad thinkg trust me ..they arent gonna care about you saying no no no please stop..
man we've they've spent and are spendin like biliions billions on nano particles just to make you superbad guyts not know if it's day or not
dont you ever forget usa makes the scariest movies in the world
and now they can make these films these thoughtrs go badda bingo right over your literall sense of reality..
so you'df better be good.. cuz man
i can tell you stories...woooosh
but no ,,i sorta cant know
why cuz than they'd probably think they have a right to kill me.
anyway
uh oh
i think..worrying i'm sayin to muc h but today i'm like on benzos and dont care
and trust me
half the time i dont care if i live or die cuyz
these nano particles wont ever come out ...and once they lob you with them they monitor you the rest of your life so your dont say company secrets
but in a way
i want them to put an end to it..
but i must say they also do awesome shit with it ...
but for some reason they always go back to the freddy kruger shit to keep you on your toes and keep your mouth shut..
youre a game to them..
and if your in this this long half the fun is not caring if you live or die...cuz man man man it's sometimes too scary to live with the wild psalmy shit they inception you with even when your wide awake
every few weeks they get better and better at it.
know what i mean
course you dont only other fellow targeted individuals do..
thats what we're called.
theres groups all over the world against this technology that your dumb reader dont even believe exists.
supposedly one hundred thousand or so people being tested with psychotron ics
a good percent of them kill themnselves ...go mad...a some soldier on as best they can ...
know that their minds are not their own
scary shit
but lately they're doing more fun shit with it
cause tv now wants their sticky greedy fingers on this ..
so yhou get your scary psyco ops and your hey buddy lets work together and see how tv can be telepresence and teleperception..
,,,except it gets all mixed up..
everything goes with the apps..
like i said they cant really do this human experiementation shit as its sorta illegal ..and bad PR ..for the singularity.
nope nope
nope dont wanna get a nother car nipping my backside..
why so serious ...lady driver on the tv...
no no no stop stop water board me water board me anything but this..
sorry sorry sucka
theyd say this shit we're allowed to do cuz it's hands off.
sides sucka.
it's all in your fuckin head.
pray to that allah guy that guy or that guy or santa or jesus
ha
ha ha
know why ha ha ha
cuz when they've taken your 5 senses and shit
your cant really pray man
you are now
simply "owned" bitches...so you'd better be good
cuz let me explain the shit they're doing to just monkey men like me..
people they think of as non persons cuz maybe you
used to hustle or steal slim jim's or said or drew something weidrd and posted it ...
...they dont care if urban astronauts like me live or die bad guy thinkin bad thinkg trust me ..they arent gonna care about you saying no no no please stop..
man we've they've spent and are spendin like biliions billions on nano particles just to make you superbad guyts not know if it's day or not
dont you ever forget usa makes the scariest movies in the world
and now they can make these films these thoughtrs go badda bingo right over your literall sense of reality..
so you'df better be good.. cuz man
i can tell you stories...woooosh
but no ,,i sorta cant know
why cuz than they'd probably think they have a right to kill me.
anyway
uh oh
i think..worrying i'm sayin to muc h but today i'm like on benzos and dont care
and trust me
half the time i dont care if i live or die cuyz
these nano particles wont ever come out ...and once they lob you with them they monitor you the rest of your life so your dont say company secrets
but in a way
i want them to put an end to it..
but i must say they also do awesome shit with it ...
but for some reason they always go back to the freddy kruger shit to keep you on your toes and keep your mouth shut..
youre a game to them..
and if your in this this long half the fun is not caring if you live or die...cuz man man man it's sometimes too scary to live with the wild psalmy shit they inception you with even when your wide awake
every few weeks they get better and better at it.
know what i mean
course you dont only other fellow targeted individuals do..
thats what we're called.
theres groups all over the world against this technology that your dumb reader dont even believe exists.
supposedly one hundred thousand or so people being tested with psychotron ics
a good percent of them kill themnselves ...go mad...a some soldier on as best they can ...
know that their minds are not their own
scary shit
but lately they're doing more fun shit with it
cause tv now wants their sticky greedy fingers on this ..
so yhou get your scary psyco ops and your hey buddy lets work together and see how tv can be telepresence and teleperception..
,,,except it gets all mixed up..
everything goes with the apps..
like i said they cant really do this human experiementation shit as its sorta illegal ..and bad PR ..for the singularity.
The singularity means one
ONE ONE ONED one mind one way.one way.THE NEW WAY THE NEW WAY....the future is ours! The future is ours!
i 'm getting so carried away by this alter states shit that i am sorta letting myself go in real time
and my family and friend sare like dude snap out of it...crack head
i say the crack was evan's fault for wanting to try to slow my mind down and
get me from typing and to teach me a lesson in chain of command as when i light up a pipe i am truly nearly immobile like in a k hole
and evean can just ball me out for all the sick nasty things i have interfaced to him in the last year and a half..
when i'm on crack i take it and listen
otherwise i'm like fuck you evan.
oh yes they can do that..BUT MY FRIENDS SMILE AND LISTEN AND IN THE END SAY WHO CARES.IT HASNT HAPPENED TO ME I CANT IDENTIFY WITH A WORD YOU SAY
WHAT YOURE SAYING IS YOU'RE LITERALLY POSSESSED BY SOMETHIN GNOT SUPERNATURAL BUT BY A SUPER COMPUTER THAT READS MIND AND CAN SPEAK TO MINDS
YES YES YOU GOT IT AND AND I SAY CONTROL THE OTHER PERSONS 5 SENSES...
AND DREAMS
OH YES OH YES
THEY PURUSE THE SUBJECTG TRY TO WRAP THEIR MIND AROUN DIT..SEE MY NOTEBOOKS OF RESEARC HED STUDIES ..OF DOCUMENTED EVIDENCE OF THIS AND THAN SAY
OK BUT WHAT DO YOU WANT TO EAT TONIGHT..
aRE you cRAZZZY i yell talking about what do i want to eat tonight who cares! MAn,,,arent you hearing what i am saying
yeah yeah
i get it in fact for over a year now thats all that comes outta your mouth and still know what
it matters more to me what i eat tonight
and it better start mattering more to you stuff like what do i eat toniught ...or how am i gonna pay the rent this month...than thgis real or imagines other world you're in whether they put you there or nor..
ok
ok i'll ask your mentor what he wants you to eat tonight
my friend grabs my ear
and whispers intop it .."Hey EVAN you sexy stud kidnapper by proxy asshole what should dumbo eat tonight
I yank my ear away from my friend
only EVAN can call me dumbo ..and thats not a very good idea mocking EVAN
he knows who you are...in fact there are many things he has said to me in private about you that i now am beginning to see are truer than i thought..
oh really my friend asks what does EVAN say about me..
it's between me and my mentors..
but if i were you i'd watch it with the testing of him ok
he might decide to do something to you
he might in face MAKE ME do something to you
oh really my friend laughs
this EVAN characvtyer con trols you soo much that he can make you do things
I resist usually these pronouncements
but I feel an urge to smack my friend ...as Evan has this thought ..and evan's thoughts are mine when i am those over riddin..
luckiliy i tell my friend ..raising my hand i have learned to control my temporal lobe enough and my hippocampus to such a degree that i can over ride Evan's passing wish that i take off my glove and slap yhou 3 times with my glove ..
what glove dumbo my friend says
you arent wearing any gloves
i tell him evan has sent me a visualization of himself ,for some reason Evan is dressed in clothes from another age ...and carries a riding crop ,as if he is a jockey.
while collecting this visualization i suppose i am looking Guaze eyes
as my rude friend
snaps his fingers in my eyes and says ground control to major dork ground control to magor dork
EVAN IS LIVID ...nobody but he and my other mentors may speak to me in such a way
i feel evan's rage ...which i fear will over ride my will not to strike my friend
i take a deep breath and send a visualization of my self removing my glove ,i too am dresssed as a jockey ..and evan recieves the 3 smacks i have Pre Neural firing intent of releasing on this insufferal being Non Being "Other" possibly "unresolvable"piece of protoplasm that Dome or Neuron autics would not tag or Dome or imbue with nano particles even if he paid them to
depends how much he might pay Evan graphs ,the visual of him self is now eveninjg clothes..but he still is wearing gloves...I am beside him though blurred in a crisp white shirt.carring a a puppy
who cares is more the line..
you really think you're gonna fight these people..
if i were this "group" or collective you ramble on about like a mental patient i too would work overtime
making you pay for transgressions against them..there used to be humour in it...you previously wrote about EVAN as a father figure brother figure trying to re educate you help you help them develope GROUP THOUGHT techniques
than complained IT and EVAN were too intrusive..
well duh iu say ...without a buffer direct neural interface is totally intrusive idiot.
and there are problems between me and evan and tru christie that go way back to 1994
get out of the car
what
i said get out of the car...my friend ,says
if i hear one more word about the singualrity Mentors or direct neural interfaced i will drive into a tree.on purpose.
just YOUR side my friend says
you cant be serious i say
and you do realize that your behaviour you tossing me out the car is being processed by my mentors WHO AlREADY HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MY ASSOCIATING WITH YOU OR YOUR TYPE IN GENERAL
\get out before i throw you out AND TELL THAT FUCKIN MENTOR YOUR SCHIZOPHRFENIC IDENTITY CRISDIS I\OR WHAT EVER WEIRDO REALLY DOES PUT NANO PARTICLES IN SOMEOPNES HEAD i have a few PROBLEMS WITH him AS WELL AND WHAT HE HAS DONE TO SOME ONE WHO PREVIOUSLY WAS MY FRIEND..WHO PREVIPOUSLY DIDNT LOOK AROUND OR SEEDM DAZED OR WAITING FOR REPLIES FROM THIS CULTISH MENTOshit!
YOU'D BETTER WATCH YOUR MOUTH ...WHATEV ER I HEAR OR SEE
HE HEARS AND SEES.
good MY FRIEND SAYS MAYBE HE CAN FIND YOU A RIDE HOME...TELL Evan AND THE nEURONAUTS THAT THEY WANT TO RIDE IN YOU LIKE A CAR
YOUR FRIEND HOPES THEY CAN GIVE ME A SET A WHEELS TO GO WITH THIS VISIOR OF MIND CONTROL ..
HE BEGINS DRIVING THE CAR AWAY
AND I WATCH...APOLOGIZING TO MY MENTORS FOR "THE INCIDENT" AND THAT I'M SURE IF HE UNDERSTOOOD HOW IT WORKS ...HE WOULDNT BE SO AGAINST ..THE GROUP AND THAT THEY SHOULD NT do ANYTHING TO HIM
OH WE WONT DO ANYTHING TO HIM...YOURE THE ONE DOING THIS TO YOUR SELF.
DID WE TELL YOU TO TALK ABOUT THIS OPENLY
DID WE..
OR DID YOU MAKE A FISACO OF A VERY PRIVATE VERY SENSATIVE SITUATION BY YAKKING ABOUT IT ALL OVER TOWN(AND THE SMALL PLACARDS I SUPPOSE THEY REFER TO THAT I HAVE POSTED AROUND TOWN)
take a nother pill..
you sound like a madman talking about reverse brain engineering virtual reality real life lawn mower men ..just stop please please stop..draw those little pictures again they brough tin some dough
yes life is about dough ...not you sitting there writting about nano particles..
mind augmentation thru nano particles virtual reality via nano..or AI.
nonme of your invasion of the body snatcher shit or i wont drive you to the casino..
or go out to eat with you..let alone drink
i should bring a tape recordier and play it bac k...
you should hear how youy sound
and otheres just say it scares them my writing about it and maybe the mentors are angry that ui often depic t them as...such nasty figures..
still others...yell at least writie it ...."normally" like a film or a novel...i mean you said your self youve fictionalized it because you're scared oif them
this type of reverse brain engineering and trying things out isnt about putting one together i say
it's about taking one apart
to use one's personal previous narrative to
i 'm getting so carried away by this alter states shit that i am sorta letting myself go in real time
and my family and friend sare like dude snap out of it...crack head
i say the crack was evan's fault for wanting to try to slow my mind down and
get me from typing and to teach me a lesson in chain of command as when i light up a pipe i am truly nearly immobile like in a k hole
and evean can just ball me out for all the sick nasty things i have interfaced to him in the last year and a half..
when i'm on crack i take it and listen
otherwise i'm like fuck you evan.
oh yes they can do that..BUT MY FRIENDS SMILE AND LISTEN AND IN THE END SAY WHO CARES.IT HASNT HAPPENED TO ME I CANT IDENTIFY WITH A WORD YOU SAY
WHAT YOURE SAYING IS YOU'RE LITERALLY POSSESSED BY SOMETHIN GNOT SUPERNATURAL BUT BY A SUPER COMPUTER THAT READS MIND AND CAN SPEAK TO MINDS
YES YES YOU GOT IT AND AND I SAY CONTROL THE OTHER PERSONS 5 SENSES...
AND DREAMS
OH YES OH YES
THEY PURUSE THE SUBJECTG TRY TO WRAP THEIR MIND AROUN DIT..SEE MY NOTEBOOKS OF RESEARC HED STUDIES ..OF DOCUMENTED EVIDENCE OF THIS AND THAN SAY
OK BUT WHAT DO YOU WANT TO EAT TONIGHT..
aRE you cRAZZZY i yell talking about what do i want to eat tonight who cares! MAn,,,arent you hearing what i am saying
yeah yeah
i get it in fact for over a year now thats all that comes outta your mouth and still know what
it matters more to me what i eat tonight
and it better start mattering more to you stuff like what do i eat toniught ...or how am i gonna pay the rent this month...than thgis real or imagines other world you're in whether they put you there or nor..
ok
ok i'll ask your mentor what he wants you to eat tonight
my friend grabs my ear
and whispers intop it .."Hey EVAN you sexy stud kidnapper by proxy asshole what should dumbo eat tonight
I yank my ear away from my friend
only EVAN can call me dumbo ..and thats not a very good idea mocking EVAN
he knows who you are...in fact there are many things he has said to me in private about you that i now am beginning to see are truer than i thought..
oh really my friend asks what does EVAN say about me..
it's between me and my mentors..
but if i were you i'd watch it with the testing of him ok
he might decide to do something to you
he might in face MAKE ME do something to you
oh really my friend laughs
this EVAN characvtyer con trols you soo much that he can make you do things
I resist usually these pronouncements
but I feel an urge to smack my friend ...as Evan has this thought ..and evan's thoughts are mine when i am those over riddin..
luckiliy i tell my friend ..raising my hand i have learned to control my temporal lobe enough and my hippocampus to such a degree that i can over ride Evan's passing wish that i take off my glove and slap yhou 3 times with my glove ..
what glove dumbo my friend says
you arent wearing any gloves
i tell him evan has sent me a visualization of himself ,for some reason Evan is dressed in clothes from another age ...and carries a riding crop ,as if he is a jockey.
while collecting this visualization i suppose i am looking Guaze eyes
as my rude friend
snaps his fingers in my eyes and says ground control to major dork ground control to magor dork
EVAN IS LIVID ...nobody but he and my other mentors may speak to me in such a way
i feel evan's rage ...which i fear will over ride my will not to strike my friend
i take a deep breath and send a visualization of my self removing my glove ,i too am dresssed as a jockey ..and evan recieves the 3 smacks i have Pre Neural firing intent of releasing on this insufferal being Non Being "Other" possibly "unresolvable"piece of protoplasm that Dome or Neuron autics would not tag or Dome or imbue with nano particles even if he paid them to
depends how much he might pay Evan graphs ,the visual of him self is now eveninjg clothes..but he still is wearing gloves...I am beside him though blurred in a crisp white shirt.carring a a puppy
who cares is more the line..
you really think you're gonna fight these people..
if i were this "group" or collective you ramble on about like a mental patient i too would work overtime
making you pay for transgressions against them..there used to be humour in it...you previously wrote about EVAN as a father figure brother figure trying to re educate you help you help them develope GROUP THOUGHT techniques
than complained IT and EVAN were too intrusive..
well duh iu say ...without a buffer direct neural interface is totally intrusive idiot.
and there are problems between me and evan and tru christie that go way back to 1994
get out of the car
what
i said get out of the car...my friend ,says
if i hear one more word about the singualrity Mentors or direct neural interfaced i will drive into a tree.on purpose.
just YOUR side my friend says
you cant be serious i say
and you do realize that your behaviour you tossing me out the car is being processed by my mentors WHO AlREADY HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MY ASSOCIATING WITH YOU OR YOUR TYPE IN GENERAL
\get out before i throw you out AND TELL THAT FUCKIN MENTOR YOUR SCHIZOPHRFENIC IDENTITY CRISDIS I\OR WHAT EVER WEIRDO REALLY DOES PUT NANO PARTICLES IN SOMEOPNES HEAD i have a few PROBLEMS WITH him AS WELL AND WHAT HE HAS DONE TO SOME ONE WHO PREVIOUSLY WAS MY FRIEND..WHO PREVIPOUSLY DIDNT LOOK AROUND OR SEEDM DAZED OR WAITING FOR REPLIES FROM THIS CULTISH MENTOshit!
YOU'D BETTER WATCH YOUR MOUTH ...WHATEV ER I HEAR OR SEE
good MY FRIEND SAYS MAYBE HE CAN FIND YOU A RIDE HOME...TELL Evan AND THE nEURONAUTS THAT THEY WANT TO RIDE IN YOU LIKE A CAR
YOUR FRIEND HOPES THEY CAN GIVE ME A SET A WHEELS TO GO WITH THIS VISIOR OF MIND CONTROL ..
HE BEGINS DRIVING THE CAR AWAY
AND I WATCH...APOLOGIZING TO MY MENTORS FOR "THE INCIDENT" AND THAT I'M SURE IF HE UNDERSTOOOD HOW IT WORKS ...HE WOULDNT BE SO AGAINST ..THE GROUP AND THAT THEY SHOULD NT do ANYTHING TO HIM
OH WE WONT DO ANYTHING TO HIM...YOURE THE ONE DOING THIS TO YOUR SELF.
DID WE TELL YOU TO TALK ABOUT THIS OPENLY
DID WE..
OR DID YOU MAKE A FISACO OF A VERY PRIVATE VERY SENSATIVE SITUATION BY YAKKING ABOUT IT ALL OVER TOWN(AND THE SMALL PLACARDS I SUPPOSE THEY REFER TO THAT I HAVE POSTED AROUND TOWN)
take a nother pill..
you sound like a madman talking about reverse brain engineering virtual reality real life lawn mower men ..just stop please please stop..draw those little pictures again they brough tin some dough
yes life is about dough ...not you sitting there writting about nano particles..
mind augmentation thru nano particles virtual reality via nano..or AI.
nonme of your invasion of the body snatcher shit or i wont drive you to the casino..
or go out to eat with you..let alone drink
i should bring a tape recordier and play it bac k...
you should hear how youy sound
and otheres just say it scares them my writing about it and maybe the mentors are angry that ui often depic t them as...such nasty figures..
still others...yell at least writie it ...."normally" like a film or a novel...i mean you said your self youve fictionalized it because you're scared oif them
well go further..
the way it's writeen is all over the place..loose snap shops of some event...that never quite come together..
you have tv in it
neuronauts (the group,) you have other industries...
neuronauts (the group,) you have other industries...
make it come together
this type of reverse brain engineering and trying things out isnt about putting one together i say
it's about taking one apart
to use one's personal previous narrative to
make fear previal upon the individual and try to to discover universal parcels of fear
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