the year of the cat

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Transcranial magnetic stimulation was developed to noninvasively activate nerve cells through the scalp.   1896 D'Arsonval applied TMS over the retina and induced phosphenes in the eye to "see" In 1910, Polleneck filed a patent to use magnetic stimulation for the treatment of depression.

1837-A tangent galvanometer is an early measuring instrument used for the measurement of electric current.. It works by using a compass needle to compare a magnetic field generated by the unknown current to the magnetic field of biological organisms and the electromagnetic "aura" of the atmosphere.. It was first described by Claude Pouillet in 1837.

 

 

1800s "induced "Inner Sight" In the motor cortex  transcranial direct current stimulation  can effectively prime excitability changes in the human visual cortex.

 

Transcranial direct current stimulation  applied through the skull can directly modulate the excitability of the human motor,  somatosensory and visual  cortices.  

               

Low-frequency over the occipital cortex provokes visual hallucinations

 

1929-. The image of a Felix the Cat doll, rotating on a turntable, was broadcast for 2 hours every day for several years, as new technology was being tested by the engineers.

• At the Berlin Radio Show in August 1931, Manfred von Ardenne gave the world's first public demonstration of a TV system using a cathode ray tube for both transmission and reception. The world's first electronically scanned TV service began in Berlin in 1935.
• In 1935, the German firm of Fernseh A.G and the United States firm Farnsworth Television owned by Philo Farnsworth signed an agreement to exchange their television patents and technology to speed development of TV transmitters and stations in their respective countries.^[
• On 2 November 1936, the BBC began transmitting the world's first public regular high-definition service from the Victorian Alexandra Palace in north London. It therefore claims to be the birthplace of TV broadcasting as we know it today.
• In 1936, Kálmán Tihanyi described the principle of plasma display, the first flat panel display system.
• Mexican inventor Guillermo González Camarena also played an important role in early TV. His experiments with TV (known as telectroescopía at first) began in 1931 and led to a patent for the "trichromatic field sequential system" color television in 1940.

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                                        2013- Los Angeles


"part of my job "she said,"is to incorporate what I have learned when practicing direct neural interfaces into Neuronautics Ranges Of Parental Predisposition
..what ingrained  traits seem to upset a Mentor engaged in this new form of Communication
 of Mind to Mind mediation
 
and what Parental styles must be adhered to
as to
"do"
Merge ", Mindy said...but I could barely hear her above the music coming from  the jukebox
2 types of families....she said....according to Compo Cola.
                                        
one wear you can walk naked to the bathroom and back to your room and the other where covering up
even for the short distance was of necessity
                                           "oh " I thought it was OK for Mindy to speak about her Interfacing days
      at Compo...
just not Merge....

and certainly not Neuronautics.
..
everyone knew about the 2 types of families...being based upon the
"covering up" one had to do to get from point a to point B.
in terms of
nudity....

and how this rather small...
seemingly meaningless.

Differential

in

parental systems made all the difference "in the world"
towards being able "to conduct oneself" during a "fitting"
or Neural Scan...
....................................Mindy could get away with anything in terms of Loose Lips sink Bids

because she
did 2 years
private sector Vectoring Analysis with Compo Cola...

...................................NANOPEX's rendition of "King Creole "
                                  
                                  from the Adam Parker film....suddenly  starts and see the bartender pump up the volume ...
he pats his opposite shoulder with his hand and I see two others down the far end of the bar do the same ....


"I fuckin love this song" Mindy said....

"i fuckin Llllllove Adam Parker"

she made a quick gesture that was 'getting around" even outside of Neuronautics
,two quick pats of her shoulder. And two quick pats to my own

as did I .


"I know Drew...the lead singer of NANOPEX...we both did our level 3 s with Evan Rainy"I said

"face to Face with Evan or just Brain Computer Interface" she asked, actually making eye contact...as if I could introduce her to Drew or NANOPEX because we were both "phased" by Evan "

"Face to face at the Koreatown Annex....I left Neuronautics for a while"

"I heard you went "Ruiner"she said..lookin at me in a Looking thru Me way

"I WENT RUINER as you say,I explained ,"to understand RUINER behavior ,I said

"That's what they all say" she said.

No girl was worth this .I got up and started to grab my coat when I felt two pats on my shoulder.




I wasn't sure if the "patting".....
the "salute"
or whatever you called it meant her evaluating me like I was some Level 2 was over

"I killed Mcgrath...that sicko artist," I said, hoping this might get us outta the bar and into my car.
faster

"Your TEAM killed McGrath...,"Mindy said rather sternly,correcting me...like she was my fuckin mother...

"I finished him off....I did the final interface," I said, suddenly aware that this "apple polishing" was the quickest way to turn Mindy off not on
boy.

I can't help but thinking I wished I had access to her Neurals.
so I'd known this in advance

 ....I looked away but made sure she saw me ...tap my hand on the bar..in "good time"
with
the back beat of NANOPECK's "King Creole"

"Listen," I said," I have that faggot's personal journals at my apartment,McGrath's

"your fuckin kidding," she said ,suddenly doe eyed...grabbing her jacket....gazing my cheek...


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                                                     .                                                                            Feb 2013

 

 

thinking of one's thinking.

is madness .

not the slamming down the street .yelling at the moon madness

that is depicted so much in films.

but a less cinematic madness..

.......................CYBERNETICS IS THE UNDERSTANDING OF Understanding

and soon
one cannot help but think of oneself ...in the same way
one is thought of ...and thought to

                                                      NEUROSES IS PERHAPS THE MOST UNMANLY EMOTIONAL DISTURBANCE

OF ALL
.self abasement and all the restructuring ,,,rebuilding and self platitudes ....to
HIDE
self recrimination self doubt self absorption etc....

there's no place to"hide"....when one is ....Tethered..

 years of it....one might assume one 'gets used to it" schizophrenics "get used to it"
why did I have to know...........because they wanted me to know that THIS is what happens to SICKOS .....
these days..
they showed me the reads....they showed me the technology...
they didn't want me thinking I was "just going crazy"...it was important to them that I KNEW this was man made...
and placed upon me....as "payback"
.

                    

                            THEY

                        Choose HOMOSEXUALS

                                                       PRIMARILY TO BE "SUBJECTS"


 BECAUSE PROFILING HAS DETERMINED

THAT HOMOS.

                    are easily impelled toward subjugation

  as no other "minority group" has been universally

                                                             "made" to feel inadequate.

                                                                and thus "ill"

                                                               according to *** dept" the homosexual responds to a

                                           "good boy " /"bad boy"you are "in " or "out"

                          much moreso than a citizen who has an ingrained sense of "belonging"

although the homosexual may mask his sense of social inadequacy under a veneer of "I AM"

he knows "He AIN'T"-1977 department of Experimental Sciences and Technologies

 

you are a puppy who shits in the living room

and that living room is your mentors mind.

...........................you have been trained to think in symbols and colors......and an UNFIXED GAZE of INNER VISION.

 

.my mind barely functions

                my body has begun

thickening

freezing...............

the Seroquel.

the tardive dyskinesia............................the pills given by the dr.

for

a madness set upon me

to               teach                  me                 a        lesson

......or                      to                   drive               me          to        suicide

the pills

make me sleep up to 18 hours

a day

.....................my mouth .my neck perpetually swollen

........................................................................................

pills for "voices and hallucinations....a joke.
 

the pills make it worse.
the mentors want
you ON YOUR FEET

you are the guinea pig that curls up in the corner oif their own cage instead of the feisty moneky throwing it's feces

THAT
they understand..


that they almost respect.
pill taking
is
a "womanly way out
I feel like I am in the 8th grade.
"
all this manly
man shit.
take it....and it somehow
will build you...but
it's nothing..
nothing but..
...understanding how pointA gets to point B...concerning......INTENTS becoming actions...

 unsolicited human testing

threshold....and guided  perpetual allegiance and "enhancement"

 

Brain Computer Interface ..or Mind to Mind Communication

thinking THOUGHTS that can be transcribed by a second party..

and

back at you....the transcription device or program (computer) the only "thing" that

comes between ...RAW data of Brain signal.

I sound insane
I in this tiny Brooklyn apartment
 

.writing in these notebooks no one will read about  Mind to Mind "communication"

but what else can one think of
the voice mocks
showing off virtuosity and  versatility
and perhaps worse
that
it can still
suck me in
and
stttttill turn me ON
in ways
I cannot describe
can this telepresense
be
everything...and respond to provoke and K.
n
ow
how to
need it.
evan appears as living lust...my mind now open to IT
.
if programs are created that lead the players in this exchange into a  mutually

created

"playing field"...of computer enhanced "virtual space"

to protect one's

psyche from psychological harm...an "Overlay ' of Disambiguation is created

to act as shield and

"avatar" or "visage" ....

BUT

if

the mechanism is being used to HURT or CONTROL another..

only one "Player" or " correspondent "in the Interface

has such an Overlay.

the other's mind is purposely defenseless

CYBER in Latin means to steer.

cybernetics means a system that is steered.

when one gets on a boat with another .one usually KNOWS the other....and assumed their Captain-ship...their Steering

is not to deliberately

sail one into an abyss or crash the vehicle into a pillar of rocks..

PSYCHOTRONIC and NEUROTRONIC weaponry however

                                               ARE ONLY engaged  to cause such wreckage to

                                             "vehicle"(person)

                                            

I have thus far kept myself vaguely sane

"playing" the

torture.as --------------------CYBERNETIC than PSYCHOTRONIC 

in nature.

first of all there is something beyond my capacity to

Understand....another who would willfully .....and knowingly use this

technology

to essentially let their  inner "Hannibal Lechter" "freak flag" fly

I have seen the same photos as you of Abugraib ...the protectors/guards

"letting off steam"

by going "tribal" (lets kick their heads around like a soccer ball) on  the "non human"

organisms

in their care.

so much actually did this disturb me.

that I painted a picture "about" the treatment of those in detainment

not knowing

that

I WAS NOW considered "a Problem"

and "game"

 for detainment

little did I know then that Psychotronic Weaponry existed

                        were I a "hip artist" in Chelsea....with a girlfriend who knew how to wear a black leather jacket

and a body of work that "muted"

their possible anti American diatribe...that

all but said ...

"edgy...

"marketed"

as what "they " call an outsider artist

                                                  a "weirdo" who paints because he can do little else.

                                                  an outsider artist

                                                  only succeeds in fact if his" biography"

                                                                                     FITS

his work

.......

derelict,homeless,mentally ill.....

biographyhelped "seal the deal" if a painting didn't not "work" as a "piece" on it's own

in terms of composition....

 

I am quite sure my "managers" at the time did not realize that by "playing up" my

ODDNESS

was...all but sealing my fate to become

HUMAN MONKEY....

 Psychotronic Testing cybernetic testing done on "dissidents" or other Expendable  Living Organisms

such as the homeless ...mentally ill...or drug addict etc etc..

only recently have I come across papers and declassified documents that

also pertain to the expendability and or use-ability of the sexual deviant (homosexual)

as fodder for "grey zone"-for the greater good ..post Nuremberg Human Testing

....

LSD-25

DMT and BZ.....replaced in the late 1980's by

TMS.

fMRI

ELF.....nano biotech......

equivalents of psychological debasement ....

 

h a "Mandler" does all he can to ...remain -removed from

the specimen.

one cannot help but sense

that "oooh g-d let me wash my hands ....sensibility one might feel after handling a lab rat...

I reckon

that's about as far as the "connection" goes...

......................................................................

                                                                 

suicide .will be my end.

but murder will be the "true crime"

the number of suicides of Targeted Individuals( and we do "look out " and "look in" on each other)

is escalating...

Psychotronics is "The New Hands off" of the 2000s

                                                                         the reason Virtual Reality and A.I.

                                                  are not part of your phone service...or just something

       one consumes..

              or puts on a bridal registry ...

is not that it does not exist...

but that it's use has only been developed as weapon.

I

to the powers that be have gone past being ONLY fodder for research and development.

but

ENEMY...

..........................................................................Carl McGrath...(1965-2013) Artist.

                                                                          who specialized in his depiction of

                                                                          Rooming house living .Mcgrath who

                                                                          commited suicide left a garage full

                                                                          of notebooks describing his "psychosis"

                                                                          as electronic is famous for his sculptures

                                                                           depicting ....

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