I will try
TO OPEN THE BOTTLE OF ATIVAN IN SUCH A WAY THAT THE PLASTIC WHITE TOP IN NO WAY MAKES A "POPPING" SOUND ..i AM NOT "POPPING" PILLS..i MUST REMIND MYSELF BUT SIMPLY TREATING
THE SYMPTOMS
SYMPTOMS
ABSOLUTELY INDISTINGUISHABLE FROM
WHAT IN THE OLD DAYS THEY CALLED ....
WHICH EITHER SOUNDS BETTER OR WORSE THAN SCHIZOPHRENIA
DEPENDING ONE ONE'S CADENCE.
SYNTHO-PHRENIA
IS A BILLION DOLLAR BUSINESS
BUT YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE HEARD OF IT
AS AOL NEWS
IS ABOUT KEEPING THE COMPUTER FLAT
AND NOT
ROUND AND ABOUT ONE'S HIPPOCAMPUS AND TEMPORAL LOBE
UNTIL OF COURSE
SUDDENLY
IMMERSIVE REALITY GOES "PUBLIC"
ONCE THE EVER LOOMING ENEMY
IS PUT IN IT'S PROPER MIND
OR DRIVEN OUT OF IT'S PRESENT ONE BY THIS EXCITING NEW
ADVENTUROUS VENTURE
BUT DON'T LISTEN TO ME
i AM TO YOU THE UNRELIABLE NARRATOR
AS WOULD ANY
"NUTCASE'
WITH REAMS OF DOCUMENTATION STATING SUCH
THUS MAKING ANYTHING I WRITE ,DRAW OR SAY REGARDING HUMAN TESTING OF PSYCHOTRONIC MIND TO MIND OR BRAIN COMPUTER INTERFACE AS
DISREGARDABLy DAFT AS
MY SAYING THAT IN THE 1960'S AND 1970'S SEVERAL "ODD" TESTS WERE PREFORMED ON VARIOUS EXPENDABLE "TYPES"
WITH MORE CONVENTIONAL "MIND AND PERCEPTION" TOOLS
real or imagined dear reader ..after about 2 years of nonstop "interface' between "Major Tom" and a fool such as mine who rightly or wrongly
has been on the defensive about any type of psycho social "corrections" by "mentors' since Kindergarten ..
I am nor have ever been the type
to follow or augment myself to another's desires unless
the augment was in a car.or back alley and involved
a 'quickie" with money or drugs changing hands.
and THAT social adjustment "to get by"
was what got me "picked up "
to be
potentially "saved'
by Neuronautics and "the Process" to begin with
as the Powers that be back than
considered "out of state""whores" and "human verman"
quite expendable enough to be
indoctrinated into The Process..reguardless of how "The Process" processed it's "subjects" as lab rats to to essentially vivasected with all manner of neuro "poor fair"rundowns
1994.
such "low -fi" apps. in retrospect
"voice to Skull"
so much shouting
so much fear .so much gibberish
so distant and so personal at the same time
2011
drawn back to the Land of Distorted reality and Mind Augment (the mooovies) LA ..
"I really like your work ,,perhaps you should move out here.."
ah shucks.
and off i went...
wouldn't YOU?
who knew what "the boys "in black ties and short sleeve dress shirts were dreaming up in the decade and a half for the "boys and gals " in dark blue long sleeve shirts and grey slacks with tiny pins with interwoven triangles to "spin around the block"
now let me explain briefly as this ativan (Oh how the men and women with interweeeevin tri angles do hate psych -pills
,as do I ...but I would swallow tin foil hat
to just have a day with out Mentors buzzing in my ( I mean, OUR) collective mind
The Hive
that i pollute
every time my interior monologue
or visual cortex
spot or ponder
anything truly
loathsome..
like a bare male torso ...
or worse
my imagining wanting to "jump the owner of such" bones.
ewww.
indeed.
one on the other side of "mid sight" might get a psychotronic .neuro-optic "thrashing" for days
graphing such atrocities and perversions to
one's Mandlers
..
even if such a wink about think about is extracted from a character on Tv
i pay harshly for
these sickening "sicko" thoughts..
even if I am making fine strides following the other ideologies of The New Way Science of "neuronautics"
even at my best.
a routine scan be the new meters of measure that make the primitive metal
gauge's of my previous "tells" and "never tells" look like
temperament templates ,much less mind to mentor redactives look like
two tin cans tied together..
these days with the direct neural "cause it "audits" there may be as many as 8 members of The New WaY and 3 or so not so New Way observers of how mind to mind might work for both movies and marketing and more Pro-litical means of mental ,gentle purse-a sion..
Evan Rainy blew alot of his pop's cash
and had to sell much of Neuronautic's Cache to folks who
give little measure to poppa Rainy's grand ,Rand plans
of Utopia through Re -Education
and mind augmentation..
so much
i glean from word on high during
inadvertent graphs and interfaces of drunken
monitors
became about stocks and patents that a young buck not afraid to not only take his shoe off and bang it on the table was brought in ...but who Evan often simply calls Raven Mismanage not only afraid to pound his show BUT if need be Unafraid to lob that shoe directly into a Naysayers eye..,
like many Ruiner ,Undesirables,deviant ,degenerates classified a minus seven on Neuronautics "Lines and Signs of Normalcy"*
California's Prison Sterilizations Reportedly Echo Eugenics Era - NPR
Jul 9, 2013 - Like more than half of all U.S. states, California once sterilized people against their will, in eugenics programs "that sought to prevent social ills ...
strange .
that homos such as my self were even allowed to mingle and mosh with
mentors during that
slight stretch of time (to payback court costs before that IRS nonsense was generously 'reconsidered" by OTHER bettors...)
Raven Mismanage or whatever Evan Rainy who at times sneaks an interface to actually "teach me The Way" despite my being on the "sub -exist list" often interfaces that Raven Mismanage refers to the
"let in the gays and spays and what not years as "The Benetton Solution"
to malingering "joiner ship" and empty "admit-ence " rooms where the Lessors would gladly reveal THEIR MOST SECRET SEEECROUCITIES...EVEN BEFORE THE ""SEE METER" WENT INTRANEURAL...
SUPPOSEDLY
raven mismanage takes credit for deciding to take the leap and risk of
adding intracranial interrogation of members into 'the Program"
after a real estate time share
with the rev Moon who had been "placing nano wire and "filaments" into his 'special disciples" in return for turning over some of the collected neural data to **** and Compo Cola
TO OPEN THE BOTTLE OF ATIVAN IN SUCH A WAY THAT THE PLASTIC WHITE TOP IN NO WAY MAKES A "POPPING" SOUND ..i AM NOT "POPPING" PILLS..i MUST REMIND MYSELF BUT SIMPLY TREATING
THE SYMPTOMS
SYMPTOMS
ABSOLUTELY INDISTINGUISHABLE FROM
WHAT IN THE OLD DAYS THEY CALLED ....
DEPENDING ONE ONE'S CADENCE.
SYNTHO-PHRENIA
IS A BILLION DOLLAR BUSINESS
BUT YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE HEARD OF IT
AS AOL NEWS
IS ABOUT KEEPING THE COMPUTER FLAT
AND NOT
ROUND AND ABOUT ONE'S HIPPOCAMPUS AND TEMPORAL LOBE
UNTIL OF COURSE
SUDDENLY
IMMERSIVE REALITY GOES "PUBLIC"
ONCE THE EVER LOOMING ENEMY
IS PUT IN IT'S PROPER MIND
OR DRIVEN OUT OF IT'S PRESENT ONE BY THIS EXCITING NEW
ADVENTUROUS VENTURE
BUT DON'T LISTEN TO ME
i AM TO YOU THE UNRELIABLE NARRATOR
AS WOULD ANY
"NUTCASE'
WITH REAMS OF DOCUMENTATION STATING SUCH
THUS MAKING ANYTHING I WRITE ,DRAW OR SAY REGARDING HUMAN TESTING OF PSYCHOTRONIC MIND TO MIND OR BRAIN COMPUTER INTERFACE AS
DISREGARDABLy DAFT AS
MY SAYING THAT IN THE 1960'S AND 1970'S SEVERAL "ODD" TESTS WERE PREFORMED ON VARIOUS EXPENDABLE "TYPES"
WITH MORE CONVENTIONAL "MIND AND PERCEPTION" TOOLS
real or imagined dear reader ..after about 2 years of nonstop "interface' between "Major Tom" and a fool such as mine who rightly or wrongly
has been on the defensive about any type of psycho social "corrections" by "mentors' since Kindergarten ..
I am nor have ever been the type
to follow or augment myself to another's desires unless
the augment was in a car.or back alley and involved
a 'quickie" with money or drugs changing hands.
and THAT social adjustment "to get by"
was what got me "picked up "
to be
potentially "saved'
by Neuronautics and "the Process" to begin with
as the Powers that be back than
considered "out of state""whores" and "human verman"
quite expendable enough to be
indoctrinated into The Process..reguardless of how "The Process" processed it's "subjects" as lab rats to to essentially vivasected with all manner of neuro "poor fair"rundowns
1994.
such "low -fi" apps. in retrospect
"voice to Skull"
so much shouting
so much fear .so much gibberish
so distant and so personal at the same time
2011
drawn back to the Land of Distorted reality and Mind Augment (the mooovies) LA ..
"I really like your work ,,perhaps you should move out here.."
ah shucks.
and off i went...
wouldn't YOU?
who knew what "the boys "in black ties and short sleeve dress shirts were dreaming up in the decade and a half for the "boys and gals " in dark blue long sleeve shirts and grey slacks with tiny pins with interwoven triangles to "spin around the block"
now let me explain briefly as this ativan (Oh how the men and women with interweeeevin tri angles do hate psych -pills
,as do I ...but I would swallow tin foil hat
to just have a day with out Mentors buzzing in my ( I mean, OUR) collective mind
down .the .hatch.
a Hive .The Hive
that i pollute
every time my interior monologue
or visual cortex
spot or ponder
anything truly
loathsome..
like a bare male torso ...
or worse
my imagining wanting to "jump the owner of such" bones.
ewww.
indeed.
one on the other side of "mid sight" might get a psychotronic .neuro-optic "thrashing" for days
graphing such atrocities and perversions to
one's Mandlers
..
"Avatar is people "I wrote on the side of a wall..
before being nicked by THAT car
i pay harshly for
these sickening "sicko" thoughts..
even if I am making fine strides following the other ideologies of The New Way Science of "neuronautics"
even at my best.
a routine scan be the new meters of measure that make the primitive metal
gauge's of my previous "tells" and "never tells" look like
temperament templates ,much less mind to mentor redactives look like
two tin cans tied together..
these days with the direct neural "cause it "audits" there may be as many as 8 members of The New WaY and 3 or so not so New Way observers of how mind to mind might work for both movies and marketing and more Pro-litical means of mental ,gentle purse-a sion..
Evan Rainy blew alot of his pop's cash
and had to sell much of Neuronautic's Cache to folks who
give little measure to poppa Rainy's grand ,Rand plans
of Utopia through Re -Education
and mind augmentation..
so much
i glean from word on high during
inadvertent graphs and interfaces of drunken
monitors
became about stocks and patents that a young buck not afraid to not only take his shoe off and bang it on the table was brought in ...but who Evan often simply calls Raven Mismanage not only afraid to pound his show BUT if need be Unafraid to lob that shoe directly into a Naysayers eye..,
.I hear his poor wife kept in some castle like fortress far from the nano-ing crowd to this day must still wear an eye patch ...
I can write what I like I remind myself..
i am an Unresolvable ..mainly my remote neural monitoring is no longer about
"growth' or change but to drive me mad enough to do myself in...
Raven Mismanage
considers me fair game and says that A Ruiner like myself was born to Ruin...
and it is up to Bettors like him to make sure first of all I neither marry or have children to continue what should have been discontinued back in California good old Eugenics's heyday...
like many Ruiner ,Undesirables,deviant ,degenerates classified a minus seven on Neuronautics "Lines and Signs of Normalcy"*
California's Prison Sterilizations Reportedly Echo Eugenics Era - NPR 
that homos such as my self were even allowed to mingle and mosh with
mentors during that
slight stretch of time (to payback court costs before that IRS nonsense was generously 'reconsidered" by OTHER bettors...)
Raven Mismanage or whatever Evan Rainy who at times sneaks an interface to actually "teach me The Way" despite my being on the "sub -exist list" often interfaces that Raven Mismanage refers to the
"let in the gays and spays and what not years as "The Benetton Solution"
to malingering "joiner ship" and empty "admit-ence " rooms where the Lessors would gladly reveal THEIR MOST SECRET SEEECROUCITIES...EVEN BEFORE THE ""SEE METER" WENT INTRANEURAL...
SUPPOSEDLY
raven mismanage takes credit for deciding to take the leap and risk of
adding intracranial interrogation of members into 'the Program"
after a real estate time share
with the rev Moon who had been "placing nano wire and "filaments" into his 'special disciples" in return for turning over some of the collected neural data to **** and Compo Cola
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