I really must huh
is the jist of the "graph"
but more .the graph.the impart
the JIST is--...maybe somebody WHO WASNT SUPPOSED TO BE WRITING ABOUT THIS AT ALL
is all I can think back
and MAYBE SOMEONE wasn't like supposed to stick
nano dots up someone's head MANyes dear reader..
in my defense
i've never heard of a torture victim .psychotronic or otherwise not SCREEEEEEEEEAMING their F*CKING HEADOFF!!
in my defense
i've never heard of a torture victim .psychotronic or otherwise not SCREEEEEEEEEAMING their F*CKING HEADOFF!!
it is possible to in fact kidnap and detain another with psycho -electronic means .nano particles.
chips.or what they call nano particles. Bio sensors..teeny teeny tiny stuff..they put in my arm in Van Nuys..like in sept 2011...why?...beats the hell out of me ..they had to test them or something. On civilians.
but on civilians...who they consider scum,,,civilians with criminal records ...a history of violence or drug problems. Or idiots who write the wrong sh*t about Hollywood..I had moved to Hollywood..to write a script...based on this little children's book I wrote..but never got published..and it seemed I was not easy to work with...in fact...it was said."Jim is a Dick" no body can work with him nor wants to..and then the troubles began...cause I'm like STUCK in Van Nuys with no connections no more..for like a year so I just start writing all this stuff online to pass the day...and in LA with the sun always shining ..the days never seem to end..every day sorta seems the same.....and you start writing about stuff maybe you shouldn't...about ELF waves and HAARP and stuff.why? cuz' it seemed like a cool movie idea...so cool nobody would CARE if "I was a dick"...so I start researching and researching...
now the reason I researched was cuz' when I lived in LA before some wacky stuff happened to me...with sound..and I start researching silent sound..and readio frequencies..i probably should have just stuck with these Voice Acting Lessons ...and learned how to say all this stuff about Jolly Ranchers....but I start going out at night instead...looking for some people to "pass the time/pass out with " etc....and boy are a lot of this type in van nuys..
computer chips they can toss in your blood stream which bind to your mind
yeah dear reader you'll read about in 2015 or something ..and be like
"boy ain't that something..' and turn the page and read something else
but you see.
i can't turn the page
this is 24/7
i have tried writing it as 'semi- fiction becAUSE HONESTLY IF I WROTE IT AS IS IT WOULD BE EVEN MORE UNBELIEVABLE.
SHUT UP DUMBO THE VOIC ESAYS
I AM NOW USED TO BEIN GTOLD TO "SHUT UP
DIRECT NEURAL,INTERFACE STYLE
MEANIN GTO SHUT UP MY THOUGHTS
COUNT TO 10 OR SOMETHING..THINKMOF COLORS
OR SOMETHING DISCORDINANT TO THOUGHTS I AM HAVIN GTHAT ARE BOTHERING MY mENTOR..
i WAS TAUGHT BRIEFLY TO THINK IN COLOR AND SYBOL AND DISCORDINANTS WHEN MY "MENTORS,THE ONE'S WHO 'TOOK ME " DRUGGED ME AND ...tAGGED ME" THOUGHT i WAS "TEACHABLE NOT ...EXPENDABLE..NOT
MY MENTOR ,FRIENDLIER THAN USUAL..
SUSPISCIOUSLY SO...NICE-NESS USUALLY MEANS A RUNDOWN OF SOME KIND "PAYBACK' IS IN ORDER..
THE KIND MENTOR REMINDS ME OF OUR SESSIONS OF "WORKING TOGETHER" ON VISUALLY BASED IMAGERY THAT CAN "BLOCK" A THOUGHT ..VISUALS PRIMARILY BASED ON SIMPLICITY ,,FOR INSTANCE ..AN OLD FASHIONED SLOT MACHINE'S CHERRIES .ORANGES .LEMONS
"GOOD ,THE VOICE SAYSGRAPHING TO ME
that he heard that Jared leto likes "playing crazy" and that IT MIGHT be in MY /OUR best interest to STOP writing "the story" like it's TRUE and focus on something ,some WAY of making it seem NOT SO TRUE...
A. STOP WRITING IT IN FIRST PERSON
B. STOPWRITING about Neuronautics and headsets and synthesized telepathy..human experiments ..A.I and Virtual reality.
do you understand?
you keep this obseesional Delusion we previously suggested you write like Vampires or more so DUMBO NOT writ eabout IT at all
we've decided because for christ's sake YOU CANNOT MOVE ON! it is safe for you to write about "The Reigns"
is that fair?
a traditional horror story
in traditional foramt for Jared Leto
the narrator ,the Proxy lies prone on the bed
he is is dresses as Pinochio.
he is a full grown man
who has penciled and made up his face
to resemble the puppet
he is on something.
we pull back to reveal he is on everythings..
wild indecipherable drawings and writing are on the walls
he lives in squalor.
there are pipes and tin foils ..burnt...baggies.all over the floor
comes from nowhere.
IT .the A.I (lets call it something besides IT)
sounds like a fan..
let's say some strange electronic "music experiment" by some dutch art band in the 70's ..scary? hmmm.too rythmic to be scary..
and we can "make " out language..
bit the language is different from Voice
more Tah -tah tee- tee tah..
with a cross current of
a higher pitched pulsation
"this time /you're /in real/ trouble /dumbo
from "dumbo's" perspective ..the 40ish ..let's call him "boyish" let's make him thin..let's make him 30-ish
They can do that ya know
there's a reasdon he's dressed as Pinochio-ya- know
from Dumbo /pinochio //the PROXY's POV ..we see
the "blue fairy"who "morphs into any number of "shapes " and "characters"
we get the impression from a swirl that this is not a hallucination ..
but something more
"futuristic" and fiendish
of the New Way
of The Sound and Vision
is Jiminy cricket by way of Freedy Kruger in intent 50's disney and hyper real frightening shadowy elongated figures ..menacing ,terrorfying and back again to a smiling Blue Fairy who changes shape into erotica and even quickly a known movie star
the voice and the PROXY
reels in and out ..mimicking and
mocking and flipping and flopping through the PROXY's once 'we hope " private thoughts
..the "mind movies' and hippocampus overlays to the Proxy's temporal lobe
fine tuned to the subtle nightmare
more polanski than speilberg
THEY get better and better
i am afraid i am helping them
learn how to Hoaxie Pokie that voodoo that you do so well
I graph ,i think,i interface ,"my mind months ago on automatic squid ink mode.to GET THEM OUT!
my "United Artists" out in Volley-wood...a volley is what THEY call a nice
exchange of ideas.
these only last minutes by the way as one must blow their nose.do some blow .or feed the cat
anything not..."mind movie-op-tic that comes from you..makes them
the cunts they are.
and are proud to be.
they are beyond alpha type and celebrate their sociopathological tendancies and remind me THATs how Things Get done in this town..
they threw me outta town
they didnt want frankenstein lose in Culver city talking to his little finger.
Tony I call him
is learning that a directed psycho logical horrorshow must be more pulanski less speilburg
more"Repulsion" less "Indenpendence Day"
based on one's own fears
on the intrusiveness of the "actual " possesion
less on the "myth" of aliens...which tend to be in current and certainly past cinema rather cartoonish
sort of like you Scumbo.
The Proxy turns over his head in the pillow
INT- TEMPORAL LOBE
the back of man's head
we ZOOM in by electronic means
through HIS cranium
into his frontal lobe
and into "what Lies Beneath"
INT- PROXY CYBER LAB
the back oh a man's head,
we see a headset ,that resembles a pair one sees
on people who want to keep the noise OUT
this headset however helps the MANDLER put
and just about all that is on HIS mind into
INT- TEMPORAL LOBE
we don't SEE
the PROXY,the man tethered to another man wirelessly.
we are not meant to see any of this.most of all the wireless interface between the MANDLER and the PROXY
CLOSER further into the brain,The Camera acts like a microscope,dendrites,synapses ,neurons.and hey,what's that hmmmm a particle of some kind very uniform slick,beautiful really.
CLOSER we see various components on this tiny foreigner,this intruder that has all but taken over the neural network of the PROXY
the PROXY's interior monolog
appeares first on a computer screen
i can barely find it in me to keep calling them mentors.
they are captors.
the interior monolog and recording ,encoding of IT is indicated by the camera doing a 360 around the MANDLER ,who sits ,posture perfect ,though relaxed in a modern "control tower/DJ booth...The MANDLER 's features are partially hidden by the glasses and adjuncts to the headset that allow the MANDLER to read the PROXY's mind
there is no real POV throughout
"the fiction"of mind to mandler interface or brain computer interface
WE read the PROXY's mind with the MANDLER who indicates by turnin ghis swivel chair from the screen and mimicking the speech patern and "dialog" the PROXY is thinking word for word,Indicating the headset on his head is absorbing the PROXY's thought or interfaces directly
the PROXY lies in bed.stiff,aware,He sees his thoughts in sentences on the ceiling.and than sees a distorted view of his Mandlers saying what his is thinking ,like a puppet ,crueling.The mandlers gets up and continues voicing the Proxy's thoughts ,mincing,strutting around
why would anybody keep unseen communication and wireless mind augment technologies to them selves
THEY would share it
maybe they'd share it
on the Down Low.
it might just seem ,like ,ewwww ,TMI if you knew THEY could do this.
the Aliens of course
who you think I'm talking bout..
not to be confused with "THEY"
although aren't They all the same
especially when now that THEM
which turns out to be YOU
it Turns out in the scheme of THINGS
I am not an US but a THEM
not to confused with The THEY against THEM
but the THEM
not on foreign soil
i am in judah Maccabee mode lately.I DON'T CARE
WHAT THEY DO
i don't care WHO they ARE
.words like Pinko come to mind but the subject is ALIENS!
someone strange who sticks out in airports and has odd pupil scans
my pupils go jumpy jumpy skim skan...
and indicate to the powers that seize and see
that I have "no good" on my mind
so THEY were brought in after seeing my art .that solidified THEIR notion that something was wrong with my thinking
and according to the Science-ideologists employed by various agencies.for who else really knows how to do a KNOWING scan than they
we're all in this together
the hidden enemy .
and what hides in the mind of such
every moment being Cinema.now that the stars are in my eyes.
every moment becomes cinematic when one's mind is filled with plot
"The Read Scare",a New film from Parasol Pictures Starring Adam Parker,34 !(WOOOOOF ) is about a space aliens that have the ability to not only" can Read your mind but project words and images and thoughts to your brain ..haven't we seen This before..BUT we sure haven't seen .Adam Parker,34 playing genuine Rocket Scientist! trying to find a way to stop Them,, but first he must convince a suspiscious population tot indoctrinating themselves with micro chips that ALSO read your mind and Impart thought so that He can guide them through Collective Thought to fight The Aliens! .. but real suprise is the lovely Kimmie Baker ,19, playing the "bad girl" Kimmie's all grown up (YUM!)..But is Kimmie too Bad to not get 'resolved" by a strange and strict Alien presense that is taking over the minds of those who might be Locked Out of Heaven" if they don't "get with "The Program."...Hand's Off Hat's off to Parasol Pictures for putting The lie in the Alien "agenda" a Whole New Way!
they told me.they made a point of making it clear
that yes Dumbo..there is a Terror Clause!
..that we can do anything we want to your 'sick" mind...this "sick" mind that made all those 'sick" paintings.and sick ,strange little quips about """this.and """that who do you think you are>huh...well we will get to the bottom of it ...we have the means ...Oh The Places You Will Go..I won't get into the beginning...and I hope this is not the end..but to be honest I hope for an end,because between the privatized "demonstrations (oh not for my benefit) of the Wonders of The New TV* that goes straight to one;s senses there are more important matter at hand's off HQ..and They Are in Full Mental Racket Mode ..)
why "the Aliens "
,not my own.
of New Mexico,,,, pieced together from my visit to the state for a wedding years ago..
i presume i am being informed of something .the dreams are not to organize or rest or re-up one's min das REM is meant to do..but to imprint notions and ideas
am i to move to new mexico> they have tantalized me before into "action"
into relocating ..
LA ....califormya here i come 2011 ooooboi..what a sucker.
shout out ...baby
been thinking about you all ....i just wish my thoughts weren't so
i am not allowed there Los Angeles.
.not allowed back till i get my bench warrant taken care of.
the tests.the Cinema.the new way. The New Tv
got a bit
what's the word baby girl.
is therew a word yet honey bun?
for this speaking without words?
opps.sick yes but so addictive
i wanna fuck you like an animal style.boi
the rundowns are wonderous and mystical ...
but one false move
one bad interface.one bad thought towards one's mandlers
is percieved as 'ruining the entire thing" or worse.
Going "brainstorm/the cell" on them deliberately.
how does one describe neuro tersting to one who hasn't been "taken"?to "Disneyland by way of Lawnmower man kabbalah futureworld.
oooo i would kill you with my mind if i could ...
it's about computer gaming you Ruiner.
wella wella wella huh?
i got all "Hardy Boys on them.
after the 3rd or forth arrest or hospitalization psychotic break shit which goes with
one looks up all matter of human experimentation from tuskeegee to the LSD tests and Edgemont that president Clinton apologized for in 1998..
no more hallucinigenics..on SUBBBBBBjects
i needa change,
i see myself in a weekly hotel. staring at cigarette burns on some drapes
new mexico is called the land of enchantment.the enchanted state it says so on license plates.
the parts i would live in .types like me won't look like enchanted lands but
the part s of new mexico that look like the surface of the moon..or some other planet that "life forms" would justifiably want to leave..
assuming other life forms
cared about aesthetic vistas ..
santa fe is touristy and expensive
but even in more exclusive cities like santa fe
there's always a cheap to live a
a maid"s mile away
to the east of west of the live "weell -agantly"
far enough away to be out of their scenery
out of their way
some of these Dinty More eating
lately or so i am told.
have been visited by certain "visitations"
many of them. lately
see things and hear things..
and dream things
not seen or heard
in Better Homes & Guards-in -em
i speak of aliens of course.what else?
those god damn aliens!who copies OUR technology years ahead of the times.
not the other way around
aint dumb .man
doin all kinds a'psychotronic singularity testing and advanced neuro intracranial mind augment on the working poor .posing as Stanford students workin with Bell Labs and Lockheed ...
Lock heed MartiansMaybe!
i aint afraid of no ghosts.*
OWWW i scream
a sharp pain wing pings through my arm
fuckin aliens ! more of their fuckin testing for" advanced heavenz technology "shit
how aliens "do it "in Dixie....
manipulation of thoughts, feelings and ultimately behavior (REMOTE VIEWING)
Dark NLP and gang stalking (street theater) that anchor feelings to certain words, and sometimes colors, certain types of people or objectsâ€¦ Creating the illusion of â€guiltâ€.
â€trigger wordsâ€ that results in specific sensations, feelings or behaviors.
Monitoring attention both where to look but also what to think about and in what terms.
Real time mind reading before it becomes aware; erasing thoughts and memories; short time memory problems. Induced memories and â€syntheticâ€ associations
Isolation of individuals through social and societal systems of control
GPS surveillance. The Targeted Individual is tracked down at any time all the time, in real time.
Remote Neural Monitoring:
Torture: Physical, Mental & Psychological
Physical pain due to ICT-Implants or non-lethals.
The trigger words come in whole sequences, like they were taking out of a dictionary with all synonims and all words that sound alike.
While some trigger words have effects on the mind and body, otherâ€™s have emotional effects only (sensibilisation of the Targeted individual to certain words, that trigger negative emotions, like disgust, fear, anger).
The trigger words are sometimes reinforced through dark NLP and gang stalking.
Trigger words are in the beginning very difficult to discover because they are coupled with the TIs routines.
The brain canâ€™t differentiate always between what it is made to believe and what really happens.
Once discovered, they are â€œreleasedâ€; becoming aware of the â€œtruthâ€ wins over the lie that the mind has been told.
When they are discovered, new trigger words will be programmed into the subcounscious.
Silent synthetic telepathy. The victim doesnâ€™t hear the attackers but there is thought manipulation, directing their attention. The communication is experience as "thoughts". A sort of repetition of the same thoughts happens, like a tape is playing one's thoughts over and over again, word by word.
Gang stalking (rude people in crowds that appear and insult the individual, using both verbal and non-verbal communication). Having 20 people, or more, strategically placed to for example look with a hateful look at the Targeted Individual. They are all strangers, they are all rude. They appear every time the TI is outside, and it can take many different expressions. Sometimes it looks like they have some kind of scheme and the harassment follows a pattern, and when it achieves a certain stage, they reset themselves and it startes all over again.
Street Theater: A group of people playes a whole show for the individual, and it appears to follow a predetermined plot. Following the Targeted Street Theater: A group of people playes a whole show for the individual, and it appears to follow a predetermined plot. Following the Targeted Individualâ€™s thinking. The thought surveillance is perceived as humiliating. The home is entered and the perpetrators donâ€™t steal things, but can destroy them or they can leave objects that donâ€™t belong there.
Many times TIs are forced to take the wrong medication and to agree to sometimes stigmatizing labels in order to receive their pension.
In certain countries, the TI, can be forced into psychiatry, where total loss of human rights occurs.
Blacklisting often leads to inability for the TI to find work, or has to accept a job way under their specialization. At the new job, the TI is constantly under harassment and is bullied.
The police participates in the harassment and is totally insensitive to what the TI goes through.
The media ignores the TI-cause.
Expectations turn out exactly to the opposite leading to cognitive dissonance
The TI can in his thoughts intercept what itâ€™s going to be on TV in a while, depending on subject of interest.