2011--"The request ? that I was to use my strengths and abilities to be of service ...concerning how one might best be able to THINK story upon another person . Of course I assumed the request was theoretical ,not something possible..it wasn't until later after I had come up with a few storyboards based on my idea of how telepathy might work.I realized there was never any mention of a production or shooting script.

.It was a great summer my wife and I THINKING about thinking in a conversational mode to goad or engage or repel one another based on what little and now more we knew of each other's foibles and buttons to push.
Next I was asked to try to think of scripts that relied once more on THOUGHT that would most effectively shame or belittle another with this Mind to Mind like thought process.

I had to study a lot of books on parapsychology and myth as I had been told now to consider that the person being thought to ,somehow thought upon would not be informed of the source of this directed thinking.

as the Summer turned to Fall - a strange seriousness took over the bi weekly meetings where my notes would be read and discussed .More and more intricacies were placed in my "Homework" concerning algorythims to undo another's ego and core self.
I was told my wife could no longer participate and that I would soon become familiar with a technique called silent sound ,,,si i might understand some of the dynanmics to placing wordless thought and tone in another person with sensory data that bypassed one's ears ,eyes and resistance.. I was invited to a film producer's beach house for a weekend as the producer was invested in this silent sound and Mind Decoding technology .
it was than that I first became aware of just who was asking me to learn how to help create what they called 'Models of Synthetic Telepathy ' and for what purpose this type of Immersive Reality might be used....the 'ego and core ' and next the word 'breaking' came back to me...I told the 'Group" I will have no part in developing this and everyone seemed satisfied. But 2 months later THIS very same technology I was asked to write scripts for was used upon me .It made no damn difference if I understood it's source.." {name withheld upon request }

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"Brain Computer Interface algorythims were created years in advance of the technology 's viability -"J.Scott Marcys : Director, Wissenschaftliches Institut für Infrastruktur und Kommunikationsdienste
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"Demon Seed".(revise edition)Published July 1st 1997 by Berkley (first published 1973)

She was out cold on the foyer floor for more than twenty-two minutes.
While I waited for her to come around, I tried out a series of voices, seeking one that might be more reassuring to her than that of either Mr. Tom Hanks or Mr. Fozzy Bear.
..... I decided to blend them into a third voice, adding a note of deeper timbre and softening brogue until it was a whisper of what it had been. ,,, I was pleased with my creation.
When she regained consciousness, she groaned and seemed at first afraid to move.
Although I was eager to see if she responded well to my new voice, I did not immediately address her. I gave her time to orient herself and clear her clouded thoughts.
Obleser J., Lahiri, A., Eulitz, C. (2003). Auditory Evoked Magnetic Field codes place of articulation in timing and topography around 100ms post syllable onset. NeuroImage, 20(3), 1839-1847

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2015-It made no damn difference if I understood it's source.as artificial//it felt in side me..as it read me...I was losing all sense of whatever had kept me using words anymore to explain my predicament and the torture others who were used as Lab Rats experienced ...Narratively it did not even make sense -

what was and is occurring to TIs all over the world was the type of violence that calls not for pen to paper but bombs and knives and bullets

not story...

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but where to begin ?
if one wanted to strike back
NEEDED to strike back

one is fighting seemingly an invisible man

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does one try their best to find a few names ...a few corporations one knows are manufacturing bio weapons
neuro weapons
and create some type of Molotov Cocktail to throw as close to some manufacturing plant?
does one shrug their shoulders "too bad' one can never get close enough to a CEO?
but only the equivalent of an innocent "bystander' -a guard.? a janitor coming out of =a lab.
does one need to think symbolically
-close enough..
?
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no.

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does one gather all one's gumption and drive out to a lab ...drive out to Lockhead Martin
and sit cross legged on the cold grass of the Office Park lawn and cover themselves with a gallon of gasoline ?

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no..
as this would only prove I am deranged..
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jump off an over pass with the words "I TARGETED INDIVIDUAL" drawn upon one's stomach

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more of the same...more "He be crazy ..why look what da' cwaazy man did"

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KILLING OTHERS RESPONSIBLE for developing this TECH ...sounds sane enough to me
and will help me sleep
well..