I know nobody 'who matters' to help me seek legal recourse. I have read alot about terrorism while writing about the growing feeling of being "had' by this online cult AND A CULT IT IS ! read alot about the psychology of Terrorsim and Radicalisation online but the feeling of being HAD is not one of them these are thoughts that run through my mind each night while I am trying to get to sleep while I am thinking what my next - move - is to be something beyond microblogging and blogging and yacking blah blah blah but something solid something that says I WILL DIE OR KILL to make myself heard what kind of coward mouse click warrior would i be if I did not sacrifice myself or some SYMBOL of exploiter ... there is an Apple store in Ardmore PA. Apple exploits it's workers Apple has the go ahead to use it's devices to track people like me as share and share and share until our fingers hurt about being used by Life Scienc ecompanies like Apple like Google / Verily , the NIMH do you think I give a fuckl if BLOGGER stops my account I care only about recourse words do not matter ever notcie ?