And the purpose of Neuronautics is a cover for behavioral testing.
A concern genuine or not that at least legitimized
“the good guys”playing bad guy on innocent people made expendable data for experiments .
"It's a good thing what you're feeling ....it means your body and not just your intellect is uncomfortable reading what a Ruiner writes .Please .keep reading ," Gail said
A cause –if one looks at the organization objectively is without any cause whatsoever except –to the
guidelines of what sociological and behavioral experimentation require to provide meaningful data .
The hyper saturation of media exposure granted to this “cult” (of less than 60,000 people) is intentional .there is a vested interest it making Neuronautics seem outlandish ,cartoonish and incongruously severe and most of all outside the jurisdiction of sovereignty .
but one Is drawing outside the lines if he rips off the comic book’s cover to expose the quite obvious fact this group is not based on anything but “the cult of Intelligence “and the cruel and unusual “rights’ such groups have to conduct inhumane human testing
Neuronautics practice of Gangstalking and intimidation on it’s members a further examination of psycho -social deposition
Gary Rainy claimed that Ruiners were in a constant unseen war with those with higher qualities than themselves concerning a robustness of spirit that was not depraved and more often than not based only on self that had nothing to do with group vitality .
Ruiners ,Gary claimed were envious of those who were well and un-sick of mind and “went along” with the “norms” that the un-normal despised .Gary surmised that the Ruiner’s years of wanting to be accepted by the norm had perverted their “Being-ship” to despise anything they sensed was a collective .To the Ruiner the perception of what the world is was ill minded .To the Ruiner the world was a rigged world- because this kind had been forced to understand the world had no room for the un-normal and diseased of spirit .
“..this was no meditation .this was no “trip” ,no dream I had somehow gone somewhere else..and as if to show me this that this had happened I saw my body from afar "-Gary Rainy "Inway to the Enway (Parasol Press 1981)"..so odd it did not matter.
.I was more than, not less than, removed from the flesh but this was only because I was held ..no, not held but encased in something glowing and spectacular that radiated both a warning and kindness upon me..
My mouth moved to speak to this Entity but no words came forth instead I felt a touch upon my hand and a tickling in my hand as I watched with fear and awe a sprinkling of blue ,red, yellow and purple shimmering dust be poured into my palm by the awesome being .
I watched with wonder and worry as the magical dots of light disappeared inside my palm ,feeling the tingle of enlightenment and joy travel around my blood stream like love and warmth itself up the nape of my neck like a mother’s hug and mother’s kiss on the back of my head .
.when suddenly from somewhere from within my brain itself I heard a voice that spoke without words
but a knowing
I converted as best I could into the words
using all of my limited language OUR LIMITED EARTHLY THINKING
to think back at this mystic intelligence
for THIS is how this being spoke
with no words but thought alone
with the all of me I thought to the Being “understand I am your lessor, forgive the limits of my soul and thoughts to dare think to you at all, to dare exist in the same universe as one such as you ”
I was both in my body
and in some distant place where all time and all place and all that occurs within these confines was rolled into one
and expanded upon me ,into me.
. this was done slowly and carefully by this Being who had none of the attributes of person but all persons and something more.
.Don’t ask me how but I sensed the being needed me to not hold back anything , not hold back any thought that might make it misunderstand me
..I felt it sensing me…
and the fear in me knowing -
I needed to let it know every shame ,guilt and poison in me
and through this being back at me tenfold
..I felt this shame and every wrong I have ever thought and done
I wondered and worried that
might be the last feelings and sense of myself that might ever be to me
if I die right now so overwhelemed by this communion was I
and THAT was the point you see...
… the being wanted very much for this senses ,memories and shames and guilts to stick with me .
.so it never could again
..I did not let go of any of it .
.I did not know what to make of this
..I make of it every day
..I make it my duty to sense this and study this
to teach the world how to look at
all people hide in themselves
to be revealed.
or spread to others
with the gifts the Being gave me in this Mindwalk …I give to all who understand on that day indeed I was made prophet by Entities to clear this world of hidden thought.
The Being did not want to feed me too much lest it kill me with the all of it compared to my inability to sense this ..the being was warm and cold ..the experience was terrifying and joyous ..there was no bracing off of good feeling or bad but truth only ..but “it’ this force somehow seemed to understand and want to understand more how a being such as I needed the vastness measured –and because of this I was meant to see myself as infant in it’s care and it held me like an infant might be held and guided me as might a father should through the it is the word for the being was not a being as we know “it” to be but an amassing of all experience of all mankind and beyond mankind as we know it ..every thought every feeling good and bad and in between …every moment of men and woman kind and time going back ward and forward