Memphis Ohio

"Well He had better not infer the project has anything to do with any "agency" other than WHAT agency provided to him as if HIM was graphed a Mad -Lib book.." Tru Chrisite graphs ,angry,always so damn angry ...as i rise from my bed the dystonic reaction to the extreme low frequency that keeps me pinned like a specimen every few days for the more clinical aspects of being Proxy Cyber's damn little monkey.

A tone blasts through my head.The question was not rhetorical

'Neuronautics' I graph back trying not to Telemtra-cize in a "f*ck you' fashion



"exxxxactly the way you are not supposed to write of our little adventure Dumbo.."Tru graphs," Because you enjoy it must of the time .....is it a weapon ?...ONLY when you MAKE ME HURT you..is it a GAME ? only when you decide to get off your damn ass and have--- fun ,fun,fun --..it's about many things...but mainly it seems to be about Dumbo being told stories and using the interface for all it's worth .. in fact if anyone every really wanted to attempt to sue someone.....it would be US not YOU with a case... 4000 pages of stories and little bits of scripts..  we actually wanted you to MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF   you know MONEY for that old age ..you are trying your best not to live to  by baiting "your team".....4000 pages of start and stop mini series...? well it doesn't exactly serve as evidence of one being tortured but  a LAZY BUM...with ADHD and Operational Defiance Disorder...that we can't even remotely treat because DUMMMMBO won't stop smoking cigarettes so we can delineate your f*ckin neural pathways efficiently....that's why we go Scanners on you ....oh i wouldn't write that down Little Man because you have no damn idea what those damn cigarettes do concerning the research .......Or do ya?......


so many things to suck upon but Dumbo chooses...

"Fuck you " i graph ....'I didn't choose this.."

"We conceded ..didn't we....with the cigarettes didn't we  Crack head...?.... every concession was made to try to make Dumbo  something...a writer...with only one stipulation ..that Dumbo doesn't go all Boxing Helena on us..
Know why?because nobody like victim stories.... what makes a story work...? ....a protagonist ...But somehow you began making  Dumbo as unlikeable as the villains who take him over. and that was OUR ROLE...in the piece  you Idiot .

so of course we said to hell with dumbo
..so we encouraged you to write it     in a way that has already gotten you in more trouble than you want to know..
why you think we began introducing some of these themes in your head..?
so- if someone does chop your f*ckin head off   there will be so many different  FOES you have made that nobody will know where to begin...
 Cell Tower radiation
Hollywood
The Army
the CIA
the NSA
Israel
ya' know we come in here every morning when the Dream Miesters aren't stirring you up to Mr.Deeds like vendetta.....with a little packet of Imbues...
will Dumbo write about Isis ? 9/11....The Illuminati...?  False Flags
LOOK he did...
he'll write anything ....and than we'll just zap him with the ole' Goldfish Signal and put baby of Mine to Bed..

OOOOh yeah Brother...
and trust me ...nobody gonna ' believe you or care that "Evan Rainy or Tru Christie  or the Little Boy who lives inside your mouth told you to write "it " Little Man..

Damn.....do you ever think....how easy it would have been if you just STAYED IN MEMPHIS OHIO!
.....
a breeze this would have been...
but you had to go all Silkwood on us...
and what happens to poor wretches who don't just drink or fuck their woes away .....we even suggested you smoke crack again to THINK it over...
what hot water  you were getting yourself into..

you wast my time I will waste you away Boy....slowly ...Slow Kill style you ingrate punk.
no appreciation
for what MOST PEOPLE would give their left eye to partake in
24 /7 Immersive Reality

...Why was Memphis Ohio provided for you?  Because we knew you'd need to let off steam....that this was intrusive and you needed an outlet..
we wanted you to BE SAFE ..
.mainly  what was this for? do you even remember? ...to discover how a dummy raised on Cues reacts to TV with  Cues bakes in. to the programming..
..now what was I saying.."

"Fuck if I know" I graph.

"and that's how it should be..the less you know the better...we just move along..." Tru graphs back

I notice an insect on the ceiling ..it's not a roach..but it's large and for a moment I can't help thinking Mandlers put the insect in my room...like that the insect has a little chip in it and that Mandlers are steering it around and maybe it has little camera like eyes like me.....I think to true.
---More like that? i graph ..

"More like what?" Tru Chrsitie graphs making me see a little flicker of him as Dan Duryea reading a Racing Form

"Write the story more like that ..so i don't get my head chopped off?"

'No Dumbo ," he graphs ,his voice Dan  Duryea,"You pick up a damn book or newspaper and kill the damn bug is what you do...than you brush your damn teeth..clean up the damn room and remind people online you're only writing a story so maybe you can actually find someone to get high with and fuck"