Friday, May 25, 2018

a little game we call 'Pieces"


after I had a psychotic break due to what i learned were acoustic weapons

i was taken first to the Van Nuys jail where all the cops laughed..
they knew
what was going on..
not jus tone or two but dozens..

I was terrified..
they had a laugh

hopefully I'll be dead soon for saying the name Damian Lewis

when i'm "not allowed to"
according to this odd pack of people
who played with me in L.A,
and than again here in Philly...

it started probably BEFORE i moved to L.A. _ ( it definitely did in retrospect )
but started like crazy for real sometime in March or april...April i think..

not the VOICE thing at first
but the other thing of feeling - not you
but You as if in a force field..

same one i've been in for 7 years..

I am not a happy guy
I do not like this "team"
they do not like me

I an some very very sick game to them.
and I can care less what they do to me ..

it's about time I talked about how it started..
because it was sick
I am sick I guess.
that's why they used me.

they wanted a mental patient..
( the lowest form of life to those in - this group..
they are not sentimental about "Mental " unless they are making a movie about it )

Thursday, May 24, 2018

Play Date Play test Play Dough For Ethnography








    the ending ( he did not focus on a KEY plot point - good for you fucker I thought knowing this response was being gauged - positively ? by my Radio temetric FRIENDS ( enemies more and more ) ...
    and this reminded me
    Off
    Black Mirrors...opening of PLAY TEST..
    surely a scum like him
    had it coming.
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    Any way..
    the MOTE - at the end of the film - who has demonstrated NO MORAL CODE - no WORTH to ANYONE
    ( or was his determination to actually SOLVE the cube - his ONE trait that granted him...
    a Trip to FRANCE
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    "take an Ativan Dumbo " grok the Mandlers
    "Mommy don't like the WAY I LOOK on Ativan as you well know ..and half of this is about SUBORDI+NATION and WUSS - DIM features in response to a Female Head of House hold 30 years later..
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    well in the movie of "The MOTE" playing with himself all day..
    we get a glimpse of
    what
    ETHNOGRAPHY
    means to socila researchers
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    he plays with a rubic cube all day and watches video..
    the rubik cube - to me is the COMPUTER foraging..
    meaningless GRUNT WORK ( that provides a piggy bank of data to the scum that go to Brussels to discuss BRAIN MAP - the brussels 33rd Poster Session shit we supposed to call BILDENBURGH ..
    well in the movie - the guy has LOW MORAL TONE
    ( someone the gene pool don't need around - ..that's how I see it..That is NOW thanks to me Mentoring how I see PEOPLE ..
    I , OLGA ( another film I puh puh puh pounced on - THIS IS ME ? style -- sure as shit the Handlers
    want
    me
    to
    be
    percievd
    as THAT TYPE of
    sicko weirdo
    freak..
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    and you bet it's nice to be able to watch a film that depicts. such
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    well I suspect
    some of the films are in fact CEATED Only for "PROXY" ( sure those not fiddled with for SIGH - EMT.
    may enjoy them ..I doubt it..
    _ I sure don't except recently as
    WTF - I SEEEEEEEEE You
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    I don't feel like turning on the othe rform of electronic harrassment-
    The TV - to look for - as in FORAGE for something to occupy my..weirdo self
    for the next 5 minutes..
    i don't want to be exposed to the HZs from the TV ..
    -- but FOR NO REASON 
    but STANFORD 'RUNNING HEAD" studies..
    my mind is always racing - seizures..THE SONG of SEIZURES
    the MUIQUE of ..Seizure in Affective Computing Symposium !!!!!!! world wide 2016 2013 2018..in wonderful countries
    where The ELITE Meet to share share share..
    funny ..never been to one..