Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Maxwell Maltz ,a highly successful plastic surgeon  Maltz popularised the term "self-image" to describe one's inner face.

In 1960 he published

Psycho-Cybernetics in which he introduced his analogy of the
brain as a cybernetic "servo-mechanism", like the computer on a guided missile,
designed to automatically find a path to the target (self-image) it is programmed with.

Cybernetics. in Greek cyber means -"to steer"
and is also used to describe
processes in electrical, mechanical or biological systems,
The theory evolved in large part
from guided missile technology. (Maltz)

Servo-Mechanism. (1960)
Refers to the "inner computer" combining memory search and
retrieval, creative thinking, problem solving, providing self-confidence, and many other functions and  selfhood based on directed  conscious, rational thought and  deliberate use of imagination fostered at times by automatic repetition of learned behaviour in congruence with/controlled and  guided  steersmanship

direct neural interface "re-parenting based on Dr Bandy's unorthodox 24-hour therapy which  involving control of "every aspect of a subject's/pateint's] physical, personal, social and sexual environments .Tru Christie,an ex-patient/proxy/"student of ***** co-opted the latest technology involving mind to mind interface to help others he thought might benefit from reparenting techniques both face to face and eventually "wirelessly"

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

LIMITLESS (wot a trail mythoughtswouldtell)

what's the problem with a surveillance society? EVAN graphs....does this not make us safer?
it sure as hell does not make us saner..
I will tell you that much

I cannot but help think
 that                 ...this mentor         is telling me about a surveillance society via brain computer interface...
           this Mentor          literally  
                  decodes my every thought..

Evan graphs on....
surveillance society means a society that is watching, monitoring,,,and thus judging it's people's every
recorded .filmed ..seen or predictive response.

it means neighbors watching neighbors...
sons watching fathers..
strangers watching strangers

that's what we have become.
that's what must be undone

 Evan and my mentors who have taken watching and monitoring and recording as far as it can go
...are explaining
       what a surveillance society should  mean to me

                        and I begin
engaging my mind                 in a series of
recalled ....
meaningless                   events...
I focus
 my Inner Vision(my Merge) that they can reintegrate via the" modern marvels "
of synthtech
I focus...                                                  .in a way I know I will pay for..but I must feel I have a "closet" to hide in
a firewall

I focus on the most mundane
sights and sounds I can muster
I see the way ..
my eye sees..when it is not trying to encode a larger picture
I stir my emotions down to the same fragments of second to second living

I had forced myself
day to day
to make some kind of "back up" LOOP of............... mendacity
of 5 sense..."display"

 CLOSE UP I Impart of the small hole where I place my toothbrush
snippets. Like time lapse of
how the hole fills with toothpaste residual slime and grime.
I recall the opening of various tv programs..
 Sally Jesse Raphael
speaking to a teenager about
maybe she's too young to be dressing like she is"i HAVE THE SOUND  of sally down cold....I KNOW eVAN is hearing and seeing SALLY

I visualize a walk through Target in Montage.....I amp up my Mood to a  purposely discord-inate
sense of
Sexual Excitement
next I think about a possum I saw run over near my mother's house last tuesday
"or was it Wednesday....," I think in a mock
"sunday Monday Happy Days ...TuesdayWednesday happy days>I think I sing  the tawdry electric!

 picturing for my Tele Operators
my wards
I attempt to  flood my entirety with every  bit  of
 trivia on the tip of my temporal lobe
about tv and film star between 1974 and 1983

I can no longer hear...Evan nor do I see the images of  ripped away body parts and faces
weapon of choice to go with the Induced FEELING of Terror grazed  perhaps from another Neural Read

I force myself to gather myself and seek

                              petty thoughts of non being-ness for they have taken too much..
                              equilibrium now comes through a type of White Noise of regulated Brain Activity

though is the key to Evoked Potentials
my "aim" my intent is  to seek an aqua bath a wholesale store



 both thick enough for the beach and cheap enough ..
     I see a red towel... a yellow towel...

I picture the tiles of the target...and focus my mind on a salt and pepper shaker.
in a chain restaurant
while attempting to think aurally ...
about a tv commercial I saw as a child

shoprite can can

this is my life
I am Evan...
learning how to ...think of Less than Zero
to you
for you
at you

EVAN  over  rides
Imparting that- I am attempting to "hide" my location..
and I
picture the sound of an airport and visualize in close up
a one way ticket to Portland Oregon
and re focus on the can can commercial....with a second track of Sally Jesse talking about how a 12 year old should dress.

I see myself from inside myself...INTEROR- AIRPORT -NOW ....paying nine dollars for a hoagie melt.

I graph the smell of tuna hoagie...

CUT   back to the search for an aqua towel ...thick enough for the beach but under 15 dollars

I force myself
to think
in the Self Referential manner that Neuronautics deplores..
I emphasize my own voice in a type of parody of inner monolog
"funny....that I will pay .,..or am willing to pay FIFTEEN DOLLARS but not NINE
teen I see myself .
think myself at the airport.
I remember the taste of tuna hoagie. For EVAN

I focus on the carpet of the airport..
and begin thinking of carpets I remember from all my life
......I think of .and it is not easy ..of all matter of carpets I have seen and felt...I widen the scope to simply carpets ..
and force myself to hear the sound of airport...
the shoprite can can commercial

and I try to replicate an intense emotion of the type of quickened fear one feels specifically when one is at the airport and cannot find their ticket on their person
towel.                         sally jesse Raphael

I think now
that would be a good name for a band.... I graph to evan.....once again "back" at the Target...searching for bath towels..
deciding to do a De Palma-esque ....split screen of Inner Vision of a
beagle doing a handstand in front of a fire hydrant.

                         Sheetrock Roadie would be better.
                 dontcha think?
are you there
EVAN?it's me dumbo

I listen close
to -
"word" on high
.... a surveillance society is a society .a state that watches it's people harshly...and was that not the case with countries we claim we deplore


Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Several speculative and yet untested hypotheses suggest that endogenous DMT is produced in the human brain and is involved in certain psychological andneurological states. DMT is naturally occurring in small amounts in rat brain, human cerebrospinal fluid, and other tissues of humans and other mammals.[28][51][52][102] A biochemical mechanism for this was proposed by the medical researcher J. C. Callaway, who suggested in 1988 that DMT might be connected with visual dream phenomena: brain DMT levels would be periodically elevated to induce visual dreaming and possibly other natural states of mind.[103]A new hypothesis proposed is that in addition to being involved in altered states of consciousness, endogenous DMT may be involved in the creation of normal waking states of consciousness. It is proposed that DMT and other endogenous hallucinogens mediate their neurological abilities by acting as neurotransmitters at a sub class of the trace amine receptors; a group of receptors found in the CNS where DMT and other hallucinogens have been shown to have activity. Wallach further proposes that in this way waking consciousness can be thought of as a controlled psychedelic experience. It is when the control of these systems becomes loosened and their behavior no longer correlates with the external world that the altered states arise.[84]
Dr. Rick Strassman, while conducting DMT research in the 1990s at the University of New Mexico, advanced the controversial hypothesis that a massive release of DMT from the pineal gland prior to death or near death was the cause of the near death experience (NDE) phenomenon. Several of his test subjects reportedNDE-like audio or visual hallucinations. His explanation for this was the possible lack of panic involved in the clinical setting and possible dosage differences between those administered and those encountered in actual NDE cases. Several subjects also reported contact with "other beings", alien like, insectoid or reptilian in nature, in highly advanced technological environments[13] where the subjects were "carried", "probed", "tested", "manipulated", "dismembered", "taught", "loved" and even "raped" by these "beings". Basing his reasoning on his belief that all the enzymatic material needed to produce DMT is found in the pineal gland (see evidence in mammals), and moreover in substantially greater concentrations than in any other part of the body, Strassman ([13] p. 69) has speculated that DMT is made in the pineal gland. Currently there was no published reliable scientific evidence supporting this hypothesis. Until Rick Strassman published his data showing DMT found in the pineal glands of live mice.
In the 1950s, the endogenous production of psychoactive agents was considered to be a potential explanation for the hallucinatory symptoms of some psychiatric diseases as the transmethylation hypothesis[104] (see also adrenochrome), though this hypothesis does not account for the natural presence of endogenous DMT in otherwise normal humans, rats and other laboratory animals.
In 2011, Nicholas V. Cozzi, of the University of Wisconsin School of Medicine and Public Health, concluded that INMT, an enzyme that may be associated with the biosynthesis of DMT and endogenous hallucinogens, is present in the primate (rhesus macaque) pineal gland, retinal ganglion neurons, and spinal cord.[105] In August 2012, Steven Barker, Ethan McIlHenny, and Rick Strassman, developed a new method to measure the three known endogenous hallucinogens and their major N-oxide metabolites in blood, urine, cerebrospinal fluid, ocular fluid and/or other tissues by using state-of-the-art liquid chromatography-mass spectrometry (LC/MS) equipment. For the first time in history, they were able to detect the DMT-N-oxide metabolite in blood and urine.[106]

nano cosmetic physiological psychlogical testing on non person types

Sunday, December 29, 2013

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Jabberwacky is an artificial intelligence - a chat robot, often known as a 'chatbot' or 'chatterbot'. It aims to simulate natural human chat in an interesting, entertaining and humorous manner.

Jabberwacky is different. It learns. In some ways it models the way humans learn language, facts, context and rules.

The 'general AI' of Jabberwacky stores everything everyone has ever said, and finds the most appropriate thing to say using contextual pattern matching techniques. In speaking to you it uses just that learnt material, and borrows a little bit of your intelligence as it learns more. With no hard-coded rules, it relies entirely on the principles of feedback. This is very different to the majority of chatbots, which are rule-bound and finite. If you speak in a foreign language it will learn it, and respond appropriately if it has enough to go on. It can be taught slang English, word games, jokes and any other form of identifiable language trait. Everyone contributes, so everyone can enjoy chatting - you could say it's a conversational wikipedia.

, data extraction and lots more, all handled very unlike any other technology - with fuzzy pattern matching, variety and deep context. Naturally the more freeform "general AI" is combined with this approach to give the best of both worlds.

learn the new language
or else
jump off a building
cause .
cause we've had it..
vitriol at the mentors
they use words i don't l know
it was easier when i had fans and airconditioning on always..
and couldnt hear..
that;s how things got bad..
i mean they're real people.
but they arent real to me .
they want me to
think or present as mental...and not be nothin but a guinie pig..fodder.for research and development.
as if my parent specially raised me
to be some piece of
testing equipment as if i were born a crash test dummy with no purpose but to be smashed  and smashed
i am real to them.
they re not real to me
i think of them as signs of insanity
rather than signs of technology
it makes it easier at times to believe this is all just some organic brain disfunction
i would take pills used by people who hallucinate but they do nothing but make me sleep and hurt all over in my nerves horrible feeling of nerve pain called tardive dyskenesia
i was locke dup on several occasions for freakin off about the overwhelmingness of the neurotronic whatever they call it...rundowns...tests studies..
they can care less
about what those drugs did to me..things irreversable.i have to see a movement disorder dr...from those pills
how can i not hate them for stealing years off my life?
how could i not judge them for making my "style of being" that of a mental patient who gets a check..
it wouldnt have been like this.
if it were not for 1994.

i hate them more them i dare think.
i want something to happen to them when i think like this.
i could care less.
i am the guinie pig they are "handlers"
don't worry no one believes me

my poor mom and dad.
if they knew for real what you did to their kid
i hope someone does this to your kids i think to my mandelrs mandlers have kids
they should not be allowed to ..
these people are criminals
of the type one only reads about
in WW2
not now

is this not so/
think of what you did in 1994
and again in palm springs in feb 2011
for that day alone there should be bodies hangings off trees
there will be retribution cosmic or otherwise
i know you know.

but dooo ya really ?

there's no way to write about it.not on some days it feels
"This close'
this scary
I do not know what one expects
from an endless "phone call" one cannot shut off..

updated jan 27 2014..repent//// let me go


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Transhumanism (abbreviated as H+ or h+) is an international cultural and intellectual movement with an eventual goal of fundamentally transforming the human condition by developing and making widely available technologies to greatly enhance human intellectual, physical, and psychological capacities.[1] Transhumanist thinkers study the potential benefits and dangers ofemerging technologies that could overcome fundamental human limitations, as well as study the ethical mattersinvolved in developing and using such technologies. They predict that human beings may eventually be able to transform themselves into beings with such greatly expanded abilities as to merit the label "posthuman".[1]
The contemporary meaning of the term transhumanismwas foreshadowed by one of the first professors offuturologyFM-2030, who taught "new concepts of the Human" at The New School in the 1960s, when he began to identify people who adopt technologies, lifestyles andworldviews transitional to "posthumanity" as "transhuman".[2] This hypothesis would lay the intellectual groundwork for the British philosopher Max More to begin articulating the principles of transhumanism as a futurist philosophy in 1990, and organizing in California an intelligentsia that has since grown into the worldwide transhumanist movement.[2][3][4]
the next part.
I am running out of time.

it didn't work out
things happened in california.
I had made the mistake of returning

hated enough by 
the  folks who "took me on"

 took me in as some wacky venture for the venture capitalists allowed to practice Human Experimentation 
for several reasons

there's war on

 and wacky shit
 can be used to hurt people..cuz there's a boatload of cash in something called transhumanism
 because if you pay people off you can do anything you want.
they will pay someone to kill me,,,

they have decided I am The Sickest Man on Earth 
they played that in a loop in palm springs .for hours

i will never get that out of my head..
or the notion of people 
rel walking human people
who do this to another

i never thought of the world or people in it ;like that

i could see people getting violent or angry
...but not some planned executed,exacted..procedure of wickedness
THEY WILL PAY so help me god
because they must..
or there can be no natural
genuine law
of physics
and rightness
must be done
they have set things off course by doing these things
by playing god to too many people
supposedly they are doing this to millions

from my Neural reads
i don't know how many people they've gone intraneural encode on to determine this but...
whatever they think 
in the end

.....there's a race on you see.

you do your self in ..

they've told me stuff they'd do a room somewhere ...that is so violent scary
I am on dope now
 all the time

 to deal with this

on the good side is that art of a dead artist is worth more money

yeah sounds conceited but I used to be good at it..
now i write ..
cuz someone must stop them from having THE LIBERTY to do this to another

a word about breachthere is no breach when they have breached your mind.there is no breach when they have taken your body

 there was the beginning ...a certain amount of "ok 

this is interpreting ...
maybe I;ll "be cool" with it...and keep my mouth shut 

was i mad
was i insane
 they went too far ...and it was always personal and hateful and I realized that I was the enemy 
my type

then i did research ..
.as i still thought man you cray cray.crazzy jim

..and damn i found out not only are they doing this to me but like millions all over the world 
and their accounts of "target practice " are the same ..
as mine..too the same

they do it to women ...more so than men

i cried enuf a lifetime..
maybe I'm not being cool
they turned the tables

 tele operator just "doing his job"
wants to hurt me...
humiliate me ..
kill me

and psychotronic weapontry ,,
is genuine living hell

on earth

i don't care much if I live anymore..
it's been an odd years ..
i really do believe they will do awful things ..
and really think it's in my best interest to kill myself...

it's an odd situation

i am not depressed .I am just scared.
I might go to a hospital but all they do is give you meds that cause tardive dyskinesia which is a hell in it self

if i kill myself or am killed you can be assured we  are not going to the same place
for all my rottenness..he knows why i do what I do
and these folks who've been listening just went with what was in the files
 a few key ...druggie days and 
the same ...compulsive repulsive thoughts each and every one of us ..made them punishing me ...
(THEY KNOW what THEY did) 
after all it's their job to find out how to drive another mad
can care less who you work for
nor does god

I am anti war anti scientology Neuronaut anti sweep the odd fellows under the dirt...

let them cut off my nose ears whatever
over and over
 the loop these threats

I was a writer b4 ...
i have only the civil Rights i make..
since somehow it was authorized I have none...