they call me.
I am one who has been called

I hear things
I see things

I am one who has been chosen

"morning Dumbo.
was the first thing I heard

a blue flying elephant
accompanied the voice
which didn't sound like a blue flying elephant voice
but a mean man voice

I had drunk no more than a beer and a half the previous night

at first I thought the hallucinations were cool
I had no other words to think of "THEM" as

I had tried drugs before to
open my mind
but nothing
nothing like this
I was envious of people who claimed they "tripped"
I thought back on the previous night

had someone spiked my beer?
I assumed the seeing and voices would stop

but they didn't and I got scared

if it makes any sense at first I thought the hallucunations were real
but
even I knew hallucinations aren't real

it never occurred to me that
scientists
purposely
created
transmissions
to
alter your reality

now...I know too much or say too much
and every day

feels like the last

the go -go 80's(Neuronautics re-groups)

Public torture accomplishes the goal of

showing a population
how
Not To Be

Some forms of torture were considered too gruesome to be presented to the public and these punishments
were doled out privately
often without  a public trial

 these gruesome forms of torture were carried out
because the interrogative techniques were designed to
encouraged the alleged "criminal "to speak
of  matters not for public ears

The rack was often used to make a political enemy or one perceived" the enemy" of Church and State
confess their crimes
more often than not the victim eventually said anything to stop the pain

More discrete forms of behavior modification by "Proxy'
were used to show the public how  "Not to Be"
such as forcing an adulteress
to wear the letter "A" upon her person


Other "non-lethal" methods of public humiliation were used (Tar and Feathers, The Laughing Stock)
to induce a crowd of people to see what happens to those  "outside either the law or outside the "virtues  of the times

in the 1930s Mental Hospitals and psychiatrists were encouraged
to create forms of punishment ,torture and tools for interrogation or psychological augmentation
by using their knowledge of cause and effect conditions
who better than a psychiatrist to
turn psychiatric healing
into psychiatric hurting
by
essentially
inducing
insanity upon a subject
by mimicking conditions that caused mental illness
be simulating the devastations on subjects
leaders learned how to
intrude upon a man's most private possession
his mind

and experiments in
psychological torture began

"to drive a man mad one must first know what that man considers madness"-"

Often man is driven crazy by dis -arrangement of perception
In combinatorial mathematics a derangement is a permutation of the elements of a set such that none of the elements appear in their original position.

in the 1970's computer programs were created to
emulate schizophrenia. In the "down time" between technological advancements of perception augment (neuro linguistic tapes,the use of hallucinogenic)
primitive variations of Persuasive Technology was implements

similar to bone conductive "hearing" in Google Glass
in the mid sixties called Voice to Skull
as the sound could be directed to one subject

a far cry from a genuine Brain Computer Interface ..but a start

to attempt to create a "conversation" the subjects reactions to the Voices
were assumed by advanced visual recorders
and Mentors
well studied in body language and pattern recognition regarding specifically eye movement

tv was used ..also as a way to gather crude reactions in terms of theme
and a kind of "open space"
of response based on situation


to further confound a subject's sense of reality
"placed Persons" often followed the subject
to create "street theater" situations intended to confound the subject
or cue the subject more towards
an altered sense of reality
Gang Stalking is often called Gaslighting

Gaslighting

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    

 

Gas lighting or gas-lighting^[ is a form of mental abuse in which false information is presented with the intent of making victims doubt their own memory, perception, and sanity  Instances may range simply from the denial by an abuser that previous abusive incidents ever occurred, up to the staging of bizarre events by the abuser with the intention of disorienting the victim.
 

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Evan reports to the other counselors
or what his father called  "Teams"

in the early 1980's Neuronautics rebranded itself
as not only a personal self help "change agent"
but a business model
to encourage
Group Think Solutions

Gary Rainy used many names for
his 3 day empowerment seminars

Integrated Integrity Systems Strategies
stuck
than just
just the "Strategies" Program

PR representative in charge of Neuronautics image
insisted
that the name Neuronautics not be affiliated with
"Integrated Integrity Strategies"

 Neuronuatics was
receiving bad press
about it's "primal" methods" and Harrassment" of members
who chose to leave "the Group"

it hardly mattered that everything the Mentors did to their Mentees
was done FOR their Mentees
and just because those outside the organization do not understand our
ways...
does not mean our ways are wrong
Gary said publicly
it was around this time that some of Rainy's private papers concerning "Jew-ie" thinking
and  his theories that intellectuals became intellectuals because 
they were homosexuals
too afraid to either examine or act on their needs
thus their mind goes haywire and they think too much...for nobody likes a homosexual whether they are "out" or not
also a long essay on how Black people should be welcome to join Neuronautics
as defenders of the fold
Gary Rainy wrote ."that although Black People are free...intrinsically
they need to be told what to do...so they can know who they are for..or against

to introduce Neuronautics to
the "lessor" communities
Gary Instituted the Purposeful People Project
which donated time ,money and mentoring
into an after school program
based upon the ethics of Neuronautics

The PR agency
in charge of packaging the "GrouP as
a likable
user friendly  alternative to traditional organized religion
convinced Rainy to
not only not publish his theories on homosexuals and intellectuals
or Afro Americans
but to shred the artcles,essays and notations immediately
as
the PR firm told him that people might misunderstand "his Progressive Science"

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it was about this time, when Gary Rainy
felt his ideas were being blunted
or taken as "folksy
that he met Raven Mismanage
who had the youth ,face and race
that Gary thought telegenic
and thus perfect to Lead

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previously the committee reviewed client case by how much effort they put into their
learning
if they had for instance memorized the three doctrines of The New Way

1. security of self
2. purity and purity of self
3. re-surgency of selfhood by commitment to the Group

many of the groups assets were spent updating their
patented techniques
to bypass
False Thought
and focusing on
True Intention of Thought
early on Gar Rainy
realized that words
created by others
often elicited False Reads
and that technology was needed that
focused on other means of
physiological response that could not hide be hide
one's inner monologue

although each level one -3 client
used traditional
"I say-you say "techniques
many of these sessions
now had the added
authenticity

of purchased
facial recognition equipment
that also worked with
a camera that measured for instance  the client's dilations .Heat sensing equipment also served to
gather any 
information
with held
once again generic
via film and tv
was often used to
act as catalyst. For
self refererntial considerations

This archaic equipment was a forrunner to fMRI
scanning devices 
to  further gage
a client's
true essense

http://memphisohio.blogspot.com/

recording intra neural pain bio signals with nano tubes to induce synthesized pain inception in others

Theodore heard screams
 even in  deep sleep Theodore could tell the screams were not human
 
Theodore had begun sleeping in his office  during the synchronized sleep studies
Theodore's office was conveniently  located next door to the animal testing  laboratory
where the animals were caged
Theodore
was in charge of the neural data collected by the computer interface
concerning  induced sleep patterns in  primates

another study ran consecutively concerning primates not
fused with nanotube biosensors
to see if directed energy
without a specific "end" point receiver (a chip,an insert ,a "chip"
might also be augmented through beams and wire-less

(true to his presumption even without a sensor ...many Mind Augment exercises could be preformed ONLY with directed energy aimed
precisely





the main focus was on
the Merge
 and the monkeys
 embedded or riddled with bio
sensors no larger than white blood cell
now the monkey could could also emit directed energy
namely their brain signals
as the organism was now open
to engage and be engaged by a
Brain Computer interface



Theodore rushed into the lab



and the harsh light of the fluorescent light
woke not a single primate
the invisible waves that
penetrated the subject's skulls
over riding the natural brain signals
of the primates
as the primates "fitted"with nanotube transmitters
could be remotely
induced
to  slumber
at the touch of a button
the invisible waves from the computers allowed the nanotubes connected to the primates dendrites and neurons
 to
 interface with synthesized signals
so the "communion" of computer and brain could together work

although some called Merge Technology
an abomination
Theodore considered Brain Computer Interface
inevitable
as
brains were really little more than signal systems


now that the "chips" were small enough to actually bind to specific portions of the brain
the patterns of signal(hearing,seeing,feeling)
became much easier to decipher

Theodore realizes the scream were not coming from the lab
but the operating table two rooms down
trying to get his mind off the awful screams
he pushed inward
to
the un -emotional section of his mind

the screams were terrifying but Thedore remained
removed
how could he save the monkey
if he didn't think
in a removed fashion

nano technology and computers that could race as fast as a human mind
made for
good dreams for monkeys
and good dreams for investors


some baboons ,monkeys and other primates had nano bio sensors
introduced into their mucous membranes
which swam as if salmon up stream past the blood brain barrier
to attach to whatever sections the merge was designed for
previously cumbersome combs and electrodes,next meshes and many other so called micro processors
stagnant data collection was the problem
hit or miss thought transcription

previously the microprocessors could only linger NEAR the neuron
 between in or between  the neuron itself

it took over 50 years for small
to become something almost indescribably small

unseeable
bur
more valuable
than a diamond
unlike a diamond however
nano tech is all about replication

but who cares about this
when
that awful scream continues

Theodore
is slow waking
his mind never stops

the sensors relayed brain signal to an outside computer created to run as fast as the human mind
next
attempts were made to
reply to the messages
as the lab techs attempted to "speak money"
the best they found they could do was
send visual images ..aimed at the monkey's occipital lobe of
environments or pieces of environment (home)
that made them forget they grey green walls and silver cages

also experiment were being done to alter vilent primates
with psycho -tronic surgery
that did not injure parts of the monkey's brain but simply simulate
sections that ..monitored violence
much of the will an animal, especially a caged animal
could be controlled
with
directed energies, beams and waves ..
.Theodore felt this a more humane means
of behavior modification
than drugging the animal up with tranquilizers


there were amazing things being done with Merge Nano

for instance a depressed ape named Darla who had lost her brother was diagnosed as severely depressed
she refused to eat or interact even with the most playful lab assistants


Theodore who had studied Darla's habits over the past year knew what food Darla liked and faces Darla responded either by Tele-Presence or face to face .Theodore knew which lab residents the Monkey liked best.

because Darlene was raised with nanotubes
that allowed other's to
send her visuals
and 

soothing 
variations
of 
environmental "white Noise"
Darla was unaware all monkeys were not telepathic 

Theodore would think to Darla certain treats she liked -  mainly blueberry muffins
it was not difficult to think of objects
and which representation of object (blueberry muffin)
might be transmitted to
Darla's Occipital lobe that "saw"
image
Theodore insisted Darla be given a real muffin at least 2 minutes after the induction of the snack into her frontal lobe.



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Opening the door of the operating room Theodore felt his stomach lurch

it was like something out of a horror movie Darla was tied to the bed. straps and four point restraints Theodore know the Dr. "working" on Darlaa and as he got close he could not believe what he was seeing nor hearing without anesthetic seemingly without pain killers of any kind dr was stripping the skin from Darla Theodore noticed electrodes placed beneath the monkeys skull apparently so each  pang of pain could be collected by the computer Darla 's brain and nervous system were hooked to

it was like something out of a horror movie Darla was tied to the bed. straps and four point restraints Theodore know the Dr. "working" on Darlaa and as he got close he could not believe what he was seeing nor hearing without anesthetic seemingly without pain killers of any kind dr was stripping the skin from Darla Theodore noticed electrodes placed beneath the monkeys skull apparently so each  pang of pain could be collect by the computer Darla had been hooked into

Researchers turn pain perception on and off in mice using light

by Bob Yirka

       

(Medical Xpress)—A team of researchers at Stanford University has found a way to turn the perception of pain on and off using only a light source. In their paper published in the journal Nature Biotechnology, the team describes how they genetically altered nerve receptors beneath the skin in mice, and how doing so allowed for controlling the perception of pain.

sweet nothings(Brainstorm)

if it helps you
   feel free..to think of the "hysteria" presented to you
about my hardship
as madness

but please attempt to participate in my delusions in an Immersive style

pertaining to

Psychotronics,,A.I and Virtual Reality

 being primarily developed by the only people who should have been allowed to develop it

people who develop weapons
and are developing techniques of induci9ng madness upon another via what is sometimes called a Brain Computer Interface

before you continue reading
remember that Kevin McCarthy ,deemed insane in the first reel of Invasion of the Body Snatchers
was in the end
 RIGHT
about the unbelievable forces at play in and around him
not by the hospitals ,police force etc/
but by the audience

who in this case
is you

to further my "Aim is True"
relevance
that I not writing a "story" for financial gain
let it be noted
I have intentionally  written directly online
according to Blogger
 whatever I post becomes public domain as soon as it is electronically published
( I have learned in retrospect that TIMESTAMP in fact may be considered copy write..
but scenario "not so much",,,)

 I have also not sought copy write
 because this semi-fictional account of mind transcription and mind "to mind "interface via 5 senses over-ride/overlay all but . does away with copy write and "intellectual property".

and I thought ..I would make an example of this notion through demonstration

also half of these "stories" are in fact fed to me
from some "muse"

previously I cared not a whit about A.I. ,Virtual Reality bio sensors
nor do you
I realize
by the number if "hits or "likes:" I get on any given day

trust me ..
if "it happened to you" very little else would be on your mind

realizing this...I began adding ...other stories to "the rantings"
more in step with more visceral sensibilities....


 The human mind which "runs on signals and the owner of that mind running on signal nonstop even during sleep is like an unprotected computer and because the mind has "no firewall" if one has been "bugged"with bio sensors capable of both receiving input and out put to first decipher and than assuage neural pathway Private Thought  will (become as obsolete as a horse and buggy and a VCR .. This technology is already here and very much off the grid (Human Experimentation ,always some thing of a no-no* concerning human rights and liberty has been outsourced to the most peculiar organizations...Human atrocities and "war crimes "make for strange bedfellows. Word on high suggests  that the nanotubes just feel into  Neuronautic"s lap ..or the bio sensors  were stolen as if the nanotubes were  staplers and office  supplies snatched by a secretary oat ProxyCyber Laboratory....talk "artificial intelligence" My Mentors will impart anything to keep me confounded

the taking of Kimmie one,two,three

(that sticky tape ,those Xs on the studio floor ..soon a thing of the past ,so bad for the environment,so difficult to clean up, the bane of directors for over 80 years) -the apps
first develop by Neuronaoutis were optioned to parasol pictures to help emerging actors and actresses hit their mark
and know their lines

would simply be more junk "in the funK"of the average ingenue
without

a proper compatible mentor operatingg"the equipment"

fer instance.
to make it simple -fied- for you
un -familiar with the notion of steering a Proxy..
hmmmm
you ever tried flying one of those toy helicopters at the mall?
those remote control helicopters you buy your nephew for Xmas
that they get excited about
until they smash into a tree enough times that it becomes "unfly-able

well
it's the same
with apps
and the mentoring
of
starlets..and whatever one calls a man who chooses to be an actor..besides ,I don't know-a fag?

now-
imagine using ocular overlays on some 18 year old runway model turned Dram-com "actress"perhaps as recurring best friend
naturally the inexperienced starlet is gonna miss her mark
fuss up and just plain old forget her lines

starlet does this enough times
she not only can cost the production hundreds of thousands but alienate her from the crew..and eventually her "family" of cast mates
nobody enjoys working with a hack no matter how big her rack is

we at Parasol Pictures
want a smooth production and a happy crew and cast
is it any wonder
we now only hire
actors who come with "instructions"

of course initially the young lady or young "man"
(if one considers a man who "acts" a man at all)
is resistant to intraneural "coaching"
especially the "girls"
you know how 18 year old gals can be about "having a mind" of their own
privacy..and all that
as if their interior monologue was some precious secret island..

"yes Hon," an experienced Change Agent might have to tell the procurement
over and over ,tenderly explaining that Direct Neural interface is "a good thing' and the mind reading part.
well hon-
it's simply a necessity for the Impart technology to work
Impart technology hon, so you can know which camera to look at..where to stand.
.trust me,no offense Hon
.nobody wants to "know you" that well,
your thoughts..while read ..are your own bizness
,it's about the acting,the technicalities Babe
..your physicality
and ..in no way would we interfere with that lovely inner spirit of yours
that reads so beautifully on screen

oh the tears.
the runny nose...
as Kimmie Backeraker cries to her mother about "mind control " and shit like Human rights
" buring her face in the rainbows and flying unicorns of her pillow,,

you have an idea
than what
i have to put up with getting these kids apped up
and it's quite simple.
no studio that is worth performing for now hires an actor who hasn't be "imbued"

Think of the nano particles as braces
as training wheels

Donna Baker and Steven Baker,Kimmie's parents ,Kim being under age.must consent to "the Process"
and these parents can be as difficult or moreso than than the actors.

I take the high road
explaining the wonders of the technology..at first ,trying to engage Donna Baker.just to get an idea of ..where she's coming from regarding the hesistancy of Apping up her kid for the movies,talking about how the nano is smaller than dust particles yet can contain over 250 components that selectively bind to specific neurons to help Kimmie See and Hear The New Way
than the low road..that nobody will want to work with Kimmie if she isn't apped,everybody has it done..
you don't want Kimmie to start off in this business as Kimmie" I'm too Good For "IT" "do ya?