how it works for someone like me who hs nowhre to live excpt conditions dog shouldnt live in. i go to n er . hystericl. I m sick . mybe i show them the interior of the hous i hv no control of on the phone s king for something to t lest clm me down until....until wht they might sk. until ? i get money to move. from whr? thy might sk.. from nowhre .._ but but . 'do you wnt to hurt yourself they might sk? My mind t this point would prefr not to be ther which is ...i'm wrck . i hv nowher to go . i cnnot cope . they might check me into. psych wrd drug me for dys on some mdicine tht will mke the dystoni worse neuroleptic. ...thts ll tht hppns i m mde worse nd its bck to this bsement who wouldnt prefer to di. this is my future. tthy drug people for poverty drugf them so bd thy get so sick they ly ther bck in the moldy room . cll 9888. i need rel help not pills i need. clen hlthy room wy from sitution. we dont do tht here hve you truied clling socil services . there isnt even witing list for section 8 nd i m on th list for public housing . if you feel lik hurting yourslef go to n r . t th er you r processed nd plcd in psychitric wrd nd given pills tht mke your movement disorder wors . nurolptics. you re soon relesed bck to the room