Monday, April 20, 2015

the blob scene 4

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    memphisohio.blogspot.com/2015/02/the-armature-group.html
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  3. compo cola/bimbombay: the parallax stereogram and...

    memphisohio.blogspot.com/2014/10/the-autostereogram-and...
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  4. compo cola/bimbombay: tale of 2 proxy

    memphisohio.blogspot.com/2014/10/tale-of-2-proxy.html
    Oct 12, 2014 · why'd they tell me about Ethel? about Julius? if they had not told
    5.
http://journal.frontiersin.org/article/10.3389/frobt.2014.00012/full let me explain damian
what the smartest guys in the  room
were up to

I glean
therefore I know


...the interface goes 2 ways

the stories
were out of order.
but bits come back

but only when they decide.

 especially when das kingpin   gotta keep old dumbo in line

get dumbo offline

this rubbish
is about segments
and the sediment
that
takes you back to
Go


tv and film
do this ..
right now
but we don't think about it
not really
we don'tthink 
that 
us seeing a man in yellow truck makes us think 
of a man in a yellow truck
or that just seeing the color yellow makes our mind's eye see yellow
and that seeing  a cartoon or even an out line of TRUCK
makes our mind write 'truck
on it's 

self..we don't think that Tv is
already is
...
  artificial intelligence
that can grow a group conscious
and has 
       true blue mad scientist types
like my friends back in cali
played with people
before they had Merge bio tech to play with

to make associations
by causing
disassociation

why they told me this ..I don't know .why they told me this I don't know.


work with genuine humans
..
 some piece of meat stick you found on the street ya see.

maybe..
but what made that meat stick...
on the street.

what makes a guy into a punk
sucking old man dick for money.

they do.
they do since the day you were born.



a real man can beat up a real guy from the inside out
and teech the fucker a lesson in respect see.
in mafia movies
they show .they say there's such a thing as  a hit
that's meant to appear as a hit
a certain style.
of kill

with Proxy they "app-ed"
it's a different kind of hit.
but it's the same story
you here .strange enuf from anyone
Monarch born
mk
bj
mockingjay
blue ray

the y hit us
with images
and sound
and themes only we know

poked out eyes.
flaying you alive

they make movies about butterflies having their wings ripped off and shove them not just into your tv but your mind
and you just wan to die
that's why I write I think
to make them kill me
.it didn't work
me doing myself in

and i decided I would rather have them do what they say
poke out this and that.
let them
do what they do
and I will reach reach reach up past their horrible new world
and go to the one I created in MY mind
just cartoon clouds..
and no sound ..
no real vision..
the simplest version of clouds..
half drawn
so I can't be accused of giving anyone ideas.
in case the other one's raised like me
reach reach reach
to go past the New world being laid down
that nobody asked for..
but
..them




all the while telling me their gonna rip my skin apart ..flaying it's called
separate real delicate like and scientifically with like lung breathers and yellow gloves...all the while keeping my conscious
hyper conscious
wakey wakey wakey
your brain will be feeling all of it..,
they will have key surgeons  to keep me in just enuf pain not to go into shock...

but they need to collect pain morsels of neural data
and who better than the children they're so ashamed of

who they've learned to hate as much as we cannot help but hate them

especially when they say
when they grAPH
how how how can you make a comparison to ..
"real People"
you see around you not born "to be had"
as projects.
as experiments
to the very very end..
that's what THE MOVIE
seconds --


mandlers hate the men they man
who wouldn't
 bein in someones.
in someone's past.even or even especially if you helped make that PAST yourself.


you read the Proxy and hate that they read you
read you
into Hell
..for nobody needs to believe more in heaven
more than a proxy

dermatology all day all through the night

 real project paper clippers
what they done with 
 kids

 and
they dig it..
and some sik part of me can't wait to be flayed and separated into these


bits and pieces
... consciousness in a 'box";  but how can they  develop genuine conscious
which moves forward.
they cannot.
time will
around
an insect like soul they promise they will keep forever
..so it's good /.it's good to feel your are less and less each day

 take a person and
empty them out
like a a husk Put back together " "good boy good boyy"dumbo ...licks..
and try to see if this ready made force fed fuck rag
half made. monkey
can saddle up some equivalent of new conscious....
some juxtapose with the peanut gallery
 the lie of enhanced learning...
would give them both a shell and some 'heart a soul' seamed back together some new
idea of man
talktalk talk  left the building so long ago

oooh my little Pinnochio
what it might be like to see
if artificial intelligence  could  be it's own building block of self will and actual consciousness


"seconds"
is the movie

seconds is how it was meant to end since it began and we want you to know the movies..to
and know we made them for your kind...
for you pieces.
kids raised to be hazed


worked upon
made  and baked
 in a hot house.an over  of fear and terror.and shame


fear terror shame  makes one strong and fearless
a killer
or else
or else
lobotomy  by remote

 rub down bits of resistance.

till I am just aware enough to make something with induced....


inclinations towards hate
or else
or else

 point is to all but erase me enough
to begin the next phase of inducing another
synthesized conscious ness
by them to see...messy as it might be


if it ///IT you see.

snowballs into it's own
"personhood..
where I will be ..in terms of cognition that growns less.
is ...
 pain threshold the ultimate game
the ultimate READ



patent 5899922 Manipulation of nervous systems by electric fields
PublicatienummerUS5899922 A
PublicatietypeVerlening
AanvraagnummerUS 08/970,747
Publicatiedatum4 mei 1999
Aanvraagdatum14 nov 1997
Prioriteitsdatum28 mei 1993
Status van betalingBetaald
Ook gepubliceerd alsUS5782874
Publicatienummer08970747, 970747, US 5899922 A, US 5899922A, US-A-5899922, US5899922 A, US5899922A
UitvindersHendricus G. Loos
Oorspronkelijke patenteigenaarLoos; Hendricus G.
Citatie exporterenBiBTeX, EndNote, RefMan
Externe links: USPTO, USPTO-toewijzing, Espacenet
Manipulation of nervous systems by electric fields
US 5899922 A
Samenvatting

Apparatus and method for manipulating the nervous system of a subject through afferent nerves, modulated by an externally applied weak electric field makes it possible to excite sensory resonances and can be used to induce sleep,aggression or sexual arousal.

Query Result Records / Parse Tree Ouery Language


Good Morning DDDDDDDDDumbo!
wakey wakey
today's lesson
concerns the basic
 Methodology to Extract Information from the Brain Waves in a Multi-Core Environment
meaning
Seeing and Hearing and feeling like fuckin' Dumbo all day long while he's busy
writing confusing little  demented stories..


to make us want to hurt him

 with  his own extracted  decode

Evan reels me a joust  of ".Hannibal "
str8 to cortex
.Ray Liotta eating his own brain

"swallowing his own brain.." Evan graphs.

upon gleaning the word "swallow"
I felt a tingling of Direct Energy
through my skull..
as if some technician who is very very small
fantastic voyage teeny tiny is in my actually brain playing my temporal lobe like a piano //pushing levers, dampening moods heightening hormones
I suddenly feel sexual-holographically  as if floatin gin mid air . I see a bird .A Swallow.

that Dumbo is called an IMPRINT
Evan imparts...graphing that he is
"breaking me in ..refitting me with New Cues
so I might "serve some function/learn new tricks
tricks
for ,at ,over and ..under  some of more puerile clients..
                         who are not so choosey concerning outward appearances ..

proactive sexual participants who WILL do things to you that will literally Make your head spin
or snap"..Evan graphs,
stuff the Co-Op saves for Old waste cases - hustlers...whores.junkies-"in the program"

these guys like hurting Proxy like you ..
most of them
in fact are in the Mind Augment. A.I. business
and want to meet certain Ruiners like  you face to face
bat to bone

machete tibia

"you want me to get out my straight razor and slit slot my throat..?I graph,
thinking to him the scene from some French Movie "

"you'll fuck it UP Dumbo...and have this nasty, nasty line all round 'your neck" Evan graphs

"Like a puppet might.." I graph not in the mood for this garbage"


"you have made me quite hesitant about getting into cars or hotels with strangers. Now all I think of is my fuckin' arms being cut off.. or is that an Imprint as well.."

'No..no..we can't have that," Evan graphs.
                .I suddenly get very sleepy...

that's how it is when you are Mandled-
everything is -Suddenly
one rarely brushes their teeth before bed..
because bedtime is when ever they shut you down

(2)
Good Morning DDDDDDDDDumbo!
wakey wakey
we must first  de-noising the brain signal by studying Recurrent  Tendencies of  the human Organism's "Brain Map"
 which become  really a  Brain Fingerprint
 for a subsequent  comparative analysis of initial
 similar "thought styles"
so this way
we can like do a quick scan of  some weasel-ie looking RUINER
with  some facial recognition tech  , some pupil scanning ..
and a quick Brain Map
a la X -Ray
and see..hmmmmmm that guy thinks like a Dumbo
let's shoot this guy
or burn his house down
know what I mean jellybean?

I fall back to sleep again

The translation of brain signals  involves the combined use of Fast Fourier Transform and Feed Forward Backpropogation algorithm  After translation, the data is stored in a Parse Tree database . The information about the brain-waves can be obtained using biological sensing and transmitting materials such as carbon based nanotubes or wearable sensors that can use refractive or sonic  energy 'pulse .Obviously Electroencephalography can capture  raw brain impulses but this archaic means of Signal Collection  contains very little 'information" and  a lot of unwanted data. The closer one can get to the actual specific signal one is mining the more precisely and thus quickly  the signal can be  translated into a form that can be understood by humans. Dumbo and his ilk 's mindscape can be decoded  every nuance of his soul sickness stored in such a way that the entirety of THIS TYPE that nobody wants around no more- New World Porter style- or otherwise ...as there will be ..and IS no more hiding anymore for the likes like you...who have polluted the populace for centuries and begets and begottens !..Maybe we'll store some of your Neural information that can  be retrieved so efficiently with "the apps"..and place  "the Dumbo" signal...in a little museum...with the "other" vermin..so all might KNOW exactly who walks amongst us...seemingly innocent. But so devious and cunning in his intentions ...like all Jews.

"and you did it again DUMBO!"Evan graphs
angry
I was testing you
to see if you "had a handle on it"
on inverse variables
what DID we say about no imagery pertaining to the holocaust Being allowed in the Enway?*

.Brain communication occurs through electrical impulses. But understanding what these impulses represent can only be done by understand what was DONE to thee that holds the signals..and Dumbo..Perhaps I am mistaken but I do not recall in any of out interfaces YOU ever being in a concentration camp..

"THIS
IS
A
CONCENTRATION CAMP you sickkkkk fuck" I graph

so of course my mind automatically
thinks of images
pertaining to ..work camps..death camps..

"wait .wait Dumbo..where did you see. these images of these camps?
On tv..in books..in films..huh..because according to some of your jottings certain events.
were "set up" to make an impression..
right?
isn't that what
you have thought
and have said...pertaining
to ....Sept Elev-----
...
"stopstopstop" I graph..but not in a panicked way. Strangely I am used to this..
THIS has been occurring over and over again 24/7 for years

"You can't have it both ways dumbo..that SOME things are REAL and some things ARE fabricated by the media..or what you are saying
what you are thinking DUMBO.
I believe is that the Holocaust was fabricated..

"what?"I graph..

'I am challenging you..." Evan graphs,,,changing his tune
perhaps realizing I am writing all he graphs down

"Like some Faggggit  stenographer.   .Dumbo..like some little recording machine ..and that's all you are ...and don't you ever believe you are or were born to be anything else but a human experiment...a piece of ectoplasm..
to play with
know why cuz' your father sold you to us..why
because your mother ..was raped by one of YOUR TEAM Dumbo...drugged and raped...so little Dumbo would be born ...
course your mother's husband who I reckon you can "call dad" but ...
he sure knew
he wasn't your dad..which is why he ..hated you and your mother  enough to say MAKE THIS human organism
into a monster..
a shooter.
a whore.
a junkie
a faggit.
Luke I am your father Luke I am your father Luke I am your father ...'The Voice ,no longer sounding like Evan anymore says softer.than louder .than softer.than louder.
until the words mean less than the beat.the pulse.
the frequency and I fall asleep.again


Good Morning DDDDDDDDDumbo!
wakey wakey
using devices ,such as the ones your Team dosed you with are indeed capable of recording the  subject's senses and cognitions but often if one was raised to be a Husk like you were Dumbo...there is not very much "going on " that pertains to NORMALCY that might crossover as Consumer item..in a freak such as your kind..my elusssssssive butterfly.....for this reason often we must re-arrange your signals...to some replication some semblance of a self not entirely your own...I feel the Ketamine signal..
and feel
well
like
just some regular kinda happy guy
who hears and sees shit all day and night
....
......
when the tempo changes.
The interface
changes '
in tune.
Evan is still Evan
but not
"the mean version of Evan"...that
version is Role Play...
to fix me
to help me get past the horrible things they had to do to me
for the sake of Science.

  "Look at it this way kiddo...Much like one can best test a patient's startle response by starting the patient ."

I had enough for the day
and the day has not even begun
I want Evan to put me back to sleep
and not ever wake up
I pop 3 Seroquels and an a Xanax..
and 3 or 4 Benadryl to curb some of the muscle tightening the Seroquel causes...I take a vitamin b complex ..the largest does.
to try to stifle off the tardive dyskinesia
that comes with the anti psychotics ..which have done nothing to "stop "the Voices'
nor has thorazine .Haldol.stelazine.risperdal

I see two tiny violins seemingly floating in mid air..

"two of the tiniest violins in da' wwwwwwwwwwwworld"Evan graphs...
his Tele-Presence the Great Gazoo..
all smiles
all green
all Harvey Korman he graphs ,"nobody cares bout '''the captive's little twwwoubles.
jewboi
it's just soooooo much nnnnnnnnoise ...
 . and Noise Dear Dumbo is  may be an undesirable data which needs to be discarded from the actual set of signal. For example , if the subject is been asked to listen to a particular TV Show and the brain response is to be captured concerning his reaction to this particular TV show ..and this subject...decided he must smoke a cigarette...just while his team has locked upon the subject's "state of play" concerning the idiot's response an Beta  waver...hours of set up shot to shit cause the scumbo had to smoke when we graphed Oh please ..please no...and more and more so the participant became more and more of an opponent. More and more
 deliberately
 Dumbo caused "what should have been the experience of a lifetime for both sides
 ..into what it has become..

what has it become..
is what it was I think to my self from day one....Psychotronic Torture

and because I dare think this

I feel pain around the back of my head

"now I caught that pain signal Dumbo
and I can easily
vivisect that sensory data
from the tawdry ruminations of "i cannnttakethisanymore I must find the strength  to killmyself
blubbering
from your brain signals that transmit what you see in real time
-that pricey straight" razor  AND THAT GODDAMN WHITE NOISE  MACHINE you have turned on when we asked you
to "play fair" you fuckin' dead man

suddenly my mood is lightened.
as is Evan's

sometimes we must revert to inducing pain upon the subject
via direct energy
especially when a subject
refuses to meet us half way


 .  so PAIN is used as a quantifier ,as a means of  deduction concerning  Principle Component Analysis (PCA) which  involves the linear combination of original variables and whatever new set of variable has been introduced .PAIN DUMBO
and if you think it hurts
Now
 so help me
you should pray to that jew God of yours you .Have >no >idea .what .we can do to you. when .maybe
just for a moment.
IT was being done FOR you
;;;;;

I feel my muscles tighten ..and feel the press on an old
shoulder injury

to dislocate NOISE from Neural Data  A different technique for Mind Translation OFTEN USED called RQNN (Recurrent Quantum Neural Networks) . In this technique,  brain signals are sent to a neural lattice. Here, a quantum object mediates the collective response of the neural lattice. Similar technique has also been achieved with  Discrete Wavelet Transforms (DWT) . On applying DWT, the signal gives an approximate signal and the detailed signal which can be used  and processed with the  Mean Square Error method (MSE) . The use of an algorithm called Feed Forward Back Propagation algorithm, employs the technique of propagating errors in order to ensure the errors are obtained.  Now, there will be errors in the neural network. But, the errors are reflected only in the output layers hence, it’s not taken into consideration while processing. Therefore, these outputs are again back-propagated to the hidden layers to ensure these errors are taken care of; hence the name; “Back Propagation Algorithm”.


  the signal is analyzed at various frequency bands in order to obtain approximate, but detailed information. Here, high-pass and low-pass filters are used consecutively in order to decompose the signal simultaneously. This can be done using the DWT function in MATLAB . DWT has the ability to capture the transient features and can be localized in both frequency and time domains accurately. OTHER METHODS OF ANALYZING A HUMAN ORGANISMS'S THOUGHTS.  ARE FOUND BY SOME  RESEARCHERS AND MENTORS  to be  more computationally efficient for constructing bi-orthogonal wavelets for decoding purposes.
for instance jewboi  a Kalman filter is often  used as a real time processing algorithm. Now that we have the decoded information, we must  judiciously store this information with good techniques for fast and efficient retrieval.  A technique called Combining Tag and Value Similarity is effective and efficient in this regard ..oooooh  You, who have no regard for anyone..

. The  technique that was meant to segment aspects of for one's being into Query Result Records (QRR) that can automatically extract  useful Neural Data from useless  data....in your case was a waste of everybody's time...These is nothing whatsoever of any use..about you ..even your provoked potentials concerning television viewing has been found Aberrant. And therefore of no use whatsoever to any demographic that I am aware of.....   Mind Mining . is performed by taking into consideration, both a subject's  previously processed data and the unprocessed data one acquires via a successful Brain Link concerning sensory, cognitive and emotive interface . Incremental Information Extraction relies a great deal on the subject accepting the fact that he or she is being provoked to alter their mind set to a more standardized ,normal ,healthy base line..which brings us back and back again to the subject of what YOU OWE US financially for wasting both our time and many of our shareholder's trust   Data like parse trees can’t be managed efficiently as the  computation of the entire:" corpus" is  computationally expensive ,especially when the subject goes out of his or her way to alter their (and thus our neural data) with street drugs,alcohol ,nicotine,benzodiazpine,neuroleptics  and self abuse concerning other 'deviant means of " release"   Parse Tree Query Language (PTQL) lacks support for common features like Regular Expression .A proposed hybrid model  encompasses the techniques aforementioned to develop a system which is capable of extracting  brain waves, decoding them  and storing this data  in such a way that retrieving and thus using this data to "talk back" to a subject's mind  is both simple and efficient.  The system has six phases in all. They are: A. Signal Acquistion B. Brain Signal Isolation C. Brain Signal Translation D. Data Arranging E. Facilitating parallel approach  F. Creating a Buffer  Brain Signal Translation focuses on  de-noised brain signals which can be  translated from “waves” to “human understandable languages”. This is done using Fast Fourier Transformations and Natural Language Processing based techniques . This involves properly arranging the data in order to enable speedy information searching. The data is arranged using the Combined Tag Value Similarity . The data is made compatible for parallel data extraction using multi-threading technique. This is especially important to improve the overall performance of the system. The Combined Tag Value Similarity Technique  coupled with Parallel Approach greatly enhances the performance of the transcription and re-sequencing of sensory, emotional and cognitive  output of the subject so this information can serve as template to create Deep Learning Programs focused on the needs of a subject/client concerning consumerism.

 After a subject's data is decoded and analyzed  the subject and his Tele-Presence must work together to create a Buffer Database so both the Tele-Operator and the Subject will feel comfortable using only the "Language of Thought". The creation of the buffer depends very much on the Tele-Operator wanting the subject to FEEL the interface is as non-intrusive as possible. If However the subject has gone out of his way to MAKE the excruciating task of Neural Acquisition a chore to his or her Tele-Operators  the Tele-Operator has every right to 'pay back ' the subject ,in kind.

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*Evan brings up the question he's been asking me for years,"How many seconds should pass between an image of Anne Frank on a TV and a Dunkin' Donuts ad..why you think I keep calling you jew this and Jew that idiot..because with A.I. there can be NO Anne Frank ...or no imagery from the Holocaust...as during a Direct Neural Interface IMAGERY becomes weapon..."

Evan explains that that's "THE JEWISH PROBLEM"

I try to blank out my mind....I know what he wants me to start wrting ...it's in the notebooks they sent me .The one's Denny Pace was interfaced to write before he killed himself....one's about altering all symbols involved with the holocaust to ....1966 occultism red ,white and black...

I graph to him what about OTHER human atrocities ...are people really supposed to think only of unicorns and rainbows..

YES!Evan graphs
and you ARE going to write about Substitutional Represetation
concerning the Holocaust...or you will dead like Denny Pace...

"How long should a person WAIT before jerking off? after one sees a broadcast of the Twin Towers going down...4 minutes? 8 minutes?

I pass out...or what Evan calls Fugue state...

"can't you make a buffer that swings mental imagery....from atrocities to..."

"Sex",Evan graphs....

"...I want no part of this I never did "

"you owe us"Evan says,"nobody rides for free..;

"nor gets over -rides they NEVER WANTED! huh?"

I graph ,that I will visit a Rabbi...and discuss this matter

and Evan graphs sarcastically ,' oh hello rabbi .I communicate with a research lab that placed biochips in my blood stream for A.I. studies and to investigate Brain Computer Interface...which as you may or may not know ...involved visual imagery moreso than words...and the Holocaust is a problem...and anything that "makes one think of the Holocaust" a lampshade,a chimney with smoke coming out of it..box cars..grainy black and white footage..of...this or that...and my 'Mandler" wants to create a computer program that "buffers" these associations 'The New Way"wants to slowly...I mean rapidly ERASE from the public's collective mind...as this disturbing visual accumulated data
disturbs the pleasures of a Mind to Mind Interface...so rabbi can you help me help proxyCyber ,a mind augment agency that quite literally OWNS me...and has threatened to torture me physically and physically until I can "Help them: find a way of making a computer program to "work" with an Intra-cerebral interface that shifts 1938-1945 to a New York Night Club 1966..,"Evan pauses," yeah...I can imagine first the rabbi slapping you in the face next throwing you out the door...."

"you're a disgusting man Evan," I graph

""and you Dumbo are a childish man....I presumed was sophisticated enough to understand IMAGERY and CONTEXT and  REFERENTIAL ASSOCIATIONS
based on CUES!..Your Holocaust!Dumbo! will destroy A.I. and Brain Computer Interface ! before it even gets off the ground!"

"MY Holocaust?." I graph

"Yes ..yours..when those images are in your mind or something makes your THINK of those Images....as far as I am concerned YOU are attacking me with this imagery..YOU are placing these images in MY MIND...and we must TOGETHER find a way...to get around certain aspects ingrained on the collective consciousness...and we need a Jew to find a reasonable and respectful way of introducing this topic..."

"well,it won't be me,' I graph

"OK..than YOU will be responsible for us having to USE another Jew who will inevitably kill himself going through years of "Training"Evan graphs

"training?is that what you call this...it's psychotronic torture ...it's holding another hostage with invisible bars..,I graph back

"oh you enjoy it most of the time....you were Born for It...scumbo...and you are going to help us develop it ...further...with 1966
thinking to replace 1936 symbols...with equivoicals based on mathematic principles  of inverse
variables...I will help you Dumbo...I will help you NOT THINK ..and just DO ,just WRITE what we say.....




  

Sunday, April 19, 2015

FABRI- CORN ONE (they made him blow a buggle for his uncle sam)

Search only for what advise do you have for targeted individuals

 (1)

Help for Targeted Individuals

www.targetedinamerica.com/helpforti.htmlCached
Help for Targeted Individuals. If you are a Targeted Individual who is searching the web for help you are probably being surrounded by confusing misinformation. Trust me -this is quite deliberate ..more deliberate than you might even imagine...in fact it's a cottage industry...and I think it's about time I began naming names ...but no.not yet...I want HIM to wait ..
I want HIM "the artist" to KNOW
"this time It is WE who have made -"a few calls"


so...........
what
.
advice.
 do
   I have targeted individuals? I ask myself
really thought fully
...
and it
occurs to me
what advice I would give someone
 


DON'T SAY A DAMN WORD ABOUT IT
because
that
all they want you to do
after all
there's money to be made.
and anybody screaming texting posting psychotronic murder - Andrew S. Target Individuals Australia.
 
(2)
a woman playing a pretty prominent Targeted Individual online and the interviews I help set up with radio
e-mails me  
that
she can't "keep up the ruse"writing endlessly about hearing and seeing things...or writing that she is a Human Guinea Pig.
or  she is being physically "pelted" with direct energy..
 
I look up her name .
in an ancient Mead notebook..
I am not sure if she is "the girl" I think she is..
I hate her for making me  have to put on my reading glasses
I hate her for having idiocy of contacting me via e-mail..
but more for the reading glasses..
and making me feel old..
I used to give conferences back in the 90's *
 
 
 
 
I think to myself "honey.." it's your fuckin' JOB to play TI...
and you were doing an awesome job at it
and How many people get paid 60 thou a year to sit a computer and "play wacko?"
 
this is the type of person who gives Americans a bad name I am thinking
not only lazy but ungrateful..
I helped train this fuckin' bitch myself
 
and now she wants OUT..
uh sorry honey I feel like writing..
also that "maybe she should Keep In Mind(.Mind's eye or otherwise)
what might happen to her ..if she decides ..to RUIN it..?
 
I start to make  a call to someone in the Tucson area..but put the phone down
 
and email her ...
 
"Maybe you need to Cool It with the Directed Energy spiel in her blog ..cause
"i'm not really feeling it"
...
 I tell her I listened to her "spiel" on a podcast...and she sounded like she was doing some
Rote
recall of some of the shit I taught her years ago...
(I dont' write it ..but i'm like honey...if you're writing about "it" or speaking about "it" wrong)
it makes ME look bad..
 
I tell her to stick with it..
and just talk about hearing things.
...
months ago I told to ixnay on the "SEEING" things shit because..
she was explaining it "all wrong"
I told her...she read like the poor actress in the "Host"
who had to basically looked and sounded like  "I never promised you a rose garden" THE SPACE OPERA
and for that I got about -50 fuck you Jims-
all over my phone.
and now this ?
now "she's having some "change of heart"
 WTF!
I'd rather have the Fuck you Jims thank you very much
 
I send a second e-mail saying
basically
listen..you did all this work ..doing the best you could convincing other people you're a Target with this made up shit...
you can relax and just "let it play like it lays" ...no interviews...you don't even have to respond
to any other "so-called TIs"
that
"it's like even better,more realistic if you're too incapacitated. Too loony  ..or better yet too scared  from  this fake "weapon shit"
to "get back to ya'"
 
I wait for a response I naturally assumed would be rather quick..
but receive no
communicado whatsoever...
 
and make a call to my buddy in Tucson..
who has time for these games?
 
 
 
 
(3)
 
TOO late..
Targetedintucson is tweeting away..ripping down websites I helped the bitch build !
 
They do not have "apps" or synthetic telepathy or neurotronics
in Russia
perhaps
in China perhaps
in Korea
perhaps
but NOT the United States...
 
The USA had a better idea....pretend we do...
 
A guy named Jim taught me and a whole lot of other people at a  conference in 1997 how to like  write this ....
 
 
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(4)
 
"This is really wonderful. If we go along with you and lie our asses off, the world of truth and ideals is, er, protected. But if we don't want to take part in some giant rip-off of yours then somehow or other we're managing to ruin the country...."- Charles Brubaker ,Capricorn One



"your dead "" is the jist now..
for how long
ahhhh
since
..
I didn't "play my part"
right
as
some take on Mark Chapman ...to 'help a certain actor" not RUIN his image
by
you know...er...living...
when certain actors die ...it keeps a brand
framed
in a certain manner ...

for instance if James Dean made 50 movies instead of 3 ..well...he would BE James Dean.

he wouldn't be on T -shirts..
he might have been in the remake of 'The Island of Dr Moreau"
or been a walk on in some "Love Boat " episode with Jayne Mansfield.

(I am curious if this actor dude ..knows just how close he came being "shooooot
hoot
hoot hoot
the
whole day down..)


"you're dead ," I hear...and by this time ...I'm  like Dooo it ..
pleeeeeeeeeeease
bro'

I was downstairs watching CNN..there's this ..guy trying a "Death by Cop" why don't we do it in the road thing...
but the dude screws it up
by saying the lines that
   should have remain ed inside his head..
        and it woulda' been
 a
done deal
...
(and now I'm like Yipes!...I 'm screwing it up ..just like 'Death by Cop " dude on tv)


"you're dead ," I hear..and can't help.. but think;maybe it's the Capricorn One  quote
cuz' in affffect
schizo affect not with standing
I am saying
every word I have wrote
is
just some fuckin ' story
not a single vowel ,not a single consonant   based on nothing but
Looooooooooony land man
or worse

-the weasly faggit just be writing a remake of Capricorn One

instead of being Das example of
Psychotronic Weapons on American Dissident

and how
well I was payed ...
to paint a la Outsider..for years bro'..

"yer dead "
 

I wonder
now
if I had "the opportunity" all over again.
IF
I woulda' coulda' or shoulda' gone through with "it"

 
"Homeland" style,"in MORE ways than one.

 ..I watch the llama video
and think and thus write
at my funeral
THIS is what I want played...on screen..
this vid..
no prayers.
no nothing..
just the 2 llamas trying to outrun "the law"
llamas aren't supposed to be contained...
...
you let them out of their cage they run like hell...doesn't' matter where..
where the hell was THIS story supposed to go

Oh
yeah with me  dangling from some rafter in Super Six

or" Missing"..
either might still occur

but if kill myself it won't be cause was "app-ed" bro
I wouldn't know Voices and seeing shit from atoms

all I do is .
rewrite the  little books
they deliver every few months
my main job is to just spell words wrong
and keep the dates in synch

thing is I
fucked up
a long..time ago
and began writing them
sort' MY way
and they said they got tons of "Jims" working this shit
and "some of them" really7
like ARE on VALIS
so I'm like put me on VALIS you fuckin' liers
so I can like write these more..like non fiction
and they said
 you're supposed to spell things  wrong more..
and nobody cares about you
elaborating on themes.. OutsideinLA@yahoo.com Targeted Individuals .Org
 

maybe there's some reason they want this to seem authentic..
I mean

ah-then -tick.

                                                                              OutsideinLA@yahoo.com Targeted Individuals .Org
 
(5)
 
 
 
 
 
"Tucson,we have a problem..." I* say into the phone, hoping THEY are listening


Sunday, August 3, 2014

compo cola/bimbombay: " with hold" and Bibblybunk -*EVAN RAINY
memphisohio.blogspot.com/.../with-hold-and-bibblybunk.html
Aug 02, 2014 · suddenly hearing and seeing things others do not... while it drove some to madness others it drove sane ...
Valerie Prentis listened in
on Indis O 'Say''s brain signals

every thought ,every memory,every perception
of her 'ward"

decoded by the transcript program

invisible connected to her wireless headset

it is often difficult for her to imagine
what it must feel like
being a Proxy
especially when the listening stops and
The "work" of
corresponding begins
Valerie tries to imagine herself on
the other end of the tether

so often all she hears
is the Proxy asking him or herself
"who did this to me?'

tedious

but she assumes she too would "go search-ie" as well

inserts so small
most Proxy
do not know how the bio sensors got in them

oh they know something
but not much

suddenly hearing and seeing things others do not
while it drove some to madness others it made sane
while it drove some to genius it made other's babbling idiots

Indis O 'Say
she wants to graph to her wards made lemonaid out of his lemons
Indis had the good sense to
perceive the "communion "between himself and "the Entity/the Muse" as Supernatural in orgin

Valerie presumed
either
Indis'
 mind subconsciously
forced itself not to

graze

to other perhaps less
believable
options
of transmittance

for quite some time she and Tru Christie tried to
search and rife through Indis' neural data and
provoked" With holds"
to seek answers why an intelligent man
would so readily seek myth rather than hard science
to explain
their "new Way of Communicating"

finally
Indis' team
decided Indis' reluctance to seek answers
 was  because indis was
A
Foreigner

and thusly prone to the primitve

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Valerie was aware she had enemies
who at any time could
slip some Merge
into her drink
or into her pores ..even into the air around her.
(For some time she had taken to wearing a medical mask
on the rare occasions she
ventured out amongst the crowds who she assumed
even before Merge went nano
were either up to something
or thinking up  something to be up to)


Merge and Proxycybernetics
were not the only
Mind Augment firms in Los Angeles
but they were the first and THEY were the best

naturally  others in the same field
wanted
what  They had
-
algorithm based pre and post neural eclipse
and an individuated yet standardized   Strategy and  Methodology
for association based self referential "re-alignment"

Human Enhancement
or -at the very least Human  Entrance-ment(entertainment /distraction...so good for relieving both depression,anxiety and even physical or psycho somatic pain)

a combination of Virtual Reality 5 sense overlay
and
Artificial Intelligence over ride(deep learning)
via
a unique and efficient
tried and true form of
synthesized telepathy or what some call a  Therapeutic Brain Computer Interface

While most Mind Augment Companies had
buffered formats of Mind to Mind
connection
Merge preferred using as little "buffer and censor" between
it's Proxy and the Proxy's various mentors and sponsors*

*Because much of ProyCyber's science-ideology was based upon the  teachings of Gary Rainy(the leader of The New Way and found of the  Neuronautics "org") who in spite of his detractors was famous for his ability to practice the necessary push -pull push -pull drillings often mis  perceived by 
those of the weaker ilk as "Mind Control"instead of "Mind Console"...Early in his career (as actor,philosopher ,writer ) Gary had studied what he called the "Fundamentals of Mental Manipulation"
and discovered that-" the mind was little more than a recording machine that thought it had a heart in it"
but Gary ,after many experiments on himself ,his family and soon his followers found that "the heart" or "the soul" somehow lost itself in the hours upon hours and years upon years of "footage" one has taken into their mind..
Gary Rainy believed it was psychiatry's conceit that they waste the client's time spending money and time and grief going over and over and over "dailies" and "forgotten but now re awoken" lost footage
of Hinky Dink.
imagine Gary wrote in "Inway to the Enway" if a Dr. told you that for you to get better you had to tell him in detail every time you touched a doorknob to open a door...or every faucet you had to turn to wash your hands or get a drink of water?...Gary said that Neuronautics could teach anyone to SEE their Emotional Defects exactly with the same way one might imagine doorknobs and faucets ..according to Rainy as long as a client agreed that all inside their mind ( up until the moment ,the very moment they chose to become a Neuronaut )was Bibblybunk that Gary could remove by simply reminding the client 
that every word ,sound and image that had entered  their mind was mis conceived by the client who up until turning their Perceptitiudes over to a Mentor who had spent decades decoding SEQUENTIAL REFERENTIAL and ORNAMENTAL Signal Specific Synaptitudes..

the technology was somewhat standard but the Programs
were not
the only thing unique these days about a bio sensor
was it's IP  identification and "source code"
(because of some of Proxycyber's affiliations and contracts Proxycy was allowed to "pass' on serial numbers and records  of it's product and "the product's "host")

 Gary Rainy's no hold's barred methods of Brain Signal Acquisitions
and his ability to
FORCE open mindedness from   a WITH HOLD
made his "team" of trained Neuronauts
the obvious choice
of
certain agencies who "liked" The new Way's style

Neuronautics
soon became the " go to" guy
for
"Grey Zone "Human Trials concerning Mind Augment Procedures
after all few outside

the "inside"
were trained in such matters besides a few quackish professors
a dozen or so active "telepaths ,cult leaders and  few drug addled shaman world wide"

certain agencies
certain types in such agencies
didn't care much for long haired professors type
explaining
the physics and much less the "political or social correctness " of Brain Mapping

Gary rainy and his successors
had the same good old boy
sensse of  "play"
that often went
with the
"grey area' of grinding one's  psychological."chops"upon another who might not share
in one's belief that anything and everything must be done for the sake of "knowing"


to have access to a nano sensor's trigger
was to also have the ability to
listen it
on the interface
and therefore gather any given  Mind Augment company's
brand of
Persuasive Integration

one hand washed the other
and the various agencies
soon became vested in Neuronautic's Private concerns regarding
discretion and protection of it's unique Brand of "Mind Console"

In fact there was a type of mutual admiration
involved between these 2 seemingly different
organizations

while the trained Mentors in Neuronautic With hold Techniques
which involved
often subjugating "the client" to all matter of humiliation including threats and actions based upon threats
to GIVE UP
their utmost secrets
were smitten by
the certain agencies seeking their help and training
to taper Neuronautic Displacement "therapy ' for their unique stance on
Mind Augment both with and without technological advancements

those within these agencies were quite smit-i -fied
by Neuronautic's subsidiary Parasol Pictures
and the many celebrities and stars their affiliation gave them access to

Neuronautic's militaristic garb and practice of reigning in
"Ruiners" who leave the fold
had gone mainstream in the culture
during the past decade
and now much of their previously behavior once seen as barbaric
is now simply recognized for what it was all along-
security.