august

at first I was delusional enough to believe that by writing about it..I might get somewhere.someone might say "Hey what is this beanbag going on and on about?"
 at the start I wrote about it  deliberately cryptic and circumspect
 for I believed I might be "doing my part" for the country to help them
  learn about something that might be used against us-Neuro wepons
  I tried to look past my own "oneness" looking toward the "greater good"
 and  feel ok"being game"

 until you realize..NO there is NO OUTSIDE ENEMY
  information  obtained from academics offline
 from decent people who helped create some of the biotech and than stopped
quit
when they realized this technology was not going to be used mainly (or ever) for medicine
 but to hurt people
 they told me
  "yes" this is happening...
 and "sorry Jim"
but this tech has been  developed - and uhhh---YOU are not "doing your part" for the nation teaching anyone how to defend themselves
 from any "enemies"
 -THEY SAY THAT TO ALL THE GUYS ..
 to them you are the enemy
and have been since the day they tagged you