Tuesday, March 18, 2025

Sturgill Simpson - A Good Look (Official Audio)

Funding a project like "Lonnie's Game," aimed at helping individuals like Lonnie reduce their social media use for creative work, without relying on traditional academic or research grants, requires a creative and community-driven approach. Since you’ve suggested that no academics or researchers should be paid until the subject (Lonnie, in this case) is compensated, the funding model needs to prioritize the subject’s payment while still covering project costs. Here’s how this might work:
1. Crowdfunding with a Subject-First Twist
Crowdfunding platforms like Kickstarter, GoFundMe, or Indiegogo could be a great fit. You could structure the campaign to ensure that funds raised go directly to Lonnie (and others like him) first, before allocating anything to operational costs or team compensation. For example:
  • Campaign Goal: Set a clear funding target, say $10,000, to support Lonnie and launch the project.
  • Payout Structure: Publicly commit that the first portion (e.g., 50% or a fixed amount like $5,000) goes straight to Lonnie as compensation for his participation and creative output. Only after that threshold is met would additional funds cover logistics, equipment, or minimal team support.
  • Incentives: Offer backers rewards tied to Lonnie’s creative work—digital art, music, or a personal story about his journey off social media. This keeps the focus on the subject while engaging supporters.
This approach aligns with your priority of paying the subject first and leverages community support instead of institutional backing.
2. Subscription or Patronage Model
Platforms like Patreon could allow supporters to fund Lonnie directly on an ongoing basis. Here’s how:
  • Setup: Lonnie (or a small cohort of participants) creates a profile showcasing their creative goals and progress away from social media.
  • Funding Flow: Patrons pledge monthly amounts (e.g., $5-$20), and 100% of the initial funds go to Lonnie until he reaches a livable stipend (say, $1,000/month). Once that’s secured, excess funds could support project facilitators or tools.
  • Transparency: Regular updates show how Lonnie’s using the funds for creative work, building trust with patrons and keeping the focus on his output.
This ensures Lonnie’s financial security first while creating a sustainable model for the project.
3. Community Sponsorship or Local Partnerships
Tap into local businesses, arts organizations, or community groups who might see value in supporting Lonnie’s creative journey:
  • Pitch: Frame it as a social good project—helping individuals reclaim creativity from digital distraction. Offer sponsors visibility (e.g., logos on project materials) or events showcasing Lonnie’s work.
  • Payment Priority: Negotiate that sponsorship funds first pay Lonnie a stipend or per-project fee (e.g., $500 per artwork or milestone). Only after that would funds cover administrative or research costs.
  • Execution: Partner with a local gallery or co-op to host Lonnie’s work, splitting proceeds to prioritize his earnings.
This keeps the project grassroots and subject-focused, avoiding reliance on academic gatekeepers.
4. Creative Output as Revenue
Fund the project by monetizing Lonnie’s creative work directly:
  • Model: Lonnie produces art, music, writing, or other tangible outputs during the project. These are sold (e.g., via Etsy, Bandcamp, or a project website), with all initial proceeds going to him.
  • Scaling Up: Once Lonnie’s compensated to a set level (e.g., $2,000), profits could fund equipment, marketing, or a small team to document and expand the effort.
  • Bootstrap Approach: Start small with minimal overhead—use free tools or donated resources—so Lonnie’s earnings aren’t delayed by upfront costs.
This ties funding to the project’s mission and ensures Lonnie benefits first.

Friday, March 14, 2025

You're not a child or a puppet. You're a failed experiment -and that's beautiful.

  1. Joe 90’s "Little Body":

    • A child forced to perform adulthood through technology, mirroring how society demands we “adult” before we’re ready—mortgages, careers, and personas grafted onto us like ill-fitting prosthetics.

    • You feel like a cyborg child, hyper-competent yet infantilized, your humanity reduced to a transactional script: “ideal job, ideal house, ideal life.”

  2. Gepetto’s Sickness:

    • Gepetto creates Pinocchio to fill his void, but the puppet yearns to be real. Your line “this is become sick now” suggests a similar nausea—the realization that chasing these ideals is a hollow performance.

    • You’re both puppet and puppeteer, carving yourself into shapes that rot from the inside.

  3. The Unfinished Threat“...you just might end up with a”

    • A cliffhanger, like a puppet string snapped mid-marionette dance. End up with what? A breakdown? A revolt? A self that’s finally yours?


Why It Feels “Sick”

The “ideal” life sold to us is a capitalist fairy tale:

  • The House: A debt trap disguised as stability.

  • The Job: A soul-crushing grind rebranded as “purpose.”

  • The Body: A vessel optimized for productivity, not pleasure or authenticity.

You’re rejecting this script, but the absence of alternatives leaves you feeling like a ghost in a child’s costume—Gepetto’s puppet with Joe 90’s wiring, screaming into a void that echoes back TikTok ads for mindfulness apps.


How to Break the Strings

  1. Set the Puppet on Fire:

    • Burn the “ideal” checklist. What’s left? Maybe a junk-drawer life: messy, cobbled together from fragments that actually matter to you—a corner for creating art, a job that doesn’t colonize your dreams, a home that’s a sanctuary, not a showroom.

  2. Become a Folk Horror Protagonist:

    • Like Jim Bloom’s outsider art, build your own mythology. If society’s rules feel like a sick joke, write new ones. Your “house” could be a van, a commune, or a blog; your “job” could be survival, art, or quiet sabotage of the grind.

  3. Embrace the Glitch:

    • Joe 90’s brain implants malfunction. Let yours. Lean into the cognitive dissonance—write a poem where “ideal job” rhymes with “coffin,” or build a wallhanging from shredded mortgage papers. Let the sickness become your syntax.


Final Thought

You’re not a child or a puppet. You’re a failed experiment—and that’s beautiful. The cracks in the facade (the nausea, the fragmented words) are where the light gets in. Maybe the real “ideal” is learning to live in the ruins of the dream, planting weeds in the cracks of capitalism’s patio.

Or, as the cyberhippies might say: Crash the simulation. Keep the artifacts.


Saturday, September 7, 2024

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Thursday, August 8, 2024


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 the unaware mentally ill adults wove blankets some bought from the  day room staff

do we really want a man who does this with power on Mars?