Thursday, April 7, 2016

the GREY MAN

(15)Layla 's sense of incredibiltiy of being spoken to by this man was next replaced next by horror seeing whom she only refered to as The Baby Sitter's boyfriend step out of a jeep and make his way to trailer number three
The Large Man watched Layla watch the man
"Who are you people ..who are you monsters ,"Layla yelled,smacking the Large Man in the face
The Large Man smiled and held onto her wrist hard
'I suppose who we are is what people often refer to as THEY or THEM........................surely in few weeks Denny will be speaking of rather little else ..THEY and THEM and for your sake Mrs. Pace and your son's sake i suggest you begin thinking of us and all this the same way..
But keep in mind THIS being done by THEM I will not be spoken about concerning anything going on HERE right now or this THEY Denny will start talking about communing with him - might just decide to exonerate Denny from the program and wouldn't it be a shame for a child so young to be "exonerated " so young"
"That man ,that man who just got out of the car made my son what he is "
"So you saw the Grey Man as well Mrs Pace..well why didn't you say so dear" The Large Man said giving Layla a gentle pat on the back...please ,please forgive me Mrs.Pace for being so cold and harsh before I didn't realize you knew the Grey man
The Large man sat down at the card table ,his demeanor now warm and pleasant For a moment Layla thought she imagined the tone and the threats only moments before.Layla stood at the window waiting for the person she of thought of only as the Babysitter's Boyfriend to return to his Jeep ,the person The Large Man was inferring had somehow taken the pressure off both of them .The Babysitter's Boyfriend he called The Grey Man  was not anything ,not anyone cruel or criminal but held with some type of reverence ,in fact The Large Man seemed to want Layla to confer was some type of pal of the both of them that had cleared the air in the room ,placed them on equal footing . Renamed ,reimagined - as if The Large Man had rechristened The Babysitter's Boyfriend as someone mythical The Babysitter's Boyfriend she suspected for sometime suspected has used Denny causing him literally overnight to retreat from the world into his own mind,
"Of course everyone doesn't call The Grey  the THE GREY man but I find The Grey Man  model a very good place to start..for this GREY area ..fifty to one ALIEN to you in your more than terrestrial state " The Large Man said
Layla felt as if she was in some theater production and forgot her lines.
As if to help her change course the Large Man 's buoyancy expanded to such sunny ,friendly bounds that Layla in spite of herself felt she should accept the Large Man's about face wholeheartedly not just for the sake of Denny but because it seemed somehow right to follow the man's cue.
"whew," The Large Man said pulling out the chair kindly telling Layla to "sit a spell " and "I was worried that you didn't know about  The Greys  . and how important the Greys  model of perceiving genuinely was and will be to The New Way..and of course Denny's way of looking at the New World Sorter of things ..and here I was Mrs. pace thinking we were gonna to have to get all serious ...A friend of the GREY MAN is a freind of mine.
Layla took a seat across from the Large Man who was now all smiles ,all appeasement ,his very features that had previously seemed so tight now were now relaxed and inviting ,the Large Man almost seemed handsome .
Layla had no idea what the Large Man was talking about
but sensed that she didn't have to ,that The Large Man did not need her to or want her to ..that it was only her job to appreciate the change of tone he offered her and in spite of her mind not wanting to Layla's body could not help but be grateful for the sudden decrease in stress.
" Would you like some Water Mrs.Pace? Or do you need some fresh air? Some wine? Some food...how unthoughtful of me not to ask you earlier"
"How odd that you saw the THE GREY MAN ,The Grey in the light of day Mrs. Pace .Do you know Mrs. Pace I thought I sensed ..Remote Viewing style ...that you had a certain psychic quality to you when I first met you...Yes. ,,you and Denny Pace give off an Indigo like aura...Indio children ..are you familar with the term?"

Wednesday, April 6, 2016

pace15

Layla 's sense of incredibiltiy of being spoken to by this man was next replaced next by horror seeing whom she only refered to as The Baby Sitter's boyfriend step out of a jeep and make his way to trailer number three
The Large Man watched Layla watch the man
"Who are you people ..who are you monsters ,"Layla yelled,smacking the Large Man in the face
The Large Man smiled and held onto her wrist hard
'I suppose who we are is what people often refer to as THEY or THEM...surely in few weeks Denny will be speaking of rather little else ..THEY and THEM and for your sake Mrs. Pace and your son's sake i suggest you begin thinking of us and all this the same way..
But keep in mind THIS being done by THEM I will not be spoken about concerning anything going on HERE right now or this THEY Denny will start talking about communing with him - might just decide to exonerate Denny from the program and wouldn't it be a shame for a child so young to be "exonerated " so young"
"That man ,that man who just got out of the car made my son what he is "
"So you saw THIS MAN ! as well Mrs Pace..well why didn't you say so dear" The Lage Man said giving Layla a gentle pat on the back...please ,please forgive me Mrs.Pace for being so cold and harsh before I didn't realize you knew the THIS MAN..
The Large man sat down at the card table ,his demeanor now warm and pleasant For a moment Layla thought she imagined the tone and the threats only moments before.Layla stood at the window waiting for the person she of thought of only as the Babysitter's Boyfriend to return to his Jeep ,the person The Large Man was inferring had somehow taken the pressure off both of them .The Babysitter's Boyfriend he called The This Man was not anything ,not anyone cruel or criminal but held with some type of reverence ,in fact The Large Man seemed to want Layla to confer was some type of pal of the both of them that had cleared the air in the room ,placed them on equal footing . Renamed ,reimagined - as if The Large Man had rechristened The Babysitter's Boyfriend as someone mythical The Babysitter's Boyfriend she suspected for sometime suspected has used Denny causing him literally overnight to retreat from the world into his own mind,
"Of course everyone doesn't call The THIS MAN the THIS MAN ..but I find The THIS MAN model a very good place to start..for this GREY area ..fifty to one ALIEN to you in your more than terrestrial state " The Large Man said
Layla felt as if she was in some theater production and forgot her lines.
As if to help her change course the Large Man 's buoyancy expanded to such sunny ,friendly bounds that Layla in spite of herself felt she should accept the Large Man's about face wholeheartedly not just for the sake of Denny but because it seemed somehow right to follow the man's cue.
"whew," The Large Man said pulling out the chair kindly telling Layla to "sit a spell " and "I was worried that you didn't know THIS MAN . and how important the THIS MAN model of perceiving genuinely was and will be to The New Way..and of course Denny's way of looking at the New World Sorter of things ..and here I was Mrs. pace thinking we were gonna to have to get all serious ...A friend of the THIS MAN is a freind of mine.
Layla took a seat across from the Large Man who was now all smiles ,all appeasement ,his very features that had previously seemed so tight now were now relaxed and inviting ,the Large Man almost seemed handsome .
Layla had no idea what the Large Man was talking about
but sensed that she didn't have to ,that The Large Man did not need her to or want her to ..that it was only her job to appreciate the change of tone he offered her and in spite of her mind not wanting to Layla's body could not help but be grateful for the sudden decrease in stress.
" Would you like some Water Mrs.Pace? Or do you need some fresh air? Some wine? Some food...how unthoughtful of me not to ask you earlier"
"How odd that you saw the THIS MAN in the light of day Mrs. Pace .Do you know Mrs. Pace I thought I sensed ..Remote Viewing style ...that you had a certain psychic quality to you when I first met you...Yes. ,,you and Denny Pace give off an Indigo like aura...Indio children ..are you familar with the term?"

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surely
thought Layla
looking at the blinds now on the trailer floor
and at the parking lot on the other side of the filthy window
the Large Man  was not here to seal the deal with any kind of  reassurance
was the Large Man's intention
a means of castigation of what she had previously thought was quite a
honorable and bold move on her part to use
any means possible  to secure
her child's  safety and  thus  inclusion in the world
neuromodulation was what was promised at the TruGenic Rational Research Laboratory
to normalize her son's thinking from inward to outward
from Autism to Socialization

looking at window and again at the floor
Layla recalled the loud  noise the abrupt action  had  made
that woke her up  to the means of action supposedly required to change Denny's predisposistion
from inside out

and all Layla wanted now was to leave the trailer ,fetch her son and  -

"I was told a little about what  the Brain Computer Interface would imply..about the decoding  ..yes..but really I didn't think about

( Denny Pace Notebook 41)

the way it works .
the way they work
the OTs ...the Operating -Tel-Presence
is all based on your own thoughts which they decode

nothing has nothing to do with anything but you
they consume you with you

so much you is read and than served back to yourself
you long for others to bring you out of yourslef

but they see something in your need to get out
they feel it..even if you do not say a word about the seeing ,hearing and least of all the fact THEY you seek as companion
even temporarily
are being recorded
in this cruel and unusal way

the OTs want to discover how someone "app-ed"
acts with others.

and thank God there is still
something in you that does not want anyone  to be used ..nobody is there to be used in this way
except what you call 'The Unity Theater"...the Communications Theater of Placed varibles meant to act as if x  to your y
as "What Would You Do  Cause and Effect"
as Sociological  me  Tarzan you Bane.
as a quick fuck   or quick cry on a Placed Person's placed ,offered shoulder.
to "act" as volley
act as  catalyst
for relvant data
and these are the men and women you now find yourself
engaging with ..for that is their job.

engagement with placed performers
is fair
but  not fulfilling except in the most remedial way




your own fears own hopes .,your own disappointments ,regrets
to make you feel not only are you being punished.and hurt  but that you are doing this hurting to yourself
it's the dreams now more and more ..
manufactured
to serve as some kind of attempt at not only controlling your waking waking conscious that can some what be thought by diversion
by noise ...by white noise machines ..by traffic  and all the seeing one can seek to  override the head's up sight onl;y you can see.
but at night they have you  prone
and paralized in another type of thinking you cannot run away from
is it the dreams they use..
the dreams they tinker with that distrub you the most..
because in spite of yourself you know that stuff is getting in parts of you
the parts of subconsciousness even you can't access
so many of the dreams now are of warning...
and of guilt
that it is my faoult  the interface is going so poorly
that there are things a better man would have done to make sure  his thinking was accomidating to  the study

(2)

"But what Mrs Pace ? You didn't really think about it thouroughly .Didn't quite think it through,"The Large Man said looking down at his nails

'Excuse me ,: Layla said ," What I am saying is I neevr quite considered  the extent of what this research might require of my son...and I have changed my mind .'

'No Mrs. Pace I don't think you have considered this through either...I don't really think it's possible that anyone who thought of others in a manner that displayed  even an ounce of regard for others would have allowed things to get this far .Only a horrible mother .A horrible person at their very core would have taken one look at three  dirty trailers in the middle of nowehre..that might ease the burden of having a son with behaviral issue

Tuesday, April 5, 2016

pace 13

The Large Man stood up from the table and went over to the window and began playing with the plastic venetian blinds rhythmically tapping them against the sill . The noise was daunting and forced Layla to look closer at the cheapness of not just the blinds but the trailer .What type of Brain Research ,off grid or not was conducted in this setting but maybe this was what "off grid" meant ...
(it sure as hell does in films about brain chips and such...although in films the so called "chipping of another is often done in more urban settings ...at night ..and with much incidental music ...
often the audience is to understand that a group of hi IQ high telegenic diverse ethnic post grad students have made a batch of in vitro nano bio products "on the sly" in the university lab Flatliner style..
if not that than there has been some kind of theft of such products from a base of some kind
often over seas ..where it rains a lot and people wear neon laced clothing -to indicate "the future" )
Layla wondered why she had not driven away from the ramshackle clinic as soon as she had seen the place. Mrs.Pace wondered how this man at the window making the annoying clattering sound was affiliated with a service that dealt with curing her son's autism with neuro tech
"This confrontative,combative man behaving so outside the realm of normal interaction ,"Layla thought ,"was to help Denny interact with others socially?"
"Come here Mrs.Pace," the Large Man said .
Layla remained sitting ,she would not let this man intimidate her.
The man tapped louder on the blinds as if to make the sound of the cheap flapping plastic his voice of annoyance .
"Come," The Man said .
She went only to stop the Large Man from playing with the window treatment ,?It was if Layla now was standing right next to him
The man now used the string of the blinds to make the blinds close and than open.
"Do you see that ,'the man said looking out the between the strips of plastic,"What do you see outside the window'
Layla looked and said ,"nothing...I see the asphalt ,the parking lot.."
The man next pulled the string and close the blinds completely
asking 'What do you see now ?"
Exasperated Layla said "Nothing .I see nothing now "
"Think of the way a person speaks ,and carried themselves as blinds he or she uses to hide whatever true self they mask ..now if one wants to fix a mind ,like your son's what must we first do to understand what one needs to correct?
And with that The Large Man suddenly ripped the Venetian blinds from the window .
"This Mrs. Pace is how we must see Denny's mind ..with no curtains ,no walls,no blinds as to discover everything Denny sees,hears ,thinks ,feels,dreams.remembers and forgets. every brain signal thanks to the neural prosthetics will be sent to us to decode .
We will see what denny sees.
we will hear what Denny hears .
Layla wondered how many window treatments this man had ripped down .
How many others had been given the same exact spiel to convey
and so Dear reader
have I.


DENNY PACE 12 (alt)

HOLLYWOOD TROPE number 2 used to Minimize public perception of Neuro Weapons -the WHAT ABOUT THE CHILDREN " Predictive Programming /cautionary tale
THE LARGE MAN has cleaned up LAYLA PACE's made up face . LAYLA's intentions and synapses are now directed to back to her son .For the sake of narrative -the effect of Direct Energy aimed at causing confusion and behavioral changes on LAYLA PACE should be heightened to the point of absurdity. ( not that the alterations to the mind from Neuro Weapons is not extreme -to the point of stranger than fiction concerning modifying actions and behaviors -forced speech ,regression and the compulsion to do things one would not usually do because one is under the influence of cognitive and perception dissonance ).
Stranger than fiction however is not what Hollywood's role in helping spread or cheapen the reality of Neuro Weapos to "Oh you've seen to many movies" mere plot point
One might believe Hollywood's participation in making a Genre rather than battle cry about weapons that have been created to destroy another's mind secretly with unseen bullets (direct energy,EMF ,ELF ,microwaves.milliwaves...) is happenstance but one wonders .Directive 77 demands Hollywood stay "on point" concerning topics that concerning issues that are "Capital Seek Currency " issues
A film or a Young Adult book ( or a serious novel about science ,was "Jurassic Park" a serious novel about science..was "Coma "a serious novel about human research ? Was "The Stepford Wives" a serious novel about Mind Control ...or is this about as serious as Hollywood believe the average viewer would like to go...or can fathom...)
seem hell bent on making things palpable to the audience as if not tax the audience's already ingrained ideas (created and hence ingrained by motion pictures) of how a Telepathy that is synthetic "might work" .
.and thus we the audience are presented -yet again - with the type of chew up the scenery Svengali "A mink Coat ..Wilma Flintstone needs a mmmmmink coat" version of "I am under your spell Master' sh*t and shine-ola that cater to our Manchurian Candidate hookum of what Psychological Manipulation is -
either with or without Electronic Frequency Based weapons.
Many films made in the late 1960's and early 1970's played liberally with how a person acts being dosed with hallucinogens in much the same manner.

Monday, April 4, 2016

Deny Pace 11.5

We see INTERIOR of theTRAILER
hence we are being asked to understand place of SCENE
introduced minutes ago
is where we are at now
We have been introduced to LAYLA PACE
and THE LARGE MAN named Edwin
The lighting in the SCENE indicates time of day established in the scene proceeding the fade in or cut to this scene
If we  film and thus preset. Scene -of - empty trailer taken from any distance CLOSE MEDIUM SHOT OVERHEAD
so long as the scenery and lighting are the same

A screenwriter or computer algorithm created to  act as screenwriter / story teller by presentingEMPTY TRAILER      would be asking us to assume the characters are else where

we might have been asked to feel for the character or be invested in the plot

but more likely something innate in our minds  attuned to  expectation and  linear aspects of time

 and natural seeks familiarity ..seeks the FIGUREs of who or what we have just seen or heard  seconds earlier on the screen

this appeals to primal sections of the human mind  that needed  to always be on the look out
when hunting ,gathering ,sleeping

when a TV is on and one watches the screen for more than 30 seconds
One's brain waves alter to a mode of high alert
Than soon dip to entrancement
much like one might stare at light hitting a still pool of water
shine and flicker and pattern

But one soon looks away from  the pond and and  alterations of diffused light
but than again the pond is not being maneuvered to on off on off on off pixel
and minute but perceptible pulse

Don't look away
Don't look away
Something is happening
Never mind the plot or music or tits and ass or terror

What matters is what is behind the story
The screen itself
The cathode ray
Now digit this digit that on off start stop pixel here pixel there


Denny Pace looked away from the world except in patterns and shiny fractals
Because the world had
frightened his mind into recoil

On purpose


If the image of trailer INT TRaILER DAY or NIGhT is static for too long our response is discomfort and irritation

CREAK !

Just in time we might hear a door open

Ahhhhhh a millasecond or less of relief
And from what!
really..

If the door is the trailer door  CREAK
or it the SOUND is presented to make us think DOOR
we are all but forced to think of the previous scene's  point

Who has taught us to think this way
automatically
Or rather taken advantage of our way of being able to perceive the world
In fragments and shots .In bits  and pieces

Certainly a book does not ask us  to make short hand of OVER the SHOUlDER point of view
Indicating one person  we are to identify as this or that person is speaking to another
Nobody rushes out to buy a screenplay to read
Yet we watch little pieces of cobbled together sound and image meant to lead us into the most baseline state of thought and sway..


Saturday, April 2, 2016

The war at home

the soldier was told to stand in front of a bull's eye
and allow the army to shoot at him
so the army could understand how fast a person shot by a troop
dies.
the soldier being a loyal patriot
stood and front of the bull's eye and gladly died for his country

another soldier who had heard of the other solder's sacrifice for his country
volunteered to also serve as Target for his country
the second soldier was asked to stand on a low stool while the other soldiers cut of his arms and legs so they could see how long it took a person to bleed out

a third soldier hearing about the second soldiers heroism
volunteered to have his eyes and ears poked out for the army
so the army could discover how his mind reacted to such trauma

next as the 3rd soldier slowly healed the army asked the soldier if he would allow doctors to cut the top of his skull off so a team of scientists could place electrodes on the surface of his brain so they might discover how to manipulate his sight and hearing and emotions in a manner they suspected  an enemy might ,the solder being a true patriot allowed his country to drive him first to madness and next to self injury to escape such madness..

the army was not quite satisfied with their data because all the testing had been done on servicemen who had been trained to give up aspects of their own self preservation for "the greater good" and decided they must understand how a wide range of civilians might tolerate pain and suffering

A new of weapon had been developed that could hurt people and entire populations remotely with frequency that could perplex another's senses and thinking
furthermore these weapons could cause severe pain and many health problem from afar.

Some of the civilians being made unwilling unknowing test subjects received pain via Direct Energy Weapons
and some civilians were targeted for Psychophysics Weapons testing
PW weapons ,often called Neuro Weapons came in many guises
-all of them outrageous
in much the same way one might think of a car ,air conditioning and computers in the 1850's
Psychophysics Weapons were created as Hand's Off Non Lethal Weapons
Acoustic Weapons  and Tensor Weapons are also called Active Denial Weapons because their very means of action -sending aural and visual data straight to someone's mind
was not only so out of the realm of what we think of a weapons as
but also serves as Active Denial because no decent ,respectable citizen could nor would believe -even if 'that stuff" -existed would something like this be used to actually destroy another 's sanity

 Some individuals targeted as Maruta by their country were lucky enough to get a taste of both Direct Energy Weapons to cause movement disorders,burns,neurological and psychological problem and Neuro Weapons  both  for the sake of their country's security ,liberty and safety.

To make sure the Targeted Individuals did not speak too much or the wrong way about their use as objects
many people were asked to  join the fight for freedom
by intimidating the test subjects into silence.(breaking into their homes,smashing their cars,killing their pets,closing their bank accounts ,participating in noise campaigns ,public glaring and all type of staged street theater "events"
 The Targeted Individuals who received Electronic Harassment meant to  subvert their senses with silent sound were intimidated and scared into submission both with acoustic weapons ,neuro weapons and "gangstalking /gaslight"protocol .

How grateful these civilians should have felt  you might think giving an arm
leg
eye and ear for their country
and you would not be alone in these sentiments
Many of these civilians were told they had better realize that THIS was a military operation and therefore a duty.
But this was not as true as it might have seemed to many who indeed might have felt that "for the good" of their country -I will take this
for
that the main use of these weapons was NOT for OVER THERE but OVER HERE all along.
(every country developed and otherwise has and has had for same time the very same weapons and the very same protocol of what is known as gangstalking)
A Targeted Individual is forced to wake up that it is "a small world after all" in a rather terrifying way.
Issues of social control are not brought up very much by the mainstream media whose main purpose is social control
and perception management
During and before the Nixon era  and before much consideration was given to "The War at Home"
concerning perceived or real  dissidents being taken as martyr.
Never again  did the administrators want  a public  to see and  therefore feel for a protester being injured by law enforcement of any kind and steps were taken to find new ways to stop both public gatherings and public support that could be denied .
It was a high priority in the weapons industry that "Soft Kill" weapons be devised  and 'unseen weapons' such as acoustics and microwavesbe developed  so no   protester or advocate or "radical" became martyr .
An invisible punch
cannot be caught on camera.
Unseen and covert (and therefore not allowed to be discussed by the press) that alter mood ,body,mind mysteriously
except to the weapons manufacturers ,law enforcement ,military ,intelligence agencies  who have spent billions creating such means